by Vivian Ward
Your girl
I will myself to click send. Before I chicken out, I hover the red button and look away, forcing myself to click as though if I don’t look, it never happened.
When I glance back at the screen, the email has been sent, and I’m back in my inbox messages.
Holy shit. Hope he likes what he asked for.
One good thing is that he doesn’t talk to most of the guys on the list anymore because those were primarily his single friends who kind of drifted after we got married. It also helps that Jeremy no longer works with me since he quit over a year ago. Larry doesn’t work with me anymore either because he got fired, and nobody has seen or heard from him since.
Brett doesn’t get on his computer until after lunch, and from the kitchen, I watch in anticipation as he logs into his email.
He spots mine right away and clicks on it, reading it in complete silence. Nervously, I pretend to wipe the counters so I can watch his face as he reads it.
When he finishes it, he turns around and looks at me. His eyebrows are raised to the center of his wrinkled forehead as he grins at me.
“Pretty big list there,” he bobs his head.
I press my lips into a tight line and agree with him. “Yeah, but you wanted to know. Are you mad?” I ask, worried he’ll say yes.
“Not at all,” he shakes his head and walks into the kitchen toward me. “Why would I be mad? I asked for names, and you gave them to me, but I’ve got to wonder why on some of them.”
He reaches his arm out and scoops me up around the waist, pulling me into him.
“I know a couple of them aren’t the best looking, but sometimes someone’s personality can draw me to them,” I admit.
It’s true. Like Jeremy, he’s not the best looking guy, but he’s all right. It was his sense of humor and playfulness that attracted me to him.
Brett leans down and puts his mouth next to my ear.
“I fucking want you,” he growls, his warm breath pushing my hair away from my neck. “Reading that email made my dick jerk in my pants and now I want to fuck you.”
Before I can respond, he swipes me off my feet, making me shriek as he carries me down the hall to our bedroom and tosses me on the bed.
“We can’t do it right now,” I protest as my body bounces on the mattress. “What about the kids?”
He ignores my words and locks the door.
“Babe, I don’t care about the kids right now. I want to taste your pussy and then fuck you.”
I watch in shock as he begins undoing his leather belt and slips his pants off. His erection springs forward out of his boxers, telling me he wasn’t lying when he said my email turned him on.
“Fuck, Cathy,” he says, dropping to his knees as his strong arms grab my legs and pull me to the edge of the bed. “I need to lick your pussy right now.”
The hungry look in his eyes says this won’t take long, so the kids likely won’t notice we’re gone. I begin to pull down my yoga pants, but Brett’s not so patient.
In one swift motion, he jerks my pants and panties down, exposing my bareness.
His head dips down between my legs, and within seconds, his tongue is lashing out against my wetness as his finger slips inside of me.
I love the way this man eats my pussy; it feels so good.
Throwing my head back, I prop my legs over his shoulders as his smoldering eyes look up at me, watching me squeeze my breasts as he brings me closer to orgasm. He adds a second finger while I continue to relish in the pleasure of getting my pussy licked.
“Oh, god, baby,” I hum. “You do that so fucking good.”
“Mhmm,” he grins, keeping his tongue in a steady rhythm against my clit.
His tongue is swirling around my clit over and over as his fingers move at a wicked pace.
“Fuck, Brett, I’m so close,” a raspy whisper escapes my throat.
No sooner than I say those words, he removes one of his wet, glistening fingers and slips it in my backdoor. He knows having both of my holes filled will make me cum instantly.
My body begins twitching and jerking as I reach my climax and cum all over his face. I can feel my walls gripping both of his fingers, vowing never to let him have them back as my hips thrash about.
“Oh, fuck,” I say, twisting around like a giddy school girl. “Fuck, fuck, fuck,” I hiss.
I ride out my orgasmic wave on his face and fingers until my body stops jerking and I have to push his head away. My clit is too sensitive to take any more.
“Was that good?” he asks, smiling down at me as he stands at the edge of the bed.
I nod and mutter, “Mhmm. So good.”
“Good, now it’s my turn,” he says.
I start to sit up to reciprocate oral sex, but his hands wrap around my ankles and slide me closer to the edge.
“No, I want you like this,” he says, resting my feet on his shoulders as he pushes his cock against my entrance. “You just let me fuck you and fill your pussy up.”
Before I can agree, he pushes his way inside me as he holds onto my legs and begins fucking me. I’m powerless to move as he grabs my calves, raising my hips in mid-air to match his anatomy.
It feels so good to have him inside of me knowing that my slutty behavior has him turned on. I can’t help but think what it will be like and how good he might fuck me when he sees me with another man.
The muscles in my belly begin tightening again, and I can feel myself getting close as his thrusts pick up in speed and rhythm. Watching him fuck me so hard is such a turn on, and I can’t stop myself.
“Oh, Brett,” I mumble. “Fuck me harder, go deeper.”
My words send him into an oblivion, and he does exactly what I ask. As he brings me to another orgasm, I can feel his cock swelling inside of me as my walls clamp down on him.
It’s only seconds later until I can feel his hot seed spilling inside of me. He grunts as he stands over me, sweat furrowing his brow.
