I shrugged. “She’s a little less dead than the rumors indicated.”
“You got the wrong sister?” Meghan demanded, and I nodded.
“The same thing happened to Jacob in the Old Testament,” Aaron said. “He worked seven years to earn Rachel’s hand in marriage and got her sister Leah instead. That poor fool then worked another seven years just to earn Rachel as his second wife. If you think about it like that, you got a bargain.”
“This isn’t the Old Testament, Aaron,” Meghan snapped.
Aaron poked the pause button on the coffeepot and filled his mug without turning. “All that means is that Ian’s not gonna get to bed both sisters.”
Her fist clenched around the edge of the table. “This isn’t funny!”
“Maybe not ‘ha, ha’ funny, but we’re in some pretty deep shit here, sis, and if we lose our sense of humor, what do we have left?” Aaron said as he poured dried creamer into his cup.
“Nothing.” Meghan folded her hands on the tabletop, but she couldn’t keep them from twisting, as if her fingers were trying to tear each other apart. “I’ll have nothing left, without Steven.”
Aaron frowned over the implication that he meant nothing to his sister, but we both knew that wasn’t what she’d intended. She was too tired to think clearly.
A moan echoed from behind the bedroom door Meghan had closed, and I stood, but her hand landed on my arm. Her fingers were cold, her skin was pale, and her eyes were damp, but she never hesitated. “Let me.”
I started to argue, but Aaron shook his head at me over her shoulder, and I sank back into my chair as she crossed the living room toward the hall again. “She needs to do this,” he whispered, once his sister was out of sight.
“If Steven wakes up to find her dead of exhaustion, he’ll kill us both,” I said, and Aaron gave a bitter laugh, no doubt picturing Steven just as I was. Healthy, happy, in good humor, and willing to slay any dragon for Meghan.
“It’s your job to make sure that doesn’t happen,” Aaron said, sinking into his sister’s chair with one dog-slippered foot crossed over the opposite knee, the hotel robe gaping over his thin chest. “So what’s this Leah like? Is she going to be a problem?”
“Her name is Kori. She’s smart, but she doesn’t know it. She’s funny, but I don’t think she knows that, either.” I shrugged, trying not to see her in my mind, a little frightened to realize I could picture her with almost perfect recall, down to the freckle on her left cheek, about an inch in front of her ear. “She’s a little thin, but she makes one hell of a temptation. Which is exactly what Tower’s paying her to be.” The carrot dangled in front of the ass, guiding him toward the farmer ready to put him to work.
Naturally I was the ass.
“Well, that’s more than I asked for.” Aaron’s brows rose, like he’d heard more than what I’d actually said. “Can you use her?”
“Do I have any other choice? I’m almost twenty hours into this mission and the only time I’ve even been in the same room with the target is when I shook her hand at that damned party, in front of two hundred other people.”
Aaron shrugged and sipped from his cup, then swore beneath his breath when he burned his mouth. “That’s an easy fix. Just tell Leah—”
“It’s Kori,” I corrected again, leaning back in my chair.
“Fine. Tell Kori that you want to meet some of your future associates. Have her get a group together. If she’s any kind of sister at all, she’ll invite Kenley, and you can get her alone and put a bullet in her head. Problem solved.” He leaned back in the chair, cradling his coffee and looking quite satisfied with himself.
An unexpected flash of anger licked the base of my spine. He wouldn’t be so indifferent if we were discussing shooting his sister.
“Yeah, that might work,” I snapped. “If not for the fact that Kenley is under twenty-four-hour guard, to prevent exactly the kind of idiotic plan you just rattled off. I might be able to put a bullet in her, but not without taking a few myself.”
Dying for the cause was the worst-case scenario, and things hadn’t gotten quite that bad yet.
“Oh, right. You wanted to survive.” Aaron shrugged and blew over the top of his mug. “So what are you going to do?”
“The fastest, easiest solution I’ve come up with is to get Kori to bring her sister along on a tour of Jake’s side of town. Surely Tower will let her come without her usual bodyguard, since Kori has security experience and more motivation than anyone to make sure Kenley is safe.”
But when I thought about that for too long, I started feeling nauseated. This wasn’t some armed, hostile insurgent or terrorist. We were talking about killing someone’s little sister.
Kori’s little sister.
That part shouldn’t have bothered me any more than the rest, but it did. In fact, the more time I spent with her, the more the whole thing bothered me. But if I didn’t kill Kenley, Steven would die, and if she refused to give up on him, Meghan would die with him.
“Wouldn’t it be easier to shoot her in her sleep?”
