FORGOTTEN
IN THE SHADOWS
(Book One)
Catherine Gardiner
FORGOTTEN
IN THE SHADOWS
(Book One)
Catherine Gardiner
Copyright © 2012
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To my dear parents, who gave me the freedom to go after my dreams.
My wonderful sister, Suzanne, who inspires me everyday.
And lastly, to Buttons (& Coco) who have kept me company on those lonely nights and put a smile on my face when I have felt blue.
CONTENTS
Prologue
One
Two
Three
Four
Five
Six
Seven
Eight
Nine
Ten
Eleven
Twelve
Thirteen
Fourteen
Fifteen
Sixteen
Seventeen
Eighteen
Nineteen
Twenty
Twenty-one
Twenty-two
Twenty-three
Epilogue
About the Author
Prologue
Late October, 1997
Katrina placed the textbook she was studying back on the library shelf and glanced down at her wristwatch. The silver dial read 3:27 p.m. Three minutes until the library closed.
Wow, Katrina thought. I am really cutting it fine today.
Stuffing the notes she had just written into her book bag, she hurried out of the school library, down the two flights of stairs, and out of the main school building.
Outside, storm clouds had started to fill the sky and cast an unfriendly grayness to everything.
If I cut over the football field I should be able to get home before it starts to rain, Katrina mused.
Hurrying past the deserted bleachers Katrina started to make her way across the Clayton Falls High School football field. At about quarter way across she heard her cell phone ringing.
“Anton!” Katrina answered without looking at her caller display.
“Where are you? You should have been home over an hour ago,” a male voice crackled down the phone line.
“Anton, stop worrying about me,” Katrina replied gently.
“Katrina, you know I don’t like it when you walk home from school alone.” Anton paused. “I can’t see why you couldn’t have ridden with me.”
Katrina laughed softly. “You know I had an English assignment to finish in the library after last period. Besides, I am more than capable of getting home by myself.”
Anton sighed. “I still don’t like it.”
“I’ll be home soon, so stop acting like a macho jock! There are no juniors here to impress.”
“Katrina!”
“I’m walking through the football field now.”
“Katrina, turn back. I’ll pick you up in front of the school.”
“Anton, I’m fine, and it’s not that I’m like other girls.”
“I know that you can¬—” Anton started.
But his words were cut off: the phone was dead.
Damn! Katrina cursed. I knew I should have charged it last night.
Katrina sighed and took out her portable CD player from her book bag, flicked through the CD’s playlist until she came to her favorite track, put in her earphones and turned up the volume. By now the evening air had dropped in temperature, and she pulled her jacket tighter around her body.
With her music distracting her, Katrina did not hear that someone had followed her from Clayton Falls High School library and across the school’s football field. Nor did she hear her stalker raise a baseball bat and take a swing at her skull.
The last thought Katrina had was of her sister, Suzanne, before her memory faded behind a veil of darkness.
The first drops of rain started to fall as Katrina’s attacker picked up the cell phone and book bag that Katrina had dropped and left her for dead, before starting to walk away with a bloodied baseball bat in hand.
One
Ten months later, August 1998
“Katrina?” a woman called from downstairs.
“Yes?” Katrina answered, turning away from the window.
“Are you nearly ready, sweetheart?” the woman continued.
“Yes, Mom,” Katrina called. She walked to the top of the stairs, looked down, and smiled. “I’ll be five minutes tops!”
“I know your ‘five minutes’; we’ll be here for another half hour at least,” Katrina’s foster mother said with a smile, looking up at the girl she now thought of as her daughter.
Mrs. Sinclair was in her late thirties. Her figure was slender, her blonde hair long and wavy, and her brown eyes sparkled when she smiled.
Katrina watched the person who had taken her in nine months ago disappear into the living room. Nine months ago – when she had awoken from her coma.
After Mrs. Sinclair was out of sight, Katrina turned and went back to her bedroom, stopping on the threshold to look around the room. Her room.
Tears suddenly welled up in Katrina’s eyes. At first she tried to blink them back, but it was futile and in the end she just let them fall.
“What’s wrong?” a small voice said from behind Katrina.
“Not much, Jess,” Katrina replied without turning.
“You’re the only person that I’ll let call me that, you know. So, do you normally start crying for no apparent reason?”
“No,” Katrina whispered. “It’s just that everybody has been so nice to me since I came to live here and none of you knew me. You’re all just taking me at face value.”
Jessica came into the bedroom and sat on Katrina’s bed. She took Katrina’s arm and maneuvered her until she had guided her foster sister to sit next to her. “Katrina, I know it might be hard for you to believe this, but even though we’re not blood related I still think of you as my sister and hopefully my best friend too,” Jessica said, looking earnestly at her.
