Macy fell back against the couch.
“Aunt Maude I don’t like it out here and other than you and Megan I have no reason to stay. Turk acts stand offish toward me so I think he is over me finally. He’s probably going in town and seeing Mildred again. She is more his type anyway.”
“Macy you know Turk loves you. Look what he did when you left before. I don’t want to go through that again.
I want you to stay.”
“But Aunt Maude I only planned to come out here long enough to find Turk. I have a boyfriend and a job there. I can’t just walk off from that.”
If she didn’t go back to Boston she would have to be confronted with the decision again with Turk.
Finally after several nights she went up to her room to go to bed. When she went in Turk was setting on her bed waiting for her.
Turk what are you doing in my room?”
“Macy, don’t get shook up. I just want to talk to you for a while. I haven’t had a chance to spend much time with you. I had to see you tonight. I miss you letting me kiss you. I am so hungry for your lips.
Mom says you want to go back to Boston. Please Macy I don’t want you to go. I promise I want try to force myself on you anymore.”
“Turk you have made promises before and you have broken them.”
“I know Macy but this time I really mean it I don’t want to lose you again.”
She stood where she was for a second, then she walked over and let him kiss her. As soon as he pulled away she said, “Now you have had your kiss I want to know about Mildred. Have you been seeing her again?”
Turk replied, “Macy there is nothing going on between Mildred and me. The night you saw us together I took her home and went riding, I swear to you. Nothing happened that night. I felt guilty about being with her. I knew I had tried to push you too fast.
I should have never put my hands on you that night. Everything that has happened is my fault. I knew you had never been with a man before and I should never have tried to force you to go against your beliefs.”
“Turk if you only knew how hard it has been for me. I was raised to believe that sex before marriage was a sin.
When that is drilled into your head all your life you tend to have a problem with doing it. Every time I get to the point of having sex an alarm goes off in my head-screaming stop its wrong. I think the voice I hear is my mother.
I just have to take it slow and work past it. I will have sex with you someday maybe if it is that important to you but it’s got to be on my terms. I’m sorry it just the way it has to be.”
He stood up and kissed her again. “I will see you tomorrow beautiful. I have to get to bed.”
He walked out of the room leaving her standing watching as he stepped in the hall and closed the door behind him.
Her mind was in total turmoil. She didn’t know which way to turn.
What Megan had told her rang out in her head. If she went ahead and got it over with she could maybe put it behind her and get on with her life.
The torture that it was making her go through could be over in a couple minutes and then maybe she wouldn’t be tormented with it any more.
“Relax and let things come naturally.”
Megan isn’t a virgin and it doesn’t bother her. She’s not worried that a guy someday will not want her because she has had sex with someone else.
She is having sex with anyone anytime she wants to and she is having fun. Macy knew that is the one thing she was missing. She knew to if she had sex with Turk that Michael wouldn’t want her. Of course he hadn’t really acted like he wanted her anyway.
She made up her mind that’s what she was going to do.
She had just about decided she was going to let Turk have her virginity but she was still scared about it.
She talked to Megan some more about it and what to expect. She just wondered if it would be painful. She was starting to obsess about it wanting to go ahead and get it over with. Every time she was with Turk desire was getting harder for her to resist.
At times she wanted to run back to Boston to get away from the temptation but Aunt Maude had begged her not to leave.
One night after she got out of the shower her desire to get it over with was getting the best of her.
While she showered she was thinking about Turk’s hands on her body. She had worked herself up into an emotional turmoil.
She got out of the shower and dried herself while she watched in the mirror. She wondered if her body would change if she had sex.
She knew it was time to start enjoying an emotional affair and start moving on with her life.
As she stood looking in the mirror looking at herself she decided she wanted to get it over with then. She decided it was about time to experience what Megan had sworn was so good.
She wanted him right then and no changing her mind.
Instead of going to her room she went to Turk’s room.
She stood outside his room trying to build up the nerve to go in. Finally she swallowed hard as she opened his door slowly and walked into the dark room. She was shaking all over.
As soon as she stepped in she closed the door so no one would see her. She walked over to the side of the bed and looked at Turk. He was watching her with his eyes wide open.
“What are you doing Macy?”
“Turk I am ready. I want you now.”
“No Macy I am not going to do that to you. I promised you I wouldn’t and I am not going back on my word.”
“Turk I have made up my mind. I want to get it over with so I can have a little peace in my mind.”
“Macy I have never taken a girls virginity and I love you too much to do that to you and take the chance that you will hate me when we are through.”
“Turk, just shut up and move over so I can get in bed with you.”
“Ok but don’t blame me for this.”
He moved over, pulled the covers down. She swallowed hard, dropped her bathrobe and climbed in beside him.
