by Dex, Trace
I took a huge gulp and blew the air out of my mouth after I swallowed. I tried not to breath into my nose so that I wouldn’t taste the alcohol. “Well that makes me feel a little better, I guess.”
Rainer got up and moved next to me, I felt his warmth brush against the back of my hand before he poured more orange juice into my cup. “Try it now,” he said.
I took a small sip and it tasted much better.
“Was that the first time you killed someone?”
“Yeah, unless you count bugs. I kill those sometimes.”
“Well if it makes you feel better, that girl you killed was pretty much a bug.”
“I don’t think I’ll be able to kill anything again,” I said.
“Good. You shouldn’t. Look at it this way, she would have done more harm if she were alive than if she were dead. You probably saved more lives than you’ll ever know.”
“Are you sure?”
“I’m damn sure.”
We both took a drink. I couldn’t tell if Rainer was tipsy but I knew I was feeling the buzz. I felt happy just being in the same room as him. I moved towards the bed where he sat and he scooted over, then patted the space beside him.
“Are you nervous?” he asked.
“Me? No, why do you say that?”
“It took you a while to come over here.”
I sat next to him and smiled, then I took another sip. I watched his face as he stared at the raindrops on the television. His hazel eyes sparkled and I could smell the scent of vanilla from his newly cleaned face. “You know, I didn’t think you’d look the way you did,” I said.
He turned to me with a confused expression. “What you mean?”
“Like, when you all kidnapped me and all I could really go off of was your voices.”
“Oh yeah. What’d you think I looked like?”
I took a big sip and smiled. “I don’t know, a lot less handsome I guess. Ugly even. Like one of those people who have really nice voices but an ugly face.” I took another drink because I couldn’t believe I just said that.
Rainer picked his bottle up to check his reflection, then he took a drink. “Is that right?”
“Yeah, I thought you’d be much older too, with white hair and a bunch of wrinkles. You know, since you’re like a boss and all.”
His smile brightened the room. “Well I’m only VP, my dad was the boss until last week. Now it’s my uncle.”
He downed his bottle and placed it on the floor.
“I’m sorry,” I said as I put my hand on his knee. He looked at my hand for a moment, then up at my face and smiled. “It’s not your fault,” he said. “Remember?”
Rainer placed his hand against the small of my back and I felt a rush through my body.
I looked deep into his beautiful eyes, trying my best to find the hurt and anger he held inside.
“Can I ask you something?” I said.
“Shoot.”
“Back at the shop when I was all tied up and blindfolded, why did you let me go?”
A grin began to form at his mouth.
“Well first off, death wish Dorothy, I had my eyes on you the whole time when you started waking up in that chair. Sid and Lanvin were running their mouths like they usually do, arguing over what to do with you.”
“Yeah, that was actually really, really scary.”
“As scary as that must have been for you, I noticed you weren’t exactly tapping your heels wishing to go home.”
“But you saw me begging for my life,” I said.
“Yeah, but that didn’t happen until the very last second. When Sid actually had his gun pointed at you. The moment you realized your life was about to be over. It was only then that you started to beg. There was plenty of time for you to try and stop us.”
“I didn’t even realize I waited that long…”
“See, I’ve been in these situations plenty of times and I’ve never seen anyone react the way you did. It was almost as if you didn’t mind if we killed you, like maybe we were doing you a favor.”
“So you spared me because you didn’t want to do me a favor?”
“I’d be lying if I didn’t say that was a small part of it, darling,” he said with a smile. “I spared you because I saw the light come back into your life. In a way, when you suddenly began pleading for your life, it sparked something inside of me, you following me?”
I took a sip. “What do you mean?”
“You showed me that there’s light at the end of this tunnel. That even in the darkest moments, when everything has gone to shit, and everything’s a fucking mess, giving up is never the answer. It was like a glimmer of hope.”
I felt the tears form in my eyes. I didn’t think it was possible for someone to know me so well in so little time. I think he knew me more than I knew myself.
“So what about that time on the side of the road? Why didn’t you shoot me?”
“Remember that light I was just talking about?”
“Yeah, the glimmer of hope?”
“Yes, that one. I couldn’t shoot you because that light I saw in you before was gone.”
“I’m sorry,” I said.
