Mars is not for you, Akin told him.
The gun wavered. What?
Mars isnt for anyone who doesnt want it. It will be hard work, risk, and challenge. It will be a Human world someday. But it will never be Earth. You need Earth.
You think your childish psychology will influence me?
No, Akin said.
I dont want to hear it from you or from Yori.
If you kill me now, no Humans will go to Mars.
None will go anyway.
Humanity will live or die by what you do now.
No!
The man wanted to shoot Akin. Perhaps he had never wanted anything as much. He might even have come into the field hoping to find Akin and shoot him. Now he could not shoot Akin because Akin might possibly somehow be telling the truth.
After a long time, Gilbert Senn turned and went back toward the fire.
After a moment, Gabe stood up and shook himself. If that was psychology, it was damn good, he said.
It was literal truth, Akin told him.
I was afraid it might be. Gil almost shot you.
I thought he might.
Could he have killed you?
Yes, with enough ammunition and enough persistence. Or perhaps he could have made me kill him.
He bent to pick Akin up. Youve made yourself too valuable to take risks like that. I know guys who wouldnt have hesitated. He shook himself again, shaking Akin. God, whats this stuff youve smeared me with? Goddamn slimy shit!
Akin did not answer.
What is it? Gabe insisted. It stinks.
Cooked flesh.
Gabe shuddered and said nothing.
8
Tate waited at the edge of the forest amid a cluster of other people. Mateo and Pilar Leal were there. How would Tino take seeing them again? How would they take seeing him with Nikanj? Would he stay with his mates and his children or go with his parents people? It was not likely that Nikanj could let him go or that he could survive long without Nikanj. Mars might even make Tinos choice of the Oankali more acceptable to Tino. He would no longer be helping Humanity breed itself out of existence. But he would not be helping it shape its new world either.
Yori was there, standing with Kolina Wilton and Stancio Roybal. Sober now, Stancio looked tired and ill. There were people Akin did not recognizenew people. There was Abiraan arm reaching out of a hammock, lifting him in.
Wheres Macy? Gabe asked as he put Akin down.
He hasnt come, Kolina answered. We hoped he was helping you with Akin.
He went out when he heard Neci and her friend setting the fire, Akin said. I lost track of him after that.
Was he hurt? Kolina demanded.
I dont know. Im sorry.
She thought about this for a moment. We have to wait for him!
Well wait, Tate said. He knows where to meet us.
They moved deeper into the forest as the light from the fire grew brighter.
My home is burning, Abira said as everyone watched. I didnt think I would have to watch my home burn again.
Just be glad you arent in it, one of the strangers said. Akin knew at once that this man disliked Abira. Humans would carry their dislikes with them to be shut up together on Mars.
The fire burned through the night, but Macy did not come. A few other people arrived. Yori had asked most of them to come. It was she who kept others from shooting them as they were spotted. If they shot anyone, they would have to leave quickly before the sound drew enemies.
I have to go back, Kolina said finally.
No one said anything. Perhaps they had been waiting for this.
They could be holding him, Tate said finally. They could be waiting for you.
No. Not with the fire. They wouldnt think about me.
There are those who would. The kind who would hold you and sell you if they thought they could get away with it.
Ill go, Stancio said. Probably no ones even noticed that Ive left town. Ill find him.
I cant leave without him, she said.
But we have to leave soon, Gabe said. Gil Senn nearly killed Akin back there in the field. If he gets another chance, he might pull the trigger. I know there are others who wouldnt hesitate, and theyll be out hunting as soon as its light.
Someone give me a gun, Stancio said.
One of the strangers handed him one.
I want one, too, Kolina said. She was staring at the fire, and when Yori thrust a rifle at her, she took it without turning her head. Keep Akin safe, she said.
Yori hugged her. Keep yourself safe. Bring Macy to us. You can find the way.
North to the big river, then east along the river. I know.
No one said anything to Stancio, so Akin called him over. Gabe had propped Akin against a tree, and now Stancio squatted before him, clearly not bothered by his appearance.
Would you let me check you? Akin asked. You dont look well, and for this you may need to be
very healthy.
Stancio shrugged. I dont have anything you can cure.
Let me have a look. It wont hurt.
Stancio stood up. Is this Mars thing real?
Its real. Another chance for Humanity.
You see to that, then. Dont worry about me. He put his gun on his shoulder and walked with Kolina back toward the fire.
Akin watched them until they disappeared around the edge of the cornfield. He never saw either of them again.
After a while, Gabe lifted him, hung him over one shoulder, and began to walk. Akin would be able to walk himself tomorrow or the day after. For now, he watched from Gabes shoulder as the others fell in, single file. They headed north toward the river. There, they would turn east toward Lo. In less time than they probably realized, some of them would be aboard shuttles headed for Mars, there to watch the changes begin and be witnesses for their people.
He was perhaps the last to see the smoke cloud behind them and Phoenix still burning.
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