“You have a real nice pussy, Caroline; I like fucking you.”
She moaned, loving the way he was making her feel, but even more so by the way he talked to her.
He pulled out again and turned her over. He slid his fingers into her pussy and finger fucked her for a bit; he was making her wet all over again, although at that point she was pretty soaked from all the fucking. “I want you back on my cock baby, will you sit on me again and ride me good?”
“You bet your ass I will.”
He laid back down, and she positioned herself so that she had her back to him again and slid his cock inside her.
“There we go darling; we are going to go easy. That feels good doesn't it?” She moaned in agreement.
“Okay, here we go, just stay relaxed; don't tense up.”
She could hardly believe herself at that moment. What had ever possessed her to do such a thing, getting together with Joshua again? God, she had wanted him so badly, she still did. She was so sexually satisfied, but yet so horny; still, she would have let him do just about anything to her. She was aching inside with want of him.
Caroline rode Joshua's cock feeling the delicious sensations spread all over her body.
“Just relax sweetheart; you are tensing up. I can feel you hugging my cock.”
She hadn't realized that she was holding her breath, so she did as he said. As she pushed onto him a little more, she tried to relax and allowed it to happen. He certainly felt huge when he was going in on this end. She felt full with him in her pussy but loved every moment of it. He then began to move his hips and meet her thrusts onto his cock. He was trying to allow her to get used to more inside of her. She moaned as he picked up the pace, his smooth cock gliding inside and out.
“Are you okay Caroline?”
“Yes,” she whispered.
“Does it feel good?”
“God, yes. I love learning new positions with you.”
The thought of having a variety of positions available to her had never occurred to her, but it sounded like a hot idea, and it was one of the things that she like most about sex with Joshua—it was always new. Riding on him, he felt humongous inside her. He rocked into her slowly, continuing to meet her thrusts. She started rocking into him faster, letting the waves of pleasure crash into her repeatedly without much break in between.
“Oh God,” she moaned.
He reached around and felt for her pussy, rubbing against her moist clit and giving her some added pleasure while he moved his cock inside of her.
“Okay baby, I want you to fuck me good.”
Caroline thought she would lose her mind with the words coming out of his mouth. He was sexy and experienced and was showing her a world she had never thought existed. Or one that she at least never imagined venturing into.
The whole length of his cock slowly pushed inside her, causing her to let out a slow and powerful moan. There were so many different feelings and sensations going through her body at that moment. She was lost in a sea of pleasure and wanted to let go of another orgasm.
“I want more.”
Caroline heard him chuckle, and he started pumping her as she thrust onto him. She was delirious with the pleasure he was giving her; she needed it, needed him.
What she didn't expect was for her pussy to become so wet. She was dripping wet, and she felt a build up once again. She couldn't believe she was about to cum again. God, the thought was just too delicious.
“Joshua, it feels good; it really does feel so good.”
“I know baby. It's amazing isn't it?”
“Yes,” she gasped. “I'm coming again.”
Her whole body shuddered as she came. He continued pumping inside of her breaking all reason inside her mind. He was glorious, and all of it was so incredible. The best sex of her life was happening in that hotel suite. As she felt herself build up for another orgasm, the shudders ripped through her body causing her to scream his name.
“Oh Caroline, I'm ready too baby. I'm going to fill up your pussy with my cum.”
She moaned, loving how sexy he was with his dirty talk. He spilled inside of her and collapsed on the bed.
She slid slowly off his cock, knowing for certain that she was going to be very sore the next day. It would have all been worth it. She dug around in her desk and pulled out some Kleenex and handed them to him. Cleaning herself off as best that she could, Caroline slipped into her panties. Caroline then put on her dress as she watched him rummaging around for his clothes that had fallen to the floor. Finding them, he quickly slipped into underwear and dress pants, pulling his shirt over his head.
Everything was a little more rumpled than she would have liked, but hopefully, no one would notice as she left the hotel. She couldn't wipe the grin off her face, though. Her hands shook from the toil the orgasms took on her body. Joshua was watching her dress, and when she looked up at him, he smiled. He had a stunner of a smile, and his look made her want to start all over again. Would she ever be able to get enough of that man or was it always going to be this way? God, she hoped it was.
She knew he wanted her to spend the night, but she wasn’t going to do that. He came to her and kissed her softly on the lips.
“Come to Paris with me for a couple of days.”
She laughed. “I can’t. I have work.”
“You can take a few days off to celebrate the new client you have.”
“No. I need to actually work on her dress now.”
“Do it on Monday.”
A small smile played on her face.
Chapter Eleven
The last day in Paris was a sad one for her; the city was just so beautiful that she couldn’t get over it. Caroline couldn’t even believe she had allowed Joshua to take her there. She had so much work waiting for her back home, but it had only been for a few days, so really no harm was done. She didn’t tell her design team the truth about where she was going because she didn’t want them to know that she had just skipped town with an old flame, especially since some of them knew about Mike. What a complication that was. She didn’t even know herself what she was doing, so having to try to explain it to someone else would be complicating and possibly embarrassing as well.