Knock, knock, knock.
“Mom? Dad? Are you guys in there?” the door handle jiggles.
“Fuck,” I whisper. “Yeah, baby, be out in one sec,” I call out to our son.
“That was close,” Brett smiles at me.
“Yeah, it was. And fucking good,” I wink at him.
As we’re walking down the hall to rejoin the kids, he grabs my elbow and holds me back for a second.
“You didn’t put one thing in your email,” he says.
“What?”
“Who and when do you want first?”
Oh shit. This is really going to happen.
Chapter 9
After doing a lot of communicating, Brett and I have decided that it’s best not to tell anyone we might normally talk to or see about any of this.
The primary reason is that we don’t want any guys we see on a regular basis to assume I’m always available for them. Another thing that neither of us wants no part of is an emotional attachment to the other guy.
I’m glad that we both decided this, but at the same time, I’m kind of bummed. I really wanted to see if Jeremy would be a willing participant as a third. I’ve fantasized enough about him that it would be so fucking awesome to have him in the bedroom, but I’m not going to bring it up to Brett.
I don’t ever want him to worry about him having a fear that I’m emotionally attached to someone.
That’s another rule that we’ve decided on, too. If I’m going to become a hotwife, we cut it off if anyone begins to develop feelings whether it be the other guy or me. Brett likes to refer to the other guy as “stunt dick.” We both agree that it’s easy enough to find new stunt cock so that our marriage is never at risk.
The two of us sat down together and created a few online profiles for swinger and dating sites that all pretty much say the same thing, that we’re looking for a third to help sexually please me with no strings or commitment attached.
We’d prefer something ongoing if everything works out so that we don’t have to constantly find a new partner
and so I’m not with too many people, but we also know that things don’t always work out.
Since he already has a Tumblr account that he posts to, I started my own Tumblr blog. We use the blogs as a way to post to each other and share different scenarios and things that we think are hot. It’s much easier to communicate with pictures instead of words, especially when it comes to sex.
I know it sounds silly, and I should be able to talk to my husband about sex, but it’s not the easiest thing to do when you have kids running around all hours of the day. Instead, we’ll cruise Tumblr until we find something that interests us, post it for the other person to see and then we visit each other’s blogs from time to time to find these little gems.
Well, to say from ‘time to time’ is a bit of an exaggeration. This new fantasy and lifestyle has almost become an addiction, occupying every space of my mind at almost every minute of the day.
I can’t stop thinking about sex.
It’s all I want. 24/7
Using the Tumblr blogs are also much less embarrassing because it allows us to post a hot picture or short video of a woman getting fucked by two guys at once rather than saying, “Hubby, I want to suck some guy’s dick while you fill my pussy up.” The pictures make it so much hotter.
Back in my single days when I had friends with benefits, there were a few guys that I only slept with once because the sex was bad or our schedules didn’t work out, or we just stopped talking for one reason or another. And it’s okay if the same thing happens now, but it’s always better to find someone long term.
I started chatting with a guy named Dave. He was a bit on the younger side, only 22, but claimed to have experience in the lifestyle with threesomes and pleasing another man’s wife. While we don’t believe everything I read, Brett said this guy was a flake and that he’d never meet up. I wanted to prove my husband wrong so I asked him to meet us at the park just to say hi and make sure we all click before we move things into the bedroom.
We all agreed to meet at 11 o’clock, at the park up the street from our house while the kids were at their grandma’s house. After waiting for Dave for 10 minutes, my phone vibrated in my pocket, indicating I had a new message.
It was Dave, claiming to have car problems. I hated the fact that Brett was right. After that, we headed back home and I’ve never spoken to Dave since that day. I didn’t eve bother replying to his lame excuse.
We’ve chatted with a few other guys since then, but nothing has panned out.
Brett has done his fair share of research on living this kind of lifestyle, both good and bad experiences, and apparently, there are a lot of flakes out there. Guys who don’t show up or disappear for no reason.
On the opposite end of the spectrum, some guys are very pushy and dominating. We’re hoping to find someone in between, but with the way things have been going for the past couple of months, I’m beginning to think we won’t find anyone.
For the past couple of months, all I’ve done is talk to what seems like a zillion different guys. Aside from Dave standing me up, I almost met one other guy, but it didn’t even get that far.
He seemed promising but we never made it far enough to schedule the exact time or place of meeting each other. The conversation sort of died before any details ever emerged.
The rest have been all talk, no action. It’s like they all want to have a threesome, but when it comes down to it, they all turn to chicken shit and back out.
“Babe, I wish we could find someone decent online,” I say to my husband as we sit on the front porch watching the kids play outside.
I love our house but hate the subdivision we live in. There’s a little boy who lives across the street that’s an asshole. He’s a lot bigger than the other kids his age, and he uses his size to his advantage, so we have to pay careful attention to the children when our boys play with him.
“I know. Me, too. Too bad I didn’t tell you about my fantasy a long time ago, back when Jeremy worked with you. I know you liked him,” Brett says.
