by Phil Rickman
Disappointing. I’d been about to ask her if she knew what Cate Borrow had been engaged in before her arrest. I can only think my next question came out of an instinct.
‘Mistress Cadwaladr, why did you stop working with her? If that’s not an intrusive question.’
‘It’s something I’d normally consider quite intrusive. I’ve never spoken of it. I’m a private person and would not, in usual circumstances, even have come here today. But then… these circumstances are far from normal, aren’t they?’
Kissing her fingertips again, as if this helped her reach a decision. I heard the clatter of hooves outide the window.
She said, ‘Dr Matthew Borrow… is a good doctor. Studied at the famous Montpellier College. A great finesse in bone-setting, extraction of teeth. Able to conduct clever surgery to drain fluids from the brain, remove stones from the bladder. His hands… so deft and sensitive. Skills of a kind seldom – or so I’m told – found even in London. Glastonbury has been fortunate to keep him.’
‘He can’t have made much money here.’
‘No. I…’ She closed her eyes for a moment, bit her lip. ‘Friendship with Cate led me to assist Matthew in his work. Which, after a time, became… difficult. He has a strong… presence. A powerfully attractive emanation.’
‘Oh.’
I’m not sure what explanation I might have been expecting, but it hadn’t been this.
‘I had a respect for Cate,’ she said, ‘and she was devoted to Matthew and all that he’d done for her. I didn’t want to… It became that I could not be near him.’
‘And did he…?’
‘No. He is a good man. A man of steadfast purpose. A Godly man.’
‘But—’
‘So I went back to Wales, to my brother’s house. Only returning last year, after his death. That was when I learned what had happened to Cate. What she’d become, that was tragic.’
There was a silence. I heard the inn doors opening and voices in the passage.
‘What are you saying, Mistress?’
‘The herbs she used to grow were good herbs. I can only think she’d been mixing with the wrong folk, and it all went bad. He must have been sorely disappointed in her.’
‘Matthew Borrow?’
She looked, for a moment, shocked at what Pandora’s Box she might have opened. Yet, in my fatigue, I could not see what was in it.
‘And now her daughter gone the same way… I should have seen it in her. She became my physician when I returned, and I thought she displayed the best qualities of her father. Not realising…’
‘You’ve.… seen Matthew since your return? I mean—’
‘Most certainly not. Please.’ She stood up. ‘Forgive me. I’m glad I was able to assist with your translation.’
The fatigue in me put subtlety beyond reach.
‘You think Cate—? You’re saying you believe both of them truly were witches?’
‘I.… know not quite what I’m saying. And, indeed, would not be saying it at all if Eleanor were not facing the same fate. I can’t help thinking it beyond a coincidence. I beg mercy. Must go.’
I should have persisted. Should not have let her leave so easily. Should have insisted on asking her more, but I’d heard Joe Monger’s voice in the passageway and was impatient to hear the news from Butleigh.
‘Thank you,’ I said. ‘Thank you for your help.’
I held open the door was for her – yet a small and slender woman, not made shapeless by childbearing.
‘Yes, indeed,’ Monger was saying outside. ‘Master Roberts found exactly what we were looking for.’
LI
Reward
THE TASK had not, it seemed, presented any great difficulty. Not with Lord Dudley in his finery and a posse of armed men. And, in the background, Monger, the farrier, who was known and trusted by the vicar, the blacksmith, the miller.
One wood which was spreading so that the circle of oak trees was no longer at its centre. Oh, yes, it had been known there was a grave here, a burial by night many years ago, and no-one talked of it and no-one went near for fear of ghosts.
‘Thick with brambles,’ Monger said, ‘except for one bare patch.’
‘Where nothing will grow,’ I said. ‘I’ve heard of such places. Oft-times it’s the grave of a murderer, as if the ground itself were poisoned.’
‘Lord Dudley set the men to dig,’ Monger said. ‘First, about four feet down, a stone cross was unearthed. A fine thing – a crucifix, bearing a figure of Christ. Old but not that old. As if it were from a church. And then, a couple more feet down… not a full length casket, more like a household chest.’
Monger had suggested it should be brought back to Glastonbury, but Dudley had thought for a few moments and then said no, it should be broken open in case it was not what it seemed.
‘In truth,’ Monger said, ‘I think it was a household chest, rudimentary and not very old.’
As there’d been some superstition among the men, Dudley himself had prised it open up with a spade. There, inside, was a far more ornate container of oak, with a glass top.
‘A leaded window, in effect,’ Monger said.‘With six square panes.Through which we could see the bones. It was, in its way, a very solemn moment.’
They’d found lettering indented in the oak. A simple legend:
Rex Arturus.
Legend, indeed. Some of the men had been sorely afraid, one even instinctively crossing himself in the old way, trying at once to hide the gesture.
