“Okay,” Dylan’s voice grew a tad louder and Monet swallowed, noticing his back was straighter, his shoulders squarer. “Okay, yeah. I’ll do that.”
Whoever he was talking to on the other end said something that made Dylan shake his head. “No. I know. I promise.”
There was another pause, during which Monet realized her heart was thumping so hard in her chest she could hear it, and then Dylan said, “Love you too.”
Monet’s mouth went dry.
Who was he talking to? Annie? Had he just told Annie he loved her?
Guilt lanced through Monet. Sharp and cold and absolute. Dylan and Annie had spent so long chatting, at least three months getting to know each other. The last thing Monet wanted was to be attracted to him. She wasn’t that kind of friend. She wasn’t.
Which is why she had to tell Dylan now he needed to find a hotel. That was the smartest, safest course of action. As soon as he got off the phone, she would help him find a hotel, call him a cab and maybe take him out for breakfast tomorrow. Maybe.
When he placed the phone on one of the tables beside him and let out a ragged sigh, Monet swallowed again. She watched him stare out the large window overlooking Central Park and lean one hand on its double-glazed expanse, his other hand dragging through his hair. For a surreal moment Monet wondered where his hat was, and then he was lifting his head and his gaze found her in the window’s muted reflection.
Oh boy.
He turned to face her. “I finally reached home.”
The statement was said with relaxed calm, but tension coiled through him. Monet could see it in the way he stood, the stiffness of his shoulders, the way he braced his legs apart.
She nodded, walking into her studio before stopping at the old sofa. “I heard.”
“Annie’s safely in Australia.”
“I gathered.”
His jaw bunched. “Apparently she and my brother have hit it off.”
Monet’s pulse quickened. “Have they?”
Dylan nodded. “Mum told me not to worry. To enjoy New York while I’m here.”
“Did she?” Monet blinked. “Wait. What? Who told you?”
“Mum. I was talking to my mum.”
Monet’s heart tripped over itself. She didn’t think it was possible, but there it was. Her heart, already racing at a stupid pace, skipped a beat. “Your mom? Your mom told you she loved you?”
Dylan nodded again, his gaze unreadable.
“And you told your mom you loved her back?”
His dimple flashed in his right cheek. “I did. A bit wussy I know, but hey, you caught me. My secret’s out. I’m a wuss.”
Monet shrugged, her mouth dry. “Nothing wrong with a guy telling his mom he loves—”
Her woeful attempt at being flippant never finished. Dylan destroyed the space between them in two long strides and crushed her lips with a kiss of such hungry force, it was all she could do to hold on and kiss him back.
All she could do? No. She could tell him to stop. Could remind him of Annie.
“Dylan,” she panted, dragging her lips from his. “This is—”
His mouth captured hers before the breathless protest could pass her lips.
Her head spun. She clung to him, fighting to remember whom he was here for. Oh boy, the guy kissed like a demon.
Oh boy oh boy oh—
He hauled her off her feet. Just like that, as if she weighed nothing, he scooped her up into his arms and threw her onto the sofa.
She let out a little squeal, the sound silenced by his kiss again. A kiss that worshiped her lips as his hands unbuttoned her shirt and unclipped her bra.
Oh boy.
Her fingers stole to his shoulders, the hair on the nape of his neck. She stroked her tongue over his, arching off the sofa in an attempt to press her pussy to his groin. Oh God, she wanted him inside her.
Now.
“Dylan,” she breathed, pleasure lashing through her as he dragged his mouth up to her ear, his teeth nipping at her earlobe. “Take…take off your…”
Clothes.
The command finished in her head. A second before scalding shame and guilt crashed over her.
Hotter and more absolute than her lust.
She froze, her fingers on Dylan’s shoulders. Oh God, what was she doing?
Flattening her palms on his chest, she shoved. Hard.
“Stop,” she gasped, squirming out from beneath him. “Stop, we can’t.”
She fell off the sofa, her knees thunking on the wooden floor. The dull sound echoed through her apartment like a muffled gunshot.