She leaned over and kissed him lightly.
“Macy I can’t believe you are here. I will let you just lay there for a while and let you think about what you are doing.”
“Just hurry up and get it over with before I change my mind again.”
She kissed him again and opened her mouth. The kiss became more passionate as his tongue searched the inside of her mouth. Macy snuggled closer to him letting her breast press against his chest.
“Turk, just take it slow and be gentle. This is a big step for me and I don’t want to rush.”
“Macy I will take it as slow as you want and you can say stop any time you don’t feel comfortable.”
She laid back and tried to relax. She could feel his heart beating fast. He continued to kiss her letting his mouth slide off hers and across her face he moved over to her ear and nipped lightly on her ear lobe.
He was in no hurry and she didn’t want him to be.
He had all night and he wanted to savor every inch of her body. He worked meticulously without a word.
He pulled the covers off her and let his tongue work its way down to her throat.
Macy could feel the heat starting to rise in her body as he moved down to her breast. Her breathing was increasing with every new thing he did.
Macy started to moan quietly as his tongue circled her nipple making them rigid and putting her body on fire. Turk could feel her shaking as he worked. He knew she was scared.
She was a little apprehensive at first letting him touch her breast but the feelings rushing through her body and counseled that thought out.
Deep in the back of her mind she could hear Megan’s voice “Relax and go with the flow. Just relax and enjoy it.”
She forced herself to lie there and enjoy Turk’s advances. Every muscle kept saying get up and run.
She fought the urge and continued to let Turk explore her body with his tongue.
Turk moved down to her stomach running his tongue across her flat firm stoma
ch stopping long enough to circle her belly button. He rose up and crawled between her legs.
When he put his tongue in her crotch she about sat up in the bed. The feeling of his tongue felt even better than his finger did that night on the hood of the car. Macy spread her legs farther apart giving him more excess.
“Oh God Turk that feels so good.”
She felt like she was going higher and higher with desire as he made sure that each thing he did was just right.
He licked up and down as she curled her toes with pleasure. She never thought that he would do anything like that. She thought she would get in bed with him, he would stick it in and in a couple minutes it would be over with. No one had ever told her about foreplay and how good it felt. They hadn’t told her about climax either and she was about to have her first.
Her juices coated his tongue and tasted sweet and her valley smelled of violets from her bath powder.
She could feel the passion rising the more he licked.
Her body started jerking and she dug her fingers in his shoulders as she reach the top and exploded in a tremendous climax. Oh god Turk that felt so good. Do it again.”
She started breathing hard and pushing his head away as one climax after another rushed through her body faster and faster till she thought she was going to scream out loud.
“Oh God oh God, Turk stop I can’t take any more. It feels too good. I, I, ooh, ooh, ooh, yes oh God it’s so good.”
Turk knew he was doing everything just right by her pleads.
Climax after climax was ripping through her body ripping her apart.
Finally when he raised his head up the convulsions subsided. Turk stood up and got a condom out of his nightstand. He pulled it out of the foil and rolled it on to his stiff member.
He took some K-Y jelly and put on the condom and on her.
She looked up at him and said, “Please be gentle.
Remember this is my first time.”
“Macy this is it. You better change your mind right now are it’s going to be too late.”
“Turk just put it in. I have to do it now.”
“Ok here we go.”
He held her hips up spread her legs as far as he could comfortably and he guided himself slowly inside her.
She felt a sharp quick pain followed by the warmness of him inside her.
It didn’t hurt as bad as she had been told. In fact it felt good to her.
He slowly pushed himself in till his abdomen was against hers. She felt like he completely filled her insides. Strange new feelings were ripping through her body. She realized then she was no longer a virgin. But Turk felt so good she didn’t care.
“Oh Turk I love you. I will remember this night for ever and the man that took my virginity.”
She felt her body start convulsing again as he slowly slid back and forth inside her.
Her lower abdomen started flexing and releasing with each stroke.
She couldn’t believe how it made her body feel. She wanted to scream with the pleasure but she knew better. She didn’t want to wake the whole house.
Turks stamina was unbelievable as he kept pumping.
Macy wanted more and more as she started rising to meet each of his thrust as she tightened and released all the muscles in her insides.
She could tell that Turk was starting to feel the effects of her tightening and releasing. Watching him moving back and forth and feeling the pleasure of him sliding in and out she felt another orgasm coming. It rose out of her crotch and came to the surface making her body convulse when her climax exploded between her thighs Making her raise her hips to meet Turk in mid stroke.
This put Turk over the edge and he burst loose.
She felt him pulsing as he released his load in to the end of the condom. She muffled the screams of her orgasm by pulling her pillow over her head.
Turk collapsed on top of her trying to catch his breath.
