by Bella Juarez
She pushed against Gavin, never wanting to feel used like that again. He held her fast. His hands softly rubbed her back, and his kisses became more demanding. The moisture of his damp body was soaking through the front of her blouse. Amy managed to break away slightly.
“Amy,” Gavin whispered against her lips.
The shock of Gavin’s sensual voice almost brought Amy to her knees. She had to grab his arms to steady herself.
“Gavin…please…” Amy managed to say before he pulled her under his spell again.
Amy could feel Gavin’s hard cock pushing up against her belly. She could feel his hands on her lower back playing with the zipper to her skirt. She managed to push herself away.
“Oh, baby. I want to see what a librarian wears under her clothes, again.” Gavin stared at her with lust-filled eyes.
“Gavin, please,” Amy repeated weakly.
“Please? What do you want, Amy?” Gavin started to unbutton her blouse.
Amy couldn’t think, much less speak.
“What are you doing?” Amy managed to ask as she grabbed Gavin’s hands.
“Getting what I’ve wanted ever since I saw you the first time. Amy, you’re all I think about,” Gavin confessed.
All of the years of humiliation came screaming back. Amy was afraid when Gavin started taking off her clothes. She was petrified he would be revolted. He would disgrace her by changing his mind, saying, “What was I thinking?”
She pulled her blouse closed. Confusion crossed his face. He took her hands and pulled them down.
“What are you doing?” Gavin asked.
Amy looked down and said nothing.
“Don’t do that, don’t hide yourself from me,” Gavin said.
“Gavin, please! We both know I’m no beauty queen. Let me go. I don’t want to be embarrassed,” Amy snapped.
Gavin took a step back.
“What? Why would you say that?” Gavin asked, confused.
* * * *
Gavin watched as Amy started to button her blouse. Oh hell no! Gavin’s senses screamed. There was no way he was letting her walk out the door now. Gavin had to think, and fast. Unfortunately, all he could think about was relieving his raging hard-on. Any second now he would totally lose it and pick Amy up, throw her on the table, and pretty much be going to prison for ravishing one of Victoria’s most beloved citizens. He was a cop and they’d throw the book at him out of principle.
“Stop it!” Gavin demanded as he took her hands. Gavin startled Amy with the sudden order. “My God! Since I’ve seen you, I’ve become obsessed with you. Amy, I want you.”
“Yeah, right. We both know you can do much better.” Amy pulled back.
What the hell is she saying? Gavin stepped toward her, crowding her space. He was sexually frustrated and it was about to manifest into aggression. Amy’s words slowly registered with him. He had to get some control and think. What the fuck? She thinks she’s ugly! How? What the hell is wrong with her?
“What the hell’s wrong with you? You think you’re ugly?” Gavin asked incredulously. He was past thinking as he grabbed Amy’s upper arms, slightly shaking her. She looked away. He could see tears forming in her eyes. “Do you think I act this way with every woman I meet? You’re making me crazy!” he said wildly.
“Gavin…” Amy started to pull away.
Gavin cut her off and pulled her close. “Damn it, woman! You’re the hottest piece of ass I’ve ever seen! I can’t stand it anymore!” he barked.
Amy’s eyes widened and her jaw dropped. Gavin knew any minute now she would reach up and slap him for talking to her like that. It wouldn’t have surprised him if she turned and immediately walked out the door. He tried to calm himself and get a grip on his frustration. Gavin was just on the verge of begging her to stay. He had to get ahold of himself.
“Don’t leave me. I need you,” Gavin said.
Gavin looked deeply into her eyes as he took her hand into his larger one and kissed it. Never breaking eye contact, he took both her hands and put them on his shoulders. He bent again to kiss her. She was soft and smelled so good. He picked her up and carried her to his bed. He could see that delectable chest moving up and down with her erratic breathing. He laid her on the bed and continued with the unbuttoning of her blouse. He could see a peek of the brown lacy bra she wore. She put her hands up once more to hide herself.
