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by Fyodor Dostoyevsky

but from Potapitch I subsequently had it that between these rascals

  and the said "gentleman of honour" there passed a wink, as well as

  that the latter put something into their hands. Next, since the

  Grandmother had not yet lunched--she had scarcely for a moment

  left her chair--one of the two Poles ran to the restaurant of the

  Casino, and brought her thence a cup of soup, and afterwards

  some tea. In fact, BOTH the Poles hastened to perform this

  office. Finally, towards the close of the day, when it was clear

  that the Grandmother was about to play her last bank-note, there

  could be seen standing behind her chair no fewer than six

  natives of Poland--persons who, as yet, had been neither audible

  nor visible; and as soon as ever the old lady played the note in

  question, they took no further notice of her, but pushed their

  way past her chair to the table; seized the money, and staked

  it--shouting and disputing the while, and arguing with the

  "gentleman of honour" (who also had forgotten the Grandmother's

  existence), as though he were their equal. Even when the

  Grandmother had lost her all, and was returning (about eight

  o'clock) to the hotel, some three or four Poles could not bring

  themselves to leave her, but went on running beside her chair

  and volubly protesting that the Grandmother had cheated them,

  and that she ought to be made to surrender what was not her own.

  Thus the party arrived at the hotel; whence, presently, the gang

  of rascals was ejected neck and crop.

  According to Potapitch's calculations, the Grandmother lost,

  that day, a total of ninety thousand roubles, in addition to the

  money which she had lost the day before. Every paper security

  which she had brought with her--five percent bonds, internal

  loan scrip, and what not--she had changed into cash. Also, I

  could not but marvel at the way in which, for seven or eight

  hours at a stretch, she sat in that chair of hers, almost never

  leaving the table. Again, Potapitch told me that there were

  three occasions on which she really began to win; but that, led

  on by false hopes, she was unable to tear herself away at the

  right moment. Every gambler knows how a person may sit a day and

  a night at cards without ever casting a glance to right or to

  left.

  Meanwhile, that day some other very important events were

  passing in our hotel. As early as eleven o'clock--that is to say,

  before the Grandmother had quitted her rooms--the General and De

  Griers decided upon their last stroke. In other words, on

  learning that the old lady had changed her mind about departing,

  and was bent on setting out for the Casino again, the whole of

  our gang (Polina only excepted) proceeded en masse to her rooms,

  for the purpose of finally and frankly treating with her. But

  the General, quaking and greatly apprehensive as to his possible

  future, overdid things. After half an hour's prayers and

  entreaties, coupled With a full confession of his debts, and

  even of his passion for Mlle. Blanche (yes, he had quite lost

  his head), he suddenly adopted a tone of menace, and started to

  rage at the old lady--exclaiming that she was sullying the family

  honour, that she was making a public scandal of herself, and

  that she was smirching the fair name of Russia. The upshot was

  that the Grandmother turned him out of the room with her stick

  (it was a real stick, too!). Later in the morning he held

  several consultations with De Griers--the question which occupied

  him being: Is it in any way possible to make use of the

  police--to tell them that "this respected, but unfortunate, old

  lady has gone out of her mind, and is squandering her last

  kopeck," or something of the kind? In short, is it in any way

  possible to engineer a species of supervision over, or of

  restraint upon, the old lady? De Griers, however, shrugged his

  shoulders at this, and laughed in the General's face, while the

  old warrior went on chattering volubly, and running up and down

  his study. Finally De Griers waved his hand, and disappeared

  from view; and by evening it became known that he had left the

  hotel, after holding a very secret and important conference with

  Mlle. Blanche. As for the latter, from early morning she had

  taken decisive measures, by completely excluding the General

  from her presence, and bestowing upon him not a glance. Indeed,

  even when the General pursued her to the Casino, and met her

  walking arm in arm with the Prince, he (the General) received

  from her and her mother not the slightest recognition. Nor did

  the Prince himself bow. The rest of the day Mlle. spent in

  probing the Prince, and trying to make him declare himself; but

  in this she made a woeful mistake. The little incident occurred

  in the evening. Suddenly Mlle. Blanche realised that the Prince

  had not even a copper to his name, but, on the contrary, was

  minded to borrow of her money wherewith to play at roulette. In

  high displeasure she drove him from her presence, and shut

  herself up in her room.

