I thought about that for a second. I imagined myself as an old man, living one traumatic day of my life over and over.
“She was talking about a funeral,” I said. “In fact, she was getting dressed for it.”
The nurse shook her head. “The one thing you really can’t do is try to talk her out of it, if you know what I mean. You can’t try to convince her she’s being delusional. The best you can do is just reassure her that everything’s going to be okay.”
“I understand,” I said. “Thank you.”
I went down the hall to her room and knocked softly on the door. I didn’t hear anything, so I pushed the door open and looked inside. Mrs. DeMarco was in her bed, the back tilted up so she could see out the window.
“Mrs. DeMarco?”
Her eyes were open. She didn’t say anything. For a moment I thought she was dead.
“Mrs. DeMarco?”
She turned her head slightly. “It’s you again.”
“Yes,” I said. “How are you feeling?”
“Where am I?”
“You’re in the hospital, ma’am.”
“Did I faint?”
“No, not really. You just had a bad day. The power went out.”
She nodded her head and looked back out the window. “It’s been a bad winter.”
I thought about what the nurse had said. “Mrs. DeMarco,” I said, “what year is it?”
“It just turned 1930, dear.”
“I’m sorry,” I said. “That was a silly question.”
“No, I get the same way,” she said. “The years go by so fast.”
I wasn’t sure what else to say. I stood up and went to the window. I watched the snow falling. I thought about Natalie, wondered again for the thousandth time where she was at that moment.
Wait a minute. She said 1930.
“Mrs. DeMarco,” I said, turning back to her, “when you were talking about New Year’s Eve before…”
Her eyes were closed.
I stood there for a while. Just as I was about to leave she moved again.
“Where’s Albert?” she said. She picked her head up, like she was about to try to get out of the bed.
“Your son?”
“Where is he?”
She thinks he’s a little kid, I thought. This man who had already lived his entire life, this man who had done horrible things to Natalie and God knows who else. He was dead now, and the world was undoubtedly a better place without him. But what could I say to her?
“He’s just fine,” I said. “Don’t worry about Albert.”
“Are you sure?”
“Yes, I’m sure.”
She seemed to accept that. She laid her head back down.
“Mrs. DeMarco,” I said, “do you feel like talking about what happened on New Year’s Eve?”
“I told them not to go,” she said. “I told them.”
“Who did you tell?”
“Warren and Luc. I had a bad feeling about it. You should be with your family on New Year’s Eve.”
It was the same thing she had told us before, the first time I had met her. We’d thought she was talking about the night Natalie’s father was murdered. But that would happen a good forty years later.
“Who are Warren and Luc?” I said.
“My husband, Warren,” she said. “And Luc Reynaud.”
Luc Reynaud. That would have to be Natalie’s grandfather.
“Mrs. DeMarco, do you know anyone named Grant?” It was a shot in the dark, but why not?
“Yes. They were there, too.”
“Where is this, ma’am?”
“Out on the ice,” she said. “The ice run.”
“The ice run?”
“I told Warren and Luc not to go. They didn’t listen to me.”
For the first time, I was seeing some connection between the Grants and the Reynauds, but it didn’t go back to a murder in Sault Ste. Marie three decades ago. It went back a lot further.
“They never listened to me,” she said, as she started to shake. I took her hand. It felt like the most fragile thing I had ever held.
“It’s okay,” I said. “It’s okay.”
She took a long ragged breath and then laid her head back on her pillow. I tucked her blanket around her neck.
“I’ll let you rest,” I said. “I’ll come back and see you again soon.”
She didn’t say anything else. She closed her eyes and was still.
When I went back out, I confessed to the nurse that I might have put some stress on Mrs. DeMarco with my questions.
“I’m sure she’ll be fine,” the nurse said. “She’s an amazing woman. If you think about it, she’s seen most of the twentieth century. You should see some of these pictures.”
“Which pictures?”
“In here,” she said, pointing to a cardboard box behind her. “Celia brought this over. She wasn’t sure what was going to happen now, if Mrs. DeMarco would even be going home or if she’d ever work for her again. She didn’t want all this to get lost, you know, if somebody comes in to clean out the house.”
“Would you mind if I took a quick look?”
“I don’t see why you couldn’t,” she said. “Here.” She picked up the box and put it on top of the desk.
The contents weren’t organized in any way. The photographs were jumbled together among the old newspaper clippings, sports ribbons, report cards, Mrs. DeMarco’s marriage license from 1923- the whole mess a tattered paper trail from a long, long life. Just looking through it made me feel sad. This was all she had left. She didn’t even have most of her memories anymore. They were cut off at 1930. A lot of this stuff in the box she wouldn’t even recognize now.
I found some of the color photographs. They were the same kind of washed-out old Polaroids, like the one Natalie had of the three men. A young girl was blowing out birthday candles. I looked at it for a few seconds before I realized the young girl was Natalie, maybe twelve years old. It hit me in the gut like a sucker punch. I recognized her mother in the picture, and her stepfather, Albert DeMarco. A younger Mrs. DeMarco stood behind them, next to a woman who must have been Natalie’s grandmother.
