by K. J. Dahlen
“Are you sure?” he asked.
Cricket stared at him and nodded. “Would you mind staying with me tonight?”
Raine smiled. “I would love to stay with you tonight.”
Cricket got to her feet and turned to face him. Slowly she began unbuttoning her shirt.
Raine watched her take off her shirt. Her skin gleamed in the moonlight coming through the window. She wasn’t wearing a bra so her breasts were bare. He took a deep breath as she came closer to where he was standing.
Raising up on her tiptoes, she brushed her lips along his jawline. He was almost a full foot taller than she was but she wasn’t going to let her lack of height stand in her way.
Then he wrapped his arms around her and pulled her closer. His mouth pressed over hers and she melted. When her lips parted, Raine pushed his tongue in deep. She gasped and let the sensations she was feeling run through her. Her heart was pounding in her chest and she could feel her core dampening. “Touch me,” she whispered. “I need to feel something tonight.”
Raine lifted her higher and sucked her breast into his mouth. His teeth closed around her nipple and he bit down lightly.
Cricket gasped at the hint of pain then groaned as the pain turned to pleasure. Her arms went around his neck and she held him closer. “Please,” she begged. “I need more.”
Raine groaned and moved his hands down to her pants. Fumbling with the zipper and nearly tearing her clothes off, he laid her down on the bed. His mouth was on hers and his hands were busy kneading her breasts and pinching her nipples.
Cricket felt on fire. Lust ran through her and his lips and hands made the fire hotter. When he touched her core, she opened her legs and when he pressed his finger deep inside her, she cried out. Her core sucked him in deep and soon another finger joined the first. Her hips began to grind into his hand as he finger-fucked her.
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Raine groaned as he felt how wet she was, how warm and wet and so ready for him. He had paused at first when she asked him to stay. He wasn’t sure if this was the right thing to do. But he had watched this woman since she arrived. He’d felt attracted to her from the start and to him, she’d shown courage and kindness.
When she whispered, “Please...” He couldn’t wait any longer. He ripped his pants down past his hips and he hadn’t even kicked them all the way off before he was inside her. He moaned when her body sheathed his cock. She was so tight that he almost missed it. He felt part of her give way under his thrust but she never cried out in pain.
Then he began thrusting, gentle at first until Cricket wrapped her legs around his hips and he lost control. He began thrusting deeper and harder and when she screamed his name, he thrust one last time and exploded inside her. He closed his eyes as he felt her grip him tightly and now, he was almost afraid to open them again.
Moving to her side, he opened his eyes and found her looking back at him. “Why didn’t you tell me?” he whispered.
She frowned as she closed her eyes. “Tell you what? That I’m a loser? That I’ve never had a lover before? I just wanted to experience something new and different.” She glanced away from him briefly, then she found his eyes again. “I’m facing my own mortality tomorrow and I wanted something I could hold onto. Something Cordy can’t take away from me like she’s done all my life. I wanted you to give me what no other man had before.”
Raine leaned over and kissed her. His lips pressed against hers and when she opened her mouth, he pushed his tongue in. His kiss grew hot and his hands reached for her breasts. Cupping and squeezing her flesh, he played with her nipples and smiled as she gasped in pleasure.
He began licking and sucking her nipples and finally he took a minute to pull his pants all the way off. Then he pushed open her legs and kissed her core. His tongue licked her slit and he nibbled on her clit, sucking it into his mouth. When he flicked his tongue on her button, he could feel her pulsing throb. Her skin grew warmer and he could feel her response to his stimulus.
He raised up and grabbed a condom from his pants. Dammit, he’d missed it the first time. It’d been awhile since he’d bedded a woman.
~* * * *~
Cricket groaned and felt her body heat up. When he rammed his fingers deep inside her, she felt like she would burst into flames. She could feel a quickening rushing through her. “Please,” she called out. “I need you inside me now.”
After a moment Raine was there and he surged upward. His lips ground into hers and he rammed his cock into her body for a second time. Cricket screamed with pleasure and Raine lost control. He rammed himself deep and hard into her. She cried out his name and he exploded inside her.
Sweat dripped from his forehead and splashed on her chest. Moving to her side again, he didn’t let he go. He hauled her on top of him and slowly his heart began to calm.
Cricket laid her head on his chest. His heartbeat echoed in her ear and for a moment, she didn’t move. She just laid there and listened to the blood rushing through his body. Closing her eyes she whispered, “Thank you.”
Raine’s arms tightened around her. “What are you thanking me for?”
Cricket shrugged but didn’t say anything. Sliding down beside him, she reached for the blanket and pulled it up to cover them both. She paused still turned away from him. “Will you stay?’ she whispered.
“Yeah, I’ll stay.”
She turned to her side and snuggled close to him. Her back to his side, then he turned and pressed his chest to her back. His heat warmed her as he wrapped his arms around her. Cricket smiled and for the first time in forever…she felt safe. She closed her eyes and within minutes was sound asleep.
