by Deon Meyer
When it became her full-time profession later, she realized most of them were like that. They paid to be someone again for an hour.
That night she just felt she was lucky, because he might have been a beast. In her little flat, while Sonia slept, she took the five new hundred-rand notes from her purse and spread them out in front of her. Nearly a weeks work at Trawlers. If she could do just one man a day, for only five days a week, that was ten thousand rand a month. Once all the bills were paid, there would be seven thousand over to spend. Seven thousand rand.
Three days later she bought the cell phone and placed an ad in
Die Burgers Snuffelgids.
She carefully studied the other ads in the adult services section first before deciding on the wording:
Bibi. Fresh and new. 22-year-old blonde with a dream body. Pleasure guaranteed, top businessmen only.
And the number.
It appeared on a Monday for the first time. The phone rang just after nine in the morning. She purposefully did not answer at once. Then in a cool voice: Hello.
He didnt have a hotel room. He wanted to come to her. She said no, she only did traveling. He seemed disappointed. Before the phone rang again, she thought: why not? But there were too many reasons. This was her and Sonias placehere she was Christine. Safe, only she knew the address. She would keep it that way.
A pattern was established. If they phoned in the morning, it was local men who wanted to come to her. In the late afternoon and evening it was hotel business. The first week she made two thousand rand, as she would take one call per evening and then switch off the phone. Thursday her daughter had not been well and she decided not to work. In the second week she decided to do two per day, one late afternoon and one early evening. It couldnt be too bad and it would give her time to have a good bath, put on fresh perfume . . . It would double her income and compensate for evenings when there were no clients.
Clients.
That wasnt her word. One afternoon she had a call, a womans voice. Vanessa. Were in the same trade. I saw your advert. Do you want to go out for coffee?
That was her initiation into what Vanessa, real name Truida, called the AECW: the Association of Expensive Cape Whores. Oh its like the Womans Institute, only we dont open with scripture reading and prayer. Vanessa was
Young student redhead, northern suburbs. Come and show me how. Upmarket and exclusive.
She recited her life story in a coffee shop in the Church Street Mall. A sharp-featured woman with a flawless complexion, a scar on her chin and red hair from a very expensive bottle. She came from Ermelo. She had so wanted to escape the oppression of her hometown and parents middle-class existence. She had done one year of secretarial at technical college in Johannesburg and worked in Midrand for a company that maintained compressors. She fell in love with a young Swede whom she met at a dance club in Sandton. Karl. His libido had no limits. Sometimes they spent entire weekends in bed. She became addicted to him, to the intense and multiple orgasms, to the constant stimulus and the tremendous energy. Above all she wanted to continue to satisfy him, even though every week it took a little more, a step further into unknown territory. Like a frog in water that was getting gradually warmer. She was hypnotized by his body, his penis, his worldly wisdom. Alcohol, toys, Ecstasy, role playing. One afternoon he called in a prostitute so they could make a threesome. A month later he took her to a club: a lovely big house on a smallholding near Bryanston. He was not unknown at the place, a fact she registered only vaguely. The first week she had to watch while he had sex with two of them, the second week she had to take partfour bodies writhing like snakesand eventually he wanted to watch while she had sex with two male clients in a huge bedroom with a four poster bed.
When she heard for the first time what the girls at the Bryanston place earned, she laughed in disbelief. Six weeks after Karl dumped her, she drove to the club and asked for a job. She hoped she might see him there; she wanted the money, because she had lost all direction. But she was not so lost that she was blind to the inner workings. Too many of the girls were supporting men, men who beat them, men who took their money from them every Sunday to buy drink or drugs. Too many were dependent on the perks of cocaine, sometimes heroin, which was freely available. The club kept half of their earnings. Once she had got Karl out of her system, she came to Cape Town, alone, experienced and with a purpose.
The trick is to save, so you dont end up in ten years time like the fifty-rand whores on the street, hoping someone wants a quick blow job. Keep off the drugs and save. Retire when you are thirty.
And: Do you know about asking names?
No.
When they phone, ask who is speaking. Ask for his name.
Whats the point of that? Most of them lie.
If they lie, thats good news. Only the married ones lie. I have never had trouble with a married one. Its the ones who cant get a wife that you have to watch. The secret is to use the name he gives you when you speak to him. Over and over. Thats how you sell yourself over the phone. Remember, hes still window shopping and there are a lot of adverts and options and he cant claim his five hundred rand from the medical aid. Say his name, even if it is a false one. It says you believe and trust him. It says you think hes important. You massage his ego, make him feel special. That is why he is phoning. So someone will make him feel special.
