by Lucy Rinaldi
“Thank you for today, I’ve really enjoyed myself”
“I’m glad you did, baby. It’s been so nice seeing you smiling the way you have been today. You don’t smile enough” He plants a kiss on my nose, making me smile again.
“I’m ready to go home, Blake”
“I know, angel, the car will be here any second” He pulls me in front of him, so we’re chest to chest, with our arms wrapped around each other.
“No, I mean home. I’m ready to go home”
“California?” I smile and nod. “Okay” He smiles at me and it’s just breathtaking. “I’ll make arrangements for us to leave tomorrow?”
“Thank you. I just think it’s time we went home. I miss Sam and Alex”
“You miss Alex?”
“Don’t laugh, of course I miss him, he’s my favorite geek” I smile goofily at him.
“Geek?” He laughs and I nod enthusiastically. “I’ll tell him you said that” He laughs again. God, I love him so much! “Come on, gorgeous, get in the car” I get into the backseat with him. His hand is still around my waist as I lean against him. His fingers stroke my shoulder tenderly while my right hand rests on his left thigh, and I have the sudden urge to touch him. Slowly I move my hand up over his thigh and over his crotch, feeling his bulge through his pants. He shifts in his seat and his eyes meet mine. I run my tongue across the bottom of my lip. “What are you doing?” He mouths at me. I just smile at him as I unzip his pants with my left hand. I watch his eyes dart toward the front, looking at the driver in case he can see what I’m doing, but the driver’s not paying any attention to us, and I don’t care if he does, all I want to do is to please my man. I pop the button on his pants and slide my hand in past his boxer briefs. I take him in my hand, rubbing slowly up and down the length of his cock. His hand clasps my shoulder tightly. I smile as his mouth forms a perfect O. I feel him harden in my hand, and it’s so hot listening to him gasping because this is what I do to him, and even though he’s only touching my shoulder the sweet burn in my groin makes me moan. I look over at the driver, his eyes haven’t left the road. I’m feeling really bold right now, I remove my hand from his pants and take his jacket off; I smile at him as he looks at me wide eyed. I pull his jacket over my head, hiding my face beneath it. Leaning down I release his cock with both my hands, freeing him from his pants. I kiss the tip of his cock gently. I tease his shaft with my tongue, and I feel him shift in his seat again. I can feel how turned on he is right now and it makes me so hot. I pull him into my mouth, shielding my teeth, sucking hard up and down the length of him. He grabs my head, pushing himself further into my mouth, forcing me to take him deeper into my throat. I know he’s trying to stifle his gasps and moans as I suck faster and harder. He grabs my head again and tips his hips, thrusting into my mouth hard, once, twice and then stills himself as his cock pulsates against my tongue; he comes hard into the back of my throat. I swallow his sweet come and smile to myself. He lets go of my head and slides his hands under the jacket, putting himself away discreetly. I raise my head, letting the jacket fall onto the seat next to me. I look up at my man, breathing heavy and looking at me in both shock and admiration, as I smile and wipe the corner of my mouth. I then lean up and kiss his lips softly.
“Now, Dr. Benedict, now you can say I’m bad” I whisper against his lips.
“I can’t believe you just did that”
“You owe me one” I wink at him, and then sit back in my seat, smiling at how I’ve just assaulted my very own Dr., right in full view of the driver and not gotten caught. “One Nil, Dr. One Nil”
“Game on, Mercedes” Oh, it’s on, it’s so on!
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Chapter Twenty Six.
“I’m going to miss you so much, Sis”
“I’m gonna miss you more” Hugging my brother Goodbye at Heathrow Airport is just heartbreaking. I’m crying like an idiot, I really don’t want to leave him. “You come visit me soon, you hear?”
“You can count on it. And you take good care of my sister, she’s precious to me”
“You have my word,” Blake shakes my brother’s hand; and they nod at each other like they have an understanding.
“Come on, baby, or we’ll miss our flight” I know I have to leave him but it really hurts. I kiss my brother on the cheek and take Blake’s outstretched hand.
