by Tom Clancy
He couldn’t really recall the man’s face. He had mentally filled it in, since they had the holographs of Natadze, but in the doing of the event, his features would not resolve. A faceless man with a gun. Death come to call.
In the middle of eating a sandwich at noon, the memory of being unable to run, to get away, had suddenly turned the bread and cheese into something he couldn’t stomach.
Lying in bed next to Saji, the shooter got him yet again.
Since he had awakened from the coma, it had been there, sometimes just outside his perception, ready to jump in and rattle him again and again.
He had been helpless. Paralyzed with fear. He hadn’t been able to run, to fight, to do anything. It was horrible. He felt guilty. He should have been able to do something, but he hadn’t. He had just sat there in a panic, a sparrow hypnotized by a cobra.
Buck up, Jay. This isn’t helping anything.
Maybe Thorn was having better luck looking.
“End scenario,” Jay said.
Washington, D.C.
Jay shucked the VR gear and sat staring at the wall.
Saji drifted past. “And are we having fun yet?”
“Not to put too fine a point on it, no. It’s not like the earth swallowed this guy up, it’s like he never existed except for going to classical guitar concerts and music stores. If we hadn’t gotten those two accidental pictures, we’d never even have known that much.”
“So you just have the FBI watch all the music stores and stake out every classical guitar concert from now on,” she said, smiling to show it was a joke.
“You know, even if that was possible, it wouldn’t work. He knows we know about that. I’d bet a billion against a brick bat he won’t be hanging out at those places anytime soon, and if he wants to pick up a new axe, it won’t be under his name, or some place that has a security cam. The man is a phantom.”
“You found him once and you didn’t have anything. You’ll find him again. It just might take a while.”
“But I want him now,” Jay said. And as he did, he realized what that sounded like — a whine. But he had to get this guy. He had to.
“You will, Jay.”
Then he said, “I think maybe I need to go into work. Maybe something there that will help.”
“I’m surprised you aren’t already gone,” she said.
“It’s okay with you?”
“Go and be Jay Gridley. It’s what you do.”
He smiled again. Yeah. It was. At least it had been before he’d been shot.
“I love you,” he said.
“I love you, too, Poppa.”
That statement brought mixed emotions. A child, his child. But — what kind of father would he be? What lessons could he teach a son or daughter when he had just sat and stared at a man who had simply walked up and shot him?
Work. He needed to get back to work. He would worry about this later. After he got the guy who did it.
Harrisburg, Pennsylvania
Natadze drove five miles an hour over the speed limit as he headed north on the highway toward Harrisburg. He was nestled into a line of cars all moving at the same rate. The state cops would give you some leeway if you were speeding a hair in traffic, but if you were poking along at exactly the limit and cars were piling up behind you, that drew more attention.
Natadze did not want any official attention. He was driving a stolen Ford, his third car since leaving D.C., and even though the plates on it were also stolen, New Jersey plates from a freshly wrecked Ford of the same year, make, and color, which was not all that easy to do, he would not be able to stand close inspection. He had phony identification that would pass, but the registration numbers on the car would give him away if they stopped him and did a cross-check, and they might also have a picture of him. Not likely, but possible.
He wanted to keep his profile as low as possible.
Harrisburg was not the most direct route to New York City, but he had a safe deposit box in a bank there, in which were fresh identity papers, a sizeable amount of cash, and keys to a storage parking lot where a clean car was parked. There were similar caches in six other cities, established for just such emergencies.
He had worried at the problem considerably since he had run from his house in Washington. The authorities had been asking after him. Maybe it was no more than Homeland Security trying to chase down every foreigner as they sometimes did. Maybe it was unrelated to who he was. That was a possibility.
But he did not believe that, not for a second. That they knew who he was and where he lived was astounding. Those two pieces of information should not have been linked in any way. If they knew both, something was terribly wrong — for him.
Nobody but Cox knew where he lived.
Natadze shook his head against the disloyal thought. No, Cox would not give him up, there was nothing to be gained by that.
Perhaps his employer had somehow let the information slip? Someone close to him had picked it up and run with it?
That didn’t make a lot of sense, either, but at least it seemed more reasonable. Somebody had stumbled across the data, had wanted to make points with it, something like that.
But that was still a problem. If Cox had let something slip like that, something that led the authorities straight to Natadze, then he was slipping badly, to the point where he was becoming a liability — or at least a threat. Eduard could not have that. Cox knew too much about him — was, in fact, the only vulnerable spot in Natadze’s carefully crafted armor.
No, it almost didn’t matter whether Cox had given him up intentionally or accidentally. Natadze had to know if Cox had been behind it, and he had to know now, before he went to ground, before he went to any of his safe houses. Cox knew about all of them — all of the ones in this area, anyway — and if Cox was the weak link in this chain, then none of the safe houses were safe at all.
In the meantime, he needed to find out just how compromised he was. He would have someone check out his house in New York. If the federal authorities had that covered, then he would have to take more drastic steps. He could take a trip out of the country, to the place in Brazil, perhaps, have some plastic work done, a new identity built, and return as a new man. A different face, hair color, and style, colored contact lenses, voice lessons, maybe. There were many ways to change yourself. That was no problem.
