by Amy DeMeritt
Sam’s breathing becomes erratic pretty quickly and her moans are becoming louder with each minute that passes. I pull her into a kiss to help muffle her sounds. As I get halfway inside her, I rotate my hips, making the shaft rub against her clit, and she screams into my mouth as she starts to cum. Her legs start to fall, so I release her arms and grab her legs to support her. She wraps her arms around me and wildly thrusts her hips to meet my thrusts.
After she cums, she reaches between us and slowly extracts the shaft from inside herself. I carry her back to the bed, kneel down, and lay her down. As she releases her legs around my waist, I spread her legs wide and dive between her thighs with my mouth, greedy to taste and feel all of her.
She starts to get too loud with her moans, so Madison leans over and starts kissing her to muffle her voice. Shannon takes Madison’s lead to join and starts sucking on Sam’s breasts and caressing her stomach and hips with her hand.
Her moans become too loud to muffle with a kiss, so Madison pulls back and places her hand over her mouth, making Sam inhale deeply through her nose. She cums hard, thrusting against my face. I flick her clit with the tip of my tongue and she laughs and spasms.
“I’m going to need a wheelchair after we leave this room.” We laugh a little and she sits up some as she looks at Madison with a grin. “So, do you want to try it?” Madison looks at me nervously biting her bottom lip. Her eyes scan to the erect shaft between my legs and she slowly nods. “Ok, but very slowly.”
Sam kisses her lips with a smile, and they trade places so Madison is sitting with her legs parted in front of me.
“You sure, baby?” Madison nods and reaches out for my shoulders, pulling me closer. “Go slow.”
She pulls me into a kiss and places my hands on her breasts. I smile against her mouth and let my hands wander her body, while we kiss.
When she’s breathing heavily, and her body is rising against me, I slip a hand between her legs and rub gentle slow circles around her clit and entrance. She moans and thrusts against my hand. After a couple minutes, I encourage her to lay back and I climb on top of her between her legs. This is a bad position for my rib, but I push through the ache and occasional stabbing pains.
I reach between us and trace her entrance with the tip of my shaft. She pulls back from the kiss and seems to be holding her breath. I slowly press inside her the first inch of the shaft and she tightens her grip on my shoulders.
“Ok?”
She nods, so I press in another inch. She gasps and winces a little bit. I wait and pull out slightly for a moment before pressing back in some. She releases a small moan and her hips buck forward. I press in another inch and she gasps and presses a hand to the front of my shoulder, as if to stop me, so I pull back out completely.
“Are you ok?” She blushes and nods. “Is it normal to feel like I’m going to tear?” I frown and lift off her some to run my hand between her legs. I gently press inside her and pull back out to check my fingers. “Thank god, you’re not bleeding. I think we should stop. I don’t want to hurt you.”
“Try one more time.”
I hesitate, but she reaches between us and guides the shaft to her entrance and pulls me forward. I slowly press inside her and watch her face for signs of pain. Her face is a confused mixture of some pleasure, pain, and worry. I don’t like seeing that when we’re making love. This goes against my instincts to stop, but she wants to try this, so I press in further. I get an inch or so deeper than I was when she stopped me the first time, and she stops me again, shaking her head.
“I can’t. It hurts and not in a good way like when you spank us.” I quickly pull out of her and place a hand between her legs. “I’m sorry, Maddi. Are you ok?” She smiles and nods, sitting up to kiss my lips. “I’m ok, baby. Maybe Shannon would want it.” I look at Shannon and she shakes her head. “I’m not a fan.” I smile and start taking the harness off. “Ok, babies, it’s family time now.”
Chapter Fourteen
Our flight back to campus is earlier than Sam’s, so we won’t be going to the airport together. My dad’s SUV is loaded with our stuff to take us to the airport, but we stop at Sam’s house first to drop her off. It’s an even more emotional parting than when she flew out to see us on campus at Halloween. Sam clings to us in the driveway with all of us shedding quiet tears and sniffling. She keeps pulling her face back and peppering each of us with kisses or pulling one of us into a short kiss.
