College students crawled over the campus. Ophelia was about their age. Young. Too fucking young. So much for the young being trainable.
“What are you talking about?” Nina asked.
Eagan kept his back to the duo. The news would have come out sooner or later. He was just hoping for later than sooner.
“About a month ago, I released Ophelia.” He didn’t have to look at his two closest friends to know they knew what he was talking about.
“Oh, God!” Nina gasped, then ran around the desk.
His hand in the air halted her. The last thing Eagan needed was a sympathy hug or gesture. Ophelia had been special. She’d been the perfect submissive. Attentive. Open. Willing.
He would get over her. He would have to.
“Ophelia? You mean Ophelia, Ophelia?” Phil’s small face squished into a ball as he contemplated who she was and why she would be important to Eagan. Within a matter of seconds, Phil’s face relaxed and he shook his head. “Your sex slave?”
“Submissive. Don’t call her a sex slave.” Eagan wasn’t defending Ophelia. He defended the Lifestyle and terminology.
For him, being a Dominant wasn’t all about sex. Hell, Ophelia even did that well. Being a Dominant meant he had control, control over his life, another’s and his world. Somehow his lifestyle and his life weren’t mirroring each other. Control slipped through his fingers. He had to find a way to gain it all back.
“No wonder you’re so upset.” Nina kept her arms wrapped around her body.
Eagan could feel her anticipation. She wanted so much to hug and hold him. Not now. He didn’t need anyone showing any type of affection.
“I’m not upset.” He stared pointedly at Nina. “She wanted to go and explore the world. Her heart wasn’t into the Lifestyle anymore. I’m better off without her.”
“Bullshit.” Phil slapped his hand on Eagan’s shoulder. “I don’t really understand all of this ABCD stuff—”
“That’s BDSM,” Eagan said, cutting his friend off. Then he brushed Phil’s hand from his shoulder.
“Whatever. I just know that you cared a great deal for her. Sorry it didn’t work out.”
Eagan jerked to his feet. “Like I said. It was for the best.”
“I’m sorry, sir.” This time Nina managed to touch his arm as he passed her. “I say we stop auditions for today and go home. Would you like for me to come over, Mr. Morton?”
Eagan shook his head. “Not tonight. Just not in the mood.”
As tempting as the offer was, Eagan didn’t want to get Nina’s hopes up. He’d trained her a little when her curiosity got the better of her. Even played with her on occasion. He could tell right away she wanted something permanent. As nice and as beautiful as she was, she wasn’t for him.
A submissive who acted submissive didn’t appeal to him. His desired submissive would have to have a mind of her own, and know her limits and want to push them. With Nina, although she had been more than willing to please him, she also didn’t express her feelings, even after Eagan pressed her before, during, and after play. He didn’t want to collar her like he wanted to with Ophelia.
“Let’s just get back to work. No use wondering about my relationship woes.” Eagan headed to the door with Nina close behind him to open it for him.
“Hey, wait. I have an idea.” A grin as big as the school’s campus covered Phil’s face.
“This had better be good.” Eagan halted in his tracks, turned to him, and crossed his arms over his chest.
“Reality shows are all the rage now. Date My Dad, Date My Mom, The Bachelor. Hell, even that 80’s rapper has his own show. Um, Taste of Love or is it Spice of Love? I don’t remember. You get where I’m going with this?” With a faraway look in his eyes, Phil strolled around the office.
Eagan shook his head.
“We can do a reality show with you where you find your perfect sex slave.” He held out his arms like one of those game show beauties showing off a car or a refrigerator.
“Submissive,” Eagan corrected. A sex slave was what Nina wanted to be and he wanted no part of that.
Eagan waited to see if Phil would start laughing at any moment. What was Phil thinking?
“You’re joking, right?” Eagan reached for the door, but Phil quickly slithered his way in between him and the door.