His biggest regret was his guitar collection, but perhaps, once things had cooled, he could dispatch an agent to collect those. He still had three in his New York house, not his best, but quality instruments.
They could not watch the D.C. house forever. Six months, a year from now, the authorities could not afford to keep men there long. The house was paid for, taxes paid a year in advance, and if the water and power were turned off, that wouldn’t matter. They had no right to take his property, he had not been convicted of any crime. Perhaps a lawyer, hired anonymously, to make sure that his rights were protected.
While he was having the house in New York checked, he would get in touch with Cox. Five minutes with the man, face to face, would tell him everything he needed to know. Risky or not, not knowing the truth about his employer was riskier yet, by far.
His mind made up, he started looking for a good place to turn around and turned his thoughts back to his driving. It would not do to allow himself to make a simple, foolish mistake and be pulled over by a traffic policeman. He would have to kill the officer, and that would certainly draw more attention than he needed.
29
Net Force HQ
Quantico, Virginia
Jay sat in his office, staring at the wall. Maybe coming into work had not been such a good idea. He should be on-line, in VR, should be hunting for clues that would lead him to Natadze, but he couldn’t get going, couldn’t seem to overcome the inertia.
He felt… tired. As if he hadn’t slept in weeks. Stalled.
He looked up to see the new military commander, Colonel Kent, in the doorway.
Kent said, “You all
right, son?”
Jay started to nod and wave him off, but somehow, the feelings he’d been having boiled up, and before he could help himself, he said, “I’ve been better.”
Kent raised an eyebrow. He stepped into the office.
Feeling as if he were suddenly riding a runaway horse over whom he had no control, Jay started talking. He was aghast at himself as he began to spill the story about being shot and how it made him feel — the fear, the inability to help himself.
Why am I saying this?! To somebody who is almost a complete stranger?! I haven’t even told Saji!
But even as he thought this, he couldn’t stop, not until it had all poured out.
When he was done, Jay said, “I’m — I’m sorry, Colonel. I didn’t mean to run on like that.”
Kent shook his head. “No problem, son. I’ve heard it before. Felt it myself. They used to call it ‘shell shock,’ then it was ‘battle fatigue.’ Now it’s called Delayed Stress Syndrome. It happens to men in harm’s way — soldiers, cops, firemen. After things are all over, it sets in. It’s not something you can control.”
Jay shook his head.
“It’s true. Even in guys who have trained their whole lives for combat, career military men, it happens. The map is never the territory. It’s the reason no battle plan survives first contact with the enemy. VR can be realistic as hell, but some part of you knows you won’t die when a bullet hits you in a computer scenario. That same part knows when the pucker-factor is real and you could check out at any second.”
Jay said, “Yeah, I guess.”
Kent looked at him. “Let me tell you about my old friend Anson. Maybe it will help. Anson was D.I. I met him when I was in the Corps. He did his thirty years, then retired and went home to Kansas City. One Saturday night a couple years back, he took his date to a nice restaurant. Now you need to understand that Anson was a sawed-off fence-post of a guy, maybe five-seven, a hundred and fifty pounds, but tough as a trunk full of rawhide dog chews.”
Jay stared at him. Where was this going?
“So Anson and his date have dinner, and while they are working on dessert, a couple of big ole country boys two tables over start getting loud. Celebrating something, and washing it down with a lot of beer. One of the guys gets up to go to the head. He leers at Anson’s date, gives her a ‘Hey, baby!’ and says something to the effect of, ‘Why don’t you drop this shrimp and join us, we’ll show you a good time!’
“The woman smiles politely and tells him no. The guy, who is a real big bruiser, muscles on his muscles, shrugs and goes off to the can.
“So Anson and his date finish, pay their check, and head for their car. But in the parking lot are the two guys who were being raucous inside.
“Anson doesn’t say anything, just goes to his vehicle and unlocks the passenger door to let his date in.
“One of the guys, the bigger one, calls out, ‘Hey, Momma, it’s not to late to join the party!’
“Anson straightens himself up to his five-seven, turns and looks at the guy, and says, ‘She said she wasn’t interested. ’
“The bruiser gives Anson a go-to-hell look. ‘Hey, Gramps, how would you like it if I came over there and stomped on you?’
“Anson just ignores him. He looks at his date and says, ‘Let’s go.’
“So the bruiser smiles, a nasty expression. He nods at the woman with Anson. ‘Yeah, that’s right old man. Run away.’
“Now Anson’s getting pretty steamed himself by now, but he keeps his head.
“Bruiser starts heading toward them now, slowly. ‘C’mon, babe,’ he says to Anson’s date. ‘You can do better than this guy.’
“Well, Anson’s had about enough of this. ‘Look,’ he says, ‘you’ve had your fun, and you’ve had your chance. The lady doesn’t want to go anywhere with you, and to tell you the truth, I’m getting pretty sick of looking at you myself, so why don’t you just go away before you get hurt.’
“Now maybe Anson shouldn’t have said that. Insulting a guy like this is about as effective as trying to put out a fire by throwing gasoline on it. But like I said, Anson was getting pretty mad by now himself.
