by Jennie Lucas
Miller blushed. He made her feel like a goody-two-shoes. But his championing of her gave her a warm glow that was hard to shake.
Something she could never rely on long term, she reminded herself. Especially with a man like him.
‘You have a point.’ Hopefully one Dexter recognised. ‘But still, I can take care of myself.’ She tried to hide her irritation but it wasn’t easy. Everything about her response to him—and his lack of one to her—was just debilitating.
He flicked a knob on the stove and put a lid on the saucepan, his gaze never shifting from hers as he prowled towards her. He rounded the island bench and Miller felt her breathing become choppy. She knew it wasn’t just because of her rush of irritation.
He stopped just shy of touching her, his blue-grey eyes piercing, his arms folded across his chest. ‘Thank you, Tino, for helping me out Sunday night when I felt like something the cat had dragged in,’ he said mockingly.
Miller felt ashamed of her stroppy behaviour. What was wrong with her? ‘Thank you, Tino, for helping me out Sunday night when I felt like something the cat had dragged in.’ And probably looked it...
‘That’s better.’
His smile could have melted a glacier. Then his eyes locked onto her hair and she suddenly remembered that it wasn’t straight, as usual, and probably looked terrible.
She raised a self-conscious hand. ‘Wavy.’
He reached out and looped a semi-dry curl around a finger. ‘Pretty.’
She shook her head and his finger snagged on the curl, pulling it tight. She shivered. ‘I prefer it straight.’
His hand drifted to the side of her face, his fingers following the curve of her jaw. ‘That’s because it gives you a sense of control. I like it either way.’
Miller’s breath stalled in her lungs at the way he was looking at her. She could read desire in his eyes. Want. Intent, even. She was shocked by it because previously she had assumed his interest in her wasn’t real. But now she suspected he had just been resisting the chemistry between them on Saturday night—as she had done for most of the weekend. As she should still be doing...
Only she felt powerless to look away from the banked heat in his gaze and a thrill of remembered pleasure raced through her body. A thousand reasons as to why this wasn’t a good idea pinged into her mind, but overwhelming her logical thinking was a wicked, sinful sensation that refused to go away.
All her life she’d done the right thing. The proper thing. Working hard to get good grades and make her mother proud, building a reputation at work that would ensure her future was secure, shelving the more risqué side of her nature. Until now that had been enough. Satisfying, even.
But Valentino brought out a delicious craving in her that was impossible to ignore.
CHAPTER TWELVE
TINO saw the sharp rise and fall of Miller’s chest as his finger lingered on the side of her jaw, felt her tremble as he deepened the caress. He hadn’t intended to touch her, seduce her, but now he could think of nothing else.
Some part of him hesitated. Really, if he had any integrity he’d stop. She’d been sick. She was a guest in his house. But none of that registered with her standing in front of him looking gorgeous and tousled, her cheeks pink, her lips softly parted. God, he wanted to kiss her. He wanted—
She swayed slightly towards him, pressed the side of her face into his palm. ‘Valentino...?’
Her blue eyes were huge, shining with an age-old invitation that sent every ounce of blood in his body due south. Breathing felt like an effort, and it would have taken more strength than he possessed not to lean in and kiss her.
So he did.
Lightly. Gently. Just their mouths and his hand on her face connecting them.
And maybe he would have stopped so that they could eat the dinner he’d prepared, but after the slightest of hesitations she rose onto her toes, flattened herself against his chest and he was lost.
His hands moved to span her waist and curled beneath the fabric of her T-shirt to sweep up and down the smooth skin of her back. She whimpered. He groaned, angled his head, took the kiss deeper, his mouth hardening as the hunger inside him threatened to consume them both.
Her hands found his hair; his found her breasts. Those perfect round breasts.
‘Miller...’ Her name was a deep rasp and she wrenched her mouth from under his as his thumbs flicked across both nipples at once. She arched into his hands, her back curving like an archer’s bow, and he growled his appreciation, pushing her bra cups down to pluck at her velveteen flesh more firmly.
Her sensitivity and responsiveness completely undid him, and he lifted her and turned to place her on the stone bench.
‘Valentino.’
Her desire-laden sigh stalled him. He pulled in a tanker full of air and tried to steady himself as his eyes met hers. He flicked his tongue over his lips and saw her pupils dilate as she watched him.
Forking a hand through her thick waves, he forced her eyes up to his. ‘Miller, I want to be inside you more than I’ve wanted anything in my life. Tell me you want the same,’ he ordered gruffly.
He felt the thrill of desire race through her and her lips parted, her fingernails digging into his shoulders. ‘Yes. I feel...I want the same thing.’
Tino’s eyes grew heavy with fierce male triumph and his hands confidently moved to the waistband of the sweats she wore. ‘Lift up.’
He dragged the pants down her legs, admiring her red lace panties before they dropped to the floor. ‘God, I love your lingerie.’ He spread her thighs wide and pulled her forward until her bottom was balanced on the edge of the bench. ‘Take off the T-shirt and bra.’
