“That’s all right,” the old gent said, his voice raspy but joyful. “I don’t mind. We’re friends, aren’t we, Ruthie?”
“Yes.” My daughter nodded delightedly. “But I forgot your name.”
He howled with laughter. “It’s George. George Mason.”
Ruthie looked at me triumphantly. “This is my friend George.”
“Mr. Mason,” I corrected, but Ruthie had a mind of her own—just like her namesake—and would probably go on calling the man George no matter what I said.
Sure enough, Ruthie turned up her nose at me and I exchanged an amused glance with Ryan, who cradled one-month-old Declan in his arms. He'd actually been born on Grams’s ninety-ninth birthday. I held tight to the hand of our two-year-old son, Frankie, lest he take off running.
“There you are!” The familiar voice, a little weaker than it used to be, but still filled with spunk, rang out across the common room full of Sunday visitors.
I turned and saw Grams making her way toward us with her walker. She hated that thing, but after a few falls in the last several years, we told her she had to use it or else we’d refuse to come see her. Of course, we never would have done so, but Grams cherished her visits with her great-grandchildren so much, she complied … at least when we were there. Who knew what she did when we weren’t? But at her age, I figured she'd earned the right to darn well do as she pleased most of the time. I only wanted to keep her around as long as possible.
“Hi, Grams,” I said, opening my arms to hug her small but remarkably sturdy frame.
“Hello, my darling.” She hugged me before leaning down to squeeze Ruthie's shoulders. “And how’s my Ruthie-girl today?”
“Good.” Ruthie patted the old guy’s head. “This is George. He’s my friend.”
“Mine too. How are you today, George?” Grams winked at him.
“Very well, thank you.”
“And how are you, Grams?” Ryan asked, kissing her cheek as he bounced Declan in his arms. The baby had been fussy on the ride here, and no one was better at calming him than Ryan. He’d been like that with all our children. Maybe it was his deep voice or the quiet, soothing way he spoke to them, but he definitely had the magic touch and patience for days.
“Just peachy, dear.” Grams sighed. “Although whoever is making those things that pass for muffins at the breakfast buffet table should really take up a different profession. They’re like hockey pucks!”
Ryan and I shared a smile. Grams was happy here but for the loss of her own kitchen, and never failed to make at least one critical remark about the sorry state of all the baked goods at the nursing home.
“Well, Ruthie and I brought you some muffins we baked yesterday, and there are plenty to share with your friends if you’d like.”
“Perfect. And can we still bake at the house before Christmas?” Grams asked hopefully.
“Of course, Grams. Ryan is going to come and get you next Saturday and we’ll spend the entire day in your old kitchen.” Two years ago, when the family had decided Grams should no longer live alone, Ryan and I had offered to buy her house in Hadley Harbor and move up here. She’d been so thrilled at the idea that she hardly made a fuss about moving out.
“Splendid.” Grams looked pleased. She looked up at Ryan. "And how are things at Cloverleigh?" Ryan had gone to work at Cloverleigh Farms again after we moved back up here, stepping into the role of Projects Manager, taking over all groundskeeping and landscaping. The new title had also come with a raise, allowing me to stay home with the kids, although I'd recently started to work in online therapy and enjoyed its flexible schedule and varied clientele.
Ryan smiled. "Great. Busy for the holidays."
"Glad to hear it." Grams leaned down to talk to Frankie. “And what’s new with you, handsome?”
He grabbed on to her walker with both hands.
“You want this contraption? It’s yours.” Grams laughed as he steered the walker away from us and began to push it around the room. I frowned but she patted my shoulder. “Oh, let him. He’s not bothering anybody, and I’m fine on my feet for a few minutes. Now let me get a look at that baby.” She shuffled toward Ryan, and he turned so Grams could see the newest addition to our brood. “Well, hello there, sweetheart. You're a looker, just like your daddy. Did you know that you and I share a birthday?" She lowered her voice. "That’s right. All the best people are born in November.”
“Would you like to hold him?” Ryan asked while I kept one eye on Ruthie, who was trying on George’s glasses, and the other on Frankie, making sure he wasn’t smashing into furniture or people.
“I sure would.” Grams sat down on one of many couches in the room and made herself comfortable, then Ryan carefully placed the baby in her arms.
“He’s been a little crabby today,” Ryan said apologetically.
“That’s okay,” she said, shushing Declan as he continued to fuss. “You can be as crabby as you want, and I’ll still love you all to pieces, little guy.”
Ryan and I sat to one side of her, and he took my hand. Something caught in my throat as I watched her soothe and whisper to my newborn son with familiar words I'd heard growing up, and soon I couldn’t help tears from filling my eyes. I sniffled, and Ryan shifted his attention to me.
“You okay?” he whispered.
I nodded, smiling even as I started to weep. “I think it’s the hormones. I’m still not quite myself. Sorry.”