She had called Mike before she left for Paris to let him know she would be out of town for a few days. She told him they would need to talk when she returned. One way or another, she needed to make a decision and decide what man she wanted in her life; that was no easy decision, considering the two men.
Caroline and Joshua had flown to Paris almost immediately since he had a private jet of his own. She loved Paris; not only was it beautiful, but it was the fashion capital of the world. She loved shopping there—they always had such unique collections.
They had only been there for a few days, and the first one didn’t really count because they never left the room once, or even the bed. She had been terribly sore because of it, but it had all been worthwhile. The two of them weren’t big on sightseeing, but they spent most of their time lounging on the beach or in the pool that resided on the balcony of Joshua’s suite. It was luxurious, and she loved the chance to soak up some heat before she returned home; it had been a truly relaxing time away.
It wasn’t all beach time, however. She had done a massive amount of shopping, but what girl doesn’t? She didn’t just purchase clothing—she bought up yards of fabric for her designs and had them shipped back home. It was all on Joshua’s dime; he spoiled her rotten while they were away.
They were lounging by the pool, sipping champagne, and she couldn’t remember a time that she felt happier about her life; everything was going to plan. Joshua got up to check his messages, and she continued to sip on the decadent wine. She refused to check her messages because listening to any of them would have had her back on the jet and returning home. She had a hard time leaving her company in the hands of others, and if something went wrong, she wanted to be there. So she just made sure to check i
n periodically through text messages; she noticed when she did that Mike had sent her two messages. They were simple messages, asking how her trip was coming along. She quickly sent him a text asking if he wanted to have dinner with her when she returned to the city; she needed to have a talk with him.
When she turned from her messages, she found Joshua standing behind her. He didn’t look happy to find her on her phone, which she found odd since he regularly checked in with his office.
“I ordered us in some food so we could spend our last night relaxing. I hope that’s okay with you.”
“Sure, of course.”
“Was that work?” he said, nodding towards her phone.
“They are just anxious to get me back in the office; that’s all. I can’t blame them. Like I said, it’s a busy time for us.”
Joshua was watching her intently, and she wondered if he believed her. Finally, he smiled and leaned in for a kiss. He claimed her tongue and roughly squeezed her breasts. She moaned and started rubbing his cock through his shorts. They had taken a day off sex because she had been so sore, but she was ready to take him in again. In fact, he was all she could think about at that moment.
Their hands were everywhere while their tongues mingled, and she felt herself grow wet with yearning. She wanted him inside her immediately.
“Fuck me, Joshua, right now. That is if you can catch me.”
She peeled off her bikini top and bottom, ran to the pool and jumped in. She giggled as she reached the surface, and he just plunged in after her. She swam to the shallow end and waited by the edge of the pool. He quickly found her, pushing her up against the wall. His mouth was on hers eagerly, and she moaned loudly, aching all over her body. Caroline wrapped her legs around his waist, and he entered her hard, pumping into her fast. Her body exploded with pleasure, and she wrapped her legs around him tighter. He bit into her neck, causing her to cry out with pleasure.
“Oh Joshua, your cock feels so good.”
“You’re all mine baby.”
“Oh, it feels so good.”
He plunged inside her deep until she came, arching her back into the edge of the pool. He continued to pump inside her harder still until he came.
Exhausted, she leaned into his neck and hugged him with her arms. He made her feel incredible, their chemistry just made their sex life so much better.
He pulled apart from her and said, “Let's go see if the food is here.” His grin made her laugh, and she climbed out of the pool with him. As she toweled herself dry, she watched as he went back into the room to check on the room service. She felt so satisfied, she could have fallen asleep right then and there.
When she returned to the room, her phone was buzzing, and when she went to check it she found that Mike had responded. She suddenly felt guilty for being there with Joshua when Mike was so into her. But she wasn’t doing anything wrong; she had never slept with Mike, and they were nowhere near being exclusive. She just wanted to make sure she was making the best decision for herself, and she had no idea that Joshua would walk back into her life. She had assumed that it was over between them when she had left Africa. Since then, he had made some huge romantic gestures that she just couldn’t ignore. She read his message, noting that he agreed to dinner and would pick her up. She put her phone away and returned to Joshua.
They had dined on lobster and salads while they laid in bed talking about everything under the sun. They were talking about the future and what that meant for each of them. It was nice for Caroline to catch up with Joshua, she hadn’t realized how much she had missed him until now. Joshua had ordered in strawberries and champagne, and Caroline dined on them while they talked. They always laughed so easily together—that was one thing that was never forced between them; they always had such a good time together. She never struggled to find good men in her life, though. Some of her friends had some incredible disaster stories, and yet she never did. She regularly met good men that treated her well; in that way, she was very blessed. Falling in love was a pretty big deal for her and being happy as well. If she had those things, then the rest was just a bonus for her. But that was what everyone wanted, right? To be happy and fall in love with an incredible person?
As they laid side by side in the bed, she nuzzled up next to him and sipped her champagne. Now was as good as any time to feel him out about the future. She needed to make a decision about her life, and knowing where Joshua’s head was at would be a great help.
