by George Moore
‘Who do you take me for, Dick? I wasn’t born yesterday. A devilish pretty woman, if you ask me. What hair! — like velvet!’
Kate stopped. ‘Black hair,’ she said to herself— ‘they must be talking of me,’ and she listened intently.
The remark, however, did not appear to have been particularly well-timed, for after a long silence, a woman’s voice said:
‘Well, I don’t know whether he liked her, and I don’t care, but what I’m not going to do is to wait here listening to you all cracking up a landlady’s good looks. I’m off.’
A scuffle then seemed to be taking place; half a dozen voices spoke together, and in terror of her life Kate flew across the workroom to Mrs. Ede’s bed.
The door of the sitting-room was flung open and cajoling and protesting words echoed along the passage up and down the staircase. It was disgraceful, and Kate expected every minute to hear her mother-in-law’s voice mingling in the fray; but peace was restored, and for at least an hour she listened to sounds of laughing voices mingling with the clinking of glasses. At last Dick wished his friends good-night, and Kate lay under the sheets and listened. Something was going to happen. ‘He thinks me a pretty woman; she is jealous,’ were phrases that rang without ceasing in her ears. Then, hearing his door open, she fancied he was coming to seek her, and in consternation buried herself under the bedclothes, leaving only her black hair over the pillows to show where she had disappeared. But the duplicate drop of a pair of boots was conclusive, and assuring herself that he would not venture on such a liberty, she strove to compose herself to sleep.
IV
NEXT DAY, ABOUT eleven o’clock, Kate walked up Market Street with Mrs. Barnes’s dress, meditating on the letter she had received. A very serious matter this angry letter was to Kate, and she thought of what she could say to satisfy her customer. Her anxiety of mind caused her to walk faster than she was aware of, up the hill towards the square of sky where the passers-by seemed like figures on the top of a monument. At the top of the hill she would turn to the left and descend towards the little quasi-villa residences which form the suburbs of Northwood. Ten minutes later Kate approached Mrs. Barnes’s door hot and out of breath, her plans matured, determined, if the worst came to the worst, to let the dress go at a reduction. Her present difficulty was so great that she forgot other troubles, and it was not until she had received her money that she remembered Mr. Lennox. He was going. Her rooms would be empty again. She was sorry he was going, and at the top of Market Street she stood at gaze, surprised by the view, though she had never seen any other. A long black valley lay between her and the dim hills far away, miles and miles in length, with tanks of water glittering like blades of steel, and gigantic smoke clouds rolling over the stems of a thousand factory chimneys. She had not come up this hillside at the top of Market Street for a long while; for many years she had not stood there and gazed at the view, not since she was a little girl, and the memories that she cherished in her workroom between Hanley and the Wever Hills were quite different from the scene she was now looking upon. She saw the valley with different eyes: she saw it now with a woman’s eyes; before she had seen it with a child’s eyes. She remembered the ruined collieries and the black cinder-heaps protruding through the hillside on which she was now standing. In childhood, these ruins were convenient places to play hide-and-seek in. But now they seemed to convey a meaning to her mind, a meaning that was not very clear, that perplexed her, that she tried to put aside and yet could not. At her left, some fifty feet below, running in the shape of a fan, round a belt of green, were the roofs of Northwood — black brick unrelieved except by the yellow chimney-pots, specks of colour upon a line of soft cotton-like clouds melting into grey, the grey passing into blue, and the blue spaces widening. ‘It will be a hot day,’ she said to herself, and fell to thinking that a hot day was hotter on this hillside than elsewhere. At every moment the light grew more and more intense, till a distant church spire faded almost out of sight, and she was glad she had come up here to admire the view from the top of Market Street. Southwark, on the right, as black as Northwood, toppled into the valley in irregular lines, the jaded houses seeming in Kate’s fancy like cart-loads of gigantic pill-boxes cast in a hurry from the counter along the floor. It amused her to stand gazing, contrasting the reality with her memories. It seemed to her that Southwark had never before been so plain to the eye. She could follow the lines of the pavement and almost distinguish the men from the women passing. A hansom appeared and disappeared, the white horse seen now against the green blinds of a semi-detached villa and shown a moment after against the yellow rotundities of a group of pottery ovens.