“Yeah. If I knew where she slept. But that’s the bit of classified information Kori is least likely to give up.”
“Maybe so, but she’s not going to let you near her sister—even in broad daylight—until she trusts you completely. Can you make that happen?”
“I think we’re almost there.” I glanced at my hands, suddenly wishing I’d poured some coffee, too, so I’d have something to do with them.
Aaron set his mug down and cleared his throat to catch my attention. When I glanced at him, he frowned, studying me. “No, Ian,” he said, finally.
“No, what?”
“You know what. I know that look.”
“What look?”
“That look that says you’ve found a wounded puppy and you want to nurse it back to health. And keep it, like that dog that got hit in front of your house when we were kids.”
“That wasn’t me, that was Steven.”
“Bullshit. It was you,” Aaron insisted, and I didn’t bother arguing. “Korinne Daniels is no wounded puppy, Ian. She’s a fucking Doberman, and she’ll rip your throat out if she finds out what you’re really doing here.”
I forced a laugh. “I was in the marines, and you don’t think I can take a one-hundred-pound woman in a fight?”
“I think you won’t fight her, because you want to keep her, but she is not a fucking puppy, Ian. You can’t have her, you can’t keep her, and you sure as hell can’t let her get in the way of what you’re doing here.”
“I know.” But I also knew that Kori didn’t deserve what was coming. Neither of them did. I scrubbed both hands over my face, yet couldn’t scrub away the guilt.
Aaron set his coffee on the table. “Don’t lose sight of the goal here, Ian.”
“You don’t think I should feel bad about shooting her little sister?”
Aaron eyed me sternly. “Don’t do this to yourself. Don’t overthink it, and do not get emotionally involved. You’re here to save your brother’s life, and keep my sister from killing herself by trying to save him. I’m as sorry as I can be for your girlfriend’s impending loss—it’s the same loss you and I are both facing right now—but let’s not forget that this whole thing is Kenley Daniels’s fault in the first place.”
“I know.”
“And it’s not like Korinne is a Girl Scout, either. She’s got blood on her hands.”
“So do I.”
Aaron growled in frustration. “You killed men with guns, to keep them from killing anyone else. She killed people who got into Tower’s way. There’s a big fucking difference, Ian.”
Maybe.
Kori and I had fought in different wars, but I wasn’t naive enough to believe that her life in the syndicate was any less a battle than what I’d seen overseas.
“Look, we can argue about this all day if you want, but that’s not going to change the facts. Kenley Daniels has to die to keep your brother and my sister alive. Where d
oes your loyalty lie, Ian? With your own flesh and blood, and friends you’ve known your whole life? Or with a woman you met yesterday?”
“Here. My loyalty is here. Why else would I be here?” Steven and I had had our problems over the years, but I couldn’t let him die, and that would have been true even if it wasn’t my use of his name that had gotten him into this mess in the first place. He was my brother.
Blood mattered.
“Good. It better stay that way, too,” Aaron said. “I am not going to tell my sister that her fiancé’s liberator fell not to a bullet, but to one of cupid’s fucking arrows.” When he caught me staring at his coffee, he stood and pulled another mug from the cabinet. “Please tell me you know you’re being played.”
“I know I’m being played.” But so was she.
“You’re being played like a fucking harmonica, Ian.” Aaron dumped sugar into the mug and followed it with creamer he didn’t bother to stir. “She’s getting paid to do what you want done, show you what you want to see and say what you want to hear, but she’d kill you in a heartbeat if Tower told her to. Do whatever you need to do. Fuck her, kill her, stuff her into a crate bound for China, for all I care. Just don’t let her get in the way of the mission.”
Meghan cleared her throat from the doorway, and Aaron’s mouth snapped shut. He set my mug in front of her when she sank into an empty chair at the table.
“Any change?” I asked, eyeing the circles beneath her eyes. Had they grown darker since she left the kitchen?
“His kidneys,” she said, her voice a weak whisper. “He’s better for the moment. Sleeping again.”
Aaron’s hand shot across the table so fast I barely saw him move. He grabbed his sister’s left wrist, and she tried to pull away from him, but obviously lacked the strength. Aaron pushed her sleeve back, and we both groaned at the sight of her arm.
Her skin was pale, nearly translucent, and every vein and artery below her bunched sleeve showed through. But they weren’t blue. They were black. Every single one of them, like they ran with tar, rather than blood.
“You’re killing yourself,” Aaron said through clenched teeth.
Meghan shook her head and pulled her sleeve back into place when he let her go. “I’m saving him.” But she couldn’t hold out much longer, which was exactly what Aaron’s accusatory glare at me said.