“I love you”
“I love you, too, baby sister” We walk away from my brother; with a heavy heart, I turn my head around, blow him a kiss, and wave. He catches my kiss in his fist and kisses his knuckles, and then blows it back to me. I look back once more, but he’s no longer in view. Blake puts his arm around my shoulder, pulling me against him. I cry silently into his chest as we stand at our departure gate.
“It’s okay, baby, don’t cry, you’ll see him soon”
“I know, it’s just hard to say goodbye when he lives so far away”
“I know, baby. I couldn’t do what you just did, say goodbye to my brother. I think you’re really brave” He kisses my head and holds me tightly. I know he’s right, I shouldn’t be so sad, I’ll see my brother again soon. “You want the window seat, baby?” He asks as we board our plane home.
“I don’t mind, Blake, whatever” He motions for me to take my seat by the window. I buckle myself into my seat and sigh, at least I’m wearing comfortable pants instead of jeans, which I’m really glad of as jeans can be really uncomfortable to travel in. I rest my head on Blake’s shoulder as we take off; he holds my hand against his chest and kisses my head. I feel really sleepy all of a sudden. I must have drifted off because when I open my eyes, it’s dark, but for a few lights above people’s heads. I lift my head off Blake’s shoulder and look at him asleep next to me. He looks utterly beautiful dressed in his tight black jeans and long sleeved black thermal muscle hugging shirt. I lean over and kiss his cheek. Damn! I didn’t want to wake him, curse me and my urges to touch him!
“Hey beautiful” He says as he opens his eyes and smiles at me.
“Hey gorgeous” I beam at him because that’s what he is, he’s gorgeous inside and out, no matter what he thinks about himself.
“How are you feeling?”
“I’m okay, Blake. Honestly”
“Good. Lean back in your seat” I do as he says and smile as he covers my legs with the small blue blanket the steward handed us earlier. “Now, Mercedes, I do believe you said one nil?”
“What? Blake, no! Not here” He can’t, he wouldn’t! He smirks at me then leans over and kisses my lips softly, sliding his right hand beneath the blanket and between my legs, making me gasp as his fingers press against my clit through my pants, and it makes me throb something spectacular. I shift in my seat and look around in case anyone’s looking. Why couldn’t he have called for his private jet to take us home, instead of jumping on a plane with hundreds of other people? Jesus Christ, they might see him touching me like this! And he doesn’t even care!
“No one can see anything. Lay back” He whispers against my neck. “Keep still. Do not move,” How the hell does he expect me to keep still? My body is already defying my pleas not to move as he pops the button on my pants and pushes his hand into my panties. “Hold tight, baby” His fingers find my swollen clit, circling around and around in the most tortuously slow way. I try so hard to be still but I can’t, my hips move against his fingers of their own accord. “Still” He whispers so seductively in my ear, that it makes me tingle something so bad down below. I moan against him, this feels so good that I can’t help moaning louder. “Ssshh” He puts his left hand over my mouth, silencing me, while he forces his fingers inside me. I’m clutching the arm rests so tightly my arms are becoming painful. Jesus, this is beyond hot! “Does it feel good, baby?” I nod frantically. Fuck! He’s torturing my body, building me higher and higher and I’m screaming inside. How can he do this to me here in front of all these people? Shit! I’m so close to coming, I don’t think I can hold on. “I can feel you throbbing against my fingers;
do you need to come, baby?” I nod frantically again; my legs are jolting from the sensation. My eyes roll to the back of my head, this is punishing on a whole new level! “Maybe I won’t let you come yet, Mercedes, maybe I’ll keep you like this a little longer” Oh God, my eyes widen in his direction, he can’t do this to me. He presses his hand down harder over my mouth, stifling the scream that erupts from within me. I hear him laugh deep in his throat. Bastard! “Can you feel the burn, Mercedes?” God, why is he doing this to me? I nod and my eyes close on me, fuck it burns so bad. “Come for me, baby. Let go” He whispers in my ear, and almost instantly I come hard around his fingers, my back arching at the sweet, sweet release of this never ending orgasm. “Ssshh. I’m gonna move my hand from your mouth and then from your panties. Don’t make a sound. Okay?” I nod as he breathes his words in my ear. He takes his hand from my mouth and I just sit back breathing heavily. I gasp as he takes his fingers out of me and out of my panties. He smiles at me and then licks his fingers seductively. Dirty Bastard! Even though, I do love watching him enjoy the taste of me. He leans down so his mouths against my ear. “One All baby”
Fucking utter Bastard!!