Why are you giving me all these tips?
Why not?
Arent we in competition?
Sweetheart, its all about supply and demand. The demand from needy men in this place is unlimited, but the supply of whores who really are worth five hundred rand an hour is . . . Jesus, you should see some of them. And the men get wise.
And: Get yourself a separate place to work. You dont want clients bothering you at home. They do that, turning up drunk on a Saturday night without an appointment and standing on your doorstep weeping: I love you, I love you.
And: I had a fifty-five thousand rand month once; shit, I never closed my legs, it was a bit rough. But if you can do a steady three guys a day, its easily thirty thousand in a good month, tax free. Make hay while the sun shines, because some months are slow. December is fantastic. Advertise in the
Argus
as well, thats where the tourists will find you. And on
Sextrader
on the Internet. If he has an accent, ask for six hundred.
And: Its their wives fault. They all say the same thing. Mamma doesnt want to do it anymore. Mamma wont suck me. Mamma wont try new stuff. Were therapists, Im telling you, I see how they come in and how they go.
Vanessa told her about the other members of the AECWAfrikaans and English, white, brown, black and a tiny delicate woman from Thailand. Christine only met three or four of them and spoke to a few more over the phone, but she was reluctant to become involvedshe wanted to keep her distance and anonymity. But she did take their advice. She found a room at the Gardens Center and set her sights higher. The money followed.
The days and weeks formed a pattern. Mornings were Sonias, and weekends, except for the occasional one when she was booked for a hunting weekend, but the money made that worthwhile. She worked from 12:00 to 21:00 and then collected her daughter from the daycare where they thought she was a nurse.
Every third month she phoned her mother.
She bought a car for cash, a blue 1998 Volkswagen City Golf. They moved into a bigger flat, a spacious two-bedroom in the same building. She furnished it piece by piece like a jigsaw puzzle. Satellite television, an automatic washing machine and a microwave. A mountain bike for six thousand rand just because the salesman had looked her up and down and showed her the seven-ninety-nine models.
A year after she had placed the first advertisement, she and Sonia went to Knysna for a two-week holiday. On the way back she stopped at the traffic lights in the town and looked
at the sign board showing Cape Town to the left and Port Elizabeth to the right. At that moment she wanted to go right, anywhere else, a new city, a new life.
An ordinary life.
Her regular clients had missed her. There were a lot of messages on her cell phone when she turned it back on.
She had been nearly two years in Cape Town when she phoned home once more. Her mother cried when she heard her daughters voice. Your father died three weeks ago.
She could hear her mothers tears were not for the loss alone: they also expressed reproach. Implying that Christine had contributed to the heart attack. Reproach that her mother had had to bear it all alone. That she had no one to lean on. Nevertheless, the emotion Christine experienced was surprisingly sharp and deep, so that she responded with a cry of pain.
What was that noise all about? her mother asked.
She didnt really know. There was loss and guilt and self-pity and grief, but it was the loss that dumbfounded her. Because she had hated him so much. She began to weep and only later analyzed all the reasons: what she had done, her absence, her part in his death. Her mothers loneliness and her sudden release. The permanent loss of her fathers approval. The first realization that death awaited her too.
But she could not explain why the next thing she said was about Sonia. I have a child, Ma.
It just came out, like an animal that had been watching the door of its cage for months.
It took a long time for her mother to answer, long enough to wish she had never said it. But her mothers reaction was not what she expected: What is his name?
Her name, Ma. Her name is Sonia.
Is she two years old? Her mother was not stupid.
Yes.
My poor, poor child. And they cried together, about everything. But when her mother later asked: When can I see my grandchild? At Christmas? she was evasive. Im working over Christmas, Ma. Perhaps in the New Year.
I can come down. I can look after her while you work. She heard the desperation in her mothers voice, a woman who needed something good and pretty in her life after years of trouble. In that instant Christine wanted to give it to her. She was so eager to repay her debt, but she still had one secret she could not share.
We will come and visit, Ma. In January, I promise.
She didnt work that evening.
That night, after Sonia had gone to sleep, she cut herself for the first time. She had no idea why she did it. It might have been about her father. She rummaged around in the bathroom and found nothing. So she tried the kitchen. In one drawer she saw the knife that she used to pare vegetables. She carried it to the sitting room and sat and looked at herself and knew she couldnt cut where it would shownot in her profession. Thats why she chose her foot, the soft underside between heel and ball. She pressed the knife in and drew it along. The blood began to flow and frightened her. She hobbled to the bathroom and held her foot over the bath. Felt the pain. She watched the drops slide down the side of the bath.
