by Chris Fabry
“I think of him often. I try to reconcile the evil he did with the man I remember.”
“Usually a person isn’t all good or bad. They’re somewhere in between. I saw something tender from him in that house in Nogales.”
“Yes, he seemed as if he cared for me.”
“I’m sure he did. In his own way.”
“So you’ll stay in Tucson? Or would you move here? There is a need for music and the arts.”
“And a new movie theater,” he said. “I promised we’d go. We should do that.”
“I would like that very much.”
He dipped his head. “So is this an invitation?”
She blushed. “Do you want it to be?”
He leaned the guitar against a post and took her by the shoulders. “I’ve lived my whole life with fences. I didn’t know it until I lost Alycia. I suppose borders are there for a reason. To keep countries separated. To keep neighbors in line. But I never knew how many fences were around my heart till I met you.”
She kept quiet and just watched his face, watched him form the words.
“Every heart has a turning point. And once you get there, once you cross the line, you can’t go back. I think I’ve crossed it, Maria. And I don’t know what that means exactly, but I’m willing to keep moving forward if you are.”
Her face was like the sunshine itself.
In the shade of his Stetson, on the edge of the field, on ground that felt like a new beginning, their lips met.
Maria moved back to look into his eyes, something welling in hers. “El amor no tiene fronteras.”
“What was that?”
“If this is to work, you will have to learn another language.”
“You know anybody who can teach me?”
“Love has no borders. That’s what I said.”
J. D. pulled her to his chest and kissed her hair, then her forehead. “It surely doesn’t.”
Acknowledgments
FOUR YEARS AGO our family moved to Tucson for health reasons. We’ve met some wonderful people through the journey. Pastor Steve Lindsey welcomed us to his cowboy church even though we’re not cowboys. Pastor Eddie and the men of the “Fishermen’s Club” welcomed me as well, and I’m grateful for their friendship.
Kristina Townsend and her family walked the same health road, though a little ahead of us. Dr. Michael Gray helped us identify our problems and put us on a good health path.
Jeremy Breach, the Camachos, Nancy Powell, John Carruth, Melissa Simmons, Pam Bateman, Steve Hayes, Jay Webster, Kathy and Andy O’Brien, and Kim Newhouse have all been instrumental in our lives.
Thanks to Pastor Rob Landry and the people of Two Green Lights Ministries who have risked much to love the people of Sonora, Mexico, and beyond. And special thanks to Tina and Jim of Walking J Farm (walkingjfarm.com), who run an organic farm that does not resemble Slocum’s place, for the technical assistance.
Sarah Mason made this a much better book. Thanks for your editing perspicacity. And thanks to Karen Watson and my Tyndale family for letting me tell stories.
My father, Robert J. Fabry, passed away during the writing of this book. His hands were at home in the earth and I owe any authentic love for farming that comes through these pages to him.
About the Author
CHRIS FABRY is a 1982 graduate of the W. Page Pitt School of Journalism at Marshall University and a native of West Virginia. He is heard on Moody Radio’s Chris Fabry Live!, Love Worth Finding, and Building Relationships with Dr. Gary Chapman. He and his wife, Andrea, are the parents of nine children. Chris has published more than seventy books for adults and children. His novel Dogwood won a Christy Award in 2009. In 2011 Almost Heaven won a Christy Award and the ECPA Christian Book Award for fiction.
You can visit his website at www.chrisfabry.com.
Discussion Questions
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At the beginning of the story, J. D. muses that “he was a stranger here, and the thought comforted him.” Why do you think he feels that way? Given what you learn about J. D., what do you think drove him to Arizona in the first place?
In many ways, J. D.’s sojourn in the desert parallels stories of biblical characters driven to the wilderness. Can you think of any examples? Have you ever experienced a period of “wandering in the desert”? If so, what did you learn?
Why do you think J. D. decided to help Maria instead of calling Border Patrol as Slocum had instructed? Both Slocum and Pastor Ron later accuse him of having the same motive. What is it? Do you agree?
Late in the story, J. D. looks back over the events that brought him to this point and begins “to piece the what-ifs together.” What questions and possible outcomes does he consider? If J. D. hadn’t met Maria, how do you think the next five years of his life would have unfolded?
Why does J. D. have such a negative view of God? Have you ever experienced a tragedy that caused similar feelings, even on a smaller scale? Were you able to move past it and still believe? If so, how?
J. D. remembers his father telling him that “small decisions lead to big ones.” What did he mean by this? How do you see this idea play out in the story? Have you seen it illustrated in your own life?
J. D. often refers to the racist attitude prevalent in the small Arizona town. How does Maria turn the tables on him? (See p. 99.) Have you ever had to confront this kind of stereotype, whether in your own thoughts or in other people’s assumptions—even their assumptions about you? How did that feel?
On p. 94, J. D. muses that Maria “was a jigsaw puzzle, and the more edge pieces he found, the more he felt like he shouldn’t empty the box. Just put it back on the shelf and walk away.” Were you skeptical of Maria? Why or why not? Did your view of her change as the story went on?
Several times throughout the story, characters argue about whether or not it’s right to help an illegal alien. What are the arguments on both sides? What side would you fall on? Can you think of any stories or passages from the Bible that would apply?
On pp. 185-186, J. D. says that he used to think his life was up to chance. And if it wasn’t, that would be more frightening to him. What do you think he means? Which do you think is more frightening to believe—that we control our destinies or that God does? Why?
Consider Pastor Ron’s response to Muerte’s question about the existence of evil in chapter 21. What did you think of their conversation? If someone asked you why God allows suffering, how would you respond?
When Maria asks J. D. why he helps her instead of going after the million-dollar reward, he replies, “Money can’t give me anything I don’t already have.” How does this compare to the old adage “Money can’t buy happiness”? Do you agree with J. D.’s perspective?
The desert setting plays a big part in the story. What obstacles does the desert present that the characters must overcome? Are there any ways that the setting also helps them?
In chapter 22, Maria tells J. D. that she believes the opposite of fear is love. How does this discussion influence J. D.’s decisions? Do you agree that “you cannot love and fear at the same time”?
What struggles do J. D. and Maria have ahead of them as the story concludes? If you were to write a sequel, what do you think would eventually happen?