“Fuck. Oh fuck.”
Dylan’s hoarse whisper jerked up her head and she stared at him as she scrambled to her feet.
He sat on the edge of the sofa, his expression beyond shell-shocked. His eyes were squeezed shut, his fists were buried in his hair.
“Fuck,” he muttered, shaking his head. “I’m sorry. I’m sorry, I didn’t mean…” He rose to his feet and crossed to the window. “I’m sorry, Monet. I shouldn’t have done that.”
Monet sucked in a ragged breath. She stared at his back, her heart wild in her throat. “I should have stopped you.” Her voice sounded weak. “We both need to…”
She didn’t finish. Instead, she spun on her heel and all but ran to her bedroom.
Throwing herself onto her bed, she snatched up her phone and dialed Annie’s cell number.
“Annie, I need you to call me back,” she burst out when Annie’s message service kicked in. “I think I’m going to do something really stupid, something you’re going to hate me for if you don’t call me back.” She stopped. Pulled in a long breath. “Please call. I think…I think I’m in lust with your Australian cowboy.”
She killed the connection with a jab of her thumb, dropped her phone to the bed and stared at the wall.
Guilt coursed through her again. Turned the breath in her lungs to choking pressure. She swallowed. How did she let that happen? One second she was telling herself she was sending Dylan to a hotel and the next she’s kissing him?
Begging him to get naked?
She picked up her phone again.
Annie, she typed into her phone’s messaging app. I know you’re in Australia with Dylan’s family. I’m sure there’s a reason you haven’t called me. I just wanted to let you know I will do everything I can to keep my hands off Dylan. Everything. But girlfriend, it’s going to be HARD.
Hitting send, she fixed her focus on her closed door. What was Dylan doing on the other side of it? Was he still there?
And what did she do if he was?
Hell, what did she do if he wasn’t?
The last thought brought a thick lump to her throat and a stab of pain to her belly. Which made her close her eyes and draw in a long, slow breath.
Annie had been through the meat grinder when it came to guys. The last thing she needed was Monet doing the dirty with the one man she seemed to genuinely connect with.
But what if you genuinely connect with him too? What do you do then?
The question didn’t help Monet’s messed up state of mind at all. She opened her eyes and stared at the door again.
“Go out there, apologize, ask him if he’d like a coffee and then call a cab. That’s what you’re going to do. Got it?”
Simple, straightforward plan of attack. Easy. This should be easy.
Five second later, when she opened the door and found Dylan sitting on her studio sofa, elbows resting on his knees, head hanging down, hat in his hands, she knew it wasn’t easy.
Or straightforward.
Because the second her gaze found him, her heart quickened, her palms prickled and her stomach clenched.
And the second he raised his head and looked at her, a haunted look in his eyes as a rueful smile pulled at one side of his mouth, she knew the likelihood of her calling a taxi was slim.
“I’m sorry.”
His voice played over her fraying nerves, a deep, husky timbre that sent tingles do
wn her spine.
“That was bloody pathetic of me,” he went on, rising to his feet. “I don’t know what came over me.”
I do. Monet wanted to say. The same thing that came over me. Raw, primitive sexual desire.
She didn’t say it, however. She licked her lips and then forced a smile of her own. “It’s my fault. I kissed you first back at the gallery.”
His nostrils flared and she watched his Adam’s apple slide up and down his throat. “You did.”
Monet let out a breath as shaky as her smile. “It’s the accent. It does things to me.”
He cocked an eyebrow, the crooked smile stretching a little wider. “All accents? Or just Australian ones?”
She laughed. “All accents. You should see me when I hear a Scottish one.”
“So if I talk to you like Sean Connery…”
Monet burst out laughing at Dylan’s very atrocious Scottish accent.
He grinned. “Yeah, it’s pretty bad.”
“Your American one is better.”
With a laugh, he raised his arm and placed his hat on his head. “And on that note, I will take me leave of you.”
Monet’s stomach dropped. She stood frozen, the lump back in her throat. “You’re going?”