The sun was now rapidly approaching the meridian, and in the vibrating light the wheels of the most distant collieries could almost be counted, and the stems of the far-off factory chimneys appeared like tiny fingers.
Kate saw with the eyes and heard with the ears of her youth, and the past became as clear as the landscape before her. She remembered the days when she came to read on this hillside. The titles of the books rose up in her mind, and she could recall the sorrow she felt for the heroes and heroines. It seemed to her strange that that time was so long past and she wondered why she had forgotten it. Now it all seemed so near to her that she felt like one only just awakened from a dream. And these memories made her happy. She took pleasure in recalling every little event — an excursion she made when she was quite a little girl to the ruined colliery, and later on, a conversation with a chance acquaintance, a young man who had stopped to speak to her.
At the bottom of the valley, right before her eyes, the white gables of Bucknell Rectory, hidden amid masses of trees, glittered now and then in an entangled beam that flickered between chimneys, across brick-banked squares of water darkened by brick walls.
Behind Bucknell were more desolate plains full of pits, brick, and smoke; and beyond Bucknell an endless tide of hills rolled upwards and onwards.
The American tariff had not yet come into operation, and every wheel was turning, every oven baking; and through a drifting veil of smoke the sloping sides of the hills with all their fields could be seen sleeping under great shadows, or basking in the light. A deluge of rays fell upon them, defining every angle of Watley Rocks and floating over the grasslands of Standon, all shape becoming lost in a huge embrasure filled with the almost imperceptible outlines of the Wever Hills.
And these vast slopes which formed the background of every street were the theatre of all Kate’s travels before life’s struggles began. It amused her to remember that when she played about the black cinders of the hillsides she used to stop to watch the sunlight flash along the far-away green spaces, and in her thoughts connected them with the marvels she read of in her books of fairy-tales. Beyond these wonderful hills were the palaces of the kings and queens who would wave their wands and vanish! A few years later it was among or beyond those slopes that the lovers with whom she sympathized in the pages of her novels lived. But it was a long time since she had read a story, and she asked herself how this was. Dreams had gone out of her life, everything was a hard reality; her life was like a colliery, every wheel was turning, no respite day or night; her life would be always the same, a burden and a misery. There never could be any change now. She remembered her marriage, and how Mrs. Ede had persuaded her into it, and for the first time she blamed the old woman for her interference. But this was not all. Kate was willing to admit that there was no one she loved like Mr. Ede, but still it was hard to live with a mother-in-law who had a finger in everything and used the house like her own. It would be all very well if she were not so obstinate, so certain that she was always right. Religion was very well, but that perpetual ‘I’m a Christian woman,’ was wearisome. No wonder Mr. Lennox was leaving. Poor man, why shouldn’t he have a few friends up in the evening? The lodgings were his own while he paid for them. No wonder he cut up rough; no wonder he was leaving them. If so, she would never see him again. The thought caught her like a pain
in the throat, and with a sudden instinct she turned to hurry home. As she did so her eyes fell on Mr. Lennox walking towards her. At such an unexpected realization of her thoughts she uttered a little cry of surprise; but, smiling affably, and in no way disconcerted, he raised his big hat from his head. On account of the softness of the felt this could only be accomplished by passing the arm over the head and seizing the crown as a conjurer would a pocket-handkerchief. The movement was large and unctuous, and it impressed Kate considerably.
‘I took the liberty to stop, for you seemed so interested that I felt curious to know what could be worth looking at in those chimneys and cinder-mounds.’
‘I wasn’t looking at the factories, but at the hills. The view from here is considered very fine. Don’t you think so, sir?’ she asked, feeling afraid that she had made some mistake.
‘Ah, well, now you mention it, perhaps it is. How far away, and yet how distinct! They look like the gallery of a theatre. We’re on the stage, the footlights run round here, and the valley is the pit; and there are plenty of pits in it,’ he added, laughing. ‘But I mustn’t speak to you of the theatre.’
‘Oh, I’m sure I don’t mind! I’m very fond of the theatre,’ said Kate hastily.
