“You are so delicious, Marilyn,” he says, going straight to my sex. Opening my folds with his tongue, he sucks and pulls on me. This is so crazy, I can’t believe myself. When I feel his tongue go inside me I scream, “AHHHHHHHHH!” He must like that, because he continues to hold my legs apart and his tongue is going in . . . out . . . in . . . out. I feel my head shaking, going back and forth. I need to get away from him. I try to move, and his hands grip my legs.
“Marilyn, let go for me, I want all of my dessert.” That is enough for me and I begin to come. He holds his mouth to me, sucking, making sure he draws out my orgasm. He continues to kiss my inner thighs, sucking and biting me. He moves his body up mine and places my legs around his waist. He pushes up my bra and starts sucking my nipples, hard. They instantly harden, and I can’t believe that I’m allowing this. He comes to my ear.
“Marilyn, you are so beautiful and sweet, and I want you,” he says, as he starts to grind his sex on me with his sweats on. I can’t, this is so wrong, how did I get into this. “Marilyn, stop thinking and let me, please,” he says, as he stares into my eyes waiting for an answer. He is still moving, and I just nod a yes. He stands, pulling me with him, and he is in my bedroom fast. He never lets me go; gripping my ass he lowers me to the bed and kisses my ear, my neck, and my shoulders. I feel him pushing his pants down, and now I feel his sex on mine and he’s so hard and huge. Wait, he has to put on a condom.
“Showken, condoms, in my drawer,” I say, panting.
“I’m okay, I don’t need one,” he says, sliding in a finger, and I respond so well. He slides it in . . . out . . . in . . . out, and instead of just putting in another finger he pushes in two more. Shit, that hurts.
“Showken, that hurts,” I say, and he moves down my body, not saying a word, and pulls my clitoris with his mouth, as he continues to push his fingers inside of me. It no longer hurts, but I can feel him stretching me out, crossing the fingers like scissors inside of me.
“Just relax, I’m going to get you ready for me,” he says, coming back up my body, taking in my breast and sucking it hard again. I feel my body preparing for another orgasm.
“Yes, Marilyn, another one. Let me feel you come on my fingers, now.” Again I release, and my body is going crazy. He pulls his fingers out and licks each finger that I’ve exploded on. I don’t know why, but that turns me on something bad. He still hasn’t gone for a condom.
“Showken, you have to put on a condom, we have to be safe,” I say, panting, not wanting to get pregnant or catch an STD.
“I’m clean, and even if you’re not, it won’t affect me,” he says, placing his sex right at my entrance. I don’t know why I believe him, or maybe it’s just so intense. I can’t stop myself, and with his eyes closed he pushes himself inside me and shit, this is hurting. I don’t say anything, knowing my body will adjust. He doesn’t move, and starts a very deep kiss with me. Our tongues dance, and he licks my lips and sucks them in between kisses. I feel my body warming and I push towards him. I feel the smile on my face and he begins to thrust, in . . . out . . . in . . . out. He continues to move slowly. My body wants more and I start moving faster and he stops, letting me catch my breath he starts again this time grabbing my hips, moving me to his speed. He goes slow, then fast, and then slow again. I try not to scream, but he gives a good push and I’m screaming, “IT FEEELS SOOOO GOOOD!!” And he does it again.
“You feel amazing, I want to stay like this, beautiful,” he says. I wrap my arms around his neck and try to push him over, and it’s like trying to move a building. He’s solid. He smiles and rolls over to his back, holding me tight, never pulling out of me. I can’t move, oh my, he’s so big, I think he’s touching too many of my insides. He starts to move, and I close my eyes and just feel. I start to move up and down and he’s guiding me. I place my hands on his chest and really start to move, I feel him squeezing my breast and my juices are running out of me, making it easier to move. Throwing back my head I feel the heat building inside of me, my body is on fire for this man. For the first time I hear him moan, “Mmmm, yes sweetness!” Those words are comforting, even though he knows I don’t like terms of endearment, he keeps calling me by those terms. I’m sure on purpose.