She complied, and he leaned forward to capture one pointed nipple into his mouth. He suckled her. Bit down lightly. His hands steadied her hips as she jerked under the lash of his tongue. She was perfect.
‘Beautiful,’ he breathed. He switched his attention to her other breast, loving the feel of her fingers speared into his hair, holding his head hard, her small whimpers of arousal testing his self-control.
He felt her hips push against his restraining hold and knew she was seeking pressure at her core. Pressure he couldn’t wait to give her. He moved one hand between her legs and urged her thighs wider, opening her, his eyes momentarily closing as he revelled in the feel of his hand sliding through her curls and over her delicate folds. She was already wet and his middle finger slipped easily inside her. She made a sound like a sob, her hands clutching at him as he stroked her sweet spot with his thumb.
His erection jerked in an agony of wanting.
Soon, he promised himself. He curved his other hand around the nape of her neck and pulled her eager mouth back to his, adding another finger into her body and setting up a steady rhythm.
She groaned, a deep, keening sound, and ground herself against his hand. He felt the urgent lift of her body that signalled she was close to coming, but as much as he wanted to feel her orgasm gripping his fingers he wanted something else more.
‘Lean back on your elbows.’
He waited while she shifted the empty soup bowl out of her way and then he bent forward and nuzzled her, his tongue stroking and teasing the bundle of nerve endings at the top of her sex.
She bucked against him so hard she nearly dislodged him, and he wound his arms around her waist.
‘Damn, Miller, you taste so good.’
His husky words sent her over the edge and she came like a shot around his tongue. He nearly disgraced himself in his own kitchen.
Calling on every ounce of focus, he rode her orgasm with her. Then he stood, rose above her, pulled his T-shirt up over his head and shucked his jeans around his ankles. Her head was still thrown back on her shoulders, her breasts pushed high, her body open for his viewing pleasure. His eyes drank in the sheer beauty o
f her for all of two seconds and then he shifted closer, positioning himself between her splayed thighs before—
Condom.
Right. Hell.
He reached around and pulled one out of his back pocket, sheathed himself.
‘Are you always this prepared?’
Her husky words and wary gaze stayed him. His usual approach would be to make a sarcastic quip. Keep things light. But her scent was warm on his tongue and for some reason he couldn’t conjure up anything light.
‘No. But after touching you on the beach Saturday I’ve dreamt of nothing else since.’
‘Nothing else?’
Her tone was teasing and it gave him permission to tease her back. ‘Maybe my mother’s lasagna.’
She smiled, her eyes slumberous as she took him in. His erection throbbed under her perusal and her startled eyes flew to his.
His hands tightened on her hips. ‘Do you want me to stop?’ The words felt as if they were ripped out of his throat with a pair of pliers, but he needed to be sure she was totally on board with this.
Her eyes held his. ‘Would you?’
‘Of course.’ Though it might kill him.
‘No, I don’t want you to stop.’ She leaned forward, gripped him in her palm. She closed her eyes as her fingers explored him. ‘I want to feel you inside me.’
He wanted that too—so badly his legs were shaking with need. He pulled her hands from his body before he lost it. ‘Open your eyes.’ His voice was a husky command and it seemed for ever before she raised her sleepy gaze to his. ‘I want to see your eyes as I fill you.’
Her eyes widened and her tongue touched her lips as she nodded.
‘Hold on to me.’ She draped her arms along the line of his shoulders and gripped the back of his neck. Tino pulled her firm breasts against his torso and lifted her.
He’d intended to take her hard, his instinct to plough himself into her, but some sense of civility whispered that this first time he might hurt her, so instead he lowered her with as much care as he could.
Even so, he felt the hiss of air against his temple as her body encircled him.
She was tight. So tight. He stilled. ‘Are you okay?’ Sweat beaded his forehead as he forced himself not to jam her on top of him.
She wriggled her hips and adjusted herself around his girth and his head nearly came off.
‘Now I am.’ Her voice was so damned sexy. Like her smell. ‘You’re just...big.’
Women had told him that before, but never had those words sounded so sweet.
‘You can take me,’ he growled, kissing her brow.
‘I think I already have.’ There was laughter in her voice and then he shifted his hips and surged forward, giving her more.
‘Or not.’ She groaned. ‘I want more.’
God, so did he.
‘Hook your legs around my waist.’ He could barely speak. The urge to pound into her was overwhelming but he needed a soft surface for what he was about to give her—otherwise she’d end up black and blue.
Somehow he made it to his bed, but when he fell on top of her he was so close to coming he didn’t hold back. Her body clung to his as if it had been made just to please him, and when he felt another orgasm building inside her he didn’t know how he managed to hold off long enough to take them both over the edge together, but he was so damned glad he had.
God, had sex ever been this good?
* * *
Miller lay still, unable to move, and yet stricken with the urge to run for her life. She had just had wild, unrestrained sex with one of the beautiful people. Someone so far removed from her real world she couldn’t even leap to see the platform he lived on.