This indirect allusion to last night brought the conversation to a close, and for some moments they stood looking vacantly at the landscape. Overhead the sky was a blue dome, and so still was the air that the smoke-clouds trailed like the wings of gigantic birds slowly balancing themselves. And waves of white light rolled up the valley as if jealous of the red, flashing furnaces. An odour of iron and cinders poisoned the air, and after some moments of contemplation which seemed to draw them closer together, Mr. Lennox said:
‘There is no doubt that the view is very grand, but it is tantalizing to have those hills before your eyes when you are shut up in a red brick oven. How fresh and cool they look! What wouldn’t you give to be straying about in those fresh woods far away?’
Kate looked at Mr. Lennox with ravished eyes; his words had flooded her mind with a thousand forgotten dreams. She felt she liked him better for what he had said, and she murmured as if half ashamed:
‘I’ve never been out of Hanley. I’ve never seen the sea, and when I was a child I used to fancy that the fairies lived beyond those hills; even now I can’t help imagining that the world is quite different over there. Here it is all brick, but in novels they never speak of anything but gardens and fields.’
‘Never seen the sea! Well, there isn’t much to see in it,’ Mr. Lennox said, laughing at the pun. ‘When you were a little girl you used to come here to play, I suppose?’
‘Yes, sir; I was born over in one of those cottages.’
Mr. Lennox, without knowing whether to look sorry or sentimental, listened patiently to Kate, who, proud of being able to show him anything, drew his attention to the different points of view. The white gables that could just be distinguished in the large dark masses of trees was Bucknell Rectory. The fragment of the cliff on the top of the highest ridge half-way up the sky was Watley Rocks; then came Western Coyney, the plains of Standon, and far away in a blue mist the outlines of the Wever Hills. But Mr. Lennox did not seem very much interested; the sun was too hot for him, and in the first pause of the conversation he asked Kate which way she was going. He had to get on to the theatre, and he asked her if she would show him the way there.
‘You can’t do better than to go down Market Street; but if you like I will direct you.’
‘I shall be so glad if you will; but Market Street — I think you said Market Street? That is just the way I’ve come.’
Market Street was where people connected with the theatre generally lived, and Kate knew at once he had been looking for lodgings; but she was ashamed to ask him, and they walked on for some time without speaking. But every moment the silence became more irritating, and at last, determined to know the worst, she said, ‘I suppose you were looking for lodgings; all the theatre people put up in that street.’
Mr. Lennox flinched before this direct question.
‘Why, no, not exactly; I was calling on some friends; but as you say, some of the profession live in the street, and now you mention it, I suppose I shall have to find some new diggings.’
‘I’m sorry, sir, very sorry,’ said Kate, looking up into the big blue eyes. ‘I ought not to have come down; you are, of course, master in your own rooms.’
‘Oh, it wasn’t your fault; I could live with you for ever. You mustn’t think I want to change. If you could only guarantee that your mother-in-law will keep out of my way.’
Kate felt at that moment that she would guarantee anything that would prevent Mr. Lennox from leaving her house.
‘Oh, I don’t think there will be any difficulty about that,’ she said eagerly. ‘I’ll bring your breakfast and dinner up, and you are out nearly all day.’
‘Very well, then, and I’ll promise not to bring home any friends,’ he added gallantly.
‘But I’m afraid you’ll be very lonely, sir.’
‘I’ll have you to talk to sometimes.’
Kate made no answer, but they both felt that the words implied more than they actually meant, and they remained silent, like people who had come to some important conclusion. Then after a long pause, and without any transition, Mr. Lennox spoke of the heat of the weather and of the harm it was likely to do their business at the theatre. She asked him what he thought of Hanley. Mr. Lennox smiled through his faint moustache and said the red brick hurt his eyes.
Kate did not feel quite satisfied with this last observation, and spoke of the pretty places there were about the town. Pointing down a red perspective backed by the usual hills, she told him that Trentham, the Duke of Sutherland’s place, was over there.
‘What, over those hills? That must be miles away.’
‘Oh, not so far as that. Hanley doesn’t reach to there. The country is beautiful, once you get past Stoke. I went once to see the Duke’s place, and we had tea in the inn. That was the only time I was ever really in the country, and even then we were never quite out of sight of the factories. Still, it was very nice.’