“Showken,” I say, as he grasps my hips and pushes in deep. He sits up and I wrap my arms around him, meeting each thrust with my body.
“Let me feel you come around me again, baby,” he says, and I try to hold out and I’m pulling at his hair and my body has a mind of its own as I try to escape his arms. This orgasm is just too much. I want this, and yet I’m trying to run away from it at the same time. I finally relax and his arms loosen and I’m panting like Bruiser. I was not supposed to sleep with this man. Shit, we didn’t use a condom.
“Stop thinking, Marilyn, and just relax after sex,” he says, turning to lay me down and gently pulling out of me. I thought he was going to get up. He positions himself behind me, pulling me close. I feel sleep coming, and just as I’m closing my eyes I think I heard him say, “My Marilyn”. I smile at the thought, and sleep overtakes me.
SHOWKEN
What the hell am I doing? I should not be cuddling her, yet I can’t bring myself to move. She felt so good exploding for me that I can still feel her. I’m usually a one-night type of guy, but Marilyn makes me want a few more nights with her. She’s an awesome lover. Shit, did I just think lover? Those beautiful grey eyes are amazing. I take a peek at her sleeping, and she looks so soft, which I know is not the truth. She has some deep feelings against her family, and I need to find out what they are. I smell Bruiser enter the room, and see him sit at the door. I reach my hand out for him. He comes to me, and I rub his head. He recognizes the beast in me, and knows I’m more than man. Luckily, he can’t speak. I look him in the eyes and send him a good feeling. He barks loudly, and before I’m aware of it, I’m laughing out loud. I feel Marilyn stirring, and turn to give her a morning kiss. I know she’s sore, I’m going to have to run her a bath, I didn’t mean to work her over like that, but that first taste was too good.
“Good morning, sexy,” I say. When she told me not to call her by terms of endearment, it became my duty to do so.
“Good morning, and I see you keep using sweet words for me still,” she says, with slight smile.
“Well, you are so beautiful, precious. I just can’t help myself, honey,” I say, chuckling. I feel her hand on my chest, rubbing my birthmark, which humans always think is a tattoo. My beast responds and growls inside me. She has to stop that, or I’ll be inside her again. I grab her hand and start sucking her fingers. I send heat into each one, giving her a little fire to distract her. She moans, “Ahhh.” I smile and go in for a kiss, I know I have shocked her because she is hesitant, but she gives in.
“I have to get ready for work, I have to be at my first job at 10 a.m.,” she says. I don’t want her to go to work. I am even more concerned that she says her first job. Shit, how many jobs does she have?
“Marilyn, what are your dreams?” I ask. I would like to know if she’s happy. I shouldn’t care, usually I’m gone before they awaken, not even worrying about their soreness, but I feel something else with her. I like her smart mouth.
“What? Showken, I don’t dream about anything anymore. Dreams don’t come true.”
“Yes they do, and I want to know what is the one thing you would like to do?” I ask, turning her on her back and positioning myself to hover over her delicious body. Those curves; she is truly awesome, and I want to feel them, after she tells me her dream.
“Showken, you are not listening, I really don’t know. I used to dream, but that was a long time ago,” she says, looking away from my face. She’s lying; she knows what she wants. I quickly grab her legs and hold them up in the air. I hear her gasp.
“Showken, what are you doing? I need to go take a shower and get ready for work,” she says, but I smell her arousal rising.
“First, a shower is not going to help, and second, you should know I don�
�t like to be lied to. So try again, dream . . . ” I say, tilting my head as I push the tip of my sex inside her.
“Showken, mmm. I can’t think like this,” she says, trying to pull away. I like this; she’s a ton of fun. I pull out and do it again. “SHOWKEN!” she yells, and I like the sound of that.
“Dream, gorgeous,” I say, smiling. She is getting frustrated.
“I wanted to be a painter, satisfied?” she says, and I thrust all the way into her.
“Yes I am,” I say, giving her a proper morning wake-up. When we finish, I know for sure I’m going to have to put her in the tub, but she thinks she’s just going to walk into the bathroom. She pulls back the covers and sits up.