“It could be the hottest thing on the planet.” Phil braced his hands on Eagan’s shoulders. “It’s not like the whole world doesn’t know about you and your Lifestyle anyway since you admitted it on that hour-long interview special.”
“The reporter asked. I answered.” Eagan felt no need to hide his true self from anyone.
Of course, coming out on national television to say that he had women strung up in his dungeon and he spanked them with paddles on a regular basis didn’t garner him a lot of female fans. Feminist attorney, Judith McClowan, wanted his head on a platter. Most women and some men wanted him strung up. Some didn’t understand him. The rest wanted to be the next submissive.
He suspected that his chosen lifestyle was why the numbers for each of his projects were plummeting. The Nielsen ratings for all of his shows couldn’t beat out rerun shows for other reality TV shows. The box office takes for his movies went from blockbuster to just above tanking. All of his projects were sure-fire winners. He didn’t understand how the public’s perception had shifted.
He did know this: He needed a hit and he needed it in the worst way. A fresh take on the old reality TV show market could boost his popularity again.
Picking someone to fill Ophelia’s spot couldn’t just occur on some cheesy reality TV show. It had taken months for Eagan to get Ophelia to trust him, and even longer to train her. A special bond like that couldn’t just happen over a two-month period in front of cameras.
“Since everyone knows that when you’re not producing Emmy-winning shows, you’re Master Eagan in your off time, I say we put on a show to find your next submissive.” Phil rubbed his hands together in a sinister fashion. If the man wasn’t wearing Dockers, an R.E.M. T-shirt, and loafers, the look may have worked.
“I don’t know,” Nina piped in. “Sounds awfully risky to me. What if you get weirdos or some woman trying to prove something to you or try to change you?”
“That will never happen.” Eagan crossed his arms over his chest.
“Dude, this could work.” Phil headed to the desk where he grabbed a pad and pen.
“It couldn’t, and I don’t want it to work even if it could. Finding a submissive or any romantic partner is not as simple as television makes it seem. There’s a lot of thought involved. You have to build trust. You have to get to know the person gradually. I can’t do that in a matter of weeks.”
“I’m thinking nine to ten weeks. Sound good?” Phil scribbled some notes on the pad.
“You’re not even listening to me.” The idea sounded ludicrous; Eagan paced the floor to hear more, just to be sure it was as crazy as it sounded.
“Where would I find the women to be on this show?” Eagan glanced at Phil as he marched back and forth.
“Let them be a mixed group. We’ll get half of the women from real TCB dungeons.”
“BDSM,” Eagan said with a heavy sigh. Next time his friend screwed up the name, Eagan would get a yardstick and discipline him like he would any of his submissives.
“Whatever. And the other half can be ordinary women who never thought about doing the Lifestyle, but are very interested in it.”
“And where would you find them?” Nina split her attention between Phil and Eagan.
“Around. I’m sure we could find five or six hot chicks willing to do this show. Do you see the crap people eat on that survival show and that other TV show that pushes contestants to conquer their fears? A little spanking should be nothing.”
“That’s not all I do.” Eagan planted his hands on his hips and glared at this idea man.
“Good. Whatever it is you do in your special dungeon, you can do each show to eliminate the
women one by one.”
“Anything? We’re talking paddles, canes, wax play, electric play, nipple clamps.”
At the mention of the last item, Nina sucked air between her teeth. Her body recoiled in response as though he had put the clamps on her just now.
Knowing that Nina still responded to the toys accelerated Eagan’s pulse. He glanced at his watch. Maybe he did have some time after the audition to unwind a bit.
“No actresses.” Strolling back to the desk, Eagan assumed the chair behind the desk again. “I don’t want anyone doing this to get a fucking part in one of my shows or movies. And I definitely don’t want someone faking her emotions as some sort of exercise. This is my life. I take this Lifestyle and my involvement in it very seriously.”
“Okay.” Phil scratched through something he’d written on his pad.
