Her body trembled beneath me, her chest moving in and out with heavy breath as she continued allowing me to take over and control our kiss. My fingers softly pushed through her hair, the silky strands brushing over my hand as I pulled the hair tie from her ponytail and allowed her hair to splay beautifully over my pillow.
My body pressed closer to hers and she moaned, the sound seducing me so completely that I couldn’t help but smile. Finally releasing the kiss, I pushed up to look down at her, to take in every beautiful feature about her.
Her glasses were crooked on her nose and I chuckled as I pulled them from her beautiful face to place them down on the nightstand by my bed.
“You’re gorgeous, you know that?”
She blushed and I wanted to kiss every square inch of the color on her cheeks.
“I don’t know what you see in me, Gavin, but I’ll trust that what you’re saying is true.”
A smile lit my face. “You’d better, because you’d be an idiot not to believe me.”
Lowering my body down, I kissed her again and let go to the need and desire that was coursing through my body. My hands moved a little faster, my mouth becoming more demanding of the girl of my dreams. Wrapping my fingers beneath the straps of her black dress, I slowly pulled them down her shoulders, kissing every square inch of skin that was revealed to me. I pulled my mouth away from her body to look up at her and silently beg her for permission to continue.
The look in her eyes told me that she was feeling the same way as me – that she needed me as much as I needed her. That look was all I needed to pull the dress a little lower and begin worshipping her again.
Releasing the straps of her dress, I left the material covering her breasts as I reached down to run my hands up the sides of her legs and push the hem up her silky skin. Her legs spread apart beneath me, allowing me to tuck myself between her thighs. I pushed up onto my knees and grabbed her legs to pull her bottom up to sit on my lap. I couldn’t take going slow any longer – but I controlled myself – my urges – for her.
“Do you want me to stop?” I asked, praying to everything in the universe that she didn’t say yes.
Shaking her head, she looked up at me with eyes glazed over with need. “No.” She breathed out a rattled breath before adding, “Please, don’t stop.”
I let out the breath I hadn’t realized I’d been holding. Relief trickled along my spine and intense heat replaced it. My fingers gripped into the material of her dress, yanking the fabric down until her breasts bounced free, her nipples hard and swollen, begging to be touched. Closing my mouth over the tip of one breast, my cock pushed painfully against my pants when she moaned in pleasure.
Her fingers ran through my hair as I teased and licked the nipple. My hands continued pushing her dress down her body and she lifted her hips to allow me to slide it down. Her legs moved after that, her foot giving a little kick as she freed herself of the material.
Releasing her breast, I pushed up again to look at her, to become enthralled by the beauty of her skin. She was as beautiful and as perfect as I always imagined she would be.
Goosebumps spread over her skin, the rosy color of her blush spreading all along her. I traced down the center of her body with my lips, stopping every so often to nip at the skin. Every time of her body bucked up against me, I grew harder. It was becoming painful to contain myself, but I needed to make sure that she enjoyed herself first.
I didn’t want to hurt her.
I would do whatever it took to make sure that her first time was the best it could possibly be.
Chapter Five
(Grace)
I was so scared.
I’m not going to lie and say I wasn’t.
It wasn’t that I thought Gavin would use me, and it wasn’t that I thought he would hurt me when he took my virginity. I was scared because I didn’t think I could compare to all the women he’d been with before.
I’d heard the jokes in school and on television about women who lie there like dead logs when they have sex – the ones who are too ashamed of their sexuality that they let the man do all the work because they themselves didn’t know what to do. I was now the person that was afraid to move the wrong way or make the wrong noise. I was shy and embarrassed, even though Gavin’s words and expressions told me I had nothing to be embarrassed about.
Much like the dancing, this was something that required a leader. Thankfully, Gavin had no problem in that department. He made me feel sexy just by the way he looked at me. He made me feel needed by the way he touched me. I did what little I could to help him along, but I didn’t know what else I should do.
Laying my head back against the soft pillow, I closed my eyes and attempted to just live in that moment. I tried to quiet my mind and let go to the feelings he was forcing through me. My body shivered against his and my mind raced with nonsense.
But I lost the ability to even think when he pushed away from me and studied my body with his beautiful blue eyes. My back arched up, pushing my breasts forward. His hands slipped beneath my lower back, massaging the tense muscles with his fingers before sliding down to pull my panties from my hips. I gasped when the cool air of the room met the heated and slick skin between my legs.