After a few minutes, Sam pulls back and looks at each of us with tears pooling in her eyes and her bottom lip slightly trembling. She takes each of our faces and gently caresses our cheeks and runs her fingers through our hair.
“God, I’m going to miss all of you so fucking much. I feel like a part of me is being pulled away.” I smile and take her hand. “You have a part of us with you too, baby. A part that we won’t get back till we’re all together again.” She smiles really big and leans forward to kiss my lips. “Text me when you take off and land?” I smile and nod. “Of course, and you too. Tell your mom I’m sorry I was selfish with you while we were home and that she didn’t get to see you much.” She laughs and shakes her head. “She understands. She already knew I’d be with you pretty much the entire vacation.”
“Ok. I love you. We’ll see you on video chat soon.” She smiles in a sad way and nods. “Ok. I love you too. I love all of you. Well, you better go. I don’t want to make you miss your flight. Be careful.”
We give her another hug and Madison and Shannon tell her they love her and we climb back in my dad’s SUV. I put the window down and watch and wave as we pull out of her driveway. She looks so sad standing in the driveway with her arms wrapped around her chest watching us leave. Just as my dad starts to pull away from the house, I panic. Before he can really accelerate, I open the door and jump out. As my feet hit the ground, my stitches in my foot pull and stretch painfully, making me stumble a few feet, but I don’t fall. I bite back the pain in from foot and Sam and I run at each other. She leaps into my arms, wrapping her legs around my waist.
We spin a few times from our momentum and then I stop and squeeze her closer. She releases a happy moan into my ear and kisses my neck and face several times, before pulling me into an intense kiss. When she pulls back, she’s smiling really big.
“I can’t believe you just jumped out of a moving car for me.” I smile and laugh a little. “I’ll jump out of plane for you, baby.”
“I love you so much. I’m so sorry I caused conflict this week and you got hurt because of it.” I smile and kiss her lips. “I’m sorry I didn’t do a better job in helping you know how important you are to me.” Her smile widens and she tightens her arms around me. “When you were drunk, and getting your stitches, you told Shannon not to tell me how soon you knew you love me. I have a confession. The reason I called you that morning, was because I woke up knowing I was in love with you. I woke up thinking about you and just couldn’t stop smiling and rushing around trying to get ready so I could get to school to see you.”
“I think I knew that, but I was scared to say anything because I didn’t want to lose you. I had a hard time believing you were with me. You’re just so amazing and I didn’t understand why you wanted me.” Sam laughs and kisses my lips. “I felt the same way and still do most of the time. Can I ask you one hypothetical?” I hesitate, but she smiles and kisses my lips. “Ok.”
“If we had been able to say it, and we never broke up, and you never met Maddi, could you have been happy with me? Would we have lasted?” I smile and kiss her lips and eyes. “Yes. I would have married you. I’m still going to marry you. I’m going to marry all of you.”
Sam’s eyes get really big and she releases an adorable happy squeal and clings to me tighter and hops in my arms some, making me get off-balance and I laugh. She peppers my face and neck with fast kisses and then presses her lips to mine firmly for a moment while holding my face in both hands. She pulls back a couple inches looking in my eyes with so much happiness that I feel
a rush of excitement flood my veins.
“Thank you for jumping out of the car, baby. I can’t even tell you how happy I am right now. Knowing that really makes it a little easier facing the next month without being able to be in your arms like this.”
“Every moment we’re apart, I’ll be anxiously waiting to scoop you up like this.” She kisses my lips and releases her legs from around my waist. “Good. I can’t wait to see you for Christmas. It’s going to be the best gift to be in your arms again.”
“I’m going to spoil you so much for Christmas. It’s going to be our first, so you know I have to go all out.” Sam smiles and giggles. “I can’t wait.”