He nodded. “Have to, love. You do things to me. If I’d flown halfway ’round the world to attend a grazier’s convention, I’d have you buck naked and flat on your back in that bedroom of yours before you could say cowboy.” A smoldering light flared in his eyes at the claim, and Monet had to bite back a groan. “But I flew halfway ’round the world to meet your friend, which means everything I want to do to you—which is a lot, none of it platonic, most of it filthy—I can’t. Not until I talk to her.”
Another groan of frustrated need and confusion threatened to escape Monet. She stared at him, for the first time in her life wishing to God she were a horrible, selfish person who didn’t care one little bit if she hurt her best friend.
But you do care. Right?
“At least let me feed you first.”
The offer tumbled from her lips before she even realized it had formed in her deluded, misguided brain.
Dylan gazed at her silently.
Monet’s lips tingled and she caught the bottom one with her teeth.
And then, the muscles in his jaw knotting, Dylan nodded. “Sure.”
Chapter 5
The smell of toast wafting from Monet’s kitchen filled Dylan’s mouth with saliva. It had been ages since he’d eaten. He sat on the paisley sofa watching her move about the small area, his legs loosely spread, knees bent, his arms stretched along the backrest.
She was as conflicted and confused as he was. He didn’t need to look into her eyes to see it. He could feel it in her body when he’d kissed her, he could hear it in her voice when she’d asked him to stop.
Which meant saying yes to her offer of food was downright bloody stupid. And dangerous.
So why did you agree?
He let out a slow breath. Because he was a masochist.
A horny male, don’t you mean? Letting your dick do your thinking for you?
Yeah, there was that too. But when Monet had offered food the thought of sitting down and sharing a meal with her as they chatted about inconsequential things was too tempting to resist.
He’d force himself to keep his hands off her. It wasn’t going to be easy, but he would. Hell, he hadn’t eaten since the flight from Sydney to LA, crammed between an old man whose head constantly fell onto Dylan’s shoulder every time he went to sleep and a woman who asked Dylan over and over again if he knew Russell Crowe. Maybe that’s why he wasn’t being himself? He hadn’t eaten and he hadn’t slept. He’d been awake for well over twenty-four hours now. Surely that explained it all?
Oh yeah, jet-lagged induced cheating-bastard lust. Sure. Makes perfect sense.
He was close to exhaustion, bloody close, but when Monet had smiled at him and told him to stay where he was while she prepared their meal, he’d simply smiled back and said, “Ta muchly.”
Now as he watched her, he was wondering what the hell he’d been thinking. Any fatigue he felt was vanishing quickly just at the sight of her, replaced with a charged energy he knew had everything to do with the way Monet was dressed as she fixed them something to eat. A snug T-shirt covered her upper body, an image of the face-hugger from Alien wrapped around Leonardo da Vinci’s face on its front. Baggy black tracksuit pants hung low from her curved hips, low enough for him to spy the twin dimples on either side of the base of her spine. Low enough for him to notice the almost flat plane of her belly peeking from beneath her shirt hem.
He knew the clothes weren’t meant to be sexy, but bloody hell, he was damn near half hard. He wanted to walk over to her, lift her onto the kitchen counter and bury himself in her sex.
Before he could ponder the thought, Monet turned and crossed back to the sofa, two plates stacked with toast in her hands.
The smell hit him first. Distinctive and salty. He dropped his stare to the plate. “Is this…” He looked back at Monet for a second, down at the meal she’d prepared him and then back to her again, a grin pulling at the corners of his mouth. “Is this Vegemite?”
Monet nodded, her own smile curling her lips. “It is. You sent Annie a jar a while ago. She hated it. I mean hated it. But me?” She picked up a slice of toast, lavishly spread with the Australian delicacy, raised it to her mouth and took a very large, enthusiastic bite.
It was, quite possibly, the horniest thing Dylan had seen yet.
“I know the rest of my country thinks this stuff tastes like crap,” Monet mumbled around a mouthful of toast, “but I love it.”
