by Glyn Iliffe
Why tonight, of all nights, did she have to be fussy about what she wore? The slave girl ran past the dress she had prepared and began looking through the large woven basket by the wall, all the time thinking about what she should do. There was not enough ointment left and no time to apply it anyway. Then, as she found the neatly folded dress in the basket, she heard Penelope pad barefoot into the room behind her.
‘Come on, then. I’m dry,’ she said, holding out her arms for Neaera to slip the dress over her naked body.
Neaera stood up, clutching the dress to her chest, but as she did so she felt it snag on the weave of the basket and tear.
‘Oh, my lady! I’m so sorry,’ she said, tears rimming her eyes. She was too shocked to realize that her clumsiness had solved her dilemma.
Penelope sighed at the sight of the rip.
‘Never mind, Neaera. Don’t cry, now: I can mend it after the feast. I suppose I’ll have to wear this old thing you’ve laid out on the bed for me instead.’
Suddenly, as if Penelope might change her mind, Neaera ran over to the bed and held the large oblong of cloth before her. ‘This is just fine,’ she said, turning the simple garment this way and that as if it were an item of great beauty. ‘You’ll look wonderful in it, my lady.’
‘Of course I won’t, and you know it. And just for once I wanted to look attractive.’
Neaera sensed something in Penelope’s tone and enquired whether she wanted to catch the eye of anyone in particular.
‘Perhaps,’ Penelope answered. ‘But it doesn’t matter. Like most men here, he’s much too besotted with Helen to look at any other woman. Now, put that dress on me before I catch cold, and then you can put my hair up. Assuming you can do that without mishap?’
Neaera was embarrassed but managed to return the princess’s well-meant smile. She took the dress, folded it once and wrapped it about Penelope’s body. With the deft skill of one who had dressed women all her life, she pinched the upper corners of the cloth over her mistress’s left shoulder and fastened them together with a golden brooch. She then used a second clasp to secure the garment over the other shoulder. This left the left side of Penelope’s body exposed, but the slave girl quickly fastened the two open halves of the dress with a cord about the waist. Then, remembering the ointment, she drew the woven material closer together so that it rubbed against Penelope’s skin, ensuring that Clytaemnestra’s potion was brought into contact with it. The adjustment also left less flesh exposed so, keen for Penelope to look as alluring as possible for Odysseus, Neaera arranged the material to fall open about one of her long, smooth legs, exposing it almost to the buttock.
Pleased with the effect of this, she proceeded to bunch Penelope’s hair above her head with all possible haste, conscious that the feast would already be starting in the great hall below them. Despite this, Neaera risked precious time to make the princess look as attractive as she could. For someone who was used to the obsessive demands of Helen, the task was an easy one to execute. As a final touch, Neaera applied a little fine soot to darken her eyebrows and the transformation was complete. Penelope no longer looked like the plain and simple daughter of Icarius, whom only the most discerning men ever noticed for her natural beauty; now every feature of her femininity had been emphasized for all to see. Penelope asked Neaera how she looked, and was told she could not fail to catch the eye of every man in the hall.
‘Hmmm,’ Penelope purred. ‘I feel good, too. Despite your hasty manner, Neaera, I think you’ve worked wonders with those clumsy fingers of yours. For the first time in ages I actually feel attractive. It’s like I’ve had too much wine, but instead of going to my head it’s worked its way under my skin. I’m tingling all over.’ She looked down at herself and ran her hands over her stomach and thighs. ‘You’ve done me up a little tight, though,’ she added, and proceeded to loosen the cord about her waist so that her bare ribs and the swell of her left breast fell open to view. ‘That’s better. Now, let’s go to the feast.’
As usual, the great hall was filled with suitors, warriors and slaves. Some of the guests were seated about a bard who sang a song on a lyre, recalling the feats of ancient heroes. Others were filling themselves with food or sharing wine with the friends they had made during the seemingly endless weeks spent at the palace. But as Penelope arrived their heads began to turn, in ones and twos at first until, eventually, every man was looking at her. She returned their lascivious stares, delighting in the feel of the air fanning across her bared flesh. She felt drunk with her own sensuality, and as her skin crawled with peculiar sensations she looked about the crowds of revellers, seeking one man in particular.