“I can’t believe you just did that! Have you no shame?”
“When it comes to you? No, I don’t” He smiles at me, and I can’t help but smile back at him. “Come here lay on me, let’s sleep, we’ll be home soon” I’m so shocked and aroused by what he’s done that I can’t help but smile. I rest my head on his shoulder and close my eyes smiling to myself. God, I’m soaked in my own cum. Jesus, this is uncomfortable!
“You do realize don’t you, dear Dr, that this means war!”
“I was hoping you’d say that” I can hear the amusement in his voice. He wants to play? Then we’ll play, I just hope he can keep up...
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“It seems weird being in this elevator again,” We’ve just arrived home after our long trip from London. I’m so tired it’s unreal. I’m always tired these days, I’ve hardly got any energy. I think I should invest in some vitamins. I also think a trip to my doctor is needed sooner rather than later!
“Does it, baby?” I nod and tilt my lip to the side. It’s been weeks since I was here, it’s almost the end of September already, and soon it will be Sam’s 24th Birthday. This is one of the reasons I wanted to come home, that and I really miss her, even though she’s got the world’s biggest mouth! The elevator reaches the third floor and the doors slide open letting us out. Sam’s apartment is on the opposite side of the elevator to the left, apartment six. “Come on, baby, let’s go say hi to our friends” He takes my hand in his and kisses me on the lips softly, then brushes my bangs out of my eyes with his other hand. He smiles so sweetly at me.
“You know something” I say with a massive smile on my face.
“Hmm?”
“I love your smile, it’s so beautiful” He really does have a beautiful smile and the fact he has such beautifully tanned skin and blue eyes so bright they could blind you, makes his smile all the more amazing.
“Guess what?”
“What?” I smile up at him.
“I love everything about you, baby”
“Everything?”
“Everything” He mouths right before he kisses me again, sending those delicious tingles to my groin. He’s so cute, it makes me smile so wide that my cheeks hurt.
“About time, I thought you guys got lost” Sweet Alex. I smile at him as he hugs Blake.
“Nice to see you too, bro”
“Hi, Alex. Miss me?”
“Like you wouldn’t believe” He smiles at me as I wrap my arms around his neck, hugging him tightly. I have missed him more than I thought I would. He kisses my cheek making me giggle.
“You wanna let go of my girlfriend, or would you rather I break your neck!?!” I let go of Alex and look right at Blake.
“Blake!” What the fuck? He’s not even joking. His facial expression is deadly serious, his eyes are like thunder!
“Calm down, bro, it was an innocent hug. Besides, I’ve got my own beautiful woman right through that door. As beautiful as Mercedes is nothing compares to that” Blake’s eyes haven’t left Alex’s; they just stare at each other. My hearts pounding out of my chest, as I get a glimpse of the angry, maybe violent Blake, Sam told me about, and he’s scaring me half to death! His breathing’s spiked and I can see the veins in his neck pulsating. His eye look like they have a fire burning within them.
I walk back to him and put one hand under his left arm and around his back, the other on his heaving chest. Fuck! He’s really angry! “Blake. Blake, look at me” I put my hand on his face, trying to turn him to look at me but he’s ridged. His eyes burn into Alex. “Blake, please” I feel like crying, he’s really scaring me! Jesus, this is how Elijah would be right before he beat the guy for talking to me, and then turn to me and beat me into oblivion! I’m terrified that Blake’s about to snap like that.
“Oh, fuck this shit. Dude, you need to sort your shit out instead of acting like an idiot every time a guy looks at her. Not every guy wants to fuck her, Blake. And I most certainly don’t” What the?
“Get. The. Fuck. Out. Of. My. Face!” Jesus fucking Christ, what the hell is wrong with him? Alex is his brother!
