by Holly Jacobs
“You and I will discuss this after we’ve taken your friends home.”
JT nodded, her expression cocky and unconcerned.
Seth turned his attention back to the other kids. “You knew about curfew?”
“Yes, sir. I needed to see Lisa. She’s our foreign exchange student.”
“She lives with me,” the other girl piped in. “And she’s going home tomorrow. Joel and Lisa have been dating and they wanted to say goodbye.” The girl sighed, then added, “JT was here keeping me company.”
Seth got their names and addresses and dropped the girls off first, leaving Joel in the back of the cruiser and JT in the front.
“My mom is going to kill me,” Tammy said to no one in particular, as they headed toward her house. “Lisa, you’re actually kind of lucky you’re getting on a plane tomorrow. She can’t ground you if you’re back in France.”
Seth hid his smile as he knocked on the door.
A dark-haired woman answered a moment later. “Hello, Officer?”
He saw her shock when she spotted the girls. “Tammy and Lisa, you told me you would finish packing and then go to bed.”
“Ma’am, I’m Lieutenant Keller. And we found Tammy and Lisa out at the school playground.”
“You what?” The woman looked from Seth to the girls then back to Seth. “Come in, please, Officer.”
They all stepped into the foyer.
“Maman Annette, I only wanted to say goodbye to Joel one more time. You can’t know how hard it is to be arraché from the one you love,” she said with a great deal of drama. “Old people like you have forgotten what it’s like to really be in love. Joel, c’est ma vie! He is my destiny.”
Tammy’s mom tried valiantly to hide a smile, and Tammy simply shook her head. “Lisa tells me all the time that Americans don’t know anything about love.”
Seth cleared his throat. “Be that as it may, breaking curfew is serious. And, ma’am, you should know that two of the boys the girls were with were taken down to the station for vandalism.”
“Not Joel, Maman Annette!” Lisa assured her.
Seth nodded his agreement. “No, not Joel. He’ll be escorted home next.”
“Are the girls in trouble?” Tammy’s mother asked.
“I could write a warning up, but since Lisa is leaving tomorrow, and I’m assuming that Tammy here has learned her lesson?”
Tammy nodded her head with more vigor than the answer required.
“Well, then I’m inclined to give you all a verbal warning this time. Next time, though…” He’d found that a threat was more effective if left to a teen’s imagination.
“There won’t be a next time, sir,” Tammy assured him.
“Officer, may I say goodbye one more time?” Lisa asked. “After all my poor Joel was arrested in the name of love. It’s très romantique.”
He knew he should be stern and say no, but he couldn’t quite manage it. “Go ahead,” he told the girl.
Lisa bolted down the stairs and Tammy hung behind. “I only went to the park to keep her out of trouble. I called JT to meet me because it’s awkward being around that.” She nodded at Lisa and Joel.
All three of them watched as the girl hugged the boy.
“You know, Lisa loves reading romances. By the time she gets home, she’ll be telling the story of the boy who did jail time for her. I’m going to my room, Mom. And, Officer?” Seth looked at the girl. “Thank you.”
She disappeared up the stairs.
“She seems like a good kid,” Seth said.
“She is,” Tammy’s mom agreed. “So’s Lisa. Tammy hasn’t really fallen in love yet, but Lisa…” She smiled. “Well, her romance with Joel reminded me of what it was like to be that young and that much in love. A time when you thought you breathed in and out because of someone else. Do you remember what that was like, Lieutenant?”
Seth had met Allie his freshman year, and for him, it was like that. “Yes, I remember.”
Lisa returned, her eyes wet with tears. “Merci, sir.”
“You’re welcome, Lisa.” He nodded to Tammy’s mom. “Good night, ma’am.”
“Thank you, Officer.”
He glanced back as he walked to his cruiser and saw Tammy’s mother envelop Lisa in a hug. It made him think of his own mom.
She’d been on his mind a lot lately.