And it had been amazing. He’d filled her so completely, so powerfully, all she’d been able to do was cling to him as he’d carried her into his room and then carried them both into a miracle of erotic pleasure.
At least it had been for her. For him it was probably run of the mill. She was probably run of the mill. Trying not to let her old insecurities swamp her, Miller clung to what was real. Which, ironically, was that this was fake.
Her sickness, his bringing her here—none of that had changed anything between them. And would it matter if it had? She had her goals, her plans for the future, and she wasn’t looking for a relationship. She wasn’t looking to fall in love with anyone yet.
She understood the fundamental rule that one person always loved more than the other, and she also knew that relationships were unstable at best and downright destructive at worst.
And it wasn’t as if Valentino was going to insist on having a relationship with her! He’d probably prefer to be hit by one of his fast cars. And even if he did his job took him all over the world. She knew herself well enough to know she’d never cope with the uncertainty of having a relationship with someone who left her all the time. Would leave her as soon as he was bored.
But that still wasn’t the scariest thought churning through her right now. No, the scariest thought had been the sense of connection she had felt when Valentino had joined their bodies together. It had been as if a missing part of herself had slotted into place. A ridiculous notion, and one that made her think that the sooner she got her life back to normal the better.
Valentino shifted beside her and Miller tuned into the laboured sounds of his breathing, the only noise in the otherwise silent room.
‘You’re thinking again.’ His low voice rumbled from deep inside his chest.
‘It’s what I do best.’
‘I think we’ve just discovered another occupation you could channel your energies into.’
Miller smiled weakly, and then gasped as he rolled on top of her and lightly pinned her to the bed. He fisted a hand in her hair and tilted her face up to his. She swallowed. He was so primal, so male. His hold was both possessive and dominant, and it shouldn’t have thrilled her as much as it did.
‘What are you thinking about?’ he persisted.
‘Isn’t that my line?’
‘I think it’s pretty clear what I’m thinking about. What I want to know is if you’re regretting what just happened between us.’
No, she wasn’t regretting it. She was trying to figure it out. ‘No. I probably should, but I don’t.’
‘I’m glad.’
He laid his palm across her forehead and Miller swallowed past the lump in her throat. ‘I’m fine. I told you that.’
‘I’m allowed to check.’ Leaning down, he ran his tongue over her lips, stroking into her mouth as she automatically opened for him.
Miller gasped as pleasure arrowed straight to her pelvis, turning her liquid. She moaned when his knees urged hers wider and he settled himself between her thighs.
‘I want you again,’ he murmured roughly.
‘Really?’ Miller felt him hard between her legs and her trepidation at being here with him evaporated as she sensed just how wrong she had been about this chemistry being one-sided. He wanted her. Badly. And the knowledge gave her a giddy sense of sensual power that amazed her.
CHAPTER THIRTEEN
TINO woke up early, as usual, and smelt the scent of sex at the same time as he registered that Miller was no longer in his bed.
Confounded, he cracked an eye open and was even more puzzled to find the room empty and silent except for a couple of magpies warbling outside his window.
He was used to a woman clinging after a night of sex. Not that he remembered ever having a night quite like that. He’d been insatiable, and a grin split his face as he recalled how she had matched him the whole way.
He stretched his hands above his head and flexed stiff muscles. Last night had been incredible—and against every one of his rules.
Sort of.
It wasn’t that he’d forbidden himself
to have sex this close to race day, it was getting involved emotionally that was the no-go zone. He might have thought about Miller more than he would have liked over the past couple of days, but he knew now that he’d had her in his bed his interest would start to wane. It always did.
Which was why it was good that she would be leaving this morning. He had an enormously busy week, made even more so because he’d had to cancel yesterday’s round of meetings to care for Miller.
Rolling out of bed, he pulled his jeans on and went in search of her to find out what time she wanted him to get the jet ready.
He found her outside, watching the sun rising over the ocean that stretched beyond his backyard. She was completely enveloped in his black robe—so appropriate, he mused—her hair mussed and wavy, the sun’s rays highlighting the gold in amongst the brown.
She turned when she heard the sliding door open and fingered her hair self-consciously. She looked adorable. And uncomfortable.
He immediately sought to put her at ease and ignored the whisper of apprehension that floated across his mind. He didn’t doubt for a minute his ability to control this situation between them.
‘What are you thinking?’
‘I didn’t know men wanted to know what women were thinking so much.’
He studied her, feeling as if he was facing down one of Dante’s highly strung thoroughbreds. ‘I don’t want to know what women are thinking, I want to know what you’re thinking.’
‘I’m thinking that you have a beautiful home. For some reason I took you as a city type.’
‘I visit too many cities as part of my job. My mother lives on the other side of the island and I bought this place when she fell ill a couple of years ago.’
‘Is she okay now?’
‘Fine. Fitter than I am.’
Miller’s lips twisted into a faint smile. ‘Well, it’s lovely here. Peaceful.’ She glanced out over the lawn towards the beach and he caught the nervousness in her eyes. ‘But I should probably be heading back home.’