“You do that again, I’ll rip these fucking clothes off you and tie you to this bed.” Gavin growled. He heard Amy giggle and melted. He smiled as he teased her lips and pushed the blouse from her shoulders. “Oh, yeah!” he said as he covered her throat with kisses.
Gavin heard Amy moan softly as he continued his playful nibbling. He was growing impatient with all of the clothes he was having to unlayer. He stood and pulled her to her feet, pushed her skirt down, and sat her back on the bed in one fluid motion as he removed the rest of what was left of her outer clothing. Gavin pushed her against the pillows as he crawled over her body. He sat back and took a good look while she was lying down, spread out before him. She started pulling on the comforter. Amy wanted to cover herself.
“Don’t you dare!” Gavin barked. He got up, briefly walking out of the room. He found his assault bag and pulled out his handcuffs. When he returned he set the pair of cuffs on the nightstand. Amy’s eyes widened.
“Last warning. I will cuff you to this bed!” Gavin said firmly. Gently brushing the hair from her eyes, he stroked her cheek. “I want to look at you. You’re so beautiful, Amy.”
Amy was wearing brown lacy boy shorts matching the bra she wore. Gavin assumed his kneeling position in between her knees. He bent down and started kissing her torso. Working his way up her body, he kissed her nipples through the lace and felt her arch against him.
* * * *
Amy felt herself melt into the bed. Never in her life had someone’s touch consumed her the way Gavin’s had. She had lost all rational thought. She knew she should stop him. She had only known him a few weeks. He seemed to be able to instantly melt away all her inhibitions. She didn’t care what she looked like and would do anything to keep his gentle petting from stopping. He touched her moistening pussy and rubbed through the thin, lacy material. She moved her hips in rhythm with his hand. His sensual laugh washed over her body.
“Do you like that, baby?” Gavin breathed as he moved down her belly, kissing around her belly button.
“Oh! Gavin!” Amy moaned.
Amy dug her nails into his shoulders and he playfully nipped her belly with his teeth, sending a shiver of pleasure through her. She was extremely aroused. Tim had convinced her she was cold and incapable of being aroused. Gavin was setting her on fire and driving her to the brink of madness. His kissing and nipping at her belly along with what his hand was doing to her pussy was taking her to another world.
Gavin moved his hand away and her eyes flew open. She looked down into his gray eyes. He was watching her. She could feel her face get warm as she blushed. He had been watching her all along. All her inhibitions came careening back toward her. Unconsciously, she started grabbing the comforter again, pulling it toward her.
“Amy…” Gavin warned as his demeanor turned dark instantly.
Amy immediately released the fabric. Gavin took her hands and placed them back on his shoulders. He maintained eye contact as he moved lower, kissing the lacy material around her hips. She couldn’t look away. He kissed her pussy and kept moving downward, kissing her there, through the thin fabric of her lingerie, still maintaining eye contact. She could no longer contain herself as she closed her eyes, and she threw back her head and moaned. He continued to tease her with his mouth and she felt him move the thin fabric aside and insert his thick finger into her pussy as he licked her sensitive clit. Her slick pussy instantly clamped down on his finger. He was shaking her to her very core.
“Amy, you’re so tight and wet.”
Gavin kissed and licked until she was shaking with need. He stopped and moved his way back
up her body while still fingering her pussy. He finally reached her mouth with his once more, kissing her intensely. He stopped his ministrations with his finger. She opened her eyes and stared at him with lustful need. Her desperate brown eyes pleaded with his hard steel-gray eyes to continue his stroking.
“Do you want me?” Gavin asked. Amy mutely stared. All rational thought had escaped her and she was unable to speak. “Amy?” He kissed her belly.
Gavin shifted and slid beside Amy. Taking her hand, he guided her to his cock and wrapped her fingers around him. Somewhere along the way he had removed his own clothes. When did that happen? Amy was so very inexperienced. Tim had been her first and only. Sex with Tim was as unpleasant as it was rare. So far, Gavin was an experience Amy would never forget. In fact, it was downright addicting.