“No, it’s my fault. I took it from you when I gave you that gun. I felt like a blackout cutting off all the electricity and stealing your light. All I saw in your beautiful eyes was darkness, and I couldn’t stand knowing that I was the one that caused that. You were giving up, and it was all my fault.”
His eyes were glossy and I could tell he genuinely felt bad. This was the exact moment when I realized that we weren’t so different after all. I finished my drink and placed it on the ground.
“You shouldn’t blame yourself, I wasn’t exactly in the best place before I met you.”
“It’s okay, you don’t have to make me feel better. I know it was my fault—“
I cut him off by giving him a peck on his cheek. I sat there for a moment, my face flushed staring at the ground. If someone told me I’d ever be brave enough to make a move like that a week ago, I wouldn’t believe them.
I looked up at Rainer, his face staring at the ground just like I was, but he had a smile across his face. I placed my hand under his chin, lifting his head to face mine.
We grew closer and closer, his breath against mine. I could feel the heat emanating from our faces. Our eyelashes as they fluttered against one another. “It’s not your fault,” I said as his lips grazed mine. And then he kissed me.
A gentle kiss, only stopping to make to look into my eyes as if he wanted approval. I smiled as he smiled, our eyelids heavy as our gaze moved up and down trying to read each other’s faces. Then we locked lips again.
Rainer pulled me onto his lap and I brushed his hair away from his face. In between kisses he said “I’m glad you’re alive.”
***
Candace
It all felt like a dream, like somehow this couldn’t be real, this couldn’t be happening. The man I’ve fallen for actually liked me back. And now we were alone, in his room, with the sound of rain drowning out the noises as our tongues got to know each other. My legs wrapped around his body as I sat on his lap.
I felt his warm and rough hands slowly move into my shirt. Goosebumps formed with each touch as we embraced one another.
I loved how Juliet styled me, but I wanted all of my clothes off, and so did Rainer. I lifted my arms, unable to detach from his soft lips as he quickly pulled the motorcycle jacket off my body.
The floor was soon to be our hamper as we tossed each article of clothing off one by one.
My buzz was stronger now, but not stronger than the desire I felt for Rainer’s hidden gem beneath his jeans.
I felt the tug against my shirt as he removed the buttons, starting near my neck and down. I wanted him now, I couldn’t help it.
“Rip it off,” I whispered.
And just like that, the ticking sound of a few buttons landing on the floor let me know that this was definitely going to move forward. Faster, harder, uncont
rolled emotions were about to let loose.
I rushed to remove the sleeves as Rainer began to unbutton my shorts. He stared into my eyes like he wanted me more than anything.
After unlatching my bra, I threw it across the room and watched his excitement. After the last button of my shorts, Rainer stood up, holding the bottom of my thighs as I wrapped my arms around his shoulders.
My delicate breasts tickled against the rough hairs on his chin as he moved his face into them. The warmth of his breath made my nipples hard and I hugged his torso with my legs, hoping the pressure would hit me below.
I grabbed his face off my breasts and looked into his bedroom eyes, half open, half closed. His iris moving up and down to my lips and back to my eyes as he kissed me.
I closed my eyes and lifted my head towards the ceiling as his soft kisses moved down from my lips, to my chin, then to my neck. My sensitive skin against his lips sent shivers up and down my spine as he sucked on my neck.
I grabbed the hair on the back of his head, squeezing in hopes that he’d suck even harder.
He did.
Then he lifted me even higher, his face in between my breasts as he inhaled. Then he softly kissed around, stopping at my nipples to suck them. Rainer gave each one the same amount of attention as he looked up at me. I gasped at how amazing it felt.
With no warning, Rainer turned around and moved forward onto the bed, resting my body gently onto the sheets as his tongue swirled around my mouth.
I desperately tried to unbutton his jeans from below but his kisses made me feel dizzy. After I managed to unbutton each one, Rainer pulled away and stood at the edge of the bed.
He began to pull his pants down slowly but I couldn’t wait, so I got up on all fours and crawled over to him. I pulled his pants down as hard as I could, revealing his boxer briefs below.
Rainer bent over to untie his shoelaces as fast as possible and he kicked both of his boots across the room. I looked up at him and then back to his crotch, watching the indentation of his cock grow larger and larger.