“Macy, don’t hate me in the morning but you are the hottest woman I have ever been with. You are the first virgin I have ever been with too.
“Tears were rolling down her cheeks. All the years she had tried to remain celibate and now it was gone. It was worth it though.
The feelings she had were like nothing she had ever experienced. She knew now she would never have to refuse him again. It was like a big burden was lifted from her shoulders.
She turned his face to her and kissed him. He returned her kiss.
“Turk you are the hottest man I have ever been with.”
“That’s no complement since I’m the only man you have been with. I knew you would be good but I never had any idea how good you were. The only problem is you’re so hot I can’t last long.”
“Megan told me sex was good but I never realized how good it was. No one can put those feelings into words.”
They lay together holding each other till they fell asleep.
They woke up the next morning to noise outside.
Macy jumped up.
“I have to get to my room before anyone sees me.”
She put on her bathrobe and went to the door. She peeked out the door to see if anyone was in the hall.
Then she ran as fast as she could to her room.
She opened the door and ran in before anyone saw her.
When she got inside she closed the door. Her hands were shaking like she was a little kid trying to get away with something. She stood in front of the mirror and dropped the robe.
As she looked at herself she couldn’t see any difference. She was the same Macy she always was.
“Well that wasn’t so bad. Now I don’t have to worry about Turk trying to put his hands on me. It’s gone and I don’t have to worry about it anymore.”
She felt her crotch where Turk had been and it made her body tingle. She was still wet from last night and very sensitive to the touch. She knew if Turk touched her again right now she would have another climax.
Macy put her clothes on, combed her hair, put her makeup on and went down stairs to see the others.
She felt a little sore between her legs from the night before but it was a good kind of sore.
Somehow it felt like all her tension was gone.
As she walked into the dining room Megan met her at the door.
“Where did you sleep last night Macy? I went to your room early to wake you up and your bed hadn’t been slept in.
Macy’s face turned red as she started to try and explain.
Her mind was trying to come up with some kind of answer to give Megan.
“The hell with it Megan, I slept with Turk last night and it was even better than you described. Aunt Maude doesn’t know I didn’t sleep in my room last night does she?”
“Heck no, I would never say anything to her. After breakfast we are going someplace and you are going to tell me every detail.”
“There’s not much to tell.”
Turk came in and set down. He looked at Megan and Macy.
“Good morning ladies.”
He was trying to be nonchalant to Megan so she wouldn’t get any ideas.
Megan looked at him and stuck her tongue out and ran it around her lips. He blushed and started eating.
Macy wanted to crawl under the table.
She looked at Turk. He didn’t look like the same guy he did yesterday. Macy saw him in a totally different way.
“Macy was so afraid someone was going to say something she was on pins and needles.
Aunt Maude sat eating totally unaware of what was going on at the table.
When they finished they all got up and went outside.
The first thing Megan did was get in her comments to Turk.
“Hey Turk I hear you are a sex fend. How did it feel to get a cherry?”
He looked at Macy.
“Was she worth all the hell you put yourself through over her?”
“You damn right she was. I feel like I have never had a woman till Macy. Macy you were great.”
She sh
rugged her shoulders and turned red.
“Macy, I think you made a big hit with one of us.”
He looked at Macy again.
“I wish you hadn’t said anything to her Macy. She won’t let go now.”
“She guessed it. I didn’t have to tell her, she guessed it when she went to my room early and my bed hadn’t been slept in.”
Turk pointed his finger at Megan and said, “You better not let it slip to Mom.”
“You don’t have to worry. There are certain things that I don’t talk about to mom. Sex is one of them.”
“You ladies stay out of trouble. I have work to do if I can muster the energy after last night.”
He left them in the yard talking.
CHAPTER IX
TURK PROPOSES
“Let’s saddle up some horses and go for a ride.”
Macy was embarrassed about sleeping with Turk. She wasn’t sure she was going to be able to discuss it with Megan openly. She knew also after sleeping with Turk she would never be able to go back to Boston to live.
They walked into the stable and pulled out their horses.
They headed out onto the range walking their horses side by side.
“Ok Macy, tell me all about last night.”
Macy started out with her shower.”
Right away she blushed. It was hard to tell Megan that she had gotten worked up in the shower that she wanted him then.
She told her every step and every thought she had.
Megan’s face got flushed then.
“I have to go into town. You have got me so hot talking about last night I am going to have to get some relief.”
“Aren’t you afraid of getting with someone that will mistreat you?”
“No I only have sex with the guys that I have known forever. My relationship is strictly sex with no emotional involvement”
They circled around the ranch and eventually came back to where they started.
Macy looked over at the stables and saw Turk standing in the doorway watching them.
She rode over to him.
“Wait here a minute, I want to go riding with you.”
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