He helped her stoke him, guiding her hand for a few seconds.
“Amy? Do you want me?” Gavin asked again.
“I…uh…” Amy stuttered. She was finding it difficult to string words together.
“Tell me, baby. Tell me what you want.” Gavin whispered against her skin as he playfully nipped her throat.
“I want you, Gavin,” Amy said, starting to move her hand.
Gavin stopped her and wrapped her fingers around his cock once more.
“What do you want? Tell me how you like it…” Gavin whispered against her lips.
Amy said nothing. She didn’t know what she wanted. Up until now, she hadn’t liked sex. Gavin stopped and moved back.
“Amy, when I ask you something, I expect you to answer me,” Gavin said sternly.
“I don’t’ know,” Amy said shyly, her insecurities all returning.
“What don’t you know?” Gavin asked, quietly rubbing her tummy.
“I don’t know what I want,” Amy said, pulling at the comforter once more. Gavin stopped and she looked at him. His dark look was back. She released the comforter. “Gavin, no one has ever made me feel this way. I’ll do whatever you say,” she whispered.
Gavin pulled Amy to a sitting position and held her against him. “This isn’t all about me. I want you to be happy. I want you to come back for more.” He kissed her.
“Then, please don’t stop,” she whispered.
Gavin kissed Amy deeply and unhooked her bra, sliding the lacy straps from her shoulders and dropping it. He pushed her tenderly backward, never losing contact with her mouth. He moved down her body once more, sliding the lacy panties down her legs. She naturally opened for him and he assumed his position on top of her, kissing her passionately. Unexpectedly, he rolled onto his back, pulling her on top of him.
“Do what comes natural,” Gavin said against Amy’s throat.
Amy let all thought go out of her mind. She could feel his warm mouth on her nipple licking and suckling. She centered herself on top and rubbed her wet pussy over his hard cock, making him ready to enter her.
“Mmm. That’s it, honey.” Gavin urged as Amy moved her hips.
Gavin helped Amy guide him into her. She went slowly and unsurely because she had never been in this position before. Gavin was bigger than Tim and seemed to fill and stretch her more than she had been used to. Slowly, she took him in. She could hear him growl as she made contact with his hips. He broke from his suckling.
“Ride me, baby,” Gavin commanded
Amy needed no further encouragement. The combination of his warm, wet mouth on her breasts as well as all the teasing was driving her insane. Every muscle and nerve seemed to be stretched to its limits. As she moved up and down, she felt him start fondling her clit. She moaned at the new sensation of fullness and stimulation he was giving her. She felt every muscle in her body tighten and convulse. He was relentless as he kept rubbing her pussy and increasing the pressure of his mouth on her nipple. She screamed Gavin’s name as she climaxed for the first time with a man.
Amy wanted to collapse, but Gavin wasn’t finished with her. He grabbed her ass and moved her up and down. He began his own thrusting, driving into her harder and faster. He wasn’t very far behind. She could feel her body recover and start to respond. She met his thrusts equally. Swiftly, almost violently, he ground himself into her.
“Oh, baby!” Gavin cried out as he clutched Amy to him and kissed her.
Amy could feel Gavin shake as he came. The tide they rode subsided quietly. She lay on top of him, not wanting to move and end this moment with him. She could hear his heart beating. Somehow that seemed more intimate than what they had just done. He pushed her long hair aside and rubbed her shoulder as he held her close.
* * * *
Amy slid from him and moved to his side. Gavin held her close and closed his eyes. For the first time in a very long time he was content. He could feel her snuggle against him to get more comfortable. Something deeply emotional stirred inside of him. He felt as if he had ended a quest. He had finally found something he had been searching for and didn’t even know it. Even holding Amy seemed effortless because her body seemed to fit him perfectly, as if she had been made for him. He suddenly remembered he hadn’t worn a condom. She had a way of making him forget time and place.
Fuck it! If I have to marry her and do this every day, I’d be fine with that. This was the best fuck he’d had in recent memory. In fact, he was getting really sleepy. He didn’t want to sleep, because he knew he would be up all night if he did. He smiled. Maybe he should get a little sleep. I might need it.