Neaera felt awkward beside her adopted mistress. They were only slightly later than the appointed time, but Damastor and Odysseus were nowhere in sight. This made her nervous, as she did not know what to do if one of the warriors should approach Penelope. Clytaemnestra had warned that Penelope’s intensified affections could easily be directed to any man, and unwanted attention could prove fatal to her lover’s plans. Then her fear became a reality as one of the men left his seat and walked over to them.
‘You look even more magnificent than usual tonight, Penelope,’ Little Ajax said, his small, closely-set eyes roaming up and down her body. He licked his thin lips and the snake about his shoulders did the same. ‘Maybe you’d like to join me for a little wine?’
Neaera looked at the man with distaste, repulsed by his broken nose and pockmarked cheeks. The snake about his shoulders had more charm than its owner, and so the slave girl was terrified to see Penelope look down at the man with something akin to desire in her expression.
‘If this man’s bothering you, mistress, I can fetch your father. He’s only over there.’
The warrior laughed. ‘As if a mere serving girl would dare approach the royal dais. Besides,’ he added, placing a hand on Penelope’s exposed thigh, ‘your mistress doesn’t appear to be complaining.’
‘Yes, Neaera,’ Penelope agreed, ‘there’s no harm in spending time with such a strong, good-looking man, is there? Why don’t you go back to my room and see if you can mend that dress.’ She turned back and ran a hand along the neck of Ajax’s snake. ‘Go on now.’
Everything was falling down around Neaera’s ears. This was not how things were supposed to have happened, but what could she do? She was only a slave, and not a very intelligent one at that. Feeling the panic growing inside her she glanced around the hall again. And there, finally, was Damastor.
‘Here, my lord, put this on. It’s a gift from the lady Helen.’
Damastor handed the tunic to Odysseus as he was about to throw on his usual clothes after bathing.
‘Her maid gave it me. She feels your old clothes are becoming a bit threadbare.’
And so they were, after so long away from home. Odysseus took the proffered gift and tossed his usual faded and repaired garment into a corner of the room. He had been so involved with Agamemnon’s plans during the past few days that he had almost forgotten Helen wanted him as her husband. She must be confident of his acceptance though, he thought, to be sending him gifts before he had confirmed his decision to Tyndareus.
He pulled the tunic over his head and felt it settle against his skin. Already he could hear the noise of the banquet on the ground floor of the palace and began mentally preparing himself for the questions that Agamemnon would push at him. The council of war had been a disastrous failure, as Odysseus had expected. Some openly accused Agamemnon of wanting to weaken their strength at home, thus making them vulnerable to Mycenaean armies. Beset by such paranoia, it had not taken long for the council of war to slip into chaotic farce, with its members shouting at each other or walking out. Now the Mycenaean king was desperately trying to restore the situation. Impressed by Odysseus’s suggestion of the oath, he had asked him to come up with a similarly shrewd idea for unifying the Greeks against Troy.
Despite the honour, Odysseus’s heart was not in it. Much though he admired Agamemnon’s c
haracter and shared his aspirations, his thoughts were focused on returning to his homeland and saving his people from Eupeithes’s reign. He missed the sight of the sea every morning, the smell of the salt water in the air and the cry of the gulls on the wind. He longed to see his father and mother and their faithful servants again. More than anything, he wanted to leave this world of political intrigue and power games and go back to the simple life he had always known.
Had he dared to, he could have returned months ago and used the clay owl Athena had given him. Breaking the tablet would have summoned the goddess, and with her beside him few could have withstood his vengeful fury. But his doubts had prevented him. What if he had broken the clay tablet and Athena had not come? What if it was just another trick of the gods? His lack of faith made him seek out more certain methods of recovering his father’s kingdom, and as a consequence he now faced the dilemma of choosing between Helen and Penelope. Between home and love. But whatever force he came away with from Sparta, be it the might of Tyndareus’s army or the reluctant loan of Icarius’s personal guard, and whatever strategy he devised for retaking Ithaca, in his heart he wondered whether he could achieve anything without the help of his patron goddess.