I wrap her in my arms and inhale deeply, trying to fill my lungs with her wonderful scent. I kiss the side of her neck and kiss her lips. We kiss for a few moments, and then I pull back and look in her eyes. She smiles and places a hand on the side of my face.
“I love you, Kayla.”
“I love you, future wife.” Sam smiles really big and giggles. “You are making it so hard to let you leave, baby.”
“I’m just trying to make sure you know how much I love you and want you.”
“Mission accomplished. Ok, I guess I better let you go. Text me soon.”
“I will. Please be careful.”
“I will. You too.”
We hug and kiss one more time and then I start to walk backwards to the car. I wave before I get in, but can see she doesn’t look as sad as before. She looks happy and relieved. I smile and blow a kiss to her, making her smile widen as she waves back.
“Ready this time?” I look up at the front seat and my parents are looking back at me with amused grins on their faces. I blush and nod once. “Yeah, sorry.”
Shannon and Madison lean out the window and wave to Sam as we pull away, and we watch her in the driveway till we can’t see her anymore. When we turn around, Madison takes my hand with a smile. I smile at her and kiss her hand.
“Sam looked like she won the lottery.” I smile and laugh a little. “That’s because I told her I’m going to marry all of you.” My mom spins around looking at me with surprise on her face and my dad slightly breaks hard and says, “What about…”, but my mom cuts him off, saying something in Cherokee that I don’t fully understand.
I catch a couple words and I know they’re talking about Awenasa. I look at Madison and Shannon and they’re both smiling really big and their eyes have misted up some, but my parents’ reactions also have them looking a little concerned. My mom turns to look at all of us with a smile and I can see both of my girls visibly relax.
Madison squeezes my hand. “You really said that?”
“I did, and I mean it.”
“My parents are going to have heart attacks.” Madison laughs and leans over to kiss me. “Yeah, it would probably be a good idea to have paramedics on site when we tell them and on the wedding day.” Madison laughs and kisses me again. “Yes, definitely.”
I look at Shannon and motion for her to sit forward. She smiles really big and kisses my lips.
“I love you, sweetie.” I smile and caress her cheek. “I love you too. I guess I need to start playing the lottery. I’m going to need the money for a big house for me and my girls and all of the babies we’re going to have.” They laugh hard and my mom turns around to look at me. “You always wanted lots of grandchildren. Having three wives will increase those odds a bit more, huh?” She laughs hard and looks between Madison and Shannon. “Sounds like you’re trying to create your own little clan.” I smile really big and nod. “Most definitely. They’re going to make me lots of beautiful babies.” My mom laughs and quirks her eyebrows up. “Aren’t you going to have any?”
I look around at them nervously and Madison and Shannon giggle and wrap their arms around me. Madison kisses my cheek and says, “Yes, she is. The world needs more of Kayla in it.”
“But that’s going to mess up my six-pack.” I rub my stomach and they laugh at me. “I’m sure you’ll have it back in no time after you deliver.” I laugh and shrug my shoulders. “We’ll see.”
“You could all get pregnant at the same time.” I look at my mom horrified and she laughs hard. “Four pregnant women in one house for nine months and four newborns pooping and puking and screaming all night, all at once – that sounds like a really bad idea.” My mom laughs and nods. “You should have seen your face.”
I stick my tongue out at her and sit back with my arms crossed. Madison laughs and pinches my side to tickle me. I smile and squirm away.
“Can I ask you something?” My mom smiles and nods to Madison’s question. “Why are you both so ok with this?” My mom smiles and reaches out for her hand. “It’s in our blood and our culture.” Madison looks at her confused and my mom smiles kindly, turning more to face us. “Before the Europeans invaded, there were hundreds of unique tribes with their own belief systems and customs. But something they all had in common, was a more relaxed understanding of gender and sexuality. We believe there is a masculine and feminine, but no one is ever only either or, and it’s not uncommon for a man to be more feminine, while a female is more masculine. Everyone has both and their physical gender does not dictate their internal gender. Most of us identify stronger with one over the other, but some people are almost completely balanced with both and cannot identify with male or female. Instead, they identify as a third gender, often called berdache or two-spirit. Our understanding of gender really shocked the Europeans when they invaded, especially because women were not made to hide their sexuality and were allowed to express it freely, even outside of marriage. Males and Females were and are equals. Marriage in traditional Native American culture was very unique from what the Europeans believed and practiced. Marriage could be between one man and woman, or many. There are also traditions passed down of cohabitation of same sex couples. It was not common, but it did happen. The idea of marriage in our culture is very different from what the Europeans brought to the continent.”