  The same morning I went to see--or, rather, to look for--Mr.

  Astley, but was unsuccessful in my quest. Neither in his rooms

  nor in the Casino nor in the Park was he to be found; nor did

  he, that day, lunch at his hotel as usual. However, at about

  five o'clock I caught sight of him walking from the railway

  station to the Hotel d'Angleterre. He seemed to be in a great

  hurry and much preoccupied, though in his face I could discern

  no actual traces of worry or perturbation. He held out to me a

  friendly hand, with his usual ejaculation of " Ah! " but did not

  check his stride. I turned and walked beside him, but found,

  somehow, that his answers forbade any putting of definite

  questions. Moreover, I felt reluctant to speak to him of Polina;

  nor, for his part, did he ask me any questions concerning her,

  although, on my telling him of the Grandmother's exploits, he

  listened attentively and gravely, and then shrugged his

  shoulders.

  "She is gambling away everything that she has," I remarked.

  "Indeed? She arrived at the Casino even before I had taken my

  departure by train, so I knew she had been playing. If I should

  have time I will go to the Casino to-night, and take a look at

  her. The thing interests me."

  "Where have you been today?" I asked--surprised at myself for

  having, as yet, omitted to put to him that question.

  "To Frankfort."

  "On business?"

  "On business."

  What more was there to be asked after that? I accompanied him

  until, as we drew level with the Hotel des Quatre Saisons, he

  suddenly nodded to me and disappeared. For myself, I returned

  home, and came to the conclusion that, even had I met him at two

  o'clock in the afternoon, I should have learnt no more from him

  than I had done at five o'clock, for the reason that I had no

  definite question to ask. It was bound to have been so. For me

  to formulate the query which I really wished to put was a simple


  impossibility.

  Polina spent the whole of that day either in walking about the

  park with the nurse and children or in sitting in her own room.

  For a long while past she had avoided the General and had

  scarcely had a word to say to him (scarcely a word, I mean, on

  any SERIOUS topic). Yes, that I had noticed. Still, even though

  I was aware of the position in which the General was placed, it

  had never occurred to me that he would have any reason to avoid

  HER, or to trouble her with family explanations. Indeed, when I

  was returning to the hotel after my conversation with Astley,

  and chanced to meet Polina and the children, I could see that

  her face was as calm as though the family disturbances had never

  touched her. To my salute she responded with a slight bow, and I

  retired to my room in a very bad humour.

  Of course, since the affair with the Burmergelms I had exchanged

  not a word with Polina, nor had with her any kind of

  intercourse. Yet I had been at my wits' end, for, as time went

  on, there was arising in me an ever-seething dissatisfaction.

  Even if she did not love me she ought not to have trampled upon

  my feelings, nor to have accepted my confessions with such

  contempt, seeing that she must have been aware that I loved her

  (of her own accord she had allowed me to tell her as much). Of

  course the situation between us had arisen in a curious manner.

  About two months ago, I had noticed that she had a desire to make

  me her friend, her confidant--that she was making trial of me for

  the purpose; but, for some reason or another, the desired result

  had never come about, and we had fallen into the present strange

  relations, which had led me to address her as I had done. At the

  same time, if my love was distasteful to her, why had she not

  FORBIDDEN me to speak of it to her?

  But she had not so forbidden me. On the contrary, there had been

  occasions when she had even INVITED me to speak. Of course, this

  might have been done out of sheer wantonness, for I well knew--I

  had remarked it only too often--that, after listening to what I

  had to say, and angering me almost beyond endurance, she loved

  suddenly to torture me with some fresh outburst of contempt and

  aloofness! Yet she must have known that I could not live without

  her. Three days had elapsed since the affair with the Baron, and

  I could bear the severance no longer. When, that afternoon, I

  met her near the Casino, my heart almost made me faint, it beat

  so violently. She too could not live without me, for had she not

  said that she had NEED of me? Or had that too been spoken in

  jest?