After tossing my panties to the floor, his body moved up mine, his hands grasping my knees to push them apart. I trembled to be exposed to him, my head pushing down into the pillow, rolling from side to side when his mouth pressed between my legs and his tongue flicked out to kiss me on the most intimate part of my body.
My mouth fell open, my hips bucking up as sensations flooded through me that scared me and excited me at the same time. Never before had I felt such intense pleasure, but I was quickly learning why sex was such an important thing. Already, I felt like I was flying – like I was caught up in a turbulent wind that stripped my ability to think, to speak, to do anything but release the building storm in my body on soft moans that carried the sound of his name.
“Gavin,” I whispered, reaching down to run my fingers through the silken strands of his thick, black hair.
He didn’t pause or look up, his hands gripping tighter around my knees as he spread my legs farther apart, his tongue finding my clit and licking circles over the sensitive skin.
Something was building inside me, a warmth blossoming in my abdomen and spreading softly throughout my body. The intensity of the pleasure grew, consuming me as he continued to kiss, lick and nip at me. The smell of his cologne wafted up to mix with the subtle scent of sex, sweat beading down my body as I fought to control myself in the face of the coming storm.
Euphoria flooded me, a sense of peace weaving in with the pleasure he was giving me. My jaw fell open on a low moan, my head rolling again as my eyes clenched shut. Had I orgasmed? I wasn’t sure, but I could feel the wet heat pooling between my legs, the satisfied moan from his own lips as he slowly pushed a finger inside my body, jarring me and pulling me back to the moment.
I stilled, not quite sure if what he was doing should be painful or not, but I was thankful that it wasn’t. Another finger slipped inside and he began to move his hand, slowly pushing in and out of my body.
Opening my eyes, I glanced down at him and was surprised to find his beautiful blue eyes looking up at me, moisture glistening around the smirk of his twisted lips.
“Does this hurt?” He asked, his eyes locking to mine as concern flooded the crystal blue color.
“No,” I answered on a tremulous breath.
He smiled. “Good.”
He pulled his hand free and I groaned in complaint. The odd intrusion had started to feel good and my body was begging for more as he positioned himself above me.
With his hands bracing his body above me, he leaned down to kiss me softly on my lips. I could taste the salty flavor of what he’d done for me already and it turned me on, made me want to beg for him to speed up, to make me scream his name.
Pulling up, he looked at me and said, “I’ll ask one more time, beautiful. Are
you sure?”
Nodding my head, I attempted three times to say yes, but my lungs wouldn’t cooperate. It felt like I could barely pull in a full breath, much less use that breath to vocalize my response. Finally forcing the word out of me, I smiled and said, “Yes. Please.”
The expression on his face melted my heart, his body pushing back until he was sitting on his knees between my legs. He leaned over and pulled open the drawer of his nightstand, retrieving a square foil wrapper that he ripped open with his teeth.
After rolling the condom onto his thick, hard cock, he positioned himself at my opening and leaned over to kiss my lips one more time before pushing himself inside me – slowly filling me without the pain I’d expected with this moment.
Once inside, he held still, beads of sweat dripping down the side of his face as he watched me, waiting for any sign or indication that I was okay.
I was more than okay. I was desperate and wanting.
Reaching down, I was brazen when I gripped the tight, muscular cheeks of his ass and squeezed. Pushing his body with my hands, I silently demanded that he move inside me – and move, he did.
As soon as he pulled out to the tip only to push back inside me again, my head fell back, my legs falling farther apart as his name flew from my lips on a decadent moan.
There was no pain, no tearing or other discomfort like I’d worried there would be. My body accepted him – welcomed him – and the pleasure he could give me. My hips bucked up allowing him to go deeper and I could feel every muscle in my body tighten with the onslaught of pleasure forcing its way through me. One of his hands gripped my breasts, rolling the tip between his finger and thumb as his mouth fell on mine, his tongue slipping in to fill me with the taste of cinnamon and sex – of ice and fire.
Our bodies were made for each other, fitting perfectly together until intense heat washed over me, followed by the crushing sensation of an orgasm that was growing inside. This was more intense than the first, this one gripping my entire body in its strong hold until I worried that the sensation would rip me apart – would knock me off my own axis until I was lost and floating above the bed.
His touch was magic, it was desirous and sweetly tormenting.