Katrina nodded, then, wiping her tears away with the back of her hand, went to her dressing table and began to brush her long auburn hair. After a short time, Katrina stopped and went back over to her bed to hug Jessica.
“Thank you,” Katrina said, sitting back down.
“What for?” Jessica asked.
“For everything that you and your parents have done for me!”
“Oh, Katrina, will you please change the record,” Jessica said, smiling.
Katrina glanced at her watch and gasped. Pulling Jessica to her feet, both gi
rls ran from the room, laughing.
When they reached the hall, Mrs. Sinclair was waiting for them with her hands on her hips.
“Where have you two been?” Mrs. Sinclair asked, exasperated.
“Getting ready,” Jessica said, struggling to get into her coat.
Jessica was seventeen and tall like her mother, with straight honey-blonde hair that reached her waist, and amazing sapphire-blue eyes that reminded Katrina of a sleek Siamese cat.
Katrina looked at her own reflection in the hall mirror. It showed a girl Katrina hardly recognized as herself. Some features seemed vaguely familiar like her hair and her emerald-green eyes, but apart from that, Katrina was staring at a stranger. A beautiful seventeen-year-old stranger.
“Katrina, when you have stopped admiring yourself …” Jessica joked, pulling Katrina away from the mirror and down the hall toward the door.
“Ha ha, you’re so funny, Jess. You should ask for a spot on Saturday Night Live!” Katrina retorted sarcastically.
At the hall closet, Katrina withdrew her black denim jacket, and they exited the house.
Outside the wind was cool and fresh for August, and the clouds in the Oregon sky were threatening rain for later that day. Katrina braced herself against the cold as she walked to the montreal blue metallic 1998 BMW 5 Series 540i sedan that was in the driveway, her hands deep in her jacket pockets.
“Come on, girls; we’re going to be late if we don’t get a move on,” Mrs. Sinclair urged, opening the car door and getting in behind the steering wheel. Jessica jumped into the passenger seat next to her mother, and Katrina climbed into the back.
A feeling of dread washed over Katrina as Mrs. Sinclair reversed the car down their driveway and onto the tree-lined street.
Glancing in the rearview mirror, Mrs. Sinclair asked, “What’s wrong, honey?”
“Nothing’s wrong, Mom,” Katrina said from the backseat.
“Then why do you look so worried?” Mrs. Sinclair asked, concerned.
“I’m just nervous,” Katrina replied.
“So am I!” Jessica said from the passenger seat, her eyes squeezed shut.
“Why in heaven’s name should you be nervous?” Mrs. Sinclair asked her daughter.
“Because you keep on taking your eyes off the road!” Jessica answered with a nervous smile.
“Sorry!”
After a couple of minutes’ silence, Mrs. Sinclair stole another quick look at Katrina in the rearview mirror before asking, “Katrina, is there anything wrong with your sessions with Doctor Clairmont?”
“No, everything’s fine. It’s just that I’ve been seeing her for the last eight months and I still can’t remember anything from my past,” Katrina said, looking away from the window and to Mrs. Sinclair.
“Well that’s the thing with amnesia; it can last for weeks or even years.”
“Mom, can I get out here?” Jessica asked suddenly, taking off her seat belt and grabbing her shoulder bag from underneath her seat.
“Yes, that’s fine. Have a good time at the mall.”
“Thanks, Mom.” Jessica opened the door and stepped out of the car.
“Jessica?” Mrs. Sinclair called through the window that her daughter had left open.
“Yeah?”
“Will you need a ride home? I’m only in the office for a couple of hours; I can pick you up when I’ve finished.”
“No, I’ll be alright. I’ll get Sam or Madison to give me a ride – but thanks for asking, Mom.” With a wave, she made her way to the mall parking lot to meet her two friends that she could see were waiting for her by Sam’s neptune green metallic 1997 Mitsubishi Mirage DE coupe.
When Jessica was out of sight, Mrs. Sinclair pulled away from the traffic lights and headed for the office building where she worked as a lawyer and where Katrina’s psychiatrist practiced.
*
An hour later Katrina was sitting in Doctor Joanne Clairmont’s office, looking at all the diplomas that lined the walls. There came a noise; Katrina turned to the door, and Doctor Clairmont entered the room.
“I’m sorry I kept you waiting, Katrina, but I had to have a word with your guardian on a case we’re both working on,” Doctor Clairmont crossed to her desk and sat down.
Doctor Clairmont was in her early thirties, with short brown hair, kind brown eyes and a friendly smile that put her clients at ease.
“That’s okay. I was just looking at all your diplomas. It’s the first time I’ve really noticed them,” Katrina said, gesturing to the frames hanging in front of her.