“So, Joshua what are we doing here?”
“What do you mean?”
She chuckled. “I’m asking you if you see this, I mean us, going anywhere.”
“Oh man, are we having the talk? Really?”
Surprised, she looked up at him, confused by his tone. “What’s going on Joshua? Is there a problem with discussing us?”
“Well, I’m just a little surprised you’re bringing it up right now. We’re having a good time; why do we have to define it right now.”
Her stomach felt like there was a piece of lead inside of it. She wasn’t sure if she should continue the talk; it was already going so poorly. “I hope you’re joking.”
“Well, I didn’t mean it that way.”
“Okay, so explain yourself. How did you mean it?”
He looked down at her, and she didn’t see anything good in his face. She was a little shocked because she believed that all his grand gestures had really meant something. But it looked as if his playboy ways had not disappeared, and now she was paying the price for it. She had been stupid to think that he wanted more than another roll in the hay.
“I just have a lot going on right now, especially with the trial coming up. I’m not even sure what’s going on with that, yet. I don’t think it’s a good time to get serious with anyone. I love spending time with you, Caroline. Don’t get me wrong, it’s just I don’t see any reason why we need to rush things. I hope that doesn’t upset you.”
She wasn’t sure how to take his answer at all. It wasn’t like she was expecting to be engaged or anything like that, but she doubted that either of their lives were so hectic that an exclusive relationship was out of the question. The fact that he had come looking for her at all, it should have meant something, and it turned out that it was just him showing off and nothing more. All she could do was stare at him speechless; she didn’t have any words to explain to him how she was feeling. He looked slightly alarmed, probably because he realized she didn’t like a thing coming out of his mouth.
“Sweetheart, I’m not trying to upset you. It’s not that I don’t want more because I do. I just don’t see why we can’t take things slow for now. I’ve never been in a long-term relationship before, and it’s a lot to take in.”
“Seriously, how old are you?”
His mouth dropped open. “What?”
“The way you are talking, it’s like you are some college student not wanting to make a commitment to his college gal. It’s ridiculous that you are afraid of commitment at your age.” The words stung him, but she didn’t care. It was ridiculous that she even had to hear these things, and she had a sudden urge to slap him across the face. She had invested more than her body on that trip; she had allowed him inside her heart, and for what? So that they could take it slow because it was a lot for him to take in? It was ridiculous. It certainly was a lot to take in, and she wasn’t sure why she had allowed herself to get close to him again. Why? So she could be hurt all over again. She should have left Joshua in the past where he belonged.
“It’s clear to me, Joshua, that we are not on the same page, and we are looking for different things. Had I known how you felt, I would not have come to Paris with you. I thought when you came looking for me that it meant something special.”
“It was special. What exactly do you want here? A ring?”
His words stung like he had slapped her, and she felt her blood boiling. How dare he treat her as if she had unreasonable expectations.
“Don’t
let your ego get too out of control, there, Joshua. I wasn’t looking for a ring. I just thought that I mattered to you.”
He was speechless, and she felt a small victory.
“I no longer feel comfortable spending the night with you. Can you arrange for another room?”
“Are you serious? Caroline, please.”
“Don’t Joshua. Just make the arrangements.”
“Caroline, don’t you think you might be overreacting a little bit? Come on.”
“Joshua, it’s pretty simple. We want different things. I’m sorry; I don’t want to continue seeing you after tonight. You may want to take things slow, but I’m ready for something with some staying power.”
His mouth formed a thin line, and he got up to make a call to the front desk. She started packing her things so she wouldn’t have to come and collect them the next morning. She quickly dressed in shorts and a T-shirt, knowing someone would be arriving to collect her bags. She felt sad inside but didn’t know what else to do—she wanted more, and he wasn’t ready for it. He didn’t say a word to her, and she knew it was eating him up inside at the thought of her sleeping apart from him. She knew the very thought probably made him insane.
“I’ll meet you in the lobby in the morning so we can catch our flight.”
He nodded just as the elevator opened into the penthouse. An attendant came in and collected her things. She took one more look at Joshua before heading to her new room. Changing rooms, however, didn’t make anything any easier—she didn’t sleep a wink that night.
Back in New York, Caroline was unpacking from her trip, feeling very uneasy about everything. It was important for her to have everything unpacked before she began her evening as she hated coming back to disorganization. She had dinner plans with Mike, and she was torn up about it, confusion mixing her thoughts up into a mess. Originally, she had planned on letting Mike down easy while she planned a future with Joshua, but that had crashed and burned with very little warning. She didn’t understand how she could have been so wrong about Joshua, that she had read the situation so wrong. She thought he had returned for her because he couldn’t live without her but that hadn’t been the case at all. Nothing had turned out the way she had envisioned it. She couldn’t believe he had gone to so much trouble just to have a little fun. But she supposed for a billionaire it probably didn’t seem like such a big deal to whisk a girl off to Paris or send her expensive presents. Caroline looked too much into it, and that was her own fault. She had misunderstood what he wanted from her, and it made her feel like a fool.
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