“What are you doing? Stay here, I’ll start the bath,” I say, standing and heading for the bathroom. I look in and shit, it’s tiny.
“I don’t have time for a bath, I’ll take a shower so I can get going,” she says, and I start laughing. She’s so determined.
“I think you should stay right there and wait for me,” I say, turning and starting the bath water. I blow into the water, and hopefully my fire can take her soreness away. I come back into the room, only to find Marilyn lying on the floor and Bruiser licking her face. She looks pissed. I chuckle, for one I didn’t hear her fall, and second she looks adorable on the floor naked with Bruiser licking her face.
“Stop your smirking and help me up, please,” she snaps. I walk over and stand there, shaking my head. I told this stubborn woman to be still.
“I told you to wait for me,” I say, trying to contain my laughter, but I can’t. I’m in full hysterics in no time.
“This is not funny, Showken, you did this on purpose,” she says, in full pout mode.
“Yes, I did do it on purpose. I wanted you to feel so good, and by the looks of it you forgot I held your legs up for hours. Bruiser, stop licking her face,” I say, bending and picking her up. I walk her into the bathroom and gently lower her into the tub.
“Showken, I need to get ready, and, umm, you don’t have to stay. In fact, I can’t think straight, and really need time alone,” she says, looking me in the eye. Those grey eyes are so fucking beautiful. I shouldn’t care that she wants me to leave, I’m usually the one leaving anyway, but I don’t want to leave right now. I will respect her wish, though, this time.
“Oh, yeah, I need to get home and start getting prepared for work tomorrow,” I say, feeling strange. I don’t like this feeling. I turn and walk into the bedroom, slipping my clothes back on, giving Bruiser a rub and heading for her door.
“Hurry up so you can come lock your door, love,” I say, shutting the door, not wanting to hear her complaining about taking care of herself. I drive myself home and walk into my room, crashing on the bed. I need to rest before work tomorrow.
***
Walking into work with my brothers and not having Draken here is strange. He has always made sure everything went along fine with the business. I pass my secretary going to my office. I don’t want Draken’s office, he may show up at any time. He’s very controlling, but I would kill for my brother.
“Mr. Draglen,” Kim says, as I turn my doorknob. I turn and see the woman smiling at me. She’s very attractive, and any other time I would be flirting with her, but I can’t get my mind off Marilyn.
“Showken, remember? I’m not my brother, just Showken,” I say, giving her a small smile and causing her to blush furiously. Shit. I can’t flirt with you, lady. Let me get into my office.
“Okay, Showken. Your 10 a.m. is on the phone and would like to do a conference call with you right now. What would you like to do?” she asks, falling back into business mode.
“Really? Okay, tell him I’ll be ready in five minutes, and then just transfer the call. Let my brothers know that I’m doing a conference call with the banks and if at least one could join. That will be great,” I say, walking away and shutting my door. Today is a big day, as three large banking corporations are approaching us with investments to help insure our funding. This will be a lucrative deal for the family, to increase our wealth in this land. I can’t screw this up, but I’m missing Marilyn’s touch and her snappy mouth. I had better be focused on this deal, or Draken will come visit, and everyone knows he’s a hard ass. I’m pulled out of my thoughts when the phone rings, Kim’s voice comes in.
“Mr. Showken, Domlen has agreed to join you on the call; shall I connect you now?” she says, and I’m amazed at how she still puts Mr. in front of Showken.
“Yes, Kim, thanks,” I say, and I’m connected with the conference call in seconds. Everyone does greetings, and I start off by saying, “Out of World Enterprises will expect nothing less than what we offer on every fifty million we supply or insure.” I’m glad Domlen is on this call, he’s a hard ass, too, and doesn’t negotiate. He’s offer or no offer. The meeting lasts over forty-five minutes, but in the end Draglen brothers are able to close the deal. I feel very proud right now, and would like to share the good news with someone. My mind instantly goes to Marilyn, and I think maybe I should send a text. I don’t want to bother her at work with a ringing cell. Shit, I need to get a grip, but after my text.