  That she had a secret of some kind there could be no doubt. What

  she had said to the Grandmother had stabbed me to the heart. On

  a thousand occasions I had challenged her to be open with me,

  nor could she have been ignorant that I was ready to give my

  very life for her. Yet always she had kept me at a distance with

  that contemptuous air of hers; or else she had demanded of me,

  in lieu of the life which I offered to lay at her feet, such

  escapades as I had perpetrated with the Baron. Ah, was it not

  torture to me, all this? For could it be that her whole world

  was bound up with the Frenchman? What, too, about Mr. Astley?

  The affair was inexplicable throughout. My God, what distress it

  caused me!

  Arrived home, I, in a fit of frenzy, indited the following:

  "Polina Alexandrovna, I can see that there is approaching us an

  exposure which will involve you too. For the last time I ask of

  you--have you, or have you not, any need of my life? If you have,

  then make such dispositions as you wish, and I shall always be

  discoverable in my room if required. If you have need of my

  life, write or send for me."

  I sealed the letter, and dispatched it by the hand of a corridor

  lacquey, with orders to hand it to the addressee in person.

  Though I expected no answer, scarcely three minutes had elapsed

  before the lacquey returned with "the compliments of a certain

  person."

  Next, about seven o'clock, I was sent for by the General. I

  found him in his study, apparently preparing to go out again,

  for his hat and stick were lying on the sofa. When I entered he

  was standing in the middle of the room--his feet wide apart, and

  his head bent down. Also, he appeared to be talking to himself.

  But as soon as ever he saw me at the door he came towards me in

  such a curious manner that involuntarily I retreated a step, and

  was for leaving the room; whereupon he seized me by both hands,

  and, drawing me towards the sofa, and seating himself thereon,

  he forced me to sit down on a chair opposite him. Then, without

  letting go of my hands, he exclaimed with quivering lips and a

  sparkle of tears on his eyelashes:

  "Oh, Alexis Ivanovitch! Save me, save me! Have some mercy upon

  me!"

  For a long time I could not make out what he meant, although he

  kept talking and talking, and constantly repeating to himself,

  "Have mercy, mercy!" At length, however, I divined that he was

  expecting me to give him something in the nature of advice--or,

  rather, that, deserted by every one, and overwhelmed with grief

  and apprehension, he had bethought himself of my existence, and

  sent for me to relieve his feelings by talking and talking and

  talking.

  In fact, he was in such a confused and despondent state of mind

  that, clasping his hands together, he actually went down upon

  his knees and begged me to go to Mlle. Blanche, and beseech and

  advise her to return to him, and to accept him in marriage.

  "But, General," I exclaimed, "possibly Mlle. Blanche has

  scarcely even remarked my existence? What could I do with her?"

  It was in vain that I protested, for he could understand nothing

  that was said to him, Next he started talking about the

  Grandmother, but always in a disconnected sort of fashion--his

  one thought being to send for the police.

  "In Russia," said he, suddenly boiling over with indignation,

  "or in any well-ordered State where there exists a government,

  old women like my mother are placed under proper guardianship.

  Yes, my good sir," he went on, relapsing into a scolding tone as

  he leapt to his feet and started to pace the room, "do you not

  know this " (he seemed to be addressing some imaginary auditor

  in the corner) "--do you not know this, that in Russia old women

  like her are subjected to restraint, the devil take them?"

  Again he threw himself down upon the sofa.

