“Say it,” I gritted through my teeth. I needed to hear the words, her actions not enough. I pushed into her, the tip of my dick barely entering, “Goddammit, Sami, say the words and I’ll put both of us out of misery.” One of the hands she’d had palm against the door she brought down, placed it over mine on her mound and pressed down, using both our hands to rub her clit.
Her body shivered and her groaned, “Fuck me. Please,” was all I needed to hear. I thrusted into her to the hilt, her gasped cry was from pleasure since the hand on mine began to pick up the pace as she moved it back and forth over her clit. Pulling out and slamming back in with a force that had her lifted till she was stretched up on her toes.
We reached the end together, the walls of her pussy milking me as my release coated the inside of her. Her forehead leaned on the door as mine rested on her shoulder, each of us needing a minute to catch our breath. I was the first to recover as I turned her, placed my shoulder at her stomach and lifted with her bent over my shoulder, her hand grabbing the waist of my pants, to either keep the them from falling or to hold herself from bouncing as I started up the stairs.
“You can’t just come in here and—” The smack to her ass, cut her off in the middle of what I presumed to be the beginning of some tirade.
“Hush, you’ll wake my daughter up,” I whispered as we reached the top.
“My daughter, now put me down.” She wiggled and I tightened my grip.
“Our daughter, which room.” I moved down the hall.
“You aren’t staying here, you need to leave.” My free hand moved between her legs and I pushed a finger in.
“What, room?” I asked as I slid the finger in and out, her pussy readying again as it tried to suck the digit deep.
“The last one,” came out breathlessly as she shifted to meet the movement of my finger. Entering the room, I pushed the door closed with my foot and walked to the bed, tossing her on it. My clothes were removed before she even stopped bouncing.
I moved toward the bed and her eyes locked with mine, the green bright and shining with desire, her skin pink from exertion, a spot on her forehead red where her head must have banged the door as I pounded into her. I should leave, I knew it, it’s what a gentleman would do but I was far from that.
“I remember you being feisty, I loved it. Let’s see if I can get you to orgasm as many times as I did that night.” Her eyes rounded and her tongue licked her lips as I pumped my cock, “Later, I’ll be glad to let you suck my cock, baby, but right now I need it to make up the time I’ve lost in that pussy.”
She didn’t have time to respond before I was on the bed and she was under me. When I surged into her I had to push the feeling of home out of my mind, so I began to move.
Chapter Fourteen
Sami
The heat from the sun shining through the window had me stretching my body out. The twinge in my lower region was what brought my eyes open as I recalled why. Without rolling over I slid my hand to the other side of the mattress only touching cool sheets. He’d been gone for a while it seemed, and I hadn’t even heard him leave.
We talked in between the bouts of sex. Where the man found the energy and stamina I didn’t know and sure as hell wasn’t going to complain. He’d known more about me than I had of him. That was probably more from the officers of Black Hawk. I had no doubt they knew plenty about me, but I never gave them credit in figuring out who fathered Ally.
As he held me, I’d caught myself tracing his tattoos like I’d done our first time together, he had a lot, but the work was beautifully done and it gave me something to do while we talked. He told me about him and the other sons of Black Hawk, how they came to be, how close they were because of it. It felt like he was trying to give me pieces of him, as if to let me know him. He talked of his dad, their relationship, I told him of mine with my dad. We skipped over the part of my father being Haven’s president. I found it odd that we were so relaxed with each, it was easy to want more with him, but I knew how men were in the clubs, some had kids with women, they just didn’t see the need to be tied down with it so I was under no delusion that this was to be more than what it was—lust, and a convenience of the parties involved.
It was hard not to hate myself for being weak where this man was concerned, my only excuse was I lost all rationality when he touched me. Ugh, he confused me and I didn’t have time for it.
We’d talk about Ally later he said. Well, he would have to come to me, I had a job and things to do. I threw the blankets off and got up to walk to the bathroom and that’s when I heard the soft peals of laughter—one deeper than the other—shit.
After dashing into the bathroom, then around the room to find and put on clothes, I headed downstairs. When I passed the front door I noticed no clothes laid on the floor, thank God. Hitting the kitchen, the sight stopped me in my tracks.
Speed stood in front of the stove while Ally stood in a chair beside him, their backs to me. I stood there a moment mesmerized by the picture they made. Their black hair shined from the light in the room, that’s when I noticed Ally’s hair was up in ponytail and she was already dressed. Another facet of the man, he’d fixed a little girl’s hair. I shook my head, yes, it would be easy to want it all with him. Too fast, who falls for a man that you’ve briefly been around twice, each time revolving around sex. Explosive sex but still.
“Can I put more in?”
“Hold up a minute, I got to get the other off the griddle first.” I watched him slide the pancake on a plate, then move the pan over in front of Ally so she could put more batter on it before replacing it on the heated burner.
“Morning.” I watched as their heads turned and two sets of identical eyes looked at me.
Ally jumped from the chair and ran to me, “Hey, Momma, we’re making breakfast.” I leaned down and hugged her and once lose she went back to get on her chair.
“I can see that, baby.”
“Come here.” The way he said it had me moving toward him.