“Wait, wait, wait.” Waving his hands in the air, a crucial thought hit Eagan. “What network would air this? There’s no way in hell any network would broadcast me stringing up half-naked women and deciding which one would be the right submissive.”
“Hmm, good point.” As usual, Phil drummed his pen against the pad of paper.
“Phil.” It was all Eagan had to say to get his friend to stop his nervous habit.
“Sorry.” Phil stood up straighter. “Hey, I’m not your submissive. You can’t tell me what to do.”
“And yet you stopped.” The power to control tickled Eagan’s insides.
“You’re good, man.” Phil took one stroll around the room before stopping in the center. “Hey, doesn’t Skintastic owe you a huge favor for fucking up your broadcast of the Satellite Excellence Award show?”
“That’s Cine-tastic.”
“Whatever. As much soft-core porn as they show, that’s what they should be named.”
“And yes, they do owe me for cutting out the audio in the last hour of that live show.” Thinking about it, even two years later, made Eagan tighten his jaw.
Something in what Eagan said made Phil smile, laugh and jump around with joy. “You are a freakin’ genius!”
“I know that.” Eagan smirked. “But what for this time?”
“That’s how we’ll pitch it. The show will be completely live. That’ll cut down on production time. Skintastic is just doing reruns of that mobster show now. Plus, they do that show called Limousine Loving where couples have sex in a limo. And they’ve aired that stripper show called The Pole. I don’t think a BDSM show will throw off their programming.”
“At least you got the name of my Lifestyle correct this time.” So much for having to resort to the yardstick. “The show couldn’t all be live, though.”
Phil furrowed his bushy eyebrows. “Why not?”
“There’s no way I can adequately play with twelve women within an hour. The first show can definitely be live.”
“And the last show.” Phil quickly added.
“Of course. The grand finale. That would have to be live.”
“Everything else, we can tape a show per week and edit. Yeah, that would make sense. It’ll be hard as hell, but it can work. I’m sure you have a ton of set up for each one of your,” Phil waved his hand in the air, searching for the right words, “events.”
“Play. We call it playing.”
“Whatever. I would never let my kids play the way you do.”
Eagan chuckled. “Okay, so let’s pretend I’m a network executive.” To punctuate his point, Eagan leaned back in a swivel chair and rocked back and forth. “Sell me on this show idea. Right now, I’m not feeling it.”
“Fine.” Phil set the pad and pen on the desk. “Picture this. Twelve women come to your mansion in Virginia Beach and stay with you for nine to ten weeks.”
“All twelve the entire time?” Nina didn’t speak up much, but when she had something to say, she piped in very quickly.
“No, of course not. Every show, Master E. will eliminate one potential submissive. Just like on every other reality show, they’ll go through a reward challenge and a test to stay in the house.”
“Reward challenges?” Eagan shook his head. “I don’t want these women on the show if all they’re looking for are prizes. Shouldn’t being with Eagan Morton be enough?”
Phil rolled his eyes. “Yes, being Eagan Morton’s submissive is the ultimate prize, isn’t it?”
Nina took that moment to sigh loud enough that both Phil and Eagan stared at her for a moment before resuming their conversation.
“The normal set up for these types of shows has reward challenges. We’re already bucking the standard tradition with the whole BDSM thing. I don’t think we should eliminate this one thing for the show.”
“Who creates these challenges?” Eagan asked.
“You would.”
Eagan cocked his eyebrow. “I’m the TV exec right now, remember?”
“That’s why you were referring to yourself in third person. Fine. Eagan Morton would. Since he’s most familiar with the Lifestyle and what tests he would want the women to endure, he would be the best one to make that call.”
“Fine.” He nodded.
“And we’ll get twelve of the most gorgeous women you’ve ever seen.”
Eagan waved his hand in the air. “I don’t base my decision on looks.”
“Really? I’ve seen some hot women on your arm. And Ophelia was the sexiest woman on two feet. What was she? Part black and part Japanese?”