  A minute later, though sobbing and almost breathless, he managed

  to gasp out that Mlle. Blanche had refused to marry him, for the

  reason that the Grandmother had turned up in place of a

  telegram, and it was therefore clear that he had no inheritance

  to look for. Evidently, he supposed that I had hitherto been in

  entire ignorance of all this. Again, when I referred to De

  Griers, the General made a gesture of despair. "He has gone

  away," he said, "and everything wh
ich I possess is mortgaged to

  him. I stand stripped to my skin. Even of the money which you

  brought me from Paris, I know not if seven hundred francs be

  left. Of course that sum will do to go on with, but, as regards

  the future, I know nothing, I know nothing."

  "Then how will you pay your hotel bill?" I cried in

  consternation. "And what shall you do afterwards?"

  He looked at me vaguely, but it was clear that he had not

  understood--perhaps had not even heard--my questions. Then I tried

  to get him to speak of Polina and the children, but he only

  returned brief answers of " Yes, yes," and again started to

  maunder about the Prince, and the likelihood of the latter

  marrying Mlle. Blanche. "What on earth am I to do?" he

  concluded. "What on earth am I to do? Is this not ingratitude?

  Is it not sheer ingratitude?" And he burst into tears.

  Nothing could be done with such a man. Yet to leave him alone

  was dangerous, for something might happen to him. I withdrew

  from his rooms for a little while, but warned the nursemaid to

  keep an eye upon him, as well as exchanged a word with the

  corridor lacquey (a very talkative fellow), who likewise

  promised to remain on the look-out.

  Hardly had I left the General, when Potapitch approached me with

  a summons from the Grandmother. It was now eight o'clock, and

  she had returned from the Casino after finally losing all that

  she possessed. I found her sitting in her chair--much distressed

  and evidently fatigued. Presently Martha brought her up a cup of

  tea and forced her to drink it; yet, even then I could detect in

  the old lady's tone and manner a great change.

  "Good evening, Alexis Ivanovitch," she said slowly, with her

  head drooping. "Pardon me for disturbing you again. Yes, you

  must pardon an old, old woman like myself, for I have left

  behind me all that I possess--nearly a hundred thousand roubles!

  You did quite right in declining to come with me this evening.

  Now I am without money--without a single groat. But I must not

  delay a moment; I must leave by the 9:30 train. I have sent for

  that English friend of yours, and am going to beg of him three

  thousand francs for a week. Please try and persuade him to think

  nothing of it, nor yet to refuse me, for I am still a rich woman

  who possesses three villages and a couple of mansions. Yes, the

  money shall be found, for I have not yet squandered EVERYTHING.

  I tell you this in order that he may have no doubts about--Ah,

  but here he is! Clearly he is a good fellow."

  True enough, Astley had come hot-foot on receiving the

  Grandmother's appeal. Scarcely stopping even to reflect, and

  with scarcely a word, he counted out the three thousand francs

  under a note of hand which she duly signed. Then, his business

  done, he bowed, and lost no time in taking his departure.

  "You too leave me, Alexis Ivanovitch," said the Grandmother.

  "All my bones are aching, and I still have an hour in which to

  rest. Do not be hard upon me, old fool that I am. Never again

  shall I blame young people for being frivolous. I should think

  it wrong even to blame that unhappy General of yours. Nevertheless,

  I do not mean to let him have any of my money (which is all that

  he desires), for the reason that I look upon him as a perfect

  blockhead, and consider myself, simpleton though I be, at least

  wiser than HE is. How surely does God visit old age, and punish

  it for its presumption! Well, good-bye. Martha, come and lift

  me up."

  However, I had a mind to see the old lady off; and, moreover, I

  was in an expectant frame of mind--somehow I kept thinking that

  SOMETHING was going to happen; wherefore, I could not rest

  quietly in my room, but stepped out into the corridor, and then

  into the Chestnut Avenue for a few minutes' stroll. My letter to

  Polina had been clear and firm, and in the present crisis, I felt

  sure, would prove final. I had heard of De Griers' departure,

  and, however much Polina might reject me as a FRIEND, she might

  not reject me altogether as a SERVANT. She would need me to

  fetch and carry for her, and I was ready to do so. How could it

 

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