JT silently glared at him as he got back into the cruiser and drove to Joel’s house. Seth threw the cruiser into Park and shut off the engine. JT still slouched in the front seat, not looking at him. He let the boy out of the vehicle and they walked toward his front door.
“Sir,” Joel said. “Before we go in, I want to say thanks again for letting Lisa and me say goodbye.”
Seth stared at the boy. He was rail-thin and gangly, and had the slightest dusting of hair on his lip, but an adult expression of resignation.
“Believe it or not, I remember what it was like to be young, stupid and in love.”
Joel expressed surprise. “You’re not going to tell me I’m too young?”
“No, kid, I’m not going to tell you that at all. I don’t think there’s an age requirement for loving someone. Usually, it happens when you least expect it.”
“I’m still not sure what Lisa saw in me. I’m not one of the cool kids. I’m in marching band and take AP classes. I’d never thought I’d be the kind of guy that the cute, French foreign exchange student falls for.”
“But you are the kind of guy that a smart, insightful girl falls for.”
“And now, I’m losing her. I knew we’d have to say goodbye, but I wasn’t ready for it. She was supposed to stay until the end of term, but her grandmother’s sick and she needs to go home early.”
“I don’t know if we’re ever ready to say goodbye to someone we love, kid.” The words he’d intended for the boy rebounded, and far too close to home. Seth needed this conversation to end. “Let’s go talk to your parents.”
“My mom’s not going to be as cool as Tammy’s mom,” Joel told him as he crawled from the backseat.
“No?”
“I’m all she has, and she worries a lot.” Joe’s voice dropped, as if he were imparting some great secret. “She’s going to be a mess.”
“So why did you sneak out if you knew it might make her worry?” Seth asked as they walked up to the pleasant-looking brick bungalow.
“Have you ever loved a girl, sir?” the boy asked again.
Allie had been it for him. But a memory of Laura popped into his mind and guilt struck him.
“I don’t have a key,” Joel said. “I was going to go back in through my bedroom window.”
“We’ll knock.”
Seth heard someone at the door, then it flew open. “Joel?”
“Hi, Mom.”
“Hi, Mom?” The woman’s voice rose about an octave. “Hi, Mom? You went to bed early because you had a headache.”
“Yeah, but I didn’t. I climbed out the window to go see Lisa one more time.”
“And unfortunately, ma’am…” Seth let the ma’am hang there, and the woman replied, “Jan. Jan Vesser.”
“Ms. Vesser, the problem is not only did Joel break the city’s curfew, two of his friends are at the station now being booked for graffiti.”
“Joel?”
“I didn’t do it, Mom. I never would. You know that.”
Joel’s mom raked her fingers through her hair. “I might have known it once upon a time, but I don’t know you anymore.”
“They were at the playground with me, so I could say goodbye to Lisa, then they pulled out paint and started messing around. We didn’t do anything. Me, Lisa and Tammy sat on the swings.”
“I told you they’re bad news. I told you—”
Seth asked, “Ma’am, can I speak with you alone?”
“Go up to your room, Joel. I’ll come talk to you in a minute.”
Joel made a dash for what he assumed was the kitchen.
“Ma’am, he’s in love,” Seth
said. “He did something stupid, but wasn’t causing any real trouble.”
“We were so close, then he started hanging with these boys, and this girl and…” She looked distraught. “I don’t know him anymore.”
“He’s a teenager. I think that’s par for the course. He needs to know that there are rules and boundaries, but that ultimately, you’re on his side.”
“I want what’s best for him. When he was little, I dreamed he’d be a doctor and make the world better. Now, I want him to pass ninth grade and not be brought home by the cops again.” This woman—so worried about her son, tears in her eyes—could have been his mother worrying about him. “I would do anything to give my son an easier life than I had. I wanted you to know that.” She turned away from him.
“Ms. Vesser? Ma’am, sometimes your dreams for your child aren’t the same as their dreams. Sometimes, they have to follow their own path, even if it’s not the direction you’d have chosen for them.”
She faced Seth. “I should let him be with this girl?”
