Table of Contents
Prologue
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Epilogue
Author’s Note
FALCON’S FIRE
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
About the Author
“Lusty and exhilarating, this is medieval romance at its best. Heaven’s Fire is a splendid tale, and Patricia Ryan is a writer to watch.” New York Times bestselling author Patricia Gaffney
HEAVEN’S FIRE
Patricia Ryan
Copyright © 1996 Patricia Ryan. All rights reserved. With the exception of quotes used in reviews, this book may not be reproduced or used in whole or in part by any means existing without written permission from the author.
Originally published by New American Library, a division of Penguin Putnam, Inc.
In loving memory of my father, Dan Lacy Burford, an enlightened man of learning who would have felt right at home in medieval Oxford.
Acknowledgements
Heartfelt thanks to Kelly Cannizzaro for being such a good friend and sharing so generously of her medical expertise.
Thanks also to Dr. Joan Chisolm for her very creative help with some of the medical aspects of this story.
As always, I owe a debt of gratitude to my critique partners, Kathy Schaefer and Rina Najman; and to my twin sister, best friend, and most ruthless editor, Pamela Burford.
Finally, thank you, Leah Bassoff and Audrey LaFehr, for your vision and enthusiasm.
Prologue
For thee the fates, severely kind, ordain
A cool suspense from pleasure and from pain;
Thy life a long, dead calm of fix’d repose;
No pulse that riots, and no blood that glows.
Still as the sea, ‘ere winds were taught to blow,
Or moving spirit bade the waters flow;
Soft as the slumbers of a saint forgiv’n,
And mild as opening gleams of promis’d heav’n.
Come Abelard! for what hast thou to dread?
The torch of Venus burns not for the dead;
Nature stands check’d; Religion disapproves;
Ev’n thou art cold—yet Eloisa loves.
From “Eloisa to Abelard,”
by Alexander Pope
November 1156
The village of Cuxham in Oxfordshire, England
“Why’d you have to die, Sully?” Constance whispered to her husband as she bent her head to the task of sewing him into his shroud. “You weren’t all that old.”
Old enough, though. Close to sixty, if she had to guess, which made him old enough to be her grandfather. Nevertheless, it had been something of a cruel surprise to wake up that morning and discover his lifeless body in bed next to her. She couldn’t begin to guess what malady had claimed him during the night. The world harbored countless mysterious ills. No one could be expected to comprehend all of them.
Constance didn’t understand, but she did grieve—not only for Sully, but for herself. As she patiently worked the needle in and out of the heavy linen, she pondered the matter of her uncertain fate. What would become of her, now that Sully was gone? Pausing in her labor, she stretched her back and gazed around at the interior of the humble cottage in which she had spent the past two of her eighteen years, wedded to the village smithy.
The deerskin tacked over the doorway flew open, and Constance blinked at the stout figure silhouetted against the afternoon sun. It was the reeve’s wife, an amiable woman of middle years. Her breath came in harsh gasps. “Constance! Run!”
“Ella, what are you—?”
“Now!” Ella yanked Constance from her stool and pushed her toward the doorway. “Sir Roger’s coming for you!”
“Dear God.” The young widow crossed herself. “Already? Sully’s not even in his grave.”
“The old swine’s not wasting any time. He told Hugh he let you slip through his fingers once, and he don’t mean to let it happen again.”
“Is he on foot or horseback?” Constance asked, her heart tripping in her chest.
“Horseback,” said Ella, “with rope to tie you up if you resist him. Go! If you follow the stream and run north through the woods, toward Oxford—”
“It won’t work, Ella. You know that. Even if I could make it as far as Oxford, he’ll have me found and brought back. You’ve seen what happens to the ones who’ve tried to escape. You’ve seen what they look like when they come back.”
Ella shivered and looked away. Runaways were always returned in the dead of night, and always mutilated to one degree or another—especially the women.
“I’m quite fond of my eyes and my tongue,” Constance said. “I’ve no desire to lose them.”
“You always said you’d die rather than be Sir Roger’s whore,” Ella said. “You don’t mean to... you’re not going to...”
“Kill myself? Nay, ‘twould bring too much satisfaction to Sir Roger.”
“Satisfaction? He wants to lie with you, not bury you.”
“Aye, but the priests say you’re damned to hell if you take your own life, and Sir Roger thinks every word out of a priest’s mouth is the voice of God Himself.”
Ella nodded. “True enough. From the way he acts with Father Osred, I’d say he’s scared to death of the old hen.”
Constance pondered that for a moment, and an idea began to take shape in her mind.
“Please, Constance,” Ella urged, “will you please leave here before Sir Roger comes?”
“Aye.” She took her friend’s hands and nodded toward her late husband, laid out on the bed in his half-sewn shroud. “If you’ll stay and tend to Sully.”
“Of course. Just go!”
Constance kissed Ella on the cheek, then left the cottage and began walking purposefully to the south.
“Not that way!” Ella shouted from the doorway. “North, through the woods. Hurry!”