Gavin opened his eyes and watched Amy slowly drift off to sleep. He held her, watching her. Her long, dark lashes looked like feathers against her skin. He sighed and she opened her eyes. He smiled and kissed her. Damn it! I’m in trouble.
It was after seven thirty and already dark outside. They had been playing for a while. He felt his stomach rumble and she giggled.
“Are you hungry?” Amy asked.
Gavin gave Amy a wicked smile and quickly pulled her underneath him, holding her hands above her head.
“Yes, I am, and you were barely an appetizer. You ready for round two?” Gavin asked, dipping his mouth to her nipple.
“Are you serious?” Amy asked, struggling to get her hands free.
Amy started squirming at his teasing. Gavin could feel her hips start to move up and down and his cock responded instantly. He continued the teasing as he increased the strength he used to hold her hands above her head.
“Gavin, let me go.”
Gavin looked into Amy’s eyes and kissed her. “No. If I do you might not come back.”
“I would think it would be the other way around,” Amy said seriously.
“What happened to you?” Gavin asked bluntly as he released Amy’s hands. He held his position on top of her. He moved his hands to the sides of her face, letting his thumbs stroke her cheeks. “I think you’re a total hottie. Why don’t you think so?”
“I don’t want to talk about this now, Gavin.” Amy tried to turn away, but his hands were on either side of her face, limiting her movement.
“When?” Gavin asked.
“I don’t know. Later.”
“Set a date and time. I want to know why a sexy, smart, beautiful, successful woman puts herself down so much,” Gavin countered.
“Can we go to dinner?” Amy asked quietly.
“I want to know. When will you tell me?” Gavin asked as he kissed her.
“At dinner, tonight,” Amy answered.
Gavin guessed Amy decided the sooner the better and he preferred to get this all behind them. If there was some sort of baggage they needed to clear up, he wanted to do it now rather than later when they were in really deep.
Gavin got up. “Let’s go.”
Chapter 11
1510 Blythe Road
Victoria, Texas
November 27, 2007/0138 Zulu
Gavin agreed to let Amy go home and freshen up. He told her he wouldn’t be far behind. She left and he took another shower and dressed quickly. It was a cool evening because a front had just blown through. Even with the shower, it onl
y took him fifteen minutes to get to her from the time she left.
Amy had instructed Gavin to go around back. There was a key under one of the flowerpots, and if she didn’t answer he should use the key. He wanted to chew her ass for that little safety violation but refrained. Instead he decided he would keep that key. He parked and walked around the back of the house. Just like she had said, the key was under the second flowerpot. He shook his head.
Damn her! She’s got an ex and fucking gang bangers all over this town. Irene had let it slip that Amy had an ex-husband. Amy’s ex-husband would always be suspect in Gavin’s mind. Why would he let someone like her go? If Gavin had married her and she had tried to leave him, he would have locked her away and made sure she enjoyed every second of it. He shook his head. Yup, sure as shit I’m in trouble with this little hottie.
Gavin let himself into the house and listened for Amy. He didn’t want to frighten her. He could hear the water running from a room off to the side of the large living room. He sat down and looked for the remote, playing with it until he figured out how to switch on the TV. He turned up the volume so she could hear him when she got out of the bathroom. It wasn’t long before he heard her call.
“Gavin? Are you here?” Amy asked, coming out of the room in nothing but a towel.
“You know something? The only reason I don’t take you back into that bedroom and hump you into a coma is because you made me a promise. Now, quit distracting me, get dressed, and let’s go,” Gavin ordered.
Amy smiled before turning around and disappearing into her bedroom. It took all of his physical resolve not to follow her back into that bedroom. He knew they would never leave if he did.
Temptation won out. He got up and walked in just as she was sliding on her jeans. Having already become rock hard at Amy’s little appearance in nothing but a towel, he almost came on the spot when he saw her stunning ass in a white silk thong. He silently crawled into the middle of her bed.