“The girl in question is leaving. What I’m saying is you need to talk, and even more importantly, you need to listen and show him you understand. There’s this computer program my sister uses with her friend who moved to Montana. It lets them talk over the internet. You could help Joel set it up, on the condition he doesn’t sneak out again and concentrates on his schoolwork. He thinks this girl is it for him…the one.” Memories pounded at Seth of a time when he felt that way. “Maybe she is.”
“I want to think so.”
“Do you mind if I check back with you in a week or so?” Seth found himself asking.
“Really?”
He reached into his shirt pocket. “Really. And here’s my card. You call if you need me before then.”
“Thanks, Officer.”
“It’s my job, ma’am.”
“I think you’re wrong. Bringing him home might have been your job, but the rest of it?” She shook her head. “I don’t think that falls under a cop’s duties. Thanks.”
Seth got into the cruiser, turned to JT and simply said, “Speak.”
“I screwed up again. Big shock.”
He waited without saying anything.
“Mom has a new guy at the house, so when Tammy called, I went. I thought I’d give them some privacy.”
“Does she know you left the house?”
JT didn’t respond and he silently waited. He thought he was going to have to break the stalemate, when she finally said, “Ms. Watson called to say thanks for the mural. I’m glad she’s had her kid. Now I can go back to regular detentions where they just ignore you as long as you’re quiet.”
Seth felt a flash of insight into JT reverting to her old habits. “JT, Ms. Watson hasn’t fogotten about you. I’m sure—”
“Just take me home, Lieutenant, okay? Or write me up, or take me back to the station.”
“JT—”
“If you’re not going to throw me in jail again, then take me home and read my mom the riot act like you did the other kids’ parents. Just don’t lecture me to death. You’ve already tortured me enough tonight.”
“Tortured you?”
“You let Lisa and Joel say goodnight. Their gushing over each other had me on the verge of vomiting.”
Seth put a hand over his mouth to cover his inadvertent chuckle. “Well, maybe some torture will remind you to toe the line. There are rules, and they’re there for a reason. My job is to see to it you follow them. Not to be a hard-ass, but to keep you safe. Speaking of rules, did you ever hear the ones about not lying to cops, and not skipping school?”
“Huh?” JT said, playing innocent.
“The other day when you finished the mural?”
“I just wanted to get it done, okay? Ms. Watson’s class was the only one where I didn’t feel like a loser. Now she’s gone, and the sub they hired…” She let the sentence hang.
“The sub isn’t like Ms. Watson,” Seth filled in.
JT nodded.
“You know I have to turn you in for skipping school, right?”
“Yeah, whatever.”
“It will probably mean a whole new set of detentions.” JT didn’t respond and Seth left her in silence while he drove her home.
As he walked her to the front door of her house, she said, “Don’t tell Ms. Watson about tonight, okay? She’s got enough to worry about with the new baby. She can just forget about me and get on with her life.”
Seth shook his head. I think you underestimate Ms. Watson. She won’t forget about you.”
JT snorted and stood by silently as he told her mother she’d broken curfew.
“Get to your room,” her mother ordered.
JT shot him a look and then hurried up the stairs.
“Thanks for bringing her home, Officer. You don’t know how hard it is to ride herd on a kid like JT. She’s always being difficult.”
“She simply needs someone to take an interest, ma’am.” It was as tactful as Seth could manage. What he wanted to tell the woman was to stop mooning over men and pay attention to her daughter.
The woman didn’t respond, other than to say good-night, as she shut the door.
The rest of the night was as quiet as he’d originally hoped. It was eight in the morning when he walked into his apartment. As if on cue, the phone rang. “Hello?”
“Oh, Seth, you’re there. I thought I’d get your answering machine,” his mother said. “I was going to leave you a message. Cessy’s basketball team has a game next week in Erie. It’s their Thanksgiving tournament. I know you said that you can’t be with us on Thanksgiving because of work.”
He felt a sense of guilt. He could have been there.
His mother continued, “I thought you might want to come. I know Cessy would be happy.”