“You never have to apologize to me for that.” He leaned toward me and kissed my temple. “For the rest of my life, I will continue to be amazed that you gave birth to my children. And that was after carrying them for nine months! I mean, you grew three humans and put them out in the world. Nothing I’ve ever done comes close. You deserve all the recovery time you need.”
My heart filled with love for him. For all his nervousness about becoming a father, he’d been nothing but excited and supportive throughout my pregnancies and at the births of our children. I’d never forget his tears when he held each of them in his arms for the first time. “Thank you.”
He kissed me once more, then a noise made him look up. “Oh, Jesus. Frankie, no!” He bolted off the couch in time to grab our toddler in one arm and the walker in the other before Frankie could eat more cookies off the plate in the lap of a little old lady in a birthday hat. “I’m so sorry,” he said to the lady and her family.
They laughed and said it was okay, then offered him another cookie and one for Ruthie too. He rushed over, ecstatic about his score. “Go give it to your sister,” I told him, pointing toward Ruthie, who was telling poor George about the accident she’d had at pre-school last week.
“I wet my big-girl pants, but it’s okay,” she reassured him, as if he’d been the one to wet himself. “My dad said accidents happen. And my mom says life is full of surprises.”
I shook my head and smiled. It was true, I did often say that, but not in the context of her wetting her pants because she didn’t want to stop playing outside to go in and use the bathroom.
Looking around me now, I felt like it was more true than ever. I could never have guessed just a few years ago at the turn my life would take simply because of a last-minute visit to Grams. Falling in love with Ryan had been the surprise of my life, and look at everything it had led to. Back then I never could have imagined how happy I’d be, how full and joyful my life would become.
Of course, Grams would tell the story differently. She’d say there was no surprise at all, that she knew exactly what she was doing when she tricked me into coming up here to visit her.
Well, I thought as I took Ryan’s hand again, maybe she did.
P.S. Of course I did.
—Grams
Note from the Author
Ryan Woods, the hero in ONLY LOVE, was largely inspired by the brave men and women I read about in a book called What Have We Done, by David Wood. It’s a gripping, emotional portrayal of what the author describes as the moral injury combat veterans may suffer when re
turning to civilian life. I was incredibly moved by the stories of struggle and survival in the book, and I’m indebted to the author and his courageous subjects.
In addition, suicide prevention is a topic I take very seriously, and I’d like to encourage you to visit https://afsp.org/ for more information.
If you are in crisis, please call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-TALK (8255) or contact the Crisis Text Line by texting TALK to 741741.
The Cloverleigh Farms Series
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Thank you for taking the One & Only journey with me! I sincerely hope you enjoyed reading these love stories as much as I enjoyed writing them.
After Only Love, I began a new series: Cloverleigh Farms.
In this sweeping family saga with a small-town feel, you’ll meet the five beautiful Sawyer sisters and their sexy, swoon-worthy heroes. The series begins with Mack, the single dad and former Marine buddy of Ryan’s you met in ONLY LOVE. When the youngest Sawyer sister, Frannie, steals his heart, will he allow himself to take a chance on love again? Find out in IRRESISTIBLE!
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Also by Melanie Harlow
The Frenched Series
Frenched
Yanked
Forked
Floored
The Happy Crazy Love Series
Some Sort of Happy
Some Sort of Crazy
Some Sort of Love
The After We Fall Series
Man Candy
After We Fall
If You Were Mine
From This Moment
The One and Only Series
Only You
Only Him
Only Love
The Cloverleigh Farms Series
Irresistible
Undeniable
Hold You Close (Co-written with Corinne Michaels)
Imperfect Match (Co-written with Corinne Michaels)
Strong Enough (A M/M romance co-written with David Romanov)
The Speak Easy Duet
The Tango Lesson (A Standalone Novella)
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Acknowledgments
I’m so grateful to the following people:
Melissa Gaston, Brandi Zelenka, Jenn Watson, Kayti McGee, Laurelin Paige, Sierra Simone, Lauren Blakely, Corinne Michaels, Sarah Ferguson, Dima Gornovskyi, Rebecca Friedman, Flavia Viotti, Nancy Smay of Evident Ink, Andi Arndt, the Shop Talkers, the Harlots and the Harlot ARC Team, Club Harlow, bloggers and event organizers, my Queens, my betas, my proofers, my readers all over the world … and especially my husband and daughters. You have my heart, always.
About the Author
Melanie Harlow likes her heels high, her martini dry, and her history with the naughty bits left in. In addition to ONLY LOVE, she’s the author of the Cloverleigh Farms Series, the One and Only Series, the After We Fall Series, the Happy Crazy Love Series, the Frenched Series, Hold You Close and Imperfect Match, (co-authored with Corinne Michaels), Strong Enough (a M/M romance co-authored with David Romanov), and The Speak Easy Duet (a historical romance set in the 1920s). She writes from her home outside of Detroit, where she lives with her husband and two daughters. When she’s not writing, she’s probably got a cocktail in hand. And sometimes when she is.
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