Constance did hurry—she ran, in fact—but not to the north. She raced on quaking legs to the rectory, praying that Father Osred would be home when she got there.
From the moment Constance had blossomed into womanhood at the advanced age of sixteen, Sir Roger Foliot had made no secret of his intention to bed her. The fat petty knight saw his villeins as naught but chattel, the males to be worked to early graves, the females—if they were comely—to amuse him in his bed and bear his bastards, be they willing or not. Moreover, it was whispered that he took pleasure from giving pain, and considering the bruised faces and vacant stares of the women he used, Constance had little doubt that this was true.
It was to escape Sir Roger’s attentions that she had married Sully Smith, at the insistence of her father as he lay on his deathbed with a fever of the chest.
“Sir Roger’s a loathsome creature, but he respects marriage,” her father had counseled. “He fears the Church and reveres its sacraments. Marry Sully, and Sir Roger will leave you be.”
And it had worked. But now Sully was dead, and Roger Foliot was coming for her.
As she approached the rectory, a thatched stone dwelling behind the church, she became aware of distant hoofbeats. Turning, she saw Sir Roger, mounted on his big black gelding, following her at a gallop.
“Father Osred!” she screamed, beating on the door with her fists. “Father Osre
d, let me in!”
The door swung open and she fell, gasping for air, into the arms of the elderly rector. “Constance! Easy, child.”
“Father! He’s coming for me!”
“Who?”
“Sir Roger!” She slammed the door closed and shoved the bolt across with trembling hands. “He couldn’t even wait till Sully was in the ground.”
The priest’s expression went from puzzled to knowing. “Ah. Yes. Sir Roger...”
She grabbed fistfuls of his black robe and drilled her gaze into his. “Help me, Father. Please. Don’t let him take me.”
The old man shook his head and tried to pry Constance’s fingers loose, but she was too strong, and held on.
“Child, please,” he implored. “I don’t have as much influence with Sir Roger as people think. Even if I could send him away now, he’d come for you tonight—”
“Then let me stay here with you.”
He blinked. “Stay here?”
“He wouldn’t take me from under your very roof—I’m sure of it. I could keep house for you, like Maida did.” Father Osred’s housekeeper had died on All Saints’ Day of a tiny scratch on her foot that had festered and poisoned her blood.
“Child, I—”
A furious pounding shook the front door. “Let me in!” bellowed Sir Roger from the other side—in French, of course. To Constance’s knowledge, he’d never learned a word of his villeins’ language. “Come now, Constance. Don’t make me tie you up.”
“Father, please!”
The priest backed up, but Constance didn’t let go. “‘Twould anger Sir Roger something fierce,” he said. “He’d know I was taking you in just to protect you from him.”
More thunderous battering on the door; the old man flinched.
“What of it?” Constance challenged. “He’s afraid of you.”
Father Osred shook his head. “He’s afraid of Hell, my dear. I must tread cautiously with Roger Foliot. The day I push him too far is the day he demands a more compliant parish priest. I’m an old man. What would become of me if I had to leave Cuxham?”
“Constance!” screamed Sir Roger. “Don’t make me break this door down and take you by force!”
“Please, Father,” she begged. “Let me stay. I’ll serve you well. I swear it. I’ll do everything Maida used to do.”
The old priest looked down at her, his eyes lighting with sudden interest. “Everything?”
“Yes, of course. Everything. Can I stay?”
He held her at arm’s length and inspected her slowly, head to toe. She wished she had bothered to comb and braid her hair that morning. Hanging to her knees in an inky black tangle, it gave her an unkempt air, hardly what a respected rector would seek in a housekeeper. Worse yet, she still had on the ragged old kirtle in which she had washed Sully’s body and prepared it for burial. Her heart sank as she noticed his attention linger wherever the damp wool clung to her slender frame.
He met her gaze again, his eyes glittering darkly. For a moment she was confused, but when he nodded and said, “Yes—you may stay,” she grabbed his hands and kissed them.
“Thank you, Father. Thank you!”
“Open up, Father!” demanded Sir Roger. “Hand over the girl, and I’ll be on my way.”
The priest motioned for her to stand behind him, and then unbolted and opened the door. Constance peeked over his shoulder to see Roger Foliot’s obese, brocade-clad form filling the doorway. He stood with hands on hips, a coil of rope looped around one wrist, glowering like an enraged bear. “Give her over, Father.”
The rector’s back stiffened. He made his reply in stony French, which Constance could follow passably well. “I’m sorry I can’t oblige you, Sir Roger. Perhaps you weren’t aware, but young Constance has consented to take over my cooking and cleaning, now that Maida has departed from this world.” He somberly crossed himself.
Sir Roger frowned, his mouth agape. As ever, Constance was struck by how very much his face resembled a pan of bread dough, fully risen and waiting to be punched down. His dark little eyes narrowed until they were barely visible within the surrounding pink flesh. “What wicked scheme is this, Father? I claimed her first, and by God’s Eyes I mean to—”
“Do you take the name of our Lord in vain even while you seek to make this girl your unwilling mistress? Do you?”