He stood and started pulling food from the refrigerator. “You need to call Dad, Meghan. If you don’t, I will.”
“I’ll never forgive you,” she whispered, and he flinched as he piled meat onto a slice of bread. It was the same argument they’d been having for two weeks. Their father was a Healer, too, and he could help her save Steven. He could share the burden. But she wouldn’t call him because of what he’d say, and what he’d do.
Meghan’s father would tell her she was championing a lost cause—no Healer can save someone from death by broken binding, because as soon as she repaired one organ, another began to shut down.
And he would take her away, by force if he had to, to keep her from dying alongside her doomed love. My doomed brother.
“Eat.” Aaron set the sandwich in front of her, then pulled a carton of milk from the fridge. “This is crazy, Meg.”
She ignored him and turned to me as she lifted the sandwich. “What about the binding? Have you at least figured out what that bitch bound him to?”
“I haven’t had a chance to talk to Kenley alone,” I said. “She’s definitely strong enough to do it.” I’d never heard of a Binder using her skill at ten years old, and Kori’s story had scared the shit out of me. “But are you sure she’s the one? I’ve never seen her before, and she didn’t seem to recognize me or my name.”
“It’s her,” Meghan insisted. “That Tracker cost nearly every dime we had saved up, and he swears it was Kenley Daniels. He’s come across her work a lot, with people running from the syndicate. Her blood sealed the binding, and it’s strong. But he can’t tell what kind of binding it is.”
In a way, that was the worst part. Steven was mostly conscious, but usually incoherent from the pain, and even during his rare lucid periods, he hadn’t been able to tell us what binding he’d accepted, and from whom. And there were too many questions the Tracker couldn’t answer.
All we really knew was that it was a name binding, and that meant that whatever had happened was my fault. Steven and I had switched names years ago—when we were still kids—to give ourselves an extra layer of protection. If anyone tried to track my name, they’d find Steven and assume they’d made a mistake.
But the plan we’d concocted in childhood had backfired on us as adults.
At some point—we had no idea when—Kenley Daniels had bound Steven to something using her blood and his real name. But I’d been answering to Steven’s name since we were eighteen years old, which meant she’d actually meant to bind me.
Steven was inches from death’s doorstep, and it was all my fault.
Mine, and Kenley Daniels’s.
Eleven
Kori
That time when I shadow-walked into my bedroom, I stopped a foot short of smashing my nose on the wall. Two weeks, and I was finally getting the hang of the tight space, which Kenley had used as an office before I’d moved in. Well, before Tower’s men had moved my stuff in, while I was still in the basement. Eventually I’d get my own place. Once I was sure I was going to live long enough to need one.
I felt my way along the wall to the light switch and flipped it up, then peeled my wet pants off, cursing in my head. I wasn’t sure whether profanity in the privacy of my own room—away from Ian’s ears—would violate the terms of our bet or not, but you can’t police someone’s thoughts. That was one of many, many truths I’d learned working for Jake—the only one that brought me any comfort.
Clad in fresh, dry clothes, I crossed the tiny hall—really just a square of floor with four rooms opening into it—and pushed open the bathroom door, where I blinked in surprise and nearly jumped out of my own skin.
A young woman—not my sister—stood in my bathroom, staring at herself in the mirror over the pedestal sink. Her first name was Vanessa, if memory served, but I didn’t know her last name. I only knew she was one of Jake’s unSkilled computer geeks, and that Cam Caballero had been forced to recruit her for Tower after he killed the Binder who’d sealed her in service to Ruben Cavazos a couple of years earlier.
“Hey.” Van turned to smile at me. “I’m done, if you need in here.”
“Why are you in there in the first place?” I demanded. Then I noticed that she was wearing Kenley’s robe. And nothing else, if the lack of clothing lines beneath satin meant anything.
Kenley’s bedroom door opened behind me, and I turned to find my little sister staring at me, legs bare beneath one of the long T-shirts she usually slept in. “I thought you’d be out all day,” she said by way of explanation, and for a moment, neither of them moved. Obviously waiting for my reaction.
“So did I.” I squeezed past Vanessa to get into the bathroom. “And I would have been if some clumsy—” I stopped just in time and turned to Kenley with a frown. “Hey, if I accepted a dare to stop cussing for the next twenty-four hours, does that mean I can’t cuss at all, or just when I’m with the person who dared me?”
Kenley grinned for several seconds when she realized I wasn’t going to make a big deal about catching her in postcoital glow with her new friend. Then what I’d said sank in. “You agreed to stop cursing?” Suddenly she looked concerned. “What were the terms?”
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