Later she cleaned up the blood spoor. Felt the pain. Refused to think about it. Knew she would do it again.
She didnt work the next day either. It was the beginning of December, bonanza month. She didnt want to go on. She wanted the kind of life where she could tell Sonia: Granny Martie is coming to visit. She was weary of lying to the daycare or other mothers at the crčche. She was weary of her clients and their pathetic requests, their neediness. She wanted to say yes the next time a polite, good-looking man came up to her table in McDonalds and asked if he could buy them ice cream. Just once.
But it was holiday season, big-money month.
She negotiated an agreement with herself. She would work as much as she could in December. So that they could afford to spend January with her mother in Upington. And when they came back she would find other work.
She kept to the deal. Martie van Rooyen absorbed herself in her granddaughter in those two weeks in Upington. She also sensed something about her daughters existence. You have changed, Christine. You have become hard.
She lied to her mother about her work, said she did this and that, worked here and there. She cut her other foot in her mothers bathroom. This time the blood told her she must stop. Stop all of it.
The next day she told her mother she hoped to get a permanent job. And she did.
She was appointed as sales rep for a small company that manufactured medicinal face creams from extract of sea-bamboo. She had to call on chemist shops in the city center and southern suburbs. It lasted two months. The first setback was when she walked into a Link pharmacy in Noordhoek and recognized the pharmacist as one of her former clients. The second was when her new boss put his hand on her leg while they were traveling in his car. The final straw was her pay slip at the end of the month. Gross income: nine thousand and something. Net income: six thousand four hundred rand, sales commission included, after tax and unemployment insurance and who knows what had been subtracted.
She rethought her plans. She was twenty-one years old. As an escort she had earned more than thirty thousand rand a month and she had saved twenty thousand of it. After buying the car and a few other large expenses she still had nearly two hundred thousand in the bank. If she could just work another four years . . . until Sonia went to school. Just four years. Save two, two-fifty a year, perhaps more. Then she could afford a normal job. Just four years.
It nearly worked out. Except one day she answered the phone and Carlos Sangrenegra said: Conchita?
19.
He checked out of the Parow hotel. His requirements had changed. He wanted to be more anonymous, have fewer witnesses of his coming and going. He drove into the city center where he could pass the time without attracting attention. From a public phone in the Golden Acre he called the detective in Umtata to ask for news of Khoza and Ramphele.
I thought you were going to catch them.
Im not getting anywhere.
Its not so easy, hey?
No, its not.
Yes, said the detective, mollified by the capitulation. We havent really got anything from our side either.
Not really?
Nothing.
In Adderley Street he bought
Die Burger
and went into the Spur on Strand Street for breakfast. He placed his order and shook the paper open. The main news was the 2010 Soccer World Cup bid. At the bottom of page one was an article headed,
Gay couple arrest over childs death.
He read that one. A woman had been arrested on suspicion of the murder of her partners five-year-old daughter. The child was hit over the head with a billiard cue, apparently in a fit of rage.
His coffee arrived. He tore open a paper tube of sugar, poured it into his cup and stirred.
What was he trying to do?
If children cant depend on the justice system to protect them, to whom can they turn?
How would he achieve it? How would he be able to protect the children by his actions? How would people know: you cannot lay a finger on a child. There must be no doubtthe sentence of death had been reinstated.
He tested the temperature of the coffee with a careful sip.
He was in too much of a hurry. It would happen. It would take a little time for the message to get across, but it would happen. He must just not lose focus.
* * *
Its not going to happen, said Woolworths head of corporate communication, a white woman in her early forties. She sat beside André Marais, the female police sergeant, in a meeting room of the chain store head office in Longmarket Street. The contrast between the two women was marked. Its only money, thought Griessel, and environment. Take this manicured woman in her tight gray suit and leave her at the charge desk in Claremont for three months on a police salary and then lets take another look.
There were six around the circular table: January, the Waterfront store man
ager, Kleynthe communications woman, Marais, Griessel and his shift partner for the month, Inspector Cliffy Mketsu.
Oh yes it is, said Griessel derisively enjoying himself. Because you wont like the alternative, Mrs. Kleyn. He and Mketsu had decided that he would play the bad cop and Cliffy would be the peace-loving, good cop Xhosa detective.
What alternative? The womans extremely red mouth was small and dissatisfied under the straight nose and over made-up eyes. Before Griessel could reply she added: And its
Ms.
Kleyn.
McClean? asked Cliffy, slightly puzzled, and slid her business card closer across the table. But here it says . . .
Ms.,
she said. As in neither Mrs. or Miss. Its a modern form of address which probably hasnt yet penetrated the police.