This forceful speech surprised Constance, and Sir Roger as well, judging from his perplexed expression and hasty sign of the cross. “I... it’s just not right, Father. She’s to be mine now.”
“She’s to serve the Church now,” the priest corrected, “by serving me. She will keep the rectory tidy and prepare my meals and tend to my needs.”
The petty knight nodded slowly, a salacious grin curling his fleshy lips. “Your needs, eh?” A flutter of apprehension tickled Constance’s scalp.
Father Osred took a step toward Sir Roger, who, to Constance’s astonishment, took a step back. “Such speculation is unseemly. As I said, young Constance is to serve the Church. And I daresay there must be a special place in Hell for one who would force a girl to commit sins of the flesh rather than serve as housekeeper to a harmless old priest.”
A flood of red stained Sir Roger’s corpulent face. Constance swore she saw a flicker of fear in his eyes before he composed his features. But by the time he met her gaze, all she detected was a cold rage that made her tremble. “You win,” he said softly. “For now.”
Emboldened, Constance stepped out from behind Father Osred. “For always,” she declared in her awkward, heavily accented French. “I’ll never be your whore, Roger Foliot. The very thought sickens me.”
Sir Roger arched an eyebrow. “‘Never’ is a terribly long time, is it not? Especially when one insists on seeking the protection of such very old men. Old men, you see, tend to die. Someday our dear Father Osred” —he nodded in the priest’s direction— “will leave you to join his Maker, and then, rest assured that you will be mine.”
Constance lifted her chin. “If you think for a moment I’d ever give myself to you...”
The fat knight chuckled. “Give yourself to me? Whatever makes you think I’d want you to? Aye, there are some men who like their pleasure handed to them like a tray of sweets. But I find there is greater pleasure to be gained by taking that which is not so freely offered—and I’ve the scratch marks to prove it. So don’t comfort yourself with the naive notion that your resistance will deter me. And don’t think for a moment that we’re through with each other. You’ve outwitted me twice, but I’ll be damned if I’ll let it happen a third time.”
He glanced again at the priest before adding, in measured tones, “If I were you, dear Constance, I’d make it a point to pray that the good Father Osred lives a long and healthy life. For when he is taken, I swear that nothing will keep you from me.”
Turning, he heaved himself with a grunt into his saddle.
Constance shut the door, leaned back against it, and closed her eyes. “Thank God,” she whispered.
When she opened her eyes, she saw Father Osred looking at her strangely. He cleared his throat. “Come.”
Constance followed him into the other room, a small chamber as bare and gloomy as the rest of the house. She saw a large crucifix next to a window, and below it, a washbasin on a stand. Robes and vestments hung from hooks on the walls, against which stood several large wooden chests, and a bed. Father Osred swept aside the bed curtains, pulled down the quilt, and pressed a bony hand into the mattress. “Feathers,” he said with a smile. He beckoned her over. “I don’t imagine you’ve ever lain on a feather mattress.”
“Nay, Father.” Constance began to feel curiously chilly all over. This was the only bed in the two-room rectory.
The priest nodded cheerfully and began untying his robe. “You’ll find this bed to your liking, I wager. Maida said she could never go back to a straw pallet after sleeping here.”
Stunned, Constance crossed to the window and stared out at the churchyard as Father Os
red continued to disrobe. “Father, I...” I what? Be careful what you say or you may find yourself turned away from here, and easy pickings for Sir Roger.
She’d heard the whispers about Father Osred and Maida, but had paid them no heed. Now that marriage was forbidden to priests, many kept mistresses instead, a practice merely winked at by parishioners and church officials alike. But Father Osred was so old, and Maida, although much younger, had been plain and pious. But it appeared the whispers had been true. Constance had been such a fool...
I’ll do everything Maida used to do. And now he was taking her at her word.
“Constance?” She looked back over her shoulder to find him wearing naught but a long shirt, and pointing to an empty hook. “You can hang your things up here.”
Dismayed at the bargain she had unwittingly struck, Constance considered her options. If she were to flee, Sir Roger would have her found and brought back. From among the many headstones in the churchyard, her eyes sought out that of young Hildreth, who had run away from Roger Foliot last summer and been returned in pitiful condition. Her body had been discovered that day, facedown in the river. Although the death had been judged accidental, Constance suspected she had taken her own life rather than spend the rest of her days freakishly disfigured.
She felt Father Osred unlacing the back of her kirtle. His touch, like Sully’s, was ice-cold, but the resemblance ended there. The smithy’s hands had been huge and work-roughened, the priest’s were as soft and delicate as a gentlewoman’s.
All her life she’d dreamed of freedom—freedom from Sir Roger, from Cuxham, from the servitude demanded by her poverty and her sex. But it was a dream that would have to wait—for now. She must be patient. She must bide her time, but keep her eyes and ears open, alert to any opportunity to get away without drawing attention to herself. It might take years; she only hoped Father Osred lived that long.
Father Osred tugged the kirtle over her head and hung it up. But when he reached for her linen shift, she pushed his hands away. “Nay, let me keep this. It’s chilly.”
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