Dylan stared at her. His stomach growled. His cock throbbed. He didn’t know whether to stuff his face full of toast—the first thing past his lips aside from Monet since landing in America—or toss the plate aside and devour Monet instead.
The decision was made by the woman herself. She swallowed her mouthful, grinned at him and took another bite.
Dylan’s stomach growled again and, unable to resist any longer, he grabbed his own slice and tore into it.
Thirty minutes later, several slices of Vegemite toast consumed and an in-depth discussion about who was the better singer-song writer, Nick Blackthorne or Garth Brooks, close to being resolved, he slumped back on the sofa and closed his eyes.
“You’re tired?”
He smiled, giving his stomach a lazy scratch. “Absolutely buggered.”
The sofa shifted beneath him a little and he forced open one eye, watching Monet rise to her feet. “I’m going to call the airline. See if we can track down your luggage. Then call you a taxi. Think you can stay awake while I do that?”
He didn’t want to stop looking at her. She was beautiful and sensual and she made him feel wonderful, but damn, he really was buggered. “Sure,” he said. Or maybe he mumbled. “Just let me close my eyes for five minutes and I’ll be right as rain.”
Monet smiled. “Of course you will.” She reached down and retrieved his plate. A distant part of Dylan’s mind told him she’d caught it before it slipped from his fingers. Another part told him both eyes were closed again.
“Five minutes,” he reiterated, threading his hands behind his head. “We can finish our Blackthorne and Brooks debate and then move onto something important, like crocodiles versus alligators.”
Monet laughter chased him into unconsciousness.
* * * *
Five minutes later, Dylan opened his eyes and discovered it had been much longer than five minutes.
The apartment was shrouded in shadows, four squat candles—almost melted down to puddles on a wide silver tray—the only source of light. He rubbed at his face, dragged his hands through his hair and squinted about himself. His body clock told him it was evening back home. The relative quiet in Monet’s apartment told him his body clock knew shit on this side of the globe.
So much for five minutes, Sullivan.
A soft noise
sounded to his right and he swung his head toward it, a slow breath slipping past his lips at what he saw.
Monet lay asleep on the cushions beside him, her knees tucked up to her stomach, her hands tucked under her head, her hair a glorious mass of waves tumbling over her face.
Fuck, she’s gorgeous.
She was. And nothing like his normal type.
He watched her sleep for a long moment, letting his gaze roam. Hunter always gave him shit about the kind of girl Dylan dated. Blonde, perky. Perhaps a little ditzy. Pneumatic. Monet was none of those and that fact stirred something deep inside him.
Love is blind, his dad used to say. Look at me and your mum. I had a thing for tall, skinny redheads with skin the color of cream. Your mum’s five foot three tall, half that wide with curves to boot and I don’t think the night sky gets darker than her hair.
Dylan drew another slow breath. This wasn’t love. It couldn’t be. Not this quick. But it was…something. Something he hadn’t expected.
Even during the three months since meeting Annie, he’d never felt like this. Annie, whom he’d met on an online dating website he’d joined as a lark basically to piss off Hunter. Annie, whom he’d chatted with damn near every day since. She was warm and lovely and smart and quick-witted. He’d called her his soul mate when Hunter had questioned his sanity, but now, sitting here in the dark, watching Monet sleep, he knew his soul had been deluded. Annie was amazing, but she didn’t make him feel like this. This…something.
And you’re going to do what about it, Dylan?
He didn’t know. But he did know one thing. He didn’t want to fly back to Australia yet. He had seven days before his return flight. Seven days to see if what he felt for Monet Carmichael was anything but lust.
Or should he get his arse on the next flight home, luggage be damned?
Shifting off the sofa with as little fuss as possible, he crossed to the massive window overlooking Central Park. Even at this hour of the morning New York was a hive of activity. People moved along the sidewalk below, lovers, joggers, tourists. The trees, covered in leaves the color of burnished copper and draped with strings of fairy lights, leant the view a magical quality. Dylan took it all in, its beauty unlike any he was used to.
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