Pulling away from our kiss, he rested his mouth beside my ear and said, “You feel so fucking good, Gracie. I swear you are the worst kind of addiction. After tasting you once, I’ll never be able to let you go.”
His voice was like silk and midnight, soft and dark and driving me even faster to an explosion of pleasure. I tried to bite my lip to keep from moaning and mewling; I tried to close my eyes to keep from seeing how beautiful he was in that moment. But nothing helped. He was driving me to a peak from which there was no escape, splitting me apart by making me feel things I never realized could be so wonderful.
I should never have opened my eyes. I should never have looked at his face to see the love behind his eyes and the worship in his expression. Just seeing him split me apart, releasing the violence of my orgasm and finally pushing me over that point from which there was no return.
Addiction was too simple of a word to use for how this felt. It was love, pure and simple - love of him, love of his body and love of all the pleasure he could give me.
My entire body shook with the strength of the orgasmic storm, and he watched as I came apart beneath him, losing myself and finding myself all over again until my body settled back on the bed, and he found his own release inside me.
Collapsing down, he rested his head on my chest, his hand finding mine, his fingers gripping between my fingers until they were knotted together as our bodies settled back into a normal heartbeat and rhythm.
We laid there for what could have been hours, just being with each other and regaining our senses after everything we’d done.
Gavin spoke first, one hand continuing to grip mine as the other played through my hair. “Are you okay?”
I laughed, barely able to respond back because my heart still pounded in my chest. “I’m better than okay. You are one hell of a dance lead.”
He laughed and his entire body shook beside mine. Silence fell between us again, but was cut short when he asked the oddest question.
“What college have you decided to go to, Gracie?”
I blinked, not quite understanding why he would ask something like that at a moment like this.
“Berkley, why?”
Another chuckle shook his frame when he answered, “Because after tonight, there is no way in hell I’m letting you go. So, if Berkley is where you’re going, then I’ll be following you there.”
Turning my head, I looked at him. “Why would you do that, Gavin?”
His blue eyes locked to mine, his face covered with such a serious expression that I knew he was telling the truth. “Because you’re so much more than just a good girl, beautiful. You’re the best girl and I’d be an idiot if I didn’t follow you to the end of the Earth if that’s what it took to stay by your side.”
The End
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DEAREST STEPBROTHER SERIES
Dearest Stepbrother: Twin Soldiers (Book 1)
Dearest Stepbrother: Twin Soldiers (Book 2)
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Dearest Stepbrother: Out For Revenge (Chloe and Drake, Book 2)
Dearest Stepbrother: At First Sight
Dearest Stepbrother: Double Trouble Part 1
Dearest Stepbrother: Double Trouble Part 2
Dearest Stepbrother: Double Trouble Part 3
Dearest Stepbrother: Double Trouble Part 4
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Dearest Stepbrother: Keyland’s Words
Dearest Stepbrother: The Debt (Dark erotica)
Dearest Stepbrother: The First (Kennedy and Ryan Part 1)
Dearest Stepbrother: The Second (Kennedy and Ryan Part 2)
Dearest Stepbrother: The Third (Kennedy and Ryan Part 3)
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Dearest Stepbrother: The D.U.F.F. (Part 1)
Dearest Stepbrother: The D.U.F.F. (Part 2)
Dearest Stepbrother: The Prick
Dearest Stepbrother: Double Whammy (Book 1)
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TABOO TALES
Seduced By My Stepbrother: Taboo Tales (Dakota and Marcus)
Seduced By My Stepbrother: Taboo Tales 2 (Dakota and Marcus)
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Billionaire, Mine: PART ONE
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Billionaire, Broken: PART THREE
Billionaire, Hers: PART FOUR (coming soon)
Billionaire, Fight: PART FIVE (coming soon)
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CONTROL FREAK SERIES
The Price of Purity: PART ONE
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SHIFTER BOOKS
Alpha Mate: The Claiming (Alpha Mate 1)
Alpha Mate: Claim Me (Alpha Mate 2)
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DARK EROTICA
Indebted: The Initiation (1 of Alexa's story)
Indebted: Pleasing the Society (2 of Alexa's story)
Indebted: Society’s Pet (3 of Alexa's story)
Indebted: Stepbrother (1 of Regina's story)
Indebted: Stepbrother, Monster (2 of Regina's story)
Indebted: Stepbrother, Savior (3 of Regina's story)
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Table of Contents
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
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