“Half Filipino,” Eagan glanced at his friend, who suddenly got a smug expression on his face, as though he were Ophelia’s father, “and half African-American.”
“I knew she had to be part Filipino. She was gorgeous.”
“Anyway, I want all of the women to be hooded from the time they walk through the door to the time they’re eliminated. At that point, then they can remove their masks.”
“Ah, element of surprise. I like that.”
It may have sounded like an element of surprise to Phil. To Eagan it was a way of life. He never judged a woman by her appearance. He only looked at her by the way she carried herself. Tall, short, slender, or voluptuous. Size, shape, race, and age didn’t matter to him. As long as she had confidence in herself, he could accept her as his submissive.
“Any other requests?” Phil asked.
“Are you asking me as Cine-tastic exec or as the Master?” He stared pointedly at his director.
“The Master, of course.”
Eagan thought for a bit. The longer Phil talked, the more he could see himself actually going through this idea, that’s if they could get it past the network.
“What prize would the one lucky submissive get?”
“Well, for one, they would be your submissive.”
“For how long?”
Phil furrowed his eyebrows. “Isn’t this sort of a lifetime deal?”
“It could be. But if we find we’re not really compatible, she needs an easy out plan, and so do I. How about a year with me unless otherwise agreed upon between the two of us?”
Nina sighed again. If Eagan didn’t know any better, he would think Nina wanted to try out as one of his contestants.
“A year in your home? Sounds like a good deal to me.”
“Plus, she would get jewels and trips. All of that could be worked out later.” Eagan waved his hands in the air, hating fussing over the petty details. “And another thing. Each woman would have to be collared when they step into my house. I will own them and I will release them. And they cannot be collared by anyone else while in my home.”
“I don’t know what all of that means, but I’ll make sure of that.”
“I have a friend who owns a club. I’ll get him to pick out six women for me.”
“Cool.”
“So what about the other six women?” Nina asked.
A knock on the door stopped the brainstorming session.
“Enter,” Eagan called through the door.
Carter, one of Eagan’s assistants, poked his head through the opened door. “Are we goin
g to keep going with auditions or stop for today?”
Phil glanced at Eagan. “Well?”
“Give us five more minutes,” Eagan said. Just as Carter ducked his head back, Eagan called for him again. “I’m going to be putting together another reality show. Do you think you can find six women who aren’t skittish about nudity and who aren’t actresses?”
Carter scratched his head. “What kind of show is it?”
“A reality show about a Dominant looking for a submissive,” Phil said.
Carter volleyed his gaze from Phil to Nina to Eagan, then back on Phil again. “I guess. That’s a pretty tall order, but I’ll try.”
“Don’t try. Do it or don’t do it.” Eagan rose from his seat. “If you’re incapability of handling this task, tell me now so that I can find a more capable person for the job. Do I make myself clear?”
“Yes, sir.”
Eagan waved to Carter to leave. “Give us a minute and we’ll be right out.”
Carter shut the door on the trio.
“Hey, what are you all planning to call this show?” Nina asked as she gathered the photos and notes in her arms again.
“I was thinking Controlled Environment. How do you like that?” Phil clapped his hands in happiness.
“I don’t. It’s not very sexy or enticing. It sounds like a medical show or something that should be on The Learning Channel.” Eagan crossed his arms and stared out into the crowd of people below walking by them.
“What about The Eagan Morton Show?”
Eagan didn’t even have to look at his friend for Phil to know that he hated that show name. His hunched shoulders spoke volumes.
“Fine,” Phil said.
As Eagan stared at each young woman walking by, he wondered what they were really like behind closed doors. What did they really want? Their reactions fueled him.
“I got it,” Eagan said, still facing the window. “Love My Way.”
“Perfect.”
Yes, Eagan’s next woman would be just that. Perfect.
Chapter Two
“I didn’t get the fucking job.” Ananda slammed the door to the motel room she shared with her best friend, Darnell.
Love My Way Page 2