“I know! Oh my god! But that might have been bad. I might have come home freshly fucked every day.”
“Would you have ever snuck away at break time with him?” Brett asks, his eyes smiling at me.
He knows the answer, but he wants me to say it.
Smiling, I part my lips, “Yes.”
“I knew it!” he grins. “What would you say if I gave you permission to fuck him now? Would you take it?”
“What?” I ask.
I’m shocked at the words that just came out of his mouth. He used to hate it when I came home doting over Jeremy. There’s no way he’s serious…is he?
“Well, you two don’t work together anymore, and I know you’ve always wanted him. He’s probably the only friend of yours that I would give permission to, and that’s only because of how much I know you used to like him. It’s not like you guys talk much these days, so I feel confident that he’s safe.”
Picking my jaw off the ground, I stare in shock.
He’s going to do it. He’s really going to give me what I want. Holy shit!
“Um, I don’t know. Are you sure that’s a good idea? He’s married, and I don’t know, at least I don’t think, that he’d ever cheat on his wife. It’s kind of a shot in the dark, honestly.”
“It’s up to you,” he says. “Personally, I’m not keen on the idea of you two fucking because you have a history together, a friendship. It’d be very easy to cross that line if you two started sleeping together and it turned into something more.”
He’s totally leaving the ball in my court on this one.
“But just remember, I always have veto power so if I disapprove or don’t like the situation, it’s over.”
I nod. We’ve covered that topic quite well. Brett always has veto power to say no to someone if he doesn’t like them or feel comfortable with them, and I respect that.
I feel lucky that he’s even letting me do this, so I’ll play by his rules. A lot of women could only dream of this, but he’s letting me live this one out.
“We don’t really talk anymore, except on Facebook.” I bite my lip. I have an idea, but I’m afraid to say it. “Do you think I should send him a message?”
I didn’t even notice it until now; I’m wringing my hands, twisting my fingers in knots.
“You could, or you can let me take some sexy pictures of you on your phone and text him pics of you in lingerie. Sit back and wait to see what he says,” my husband suggests with a devilish grin that occupies his face anytime we talk about this.
“Oh, no, I’m not doing that. What if he shows them to people we know? Or what if he doesn’t like them? I can’t do that.”
“Okay, fair enough,” he nods, understanding where I’m coming from. “What are you going to say to him if you message him on Facebook?”
Heat spreads across my cheeks while my core begins to tingle. Every time we talk about Jeremy, this happens to me. Even though I’ve not seen him in a year, he still has the same dumb effect on me. I hate that I can’t help it.
“I don’t know,” I smile as my pulse ticks faster, thinking about all of the possibilities of how this could go down.
After thinking about how to approach Jeremy for almost two straight days, I feel like I’m going to lose my mind if I don’t do it soon. My panties have been wet non-stop since my husband gave me permission to fuck Jeremy.
“Today’s the day,” I tell Brett as I sit in front of my computer after dinner.
“What’s today?” he asks, confused.
He’s oblivious to the fact that I haven’t stopped thinking about Jeremy ever since he brought all of this up, especially after he said I could do it.
“I’m going to post a picture on Facebook and make it private to where only you and he can see it. I don’t know if he’ll even see it, but I hope it shows up in his newsfeed. It’s a not-so-subtle way of bringing it up to him without any confrontation.”
I like it; it’s brilliant.
“What are you going to post?” he smiles.
He’s as bad as a kid in a candy shop.
“You’ll see,”I tell him.
I go to Google images and search for a picture of a pussy with cum leaking out of it and save it to my desktop as I glance over at my husband who’s eagerly watching while he stands behind me.
“Is that what you’re going to post?” he asks.
“Yep, and watch what I say.”
Uploading the picture to Facebook I grin at my husband who hasn’t stopped smiling since I told him what I was up to. The image is ready to post, but I write a short message above it.
“It’s so hard to find a good FWB these days.”
I change the privacy settings so only my husband and Jeremy can see it and click post.
For a second, I’m proud of myself for having the guts to pull off a stunt like this and how I decided to handle things, but then the horrific panic begins to set in that I’ve just put a picture of a creampie pussy on Facebook for my married friend to see.
“That’s so fucking hot,” Brett says. “I wonder what he’s going to say.”
He presses his lips against my neck and begins to trail kisses down the length of my throat. Sucking and licking as he makes his way to my breasts.
“C’mon, babe,” I giggle. “Not right now. I’m freaking out.”
“Are you kidding? C’mon, babe?” he mocks me. “This is the hottest thing you’ve done since you agreed to do all of this. I’m so fucking turned on.”
He grabs my hand and places it on his cock. It’s not all the way hard, but it’s almost there.
“Just posting a picture caused that?” I laugh. “Babe? Really?”
I can’t stop smiling. I love being naughty for him.
“Yeah, let’s go in the bedroom.”
I know he’s turned on, but I can’t stop thinking about how Jeremy will respond when he sees that.
“Shit! I can’t believe I just did that. Babe! He’s going to see that,” my voice raises an octave. “Should I go delete it?”
He doesn’t answer me; he just gloats as he watches me sweat it out.