“Are you okay?” the nurse said.
“Yes,” I said. “I’m sorry. It’s just…” I shook my head. At that moment I would have given everything I owned just to see Natalie one more time, and to know that she was safe.
“I should get out of your way,” I said. I flipped through a couple more pictures, the colors getting brighter and clearer as the subjects got older. The last one I looked at was a picture of Mrs. DeMarco standing next to a man. It took me a moment to realize it was her son, Albert. That sick feeling hit me in the stomach again, the same thing I’d felt every time I had seen this man’s face. Someone had made them pose together in front of a fireplace, Albert wearing a grim, impatient smile.
I put the picture back in the box. Then I picked it up again. I looked at the two faces again. Mrs. DeMarco looked old, but there was a fullness and a color in her face. I was guessing this picture was taken maybe ten years ago. So Albert DeMarco had to be about sixty years old here. A rich and successful man, looking bloated with food and success and an easy life. And that “hurry up and get this over with” smile.
I stood there and looked at the picture for a long time. Something about it bothered me. I couldn’t figure out what it was.
“I hope you’ll come back and visit her,” the nurse said. “I don’t imagine she’ll be getting too many visitors.”
“I’ll do that,” I said. I kept staring at it. God damn it, I thought, there’s something about that face…
“It’s such a shame,” she said. “She should live in Nevada. God knows he could afford to move her there.”
I looked up at her. “Excuse me?”
“I’m just saying, it’s a shame.”
“You said he could afford to move her there. Who are you talking about?”
“Her son,” she said. “Mr. Moneybags.”
“Albert DeMarco?”
“That’s the one.”
“I thought he was dead.”
“That would be news to Celia. He’s the man sending her the checks every month from Nevada.”
I looked at the picture again. In one sickening moment it all came together.
I knew this face looked familiar. I had seen it somewhere, not long ago.
When I was standing there at the airport, looking carefully at each person to see if one of the Grants was getting off that plane… The young couple first, looking up at the sky. Then the older man behind them, with that same look of impatience, the exact same face as in the picture I was holding in my hands.
I thanked the nurse and ran. She must have thought I was crazy, but I didn’t care. I ran down the hospital corridor, pressed the elevator button, waited for all of two seconds and then hit the stairs. I went down the six floors and then out into the night. I got into my truck and picked up my cell phone.
The snow was coming down hard now. There was already a thick coat of it on my windshield. I waited to see if the phone would pick up a signal. When it did, I dialed a number. Then I stopped. I hit the end button before the call could connect.
No, I thought. I can’t call Leon again. He just got home. He’s explaining everything to his wife. Now I’m gonna call and ask him to come out again in the middle of the night? I can’t do that.
There’s only one other person I can call. Maybe a better choice anyway. Leon’s a good friend, a good ex-partner, but there’s one other person in this world who’s gone down the line with me even farther.
I dialed the number. He answered on the second ring.
“Vinnie,” I said. “I need help.”
“Tell me what you want me to do.”
“I need a snowmobile.”
“You hate snowmobiles.”
“Not tonight. Does your cousin Buck still have one?”
“He’s got two.”
“He’s got a trailer?”
“Yes. Where am I going?”
“St. Ignace, by the point,” I said.
“Where the trail leads out onto the lake?”
“Yes, that’s the place. Vinnie, I know it’s a tough night to come out, but it’s important.”
“I’ll be there,” he said. Then he hung up.
I cleared off the windshield, pulled out of the lot, and drove into the falling snow.
He’s alive, I thought. God damn it, he’s alive.
It didn’t make any sense to me. Natalie wouldn’t have lied about that. She wouldn’t have lied about anything. But her mother…
That’s it. Of course. Somehow her mother made her believe he was dead. Another lie, like Natalie’s dead dog, like the story she told those men in the bar about Natalie dying from food poisoning. This lie was the worst of all. But why?
I gunned the accelerator, pushing the truck as fast as it could go on the icy road.
The hell with it, I thought. I can figure it out later. Right now I have to get out there. Not only is Albert DeMarco very much alive, he’s out on Mackinac Island right now.
And if I had to guess, I’d say that probably means one thing…
Natalie’s out there, too.
Chapter Nineteen
It was pushing midnight when I finally hit St. Ignace. I wasn’t sure where the hell I was going, but I knew there had to be a parking lot somewhere on the shoreline. I worked my way south, staying close to Lake Huron until I finally found the parking lot they used for the ferries in the summer. Now there were about a dozen vehicles in the lot, all covered with snow. There was no sign of Vinnie, or anyone else for that matter. It was the loneliest place on earth, because who’d be stupid enough to go out on the lake on a night like this?
I stopped the truck and kept the engine running. I put my head against the steering wheel and felt everything start to spin around me.
Just close your eyes for a little while, I thought. Save your strength.
A sudden knock on my window woke me up. Vinnie looked in at me. I checked my watch. It was twelve-thirty.
When I opened the door, I saw that he was wearing a snowmobile suit. Behind his idling truck was a double trailer. I got out and watched him back both machines down the ramp.