Maybe his guilt was what prompted him to say, “Yes, sure. I’ll be there.”
“Really?” his mom said, then hurried and gave him the information. “How are you?” she asked.
“Fine. And you?”
“Fine.”
And that was that. He loved his parents beyond measure, but he had no answer to repair the rift with them. When Allie found out she was pregnant, she forced him to talk to his parents. And he had. They hadn’t exactly discussed the past, but he’d been willing to begin again.
Then Allie and the babies had died and that beginning ended.
Every word of sympathy, every tear they’d shed at the funeral home seemed false.
They hadn’t wanted him to marry Allie. They’d never approved. So, how could they mourn her loss?
He’d been so angry.
But today? He knew one thing for sure. He was homesick.
CHAPTER SEVEN
MONDAY AFTERNOON WAS BRIGHT, sunny and warm for Erie in November. Laura bundled six-day-old Jamie up and went to school.
She’d called the doctor’s office to be sure it was okay to take him out, and the nurse on duty had promised that anything she felt up to doing was fine.
Well, Laura felt like getting out of the house. She was loving being home with Jamie, but she longed for some adult interaction, which is exactly what she got when her first stop was the teachers’ lounge. Friends oohed and ahhed over the baby, and filled her in on school news.
Afterward, she met the principal, who consented to her continuing to work with JT at home. Her detention had been extended because she skipped school last week.
The end-of-the-day bell rang.
General detention was in the auditorium and she waved to Jodie, who was in charge. “Can I steal JT for a few minutes?”
“Sure. Need me to watch Jamie?”
Laura felt better for being out, but she wasn’t ready to separate from her son, even for a few minutes.
“Thanks, but he’s fine.” She spotted JT sitting in the back row. “JT?” she called.
JT hurried after her into the hall. She spoke rapidly. “Ms. Watson, I didn’t think you’d be in.”
JT knelt down t
o look carefully at the baby. “He’s awfully tiny, Ms. Watson. How come you brought him out to see me?”
“I was worried about you. And I had an idea. Mr. Asti agreed, and we talked to your mom who gave her permission. All that’s left is to see if you agree.”
“That’s a lot of agreeing.” JT eyed her suspiciously. “What’s it about? My skipping school?”
“In a way. I suggested that you walk to my house after school each day. I clocked it on the way here, and it’s almost a half a mile on the nose. I walked it until the weather got too bad and I was too round. Anyway, you walk over and serve your detention with me at my house. Your mom can pick you up on her way home. I’d offer to come into school, but Jamie’s so little. I worried about bringing him out today. Anyway—”
“Hang on, you still want me to do detentions with you?” Despite the heavy makeup and piercings, JT appeared little-girl surprised.
Laura nodded.
“I thought once you had the baby, you’d forget all about me.”
“That’s not likely to happen…ever. You’re stuck with me caring, like it or not. I see so much potential in you. I don’t want to see you throw it all away without a thought. If you could read better—”
For a moment, Laura thought she was really reaching the girl, but when she mentioned reading, JT’s expression hardened. “For what? To prove to you I’m not stupid? Listen, Ms. Watson, I don’t have to prove anything to you or anyone else.”
“No, but maybe you need to prove something to yourself. Listen, I’m just an art teacher, but—”
“Ms. Watson, I never thought of you as just an art teacher.”
“And I’ve never thought of you as less than remarkable. I don’t think you read well, and the fact you’ve made it to high school shows how smart you are. Let me help you, JT.”
Laura wanted to explain to JT, to make her see in herself what she saw so clearly. “Maybe, it’s because I am an art teacher.”
“Huh?”
“I’m trained to look beyond the surface. Paintings, drawings, sculpture, aren’t simply subjects, there’s always some emotion, some story behind them. I look for that, and try to see what’s beneath it. I see the image you try to project.” She reached out and gently touched JT’s eyebrow ring. “But beneath that hard image, I see a smart, talented girl who’s capable of so much. Let me help you.”