~* * * *~
Raine laid there, his mind racing. What the hell had he done? He hadn’t come here tonight to sleep with her, he’d come to see if she was okay. Facing a club tribunal was scary, especially when the charges were kidnapping and murder. Rumors of murder and mayhem had spread from member to member and as always, the rumors were changing from mouth to mouth. Had he just slept with someone capable of killing a man? Would he wake up in a few hours?
Raine decided he had to trust his own feelings. He’d seen this girl when she first walked up and returned Jemmia. He felt in his gut, she’d just suffered from a bad life, where her sister’s evil controlled everything she did.
Closing his eyes, he laid his head against hers and relaxed. In minutes, his gentle snores matched Cricket’s breathing.
CHAPTER SIXTEEN
Raine felt soft fingertips running down his side. He groaned and tried hard not to have to open his eyes. Then he felt the fingertips stop on his side. They outlined his birthmark. The mark was under his armpit and it was the shape of a crooked smile. It was the mark every man in his family bore for generations.
When they didn’t move again, Raine opened his eyes and found Cricket watching him with a questioning look in her eyes. He searched her face but couldn’t understand her look. “What’s wrong?”
~* * * *~
Cricket bit her lip and closed her eyes at the sensation of betrayal she felt. She tried to turn away and as she wrapped the sheet around her body, she couldn’t hold back the sobs any longer. When she’d seen the mark on his body in almost the same place as Dusty had, she didn’t want to believe it. But it was there.
“Wait a minute,” he called out as he held her at his side. “What’s the matter?”
“Nothing.”
“There’s something you aren’t telling me,” he insisted. “Talk to me Cricket. What has you so upset this morning?”
Cricket took a deep breath. “Isn’t the fact that the tribunal is upon us reason enough?”
Raine pulled her back against him. “No, while that’s a concern, I don’t think that’s what’s bothering you. Talk to me.”
Cricket took a deep breath. She tried to get away from him but he wouldn’t let her go. Finally, she asked him, “Did you sleep with my sister?”
Raine was stunned. “What? No, how could you ask m
e that?”
Cricket turned her head and saw his look of astonishment. She frowned.
“Why would you think I slept with your sister?” Raine asked.
Cricket waved at his side. “You have the same birthmark as Dusty. It’s in the same place and the same shape.”
Raine looked stunned. “Dusty has the same birthmark as me?”
Cricket nodded. “I thought that you passed it down to him. Like something from father to son.”
Raine got out of bed and grabbed his pants. As he pulled them up, he sat down beside her. “This,” he motioned toward his birthmark, “Is a birthmark of the Moore family. More often than not, it passes down to the men in our family. But if Dusty has this mark, he isn’t my son. I never met your sister before all of this happened.”
Cricket frowned. “But you were in Dad’s club in Maine weren’t you?”
Raine nodded. “Yeah I was in the Satan’s Bastards, but seven years ago I wasn’t around much. I was out on the road setting up a business route for Sam.”
“Do you have brothers?”
Raine nodded. “Four. I have four brothers.” He turned to her. “I need to see this birthmark. If this kid is a Moore, I’ll know it.”
Cricket felt her world spinning out of control. She didn’t want anything to change and she knew if Dusty’s father ever knew he was there, things would change. She’d been his only lifeline and she wasn’t sure she wanted that to change. “What would happen to him if he is a Moore?” she whispered.
“Then his family will raise him,” Raine insisted.
Cricket got up and wrapping the sheet around her, she went to stand in front of the window.
~* * * *~
The early morning sun lit up the room and for a moment, it glowed around her. Raine was so intrigued and attracted to this woman. He could sense she was very upset though. He didn’t know what was so disturbing for her. “Is that so bad? I’m sure his father never knew he existed but he will now.”
Cricket nodded but wouldn’t look at him. “I did the best I could you know. With Cordy as a mother, it wasn’t easy. I did the best I could for him.”
With her whispered words, Raine finally understood her position. He went over to her and wrapped his big arms around her. When he tried to pull her close at first she resisted but he didn’t give her a choice. It was only when she relaxed against him that he told her, “You did a great job. The night you brought Jemmia home to her family that kid attacked someone that was hurting you. He was protecting the one person who had protected him all his life. He loves you just as much as you love him.”
Cricket smiled. “He’s so easy to love. When Cordy told me she was having a baby I couldn’t wait to meet him.”
Raine snorted. “I’m surprised she kept him.”
Cricket had to think about her next words very carefully. “She didn’t want to.”
“Didn’t want to what?”
“She didn’t want to keep him,” she told him softly. “I begged and pleaded with her and finally, I ended up making a deal with her.”
“What kind of deal?” Raine asked. Knowing what Cordy was like, he wasn’t sure he wanted to know.
Cricket tried to move away from him again, but Raine held her tight. Sighing, deeply she told him, “We were in Portland when she found out she was pregnant. She had just started to see a man named Hammer. When the test came back positive, she was pissed. Then she thought she could pass off the baby as Hammer’s, so she slept with him. Over the next two weeks, she set him up. She was crazy, everything she did was for one purpose, then it all feel apart. Something bad happened and in the heat of the moment, I told her I would take the blame if she would have the baby and let me take care of it. She agreed knowing it would put me deeper under her thumb. I would protect her and she gave me someone to care for. That was our deal. I was about to be arrested for her crime, when she dragged me out of town. We’ve been living on the run ever since.”