“Vinnie,” I said when he was done, “you brought two sleds.”
“That’s right,” he said. “You think I’m gonna let you go alone?”
“I appreciate it, but listen-”
“We’re losing time, Alex. Don’t fight me. Just get your suit on.”
“I don’t need a suit.”
“See, you need me already. If you don’t put this suit on, you’ll be a Popsicle by the time we get across.”
I took the suit from him and slipped it on. It was big enough for two of me. “Whose is this?” I said.
“It’s Buck’s. It’s big on him, too. Here’s your helmet.”
He handed me a snowmobile helmet with a visor. When I put it on, I was sure I looked exactly like an astronaut.
“Alex, are you gonna tell me why we’re doing this?”
“At least one of the Grant brothers was out there today,” I said. I pointed to the east. Somewhere out there the island lay embedded in ice and covered by the darkness. “Now Natalie’s stepfather is there. The man who was supposed to be dead. I think Natalie’s probably out there, too.”
“Good enough for me. Let’s go.”
“One second,” I said. I went back into the truck, unlocked the glove compartment, and pulled out Leon’s Ruger. He had left it with me when we went up to see Sergeant Moreland. I had lied about it both times I crossed the border. Now I was glad I had held on to it.
“I don’t have a gun,” he said.
“I hope you won’t need one.”
“You know exactly where we’re going?”
“I just follow the trees to get out there, right?”
“Yes. I mean once we get to the island…”
“The Grants’ house,” I said. “That’s the only place I know.”
“Okay, then,” he said. “Lead the way.”
“Whatever happens, I owe you big.”
He gave me one nod of his head, then flipped down his visor and got on his machine. I did the same. It was already idling with a low growl, making me feel like I was sitting on some kind of wild animal.
Lights, I thought. Where the hell are the lights? I fumbled around with the buttons for a few seconds until Vinnie reached over and hit the switch on the left handle. The lights were shining on the back of his trailer until I finally gave it some gas and pulled away, heading toward the end of the lot. The headlights reached out into the night now, finding only snow on the ground, then snow in the air, and beyond that nothing but darkness.
I drove off the end of the lot, quickly losing any sense of perspective. It was just a vast slope of snow, leading down and down until it was flat. I had no idea if I was on land or water. I wasn’t seeing any markers, either. I kept pushing the damned thing forward, trying to spot something in front of me. Anything. I kept bogging down in the deep snow, until I finally figured out that speed was my friend. I twisted the throttle back and stayed up on top of the snow, even though I had no idea where I was going.
I saw an arc of light to my left. Vinnie was breaking off and heading on a different course, so I swung over that way and finally picked up the line of trees. I fell in behind him, content to let him lead the way for a while. One tree flashed by, then another, then another. Vinnie was kicking up a great white cloud behind him. It was starting to stick to my visor. I tried to wipe it off with my left hand, which sent a bolt of pain through my neck.
The next thing I saw was a tangle of bare branches and then everything was turned upside down.
When I opened the visor, I was looking straight up at the falling snow. My neck hurt like all hell, but aside from that I seemed to be fine. The snow had acted like a big pillow. I heard Vinnie circling around. He pulled up next to me and helped me to my
feet. I looked over and saw the tree lying sideways. It was just as Leon had told me, an old Christmas tree that somebody had stuck in the snow. In the glare of Vinnie’s headlights I could still see some tinsel hanging on the branches.
“You okay?” he said.
“I never hit a tree in the middle of a lake before,” I said. I rubbed my neck as I got back on the snowmobile. Then we were off again.
The snow seemed to get even deeper as we worked our way toward the island. I could feel the treads fighting hard to move through it. The wind rushed by. Five miles, I thought. It’s only five miles.
The ride seemed to last forever. The snow kept falling, as though it would never stop. If the trees hadn’t been there to guide us, I would have sworn that we were lost, riding around in great looping figure eights all over the frozen surface of Lake Huron.
Finally, a great mass started to take shape ahead of us, darker than the night itself. It grew larger and larger, until we could make out buildings and the faint glow of streetlights.
We rounded a corner by the big wall of boulders that formed a breakwater during the summer months. We rode right up past the docks where the big ferries let off the passengers, on the east end of Huron Street. At least we were right in town this time and didn’t have to ride all the way down from the airport.
We hit a big bump as we rode up onto the street level. There was probably some official snowmobile ramp somewhere else, but that was the least of our problems. I headed down the middle of Huron Street, Vinnie right behind me. The street was empty. It looked even lonelier than the last time I had been there.
One hotel in the center of town seemed to be open for business. Every other building was dark, until we got to the restaurant at the end of the street. I pulled over and came to a stop in front of it. Vinnie pulled up beside me. There were a dozen other snowmobiles parked along the street here. It was obviously the only place to be on a February night on Mackinac Island.
I got off the sled and stretched for a moment. I was stiff and cold, even with the space suit on.
“Is this where we’re going?” Vinnie said. He took off his helmet and shook out his long hair. The snow clung to his suit, making him look like a walking snowman.
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