“Please, call me Joanne; I think we know each other well enough to use our first names, don’t you?” Doctor Clairmont said, smiling.
Katrina smiled back.
“Is it true that you met my foster mother at Princeton?” Katrina asked, catching Doctor Clairmont by surprise.
“Yes, it’s true. I met her while I was studying for my degree in psychiatry. She had just finished her degree in law. Why do you ask?”
“No real reason, it’s just that Jess found some old photographs in the attic the other day, that’s all,” Katrina said, feeling a little guilty for prying.
“Katrina, while I was talking to your foster mother earlier she mentioned that you were nervous about something?” Doctor Clairmont asked.
“Just about the last session we had together,” Katrina said almost too low to hear, brushing her hair out of her eyes with her hand.
“And that was?” Doctor Clairmont asked, though the question was more to herself as she moved to the computer and brought up the case files. “Ah, yes,” She looked up at Katrina. “Hypnosis.”
I wish she would stop looking at me like that. It’s starting to make me nervous. Katrina wiped her sweating palms on the legs of her jeans.
“We can discuss that in more detail in a little while. Is there anything else on your mind that’s been bothering you?”
“Not really. It’s just that I am still a bit confused about everything that has happened to me. Why hasn’t my memory returned yet?” Tears prickled Katrina’s eyes.
“Well, firstly, Katrina, you’ve got to be patient where your memory is concerned. Trying too hard could cause serious long-term damage. I know it’s hard, but you have to give it time.”
“All right. I’ll try.” Katrina sighed.
“That’s good. Now how about we clear up some of the confusion you’ve had recently. Okay?” Doctor Clairmont consulted Katrina’s case notes again.
“I guess so,” Katrina smiled weakly.
“All right then. First things first, some things I’m going to tell you might upset you so I apologize in advance.
“This is the information that I have from the police and the doctors that looked after you when you were in hospital: Last October you were found badly beaten on the grounds of Clayton Falls High, the football field to be exact, and you were then rushed to Clayton Falls General Hospital, where you slipped into a coma for over two months due to your head injuries and other complications.”
“Erm, what other complications?” Katrina asked, trying to hide the fear from her eyes or voice.
There was a pause. “It doesn’t really say other than that apart from you were referred to a specialist because of them.”
“I don’t understand. Is there something really wrong with me?”
“No, no. I am sorry if I alarmed you; it probably just means you had surgery. You shouldn’t worry; the Sinclairs will have been told about any problem that might arise. Any fears you have, you really ought to discuss with them. Like me, they’re here to help you.”
“Okay, but this is all so scary. I don’t even recognize my own face.”
“The only other piece of information I have is that all the police could find to identify you with was a silver heart-shaped locket with an inscription that read, ‘To Katrina, Love Suzanne’.
“When you regained consciousness you were suffering from amnesia and, when checked, no one matched your description in the Clayton High
School students’ records,” Doctor Clairmont finished, looking up at Katrina.
Katrina sat in shocked silence, staring at the floor. After a couple of minutes that seemed like an eternity, Katrina glanced up to see Doctor Clairmont’s kind eyes gazing back at her.
“Are you all right, Katrina?” Doctor Clairmont stood up and walked around to the front of her desk.
“Yes,” Katrina said absently. “It’s just a shock, that’s all. I never knew what really happened while I was in hospital. It’s all a bit of a daze.” Pushing herself up from her seat, Katrina began to pace.
Abruptly Katrina stopped pacing and walked over to a leather couch situated under the window that overlooked Washington Drive. Before sitting down, Katrina looked out of the window to see mothers shopping while pushing baby strollers, and teenagers entering fast-food diners. Dropping into the seat, Katrina covered her face with her hands and started to cry again.
“I’m so sorry. I know this must be hard for you.”
Katrina slowly looked up and wiped away her tears with the back of her hand. “Really, I’m okay. Anyway, I thought therapy is there for me to get my there to get my feelings out into the open,” Katrina replied, with a little hiccup.
“It is, but I also have to remind you that it isn’t the only reason you come to see me, is it?” Doctor Clairmont walked over to the couch and sat next to Katrina.
“No it isn’t, but I’m sick of not having any memories about who I am.” Katrina paused and held her breath for a moment to stop herself from hiccupping again, before continuing. “I don’t even have an identity anymore.”
“I know it feels like that right now, but it won’t feel like that forever. You’re an attractive, intelligent young woman, and from my experience most teenagers have some problems figuring out who they are in one way or other. As for your memory, I hope hypnosis will remedy that,” Doctor Clairmont said soothingly. “I mentioned it at the end of our last session and you seemed positive about the possibilities, however, it seemed clear from the beginning of this session that, since then, you’ve begun to feel nervous at the prospect. What concerns you the most about it?”
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