‘My lord?’ Damastor said, standing by the door. ‘Shall we go? The men have already descended to the feast.’
Odysseus tied the straps of his sandals and followed Damastor out into the empty corridor. There was a curious new sensation in his flesh as he anticipated the night’s banquet, lifting his spirits and sending his mind racing towards Penelope. He pictured her tall, slim body in his mind’s eye and could hardly believe the feelings of physical desire that were coursing through him. His imagination was filled with her, recalling every detail of her physique from her long feet and shapely legs to the swell of her breasts and the curve of her brown shoulders. Would she be there tonight? He hoped so. Though he still feared her rejection, which would compel him to accept Tyndareus’s offer of Helen, he drew renewed courage from the thought of being in her presence. Boldness won battles, not timidity, and tonight he knew he had to approach her or lay all hope of her aside. Just the thought of her made his skin tingle with anticipation, and suddenly he was grateful for the new tunic Damastor had given him.
‘Perhaps Penelope will be there,’ Damastor said, as if reading Odysseus’s mind. ‘If you don’t mind me saying, my lord, you seem to have an eye for her.’
Odysseus nodded. ‘She’s a real beauty, Damastor, and she’s got a quick mind, too. I intend to make her mine.’
Damastor smiled with secret satisfaction, hardly noticing the young slave girl who passed them by on the steps. Odysseus, however, stared after her with a grin on his face.
‘Or any girl, for that matter.’
Damastor put a hand on the prince’s shoulder and led him quickly away from alternative temptations, down into the maelstrom of the great hall. Almost at once, through the crowds of warriors and attendant slaves, he saw Neaera. Her eyes met his with helpless pleading.
Only then did he notice Little Ajax conversing with Penelope, and to his dismay he saw that the princess’s attitude was not one of coldness. Suddenly he saw his plans slipping out of his grasp in the most unexpected of manners.
‘My lord,’ he said, grabbing Odysseus’s elbow and pointing urgently at the group. ‘If you want to speak to Penelope, you’ve got to do something quickly. That Locrian troublemaker is talking to her.’
Odysseus looked over at the woman he loved. For many evenings he had watched her at the nightly feasts, a distant figure who had dismissed him contemptuously from her company, which was in contrast freely given to others. But never had she looked as alluring as she did tonight. The tail in her hair had gone and the long, dark strands were tied up in a loose coil above her head, baring her exquisite ears and neck to the hungry eyes of the men around her. It set Odysseus’s flesh alight to look at her, creating a vacuum that only his other senses could fill: the sound of her voice; the smell of her clean, feminine aroma; the feel of her smooth skin; the often imagined taste of her lips. The pricking in his flesh that had been stirring in him ever since he left his quarters became a frenzy of desire, aggravated further by Little Ajax’s interfering presence. Instinctively he clutched at his belt, where his sword would normally hang. Recalling its absence, he clenched his massive fists and walked towards the Locrian.
Little Ajax seemed to sense his approach and turned. The flatterer’s smile fell from his tight lips to be quickly replaced by the usual sneer of hatred, rucking up the side of his face as he stared at Odysseus.
‘What do you want? Can’t you see we’re talking?’
Odysseus smiled coldly. ‘So can everyone else. Penelope’s a valuable prize, and some people here have an interest in who talks with her.’
The princess looked at him. Her usual hostility was strangely absent, making the desire in his flesh burn more fiercely.
‘Go tell them to find another woman,’ Little Ajax responded. His pet snake hissed, flicking its tongue menacingly at the intruder. ‘There are plenty of slaves about, so stop wasting my time.’
‘Icarius doesn’t concern himself with slaves, but he does want to know what your interest in his daughter is. He sent me to tell you as much. If you’re wise you’ll go to him now, or it’s my guess you’ll be observing Penelope from the other side of the palace walls.’