“ ‘You’re crazy, old man,’ Bruiser says. ‘You don’t know who you’re talking to, do you?’
“ ‘Doesn’t matter, son. For the last time, turn around and go away while you still can.’
“Next to Anson, the woman is speechless, her eyes wide, and she’s thinking that Anson is about to get himself a major whipping for goading this guy.
“Bruiser’s buddy, who is almost as big as he is, catches Bruiser’s arm as he starts for Anson. ‘Don’t do it, man. He’s just another jerk, the world is full of ’em.’
“But Bruiser is ready to rumble, and you can almost hear what he is thinking: This little guy had just dissed him in front of a good-lookin’ woman!
“ ‘I’m gonna make it one less full,’ he says to his friend. ‘Pal, you’re about to get crap-stomped by Harley William Dahl. I don’t care if you’re some kind of karate or kung fu expert showing off for your lady, I’m a two-time winner of K-1, and the North American Heavyweight NHB champ. I break men twice your size in half just to warm up, and I am gonna pound you into the ground like a tent peg!’
“Harley takes a couple of steps, then pulls up short, as Anson comes out from under his jacket with a forty-five slabside, cocked-and-locked.
“ ‘Pleased to meet you, Harley. I’m not anybody special — just an old retired Marine who can shoot Expert with this here antique Colt. Now like I said, why don’t you take a walk?’
“ ‘You can’t do that!’ Harley says. ‘It would be murder. ’
“ ‘You just told me what a champion fighter you are in front of a witness. I wouldn’t have a prayer against you hand-to-hand — no jury in the world would convict me for shooting you.’
“Harley glowers. His buddy pulls at his arm again. ‘Leave it, man!’
“Harley doesn’t want to do that. He is mad. ‘They’d fry the little coward!’
“ ‘The man has a gun, Harley! What do you care what a jury thinks? If it gets to that, you won’t be around to see it!’
“Something filters through. Harley backs up a step. ‘If you didn’t have that gun—’ he begins.
“Anson cuts him off. ‘If the world had been flat, son, Columbus would have sailed off the edge, wouldn’t he? I may be just a little coward, but I do have the gun, my ace beats your king. Go home and live. Come at me, and die. Your choice, it really don’t much matter much to me.’
“And Harley looks into Anson’s face and sees that the man would just as soon shoot him as not, and he lets his friend drag him away, cursing as he goes. Anson holsters the gun, opens the door for his lady friend, that’s that.”
Kent leaned against the wall. “Now, Anson is a modest man, not prone to bragging about how he does things. I heard the story from his date, who became his wife shortly thereafter. Nice lady, great cook.”
Jay looked at Kent. “I must be missing the point.”
“The point, son, is that no matter how big or strong or smart you might be, those don’t offset everything. Here was Harley, a martial arts combat champion, and if he’d jumped Anson, he’d be pushing up daisies.
“You couldn’t have beat the man who shot you — he had the superior weapon and the tactical advantage. You are an adept in your field, you could wipe up the floor with the guy in a computer duel, but it wasn’t your arena.
“Were you armed?”
“No. I should have been.”
“Maybe. But you weren’t. And even if you’d had a pistol and knew how to use it, what if you come up against five or eight armed guys? You can’t cover every base. There’s no dishonor in being out-gunned. This was the attacker’s game, not yours.”
Jay blinked. The man was right. Intellectually, he knew there wasn’t anything he could have done to stop it.
Emotionally, it was another matter. But still…
“Thanks, Colonel. I appreciate
the ear and the advice.”
“No problem. Next time my computer breaks down, I’ll call you.”
Jay managed a smile.
30
Net Force HQ
Quantico, Virgina
Thorn stripped away the VR gear and blew out a big sigh. This Natadze guy was getting to be a major pain. Thorn had expected to have found something else on him by now, but the man was just not there. He loved guitars and he shot people, that was pretty much it.
Clearly, Net Force would have to come up with some other approach. But what?
He looked at the clock. He’d been under for two hours, and he felt stiff and stale. Time to go to the gym for a little R&R.
As he got there, he saw Colonel Kent arriving at the same moment. In his left hand, he held his sheathed katana.
“Commander.”
“Colonel. Going to work out?”
“I thought I might wave this old blade around a little, yes.”
“Would you mind if I watched?”
“No, sir.” A pause. “Tom.”
Thorn grinned and followed Kent into the gym, which was empty save for them.
“If you had a sword, I could show you some of the basics,” Kent said.
Thorn grinned again. “As it happens, I do have a Japanese sword in my locker.”
Kent nodded, as if he wasn’t particularly surprised.
Thorn went to fetch the weapon, a katana he had bought from the great-granddaughter of a man who had been a Japanese general in WWII. The blade was almost four hundred years old and still mirror-bright.
When he got back, Kent had stripped to his T-shirt and trousers, his feet also bare. He looked to be in good shape for a man his age. Or for a man Thorn’s age. He knelt on the mat in that butt-on-heels position called seiza, his sheathed sword set next to him on the left.