Hey, beautiful. Hope work is going well for you. I just wanted to share that I closed a really big deal today and yeah just want to share with someone. Showken Draglen
I hope she responds. I begin typing on another project we are working on with some of the oil companies. My cell beeps, I shouldn’t be excited, but I am.
Hello Showken, glad you closed a deal. Umm I really don’t know anything about this deal, but I’m still happy for you. Marilyn
She responded, shit. I’m not sure what to do. I never see a woman for more than one night, but with her I need to see her again, tonight. I can’t be falling for her, I think the smart mouth and the hot sex has me wanting more. Well, I’ve had some very hot sex with some women, but I never texted them the next day. Marilyn, I need to figure out your pull on me. I text back:
So, when you get off tonight can I see you again? Showken Draglen
I can’t believe I just texted that. I sound desperate. I should just walk away. I’ve already had sex with her, if I stick around she’ll become needy. I’m not ready to settle down. My phone beeps and I grab it fast. She truly excites me.
Showken, we had a good time last night and I think it would be best if we leave it just like that. I don’t and really am not ready to start seeing anyone. I enjoyed you last night, but we can’t see each other again. Take care. Marilyn
Fuck, she just shut me down after a night of hot sex? I’ve never had this happen. My beast is pissed. I look at my reflection in the glass of the picture of my siblings on my desk, and, sure enough, my eyes are glowing. I will the door to lock, just in case my brothers want to come in. I can’t believe she said take care, what kind of shit is that? Fuck that. I text back:
We need to discuss this in person and take care Marilyn, don’t piss me off. Showken Draglen
I’m pacing my office right now. If there is going to be anyone getting let go it’s her, not me. She’s trying to shut me down again. My cell beeps.
Showken I don’t owe you shit and if I say it’s over then it’s over just accept it and move on please and stop texting me. Marilyn
WHAT! I should just accept it and leave her alone, but not when she says so. Marilyn, you pissed off a dragon and you don’t even know it.
Precious, you have no idea who you’re trying to shut down. I don’t do shut down and you have caused me a very stressful day now. I WILL SEE YOU LATER! Showken Draglen
I don’t know who she thinks she is. I do the break-ups, not her. I say when, and I’m not done. My phone rings and I snatch it and scream “Hello” forgetting I’m at work.
“Showken, I see you’re really pissed and it has to do with Marilyn. I told you to leave her alone.”
“Layern, this is not the fucking time. You know you should not get into this, I know to leave her alone, but when I’m done with her!” I snap.
“You’re joking right, listen, the longer you stay around this woman the more attached you will be, and I know all about being attached, but if you want her then go for her, just don’t pretend you don’t want her.”
“Pretending, I’m not fucking pretending,” I growl. I can’t believe she got me like this. I look and she’s not responded yet, this is not happening. I’m her one night stand, NO! I will not allow it.
“Brother, calm down.” Layern says, forcefully. “You know what your beast can do. Get it together and let her go. I’m sure your eyes are glowing, and you know your beast has issues with rejection, get calm now,” I know this is to calm my beast and bring me back from anger. My beast can get angry, and once it’s angry, a true beast rises. Marilyn started this and damn it, she will not end it.
“I’m calm, I need to get off the phone,” I say, hanging up the phone and sending another text:
Beautiful, I know my last text was demanding and really I’m not that guy. I just need to understand how you can shut off something that you know we have together, I’m sorry for using caps, which I know means yelling. I’m angry at me. I want to see you and I know you do too, I’m not sure why you are denying yourself. Please forgive me and speak with me. Showken Draglen
I fumble around my desk waiting for my phone to beep, and it seems like forever, but it does.
First my name is Marilyn get that in your head and second. Why can’t you respect my decision? You should not make this hard. We had fun. I enjoyed you Showken, but like I said I never wanted this between us to happen, you seduced me. I’m not blaming you, but I didn’t ask for this in fact you chased me down. It was only one night; please move on and yes I accept your apology. Now, I’m at work. Marilyn
She’s been sent into my life to put me through hell. There is no other way to explain this. I’ve never been rejected. If she wants to end then so be it, but I can make her wish she didn’t. I will see her tonight, just not how she may have thought.
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