“Did you need me to take over the stove?” He was probably uncomfortable being in my kitchen.
“Nope, wanted to do this.” Before I knew what he was going to do, he leaned in and kissed my forehead, “Morning.” He turned back to the stove, plated another pancake and let Ally add more batter while I stood there blinking and wondered if I was still in my bed dreaming.
“Momma, you going to eat too? I’m helpin’ cook.”
“Hmm…sure.” Speed winked at me and I turned, grabbed a cup of coffee, then got plates and silverware to set the table. Maybe it was an alternate universe.
It wasn’t long and the three of us were seated at the table having breakfast like a family. My daughter talking and giggling as though a strange man sat at our table every day. Speed interacting with her as though they’d done it a thousand times as I sat there and watched. Then I got annoyed as I thought about how he steamrolled over me, using sex whenever I tried to discuss anything he didn’t want to talk about.
“You working today?” I glanced at him when he spoke.
“Yes, in a few hours actually. Don’t you have to be somewhere?” Yeah, it sounded a little snotty. And when he smirked my annoyance increased.
“Sure do, and I will get to it after I finish eating. Woke hungry for some reason this morning.” He had the gall to wink at me and go back to shoveling food in his mouth.
Deciding to ignore him, “You got dressed and everything this morning already, Ally?”
“Uh huh, I gots up and Speed came out of your room. He said you was still sleeping and that if I went and gots dressed I could help him fix breakfast for you.”
“Well thank you, baby. It’s a great breakfast.” I looked at Speed and he shrugged.
“I ran into Ally after I’d put your laundry in your room that was left by the front door last night.”
“Oh.”
“Yeah, oh,” he chuckled.
“He fixed my hair too.” I looked at her and back to Speed.
“What? Did you want her in front of the stove with her hair flying everywhere?”
“No. Feel free to go when you are done, I’ll clean up the kitchen since you cooked.”
“You coming back today, Speed?”
“Ally, Speed probably has stuff to do.” I pointedly looked at him and he sat back then crossed him arms over his chest.
“We’ll see. Your mother and I have things to talk about.” Yes, we did, like how he was acting like he had every right to walk in and take over my life because we slept together over five years ago, one time, and shared a kid. Then he enters my home and when we should have been hashing things out, he kisses me and before I can think, we are having sex up against the door. It also didn’t escape me that thank God Ally slept like the dead, considering she was in her bed while her mother was slutting it up. It was mutual sex, but how was I supposed to think when he was touching me and kissing me for fuck’s sake?
“Not today, Ally. I don’t get off till late.”
“‘K. Maybe tomorrows you can come over?” Then she turned to me. “Cans I watch TV until you get ready?”
“Yes, you can.” We watched her jump down and take off for the living room and he didn’t wait long after the sound of the TV hit our ears.
“Before you start, I was going to get out of here before she woke,” he got up and put his plate by the sink, “but I walked into her in the hall. Figured best thing was to act as normal as possible.”
“Thank you, I do appreciate that and breakfast but…”
“I wanted to tell her but I also didn’t want to freak her out. I want to get to know my daughter, Sami. You won’t keep me from her.” He looked at his watch. “I gotta be going, meeting the guys. I’ll tell her bye on my way out.”
“I think it best if we take it slow with her, then if you stick we can tell her and if not, well, she won’t get hurt.” He smiled when I looked up at him. “What the hell are you smiling at.”
“She won’t get hurt, Sami, and neither will you. I’m not going anywhere. Now come and kiss me goodbye.”
“I concede on telling her about you, Speed, but that doesn’t have anything to do with me. We had sex, it was good. I don’t need to be part of the equation and I don’t want you to feel that you have to be. I won’t be used just so you can spend time with our daughter. The convenient pussy when you need laid.” I stood. “I’ll walk you out. I have to get ready myself.”
“Fair enough.” He followed me down the hall to the front door. I opened it up for him. “Later, Ally.”
“Bye, Speed.”
He walked through the door and pulled me out with him as he closed the door behind us. “What are you doing? You can’t just—” He leaned and kissed me. “You can’t—” He did it again. This time when he stood straight in front of me I just stared at him and that damn smirk on his face.
“Good, you catch on fast.” He held up a finger to stop me from speaking. “Now listen. I’m going to spend time with my daughter and I’m going to spend time with you. This is how this is going to work. I’ll give you time to get used to this idea because it is going to happen. You and Ally, my house, you in my bed. I want her to be on the Black Hawk compound. Uh uh, don’t speak, I’m not done. I want you there too, if you need to justify as me needing convenient pussy, go with that, but know you have a week to get used to the idea, I’ll give that to you. I’d rather you come on your own but don’t get me wrong—you will come, even if I have to move your stuff myself.” The kiss this time was hard and rough as he took my mouth, then he stepped back, turned, and mounted his bike. I hadn’t moved as he drove away, I stood there and watched until his bike disappeared before going into the house. What the fuck just happened?
“I know you don’t have time to sit, but I can see the questions you have for me in your eyes. No, I didn’t know who the father was when I first started babysitting Ally when you were at class or working at the diner. You and Carly moved in and I was just glad to have young people next door who were respectful and would give an old lady the time of day.