“Why would you do that?” Raine frowned. “You could have gotten out from under her thumb and yet you chose to stay, why?”
Cricket turned to look at him. In her eyes was a look that begged him for understanding. “Because I finally had the chance to have someone who could love me. I was so lost when my mom died. Dad was lost to me after that, he had to deal with his own grief and two girls. I loved him but he just sort of gave up on us at that point. To him, the MC became more important than we were. Cordy wasn’t the best sister when she realized she could do whatever she wanted and no one would care. And me? I got lost in the afterthought. But with the baby? I could finally have someone to love and who would love me back.”
“Was it worth it?”
Cricket nodded. “It was worth everything. Dusty became my son in every way but that I didn’t give him birth. Cordy reminded us every day that she was his mother but I was the one who loved him.”
Raine stood there and thought about what she said. “I’d still like to meet this kid. If he is family, don’t you think we have the right to know?”
Cricket nodded slowly. “Yeah, I guess you do. For a moment, I was selfish and didn’t want to share him, but yeah your family deserves to know him and he deserves to know them.”
“We aren’t like your sister, you know.” Raine tried to assure her. “We would never just rip him away from you.”
“I know but it’s still so hard for me to let him go.” Cricket patted his arm. “Cordy never told me who his father was and I was too afraid to ask her. But if does belong to your family, he couldn’t have a better family to belong too. I can tell you are a decent man.” She hung her head.
Raine felt her hot tears brand his arm as they fell from her cheeks.
“Just love him like there is no tomorrow. Show him every day that you care about what happens to him. And please tell him that there was once someone who loved him very much.”
“What do you think is going to happen to you?” Raine asked. “You act like you aren’t going to be around anymore.”
“I may not be after the tribunal. I still have to answer for what happened here and in Portland.”
“I don’t know what happened in Portland but you did what you could to bring back Deke’s kids. You kept them safe until you could give them back,” Raine argued. “That’s got to count for something.”
“I still have to answer for Portland and that won’t be so easy to explain. Cordy is a very good liar.” Cricket shrugged. “I think I’d better get dressed. Dusty will be back any time now and I don’t want him to see me like this.”
Raine watched as she gathered her clothes and disappeared into the bathroom. Part of him wasn’t looking forward to the tribunal today, yet another part of him was excited about the possibility of finding Dusty. He knew if the kid were a member of the family, his mother would go crazy. Not to mention one of his brothers was going to get the biggest surprise in history.
Just then, someone knocked on the door. Raine went over and unlocked it. When he opened it, he found himself looking down at Dusty. He smiled and tried to look for something he would recognize in his face. He looked a lot like his mother but then he saw he had Gambler’s eyes. Raine felt a shiver of recognition as he found himself staring into his brother’s eyes. They were the same shape and the same clear green color. Even without seeing the birthmark, he knew this child was his nephew.
~* * * *~
Cricket came out of the bathroom and saw him standing there. She felt her heart pounding in her chest when she saw Dusty and Raine face to face. Then she put her own feelings aside and pushed herself to move forward. “Hey there, big guy. Did you have a good time last night?”
Dusty nodded. “Yeah, that Jackie is a cool kid. We played video games then we had a tent to sleep in. Reva made us a tent from blankets. It was so much fun.”
“Well maybe, you should change your clothes and get ready for the day,” she suggested.
When Dusty pulled off his shirt, Raine looked carefully at the mark under his right arm.
When he saw it, he was filled with excitement. It was the Moore birthmark. He looked over at Cricket and found her looking back He nodded slowly and watched as she closed her eyes.
When they opened, again she gave him a nod and looked away.
“I have a phone call to make. I’ll see you guys later,” Raine said.
Cricket took a deep breath and released it in a rush. “Okay, I’m sure I’ll be around.”
She watched as he left, then turned her attention to Dusty. She had made arrangements with Reva to keep him away from the clubhouse while the tribunal was going on and for now, that’s the best she could do.
“Reva said she was taking us to the park in Troy today, is it okay if I go with her?” Dusty asked as he pulled on a clean shirt. “Do you need me to stay with you today?”
“No baby, you can go with her. I’ll be just fine today.” She tousled his hair and he smiled at the gesture. Then she hugged him and let him go. “Be a good boy today buddy, okay?” She watched as he disappeared down the hall. She chuckled as he yelled he would be on his best behavior.
The she saw a bigger body block the doorway. She didn’t know his name but she knew why he was there. He was there to make sure she didn’t go anywhere.
She watched as he frowned and crossed his arms. She nodded and turned back to the window. She wasn’t going anywhere until someone came to get her for the tribunal.
It wasn’t very long before someone knocked on her open door. She turned away from the window to see Deke and Sam standing there.
“We’re ready.” Deke told her.
Cricket nodded and stepped forward. She held out her hands and waited while the big guys at the door secured her wrists with a length of rope.
“Reaper and Scythe are here,” Sam told her.
Cricket halted then took another step toward them. “I thought they would come.”
Deke reached out and grabbed her by the arm. “They’re ready to tear you limb from limb.”