‘And who were you with?’
‘Oh, with my husband.’
‘He’s an invalid, isn’t he?’
‘Well, I’m afraid he suffers very much at times, but he’s often well enough.’
The conversation again came to a pause, and both thought of how happy they would be were they taking tea together at the inn at Trentham.
But they were now in the centre of the town, close to the Town Hall, a stupid, square building with two black cannon on either side of the door. Opposite was a great shop with ‘Commercial House’ written across the second story in gold letters. Bright carpets and coarse goods were piled about the doorway; and from these two houses Piccadilly and Broad Street, its continuation, ran down an incline, and Church Street branched off, giving the town the appearance of a two-pronged fork.
All was red brick blazing under a blue sky without a cloud in it; the red brick that turns to purple; and all the roofs were scarlet — red brick and scarlet tiles, and not a tree anywhere.
‘You don’t seem to have a tree in Hanley,’ Mr. Lennox said.
‘I don’t think there are many,’ she answered, and they gazed at the bald rotundities of the pottery ovens.
He had never seen a town before composed entirely of brick and iron. A town of work; a town in which the shrill scream of the steam train as it rolled solemnly up the incline seemed to be man’s cry of triumph over vanquished nature.
After looking about him, Mr. Lennox said, ‘What I object to in the town is that there’s nothing to do. And it’s so blazing hot; for goodness’ sake let us get under the shadow of a wall.’
Kate smiled, and as they crossed over they both wiped their faces.
‘There are the potteries,’ she said, referring to Mr. Lennox’s complaint that there was nothing to do in the town. ‘Everybody that comes to Hanley goes to see them; b
ut the best are in Stoke.’
‘I’m sure I’m not going to Stoke to see potteries,’ he answered decisively, ‘but if there are any at Hanley I dare say I shall turn in some afternoon. I’ve heard some of our people say they are worth seeing. But,’ he added, as if a sudden thought had struck him, ‘I might go now; I’ve nothing to do for the next couple of hours. How far are the nearest?’
Kate told him that Powell and Jones’s works were close by in the High Street. She pointed out the way, but, failing to make Mr. Lennox understand her, she consented to go with him. He had a kind, soft manner of speaking which drew Kate towards him almost as if he had taken her in his arms, and it was astonishing how intimate they had grown in the last few minutes.
‘It doesn’t look very interesting,’ he said, as they stopped before an archway and looked into a yard filled with straw and packing-cases.
‘Yes it is, but you must see the different rooms. You must go up to the office and ask for permission to see the works.’
‘I don’t think I’d care to go by myself. Won’t you come with me?’
Kate hesitated; she had very little to do at home, and could say that Mrs. Barnes had kept her waiting.
‘Do come,’ he said after a pause, during which he looked at her eagerly.
‘Well, I should like to see the room where my mother used to work, but we mustn’t stop too long. I shall be missed at home.’ The matter being so arranged, they entered the yard, and Kate pointed out a rough staircase placed against the wall. ‘You must go up there; the office is at the top. Ask for permission to see the works and I’ll wait here for you.’
Half a dozen men were packing crockery into crates with spades, and as she watched them she remembered that she used to come to this yard with her mother’s dinner, and stand wondering how they could pack the delf without breaking it. She remembered one afternoon particularly well; she had promised to be very good, and had been allowed to sit by her mother and watch her painting flowers that wound in and out and all about a big blue vase. She remembered how she was reproved for peeping over her neighbour’s shoulder, and how proud she felt sitting among all the workwomen. She could recall the smell of the paint and turpentine, and her grief when she was told that she was too delicate to learn painting, and was going to be put out to dressmaking. But that time was long ago; her mother was dead and she was married. Everything was changed or broken, as was that beautiful vase, probably. It astonished Kate to find herself thinking of these things. She had passed the High Street twenty times during the last six months without it even occurring to her to visit the old places, and when Mr. Lennox came back he noticed that there were tears in her eyes. He made no remark, but hastily explained that he had been told that there was a party just that minute gone on in front of them, and they were to catch them up.