“So, it doesn’t bother you at all that Kayla is with all of us?” My mom looks at me with a little concern, but then looks back at Madison. “As a parent, I want my daughter to be as happy as she can be. My only concern is how destroyed she’ll be if this ends. I’ve never seen Kayla as happy as she is with all of you. I can see in the way that she looks at each of you that she has moved out of her childhood home and has made home in all of your hearts. Losing even just one of you would break her heart. I see that, and it makes me nervous, but I support this, because I see the love you all have for each other.”
“Thank you. It means so much to me to know we have your support. I don’t think I’ll ever have more than mild tolerance from my own parents.” My mom smiles and looks back at Shannon. “What about you, sweetie? How do your parents feel about this?” I look back at Shannon and her smile fades some. “They won’t say anything about it or talk about it. They ignore it and change the subject when I bring it up.” I reach back to take her hand. She gives me a weak smile and takes my hand in both of hers. “Can you follow your heart without your family’s approval?” Shannon smiles and nods. “Yes. I love my parents and grandparents, but they don’t complete my heart like Kayla, Madison, and Sam do.”
“It gives me some relief to hear that. The determination all of you have to make this work is more than most couples have, so you already have a stronger fighting chance of surviving what life will throw at you.” My mom looks at Madison again. “How did your parents handle the news that you’re not moving home for the summer vacation?”
“Terrible at first. My mom threatened to stop paying for my tuition again. She stormed upstairs yelling about packing my stuff and my dad followed her. They argued for over half an hour with my dad reminding her over and over again that I’m an adult and she can’t prevent me from moving out. When they came back downstairs, she threw Kayla a horrible glare that actually scared me. It felt evil.” My mom frowns and looks at me with deep concern. I smile and shrug a shoulder. “She couldn’t mai
ntain that look. She hates it, but that woman loves me.” My mom smiles and laughs a little. Madison glances at me and smiles broadly. “Yeah, you’ve definitely charmed the beast in her.”
“What did you do?”
“Kayla got up and walked over to her, even though she was staring at Kayla like she was going to kill her. Kayla knelt down in front of her, took her hand, and placed a hand on her cheek. My mom’s look softened some, and Kayla said, ‘Don’t give me that look. You know I love your daughter and will do anything to protect her. You’ve shown Madison how to grow and flex her wings. Will you let me show her where to soar? I promise we’ll fly by to see you on occasion.’ My mom actually smiled and pulled Kayla into a hug. It was funny because she got Kayla so off balance that Kayla fell on top of her, but my mom just held her against her chest for a minute. When she released her, Kayla made my mom blush by kissing her forehead. It was hard not to laugh.”
My mom smiles and looks at me with deep pride lighting up her face. It makes me smile really big. I love my mom. I think she’s the most amazing person ever and when she looks at me like that, I feel like I’m amazing too.
“I’m very proud of you, sweetie. All of you, actually. It’s not easy standing up to the people closest to you, especially when you still depend on them in some way.”
“Thanks, Mom.”
She smiles and turns around to face forward. I look at my girls and they give me a sweet loving smile. I feel like a great wind just rushed through my chest and lifted me up, making a small gasp of air escapes my lips, like a small sound of ecstasy. Madison and Shannon both smile really big and lean in to wrap their arms around me and kiss my cheeks. While they hold me, I quietly say, “I love my babies,” and they kiss me and whisper they love me in my ears.