“Then you had Ally and you needed help with her, that’s it all was in the beginning, helping a person in need. Now, I think of you and that little girl as family. Wolf and I couldn’t have children and over these few years I consider you and Carly, though she is a tough bird to crack, as daughters.” I had no words, Ally was in the living room with the TV on and playing. I’d dropped her off so I could go to work. Did I want to ask questions? Sure, but I figured I would get into those when I picked my daughter up later. Now with Sue’s words, I wanted to cry. She had been a lifesaver over the years here and I couldn’t be mad at her for not telling me before of her ties to Black Hawk.
“I had an idea who the father was as Ally grew into her features and those eyes of hers, well they’re recognizable because I’ve only seen two men with those eyes, not to mention that girl has the hair color and facial features of those men too. Speed looks like his daddy, and Ally looks like both of them. It wouldn’t take five seconds for anyone who knew the men and saw Ally to make the connection. So I wasn’t shocked when Stroker and the others called and asked me to keep an eye on you and let them know if there was anything you or she needed.
“You were raised in a club, Sami. You know family is family.” Yes, I understood how men in the MC life operated, didn’t have to be happy about it, but I understood.
“Ugh, I’d love to sit down and discuss everything but I’ve got to get to work. I don’t really know him. I was expecting to be accused of intentionally getting pregnant but no, he never asked about that. I’m so confused with him and I don’t have the time to analyze any of it.” I headed back through the house, hugged my daughter bye, and walked outside with Sue not far behind.
She followed me to my car and when I sat before closing the car door, she said, “One thing to think about when you do get the time is those men go after what they want, and they usually get it.” She turned and went back in the house. I closed the door and headed to Soft Tails. Didn’t need to think about Sue’s words, I knew the men always got what they wanted—I just didn’t want Ally and me to be the casualties when Speed decided he wanted something else.
The sound of voices out in the hall, let me know it was close to time for the club to open as I heard a few of the girls pass by my office door. I needed to get up and check to make sure everyone had showed up who was on the schedule to work.
First stop was the dressing room of the strippers. I walked in to find Candie, Syn, and Lindy putting their personal things away.
“You’re such a slut, girl.” Candie was talking when I walked in. “Hey, boss lady, come on in and take a load off. Lindy was sharing her weekend slut-tales with us.”
“Well, by all means don’t let me stop you.” I shook my head. It amazed me how these women showed no shame in talking about who or what they did. There were times I wished I could be that unguarded.
“So you have had sex with all six of them? Damn, girl, when you came out of the room, you had the smile of someone who won the lottery and the walk of a woman whose ass had been rode hard and was feeling the aftereffects. Syn, you really need to come one weekend out to the Black Hawk clubhouse.”
“Not me, I don’t have time, nor the inclination to ride a half dozen dicks or suck as many off. My off time is too important.” Syn started undressing getting ready for her set since she was due up first. Syn was here along with Candie and Babs when I took over but she was also the one I knew less, I realized. She didn’t share the private part of her.
“Hon, it’s less expensive than the price of batteries.” We all chuckled.
“True on all accounts, Candie. I got to have all six of the sons of Black Hawk, though give me some credit, I didn’t have all their dicks up my ass or pussy so I can’t say how each of them are in that department. However, I did have the dicks, it just happened I only got to blow four of them.” I couldn’t say a word, I stood there and watched Lindy as she flicked her hair off her shoulde
r as if she’d done what no woman had, at least to me and my limited experience with banging six at one time. Damn, I’d only fucked two men in my life and one of them was evidently a couple days after he had his cock in someone else.
“Devil and Flirt were the riders, the others got lip action. But I do know the six are holding big, thick, and long cocks that any woman would love and the added bonus they know how to use them. Now that I’ve had each, I’ll be going back for seconds, thirds, etc. Next time though I think I’d like to do the riding on the cocks, it be like being a mare getting fucked by a few stallions, one right after the other. And I have no problem with walking a little stiff for a couple days.”
“Nice analogy, Lindy.” Syn shook her head while I stood there and got pissed, which I would evaluate later with everything else that had to do with Speed.
“Did you girls know too that Speed is Ally’s dad?” It was out of my mouth before I knew what I’d said. Three sets of eyes stared at me but the only one with their chin on the floor was Lindy. Totally caught her off guard but Candie and Syn not so much and the back and forth on their feet as they dropped their eyes to the floor, told me I nailed it with them. “How long?”
“Sorry, Sami. I didn’t know. Excuse me,” Lindy said when she passed me and headed out the dressing room door.
“Well?” I continued to stare at Candie and Syn.
“The first time you brought her in and we saw her,” Candie whispered and Syn shook her head in agreement.
“Why did you not say anything, ask? Have you slept with him too, Candie?” Not sure I wanted the answer to that.
“No, and I’m not saying I wouldn’t have but I had just started at Soft Tails right before you came to town. They were all gone to the military and only came home so often. It never worked out that I got to fuck either of them.” I only shook my head in acknowledgement, I didn’t want to hurt her feelings, she’d been the first person Carly and I had met when we moved here and I liked her too.
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