The Locrian swore and spat onto the stone flags. Even he could not refuse the summons of a king or delay the matter for longer than Icarius’s patience would last. Reluctantly he turned to go, nodding tersely to Penelope and promising to return as soon as he could. He shot Odysseus a suspicious glance and shouldered past him into the crowd.
Odysseus seized Penelope’s arm and pushed her ahead of him to a corner of the great hall, out of the sight of Neaera, Damastor and the lustful eyes of the men who glanced at the princess.
‘What do you think you’re doing?’ she demanded. ‘Am I forbidden to speak with noble-born men? And besides, my father wouldn’t care who showed an interest in me.’
She shook his hand loose but her feeble anger could not disguise the deeper, more compelling feeling beneath. It showed in her dilated pupils and the colour in her cheeks. Her breathing became slightly heavier through her nostrils, so that she had to slightly open her mouth to steady its rhythm. Her nipples stood up beneath the woven material of her dress.
‘Why do you avoid me?’ he asked her, urgently.
‘I don’t know what you mean. You don’t have exclusive access to my company, Odysseus of Ithaca. And what does it matter whether I talk to you or not?’
Odysseus looked at her and knew that, for all his wit and guile, he could not lie to her – and would never want to.
‘Because I love you.’
Penelope looked at him with wide eyes, shocked by his admission. She continued to look at him, and as if for the first time took in the details of his face, his hair, his awkward, muscular body. The crazed tensions that had been crawling through her flesh since dressing became more fluid, running throughout her body with a wild abandon that loosened every nerve and made her horribly, frighteningly weak before him. The noises of the room were stilled by his heavy breathing, the light of the many torches dimmed by his green eyes as they searched into hers. She had wanted him before, but now it was as if she no longer had control of her truest desires. Her emotions had taken command of her body, foremost amongst them the dominant, all-consuming compulsion to be with him and to give to him everything that had been her own for so long.
‘Isn’t that why you’ve rejected me?’ Odysseus persisted.
He placed his hands on her sides, a presumption that she did not resist. The palm and fingers of his right hand parted the split in her dress and shaped themselves to the curve between her hip bone and lower ribs. His touch made her almost frenzied with the need of him.
‘Because you’re afraid of your own love for me, aren’t you? Tell me, Penelope. Say it.’
‘I don’t kno
w. Yes. Yes, I want you.’
As the words forced themselves free from her lips she heard a voice calling her name. It was harsh and driven with anger; Little Ajax had discovered Odysseus’s trick and was forcing his way back across the great hall at that very moment. His shouts urged her to desperation.
‘I must go. Come to my room tonight – soon! There’s an olive tree opposite my window where you can enter without being seen by the guards. I’ll be waiting for you.’
Suddenly Damastor found them.
‘Little Ajax knows he’s been fooled, my lord. The runt is looking for a fight.’
‘I haven’t got time to give him that satisfaction tonight,’ Odysseus answered as he watched Penelope disappear into the throng. ‘She wants me. Quickly, Damastor, do you know an olive tree opposite the women’s quarters?’
A hazy sliver of moon slumbered beneath a thin veil of cloud, its half-lidded eye illuminating each swirl and eddy of the dark vapours as they were fanned across the night sky. By its dim light Odysseus picked his way up the twisted bole of the old tree, slipping dangerously in his haste to be with the woman he loved. His mind whirled with the excitement of knowing she returned his love and would very soon be his. Helen, the beacon that had drawn him to Sparta and the prize that would give him back his homeland, was forgotten.
He crawled out to the end of a long branch that pointed with forlorn rigidity towards a window in the palace wall. Leaning across, he seized the lip of the window and hauled himself over the ledge to land in a heap on the bedroom floor. He lay on his back and looked up at the plain but spacious room. Its high ceiling loomed above him, whilst by his head was the foot of a large bed. As he looked, Penelope’s face appeared over the edge and peered down at him.
‘Are you all right?’
‘I think so. Isn’t there an easier way to reach you?’
‘I’m afraid not,’ she answered, watching him rise to his feet and stand before her. She sat up and the split in her dress fell open over her thigh. ‘Unless you want to fight your way through the guards.’