“Blake, please stop, you’re scaring me” I let go of him; my hands are shaking so badly, hell my whole body’s shaking. He finally turns to look at me. Right at this precise moment I’m terrified of him. I vaguely heard Alex shut the front door, leaving me alone with Mr. Angry! God, I wish he hadn’t. I wrap my arms around myself, I’m still shaking. I can feel the fear coursing through me from my toes to my head!
“Baby, I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to frighten you” He puts his hands out to touch me, but I flinch and move back out of his reach. I don’t want him to touch me. Right now he reminds me of Elijah and I’m scared of what comes next. “Baby, please don’t. God, I’m so sorry” He rubs his forehead with his right hand, while his left rests on his hip. He looks exasperated and I don’t know what to do.
“What are you going to do to me?” The words fall from my mouth quietly before I even have the chance to stop myself. I’m just so scared of what’s going to happen and his answer. I never used to be like this, not even with my ex Dom’s, but Elijah destroyed me! And as much as I love Blake the way he just reacted to something so simple as me hugging his brother, has brought to the surface the fear that Elijah instilled into me, and I don’t know how to stop it.
“Do to you? You think I’m going to hurt you?” I can hear the hurt in his voice and it makes me feel sick to my stomach. I nod, but I don’t look at him. I’m trying so hard not to cry in fear. I don’t want to feel like this. God, how do I ever stop feeling like this? How do I stop Elijah from ruling my life, even when he’s not here? I just don’t know how I’m allowed to act! “Mercy, I would never hurt you. You must know that. Please don’t be afraid of me... Jesus, I can’t bear it”
“Please may I go to my room?”
“Mercy” His voice is nothing but a hurt whisper, like he’s in pain and it cuts through me, but I can’t seem to shake this feeling. My arms are still wrapped around myself; as if it’s some kind of protection, against... I just don’t know what. I sense his eyes on me, willing me to look at him, but I still don’t. “You may go” Finally, his permission to go. I walk away from him with my eyes still on the ground. I’m hurt, scared and angry that he’d behave that way toward his own brother just because I hugged him. What exactly did he think Alex was going to do to me? Horrible thoughts fill my mind of what he’d be like toward my friends if they hugged me, or a stranger who says hello? How far would he go then? I’m guessing he only held his temper with Alex because he is indeed his brother.
“Sadie!”
“Sam!” God, I’ve missed this woman. She throws her arms around my neck, kissing my cheek over and over like some crazy person.
“Are you okay? Alex told me Blake’s gone cuckoo on you both”
“It’s fine, don’t worry. Alex, I’m sorry for what Blake said and did”
“Don’t sweat it, I’m used to it. He’s always been that way. Worse, since he met you”
“Oh, um...” He smiles at me and turns away. What the fuck?! Why would he be like that? What have I turned him into?
“You hungry, babes?”
“Eh, no. I do need a shower though, then I think I’ll sleep if that’s okay?”
She laughs at me like I said something hilarious. “Of course it’s okay. You don’t have to ask my permission” I know that! I hug her gently and smile. “Hi, Blake” Oh crap! He took his time coming in. I don’t even look back at him; I just walk away and into my bedroom, closing the door behind me. I feel so tired, I just want to sleep. Jeez, I’m always so tired. I hate taking those damn pills! Why can’t they make an antipsychotic that doesn’t make you tired all of the time? I look at the clock next to my bed 11.06pm. Shower then bed? Yes, that sounds good to me.
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Chapter Twenty Seven.
By the time I climbed into bed, it was 11.45pm and I was thoroughly exhausted. Lying down finally I pulled the covers over myself and closed my eyes, waiting for sleep to take me. But it didn’t come. I tossed and turned for twenty minutes, I felt restless even though I was tired. My head started to hurt as I got lost in thought with just my night light for company. He’s the reason I can’t sleep, Blake, and the fact he scared me. I know he’d never hurt me, I just don’t understand why he’d be so aggressive, possessive, protective even. All I know right now is I miss him. I miss his arms around me helping me sleep. I can’t just lay here I need to find him and tell him that it’s okay, that I’m not scared of him. I know he loves me and he’d never do anything to hurt me like that. I just lost my way for a little while, that’s all.