I wanted it more than ever and I could feel the wetness below my panties.
I placed my palms against his chest, feeling all his muscles and tattoos. The ring on his nipple moved as he breathed.
His warm skin was smooth as I made my way down, stopping at his boxer briefs. I gave it a tug and let it snap back at him, then he smiled. I moved my palm to cover his almost erect cock and began to stroke it from the outside, watching it grow and grow as I bit my lip. I looked into his eyes and he licked his lips and suddenly the tip moved out of his underwear.
I couldn’t wait so I pulled his boxer briefs down his legs, then let Rainer remove it from his feet. After he kicked his pants and boxer briefs away, we smiled at each other as the loud sound of my cup and his empty bottle of alcohol rushed across the floor. I took a deep breath as I was finally face to face with his hard cock. The warmth emanating from it as it stared back at me made my eyes widen and my jaw drop. I couldn’t believe how big it was and I could tell it wasn’t even as hard as he could get.
I rushed my hands of his warm thighs and grabbed the base of his cock, his girth larger than my fingers could wrap.
As bad as I wanted it in my mouth, I thought I’d tease him a bit so I stuck my tongue out and licked his tip, circling my tongue all around his head. His bright smile and nod let me know he loved it.
His breaths grew deeper and his cock became harder as I lifted it and licked all the way up, starting from the base and stopping at the tip. His body smelled like vanilla and the salty taste of his skin excited me.
I couldn’t take it anymore so I opened up wide and put the tip of him inside of my mouth and moved my head back and fourth, staring into this eyes the entire time. His breathing grew heavier and heavier as my lips moved further and further, letting him go deeper into my mouth.
“Fuck that feels amazing,” he said before placing his hand on top of my head. He ran his fingers through the back of my hair and took a strong grip. My soft hair pulled tightly into his fist.
I wanted to get as much of his cock in me as possible, but I knew it wouldn’t fit. I tried anyways, listening to his moans as I forced it in further and further with his guidance.
The slippery feeling against my lips felt incredible and I wanted to taste him more and more.
I loved the way he was pulling my head closer and closer, his hard cock inching into my throat. I didn’t mind that I couldn’t breathe at times, it turned me on even more. I wanted him to take control as much as he wanted to.
My eyes began to water as he pulled me in even closer, his hard cock more than halfway in my mouth, then he pulled my head back out as I started to gag. My saliva dripped from my lips and a lot of it covered his cock, causing it to glisten in the light.
“Do you want me to go easy on you?” he said.
“Fuck no!” she screamed then shook my head. I wanted him so bad, bad enough that I’d let him do anything he wanted to do.
I opened my mouth and he pulled me in even further than before, his cock nearly filled my throat but there were still a few inches that I couldn’t take in.
I pulled away to catch my breath and cough. He smiled down at me and I loved the way his chest and abs moved up and down with his breath.
More of my saliva dripped onto the bed sheets below and the wetness I left on his cock dripped onto the floor. The raining sound drowned out all the noises outside, making the whole experience even more intense in a way.
I sat on my knees for a moment, trying desperately to catch my breath so that I could continue. Rainer ran his fingers through my hair and stooped down, kissing me on the forehead. “Incredible,” he said and all I could do was smile.
I wrapped my arms around his shoulders, allowing him to lift me up. He began to kiss my neck again as he quickly moved onto the bed, dropping me gently on top without removing his lips away from me.
I could feel the warm drops of saliva falling from his hard cock onto my stomach. The drips moved down further and onto my thighs as he crawled backwards off the bed.
Rainer grabbed both of my legs, lifted them up at the ankles as he held it in the air with one hand. He used the other hand to pull my shorts off from beneath me, all the way up to my feet, tossing it across the room to reveal my black panties underneath.
“You’re so fucking beautiful,” he said.
The look in his eyes let me know that he was far from done with me.
Rainer crawled back onto the bed, between my legs, and grabbed a nearby pillow that he placed under my ass. I pulled another pill under my head to get a better look at him.
He lifted both my legs again and pulled them together before he raced his tongue down each one. I felt his tongue slide down the center of my legs until he finally stopped at the bottom where I could see his lips in the crack.
Rainer spread my legs apart and traced his finger slowly down my slit. The sensation of it drove me wild and I knew he could feel the wetness below.