‘So you didn’t try to open the inner box?’ I said.
‘Why would we? As Lord Dudley said, and I was inclined to agree, the opening should be done with full ceremony, before a high altar. Relics last entombed before Edward I, he said, should not be exposed to the air of another time except before its monarch.’
Even though all my instincts had said this was where Arthur’s bones would be found, it was yet strange to think it had all happened so quickly, as if destiny were at work.
Would have been strange. And glorious and mystical. Had I not known what I knew.
Monger opened out hands still browned with earth.
‘Lord Dudley said we should give thanks to God for this and at once fell upon his knees, and the rest of us followed. Then he bade me say some suitable prayer. Which I did. And we then we knelt in silence for two minutes or more before Lord Dudley arose and commanded that the box be placed upon the cart.’
Dudley taking off his own cloak to cover the box. Then more prayers had been said before it was driven into the village.
What had happened then was that the cart, with the bones upon it, had been driven to the church where, to pre-empt gossip, an announcement was made that the remains of King Arthur had this day been discovered by Lord Dudley, the Queen’s Master of the Horse, and were to be taken at once to London. Riders then being dispatched to the sheriff at Bristol to arrange for a company of men to ride out to join them.
‘No undue ceremony, then,’ I said.
Monger looked at me and smiled.
‘Such a pity that you aren’t with Lord Dudley, to share the glory of such a famous discovery. It being, after all, the result of your scholarship.’
‘Lord Dudley said that?’
‘He said you’d understand.’
‘Oh yes. Perfectly.’
A man who brings to his Queen such an irrefutable symbol of her royal heritage… something which bestows upon her monarchy’s most mystical aura. That man… he may expect his reward.
‘Scholarship is its own reward,’ I said. ‘Um… Joe. Before the box was covered over, did you get a good look into it? Did you see the bones… clearly?’
‘Well enough. The box was, I suppose, more like a reliquary than a coffin and, having been boarded up inside the chest, was largely free of dust. The glass was a little milked but, on the whole, it could not have been better for its purpose.’
‘Large bones? Is it possible to say?’
‘Certainly, the leg bones
were of such a size that some were laid diagonally. The skull placed at the centre.’
‘Large skull.’
‘I’d say so.’
‘Any marks upon it?’
‘Damaged, certainly. Several dents, and a clear hole in the cranium, as if made by a heavy blow from a sword or mace.’
Thus matching the description set down by Giraldus Cambrensis all those years ago, and committed by me to memory for just such an eventuality.
…in the skull there were ten or more wounds which had all healed into scars, with the exception of one which had made a great cleft…
‘Arthur, then,’ I said. ‘Or, at least, the Arthur the monks claimed to have uncovered back in the twelfth century?’
‘Brown with age, certainly,’ Monger said. ‘But, truly, how could it ever be proved? It must have been quite hastily done by my brother monks, but accomplished with all reverence, the bones placed on…’
He looked at me. I felt for a moment that we were actors in a play, intoning old lines.
‘On what?’
‘On a soft bed,’ Monger said. ‘To ensure they should not suffer any more damage. In fact… a sheep’s fleece.’
An intelligent man. Maybe he’d thought of the further implications before I had. Maybe he’d picked up on my sceptic’s tone. Either way, the eyes which met mine were fogged with suspicion. And then a kind of fear.
Fully justified. ‘Help me,’ I said.
So we both went, and his state was pitiful.
Crouching on the floor, in a nest of bone. He’d pulled down shelves, and the unjawed skulls and bones lay in piles like the site of some old massacre. Fresh blood on some of them now. There was a broken bottle in his bunched hands, pointed at his throat, all quivering. I think he’d already tried to cut his wrists with it, leaving bracelets of blood to the elbows.
Still the candles burned, but the scent of incense was sharpened with piss. A brown fluid was dripping from the smashed neck of the bottle. I thought it was the bottle of potion Matthew Borrow had given to Benlow.
‘Too weak.’ Monger prised his fingers away from it, tossing it into a corner of the cellar. ‘Too weak to do it.’
Tears in Benlow’s eyes.
‘We must needs bring Matthew here,’ Monger said.
‘Yes.’
I, too, thought I should like to talk again to Dr Borrow.
‘I’ll get him now. Could you stay with Benlow.’ He paused. ‘One moment.’
From his robe he pulled a metal cross on a chain, dropping the chain over Benlow’s head.
‘God be with you,’ he murmured. ‘Now and always.’
‘Take it off…’ Benlow rolling onto his side, gasping, clawing at his throat, his fine doublet all ripped open. Making a strangled kind of bleating only approximate to laughter. ‘I’ve given up God.’
‘Then talk to this man.’ Monger moved away. ‘Make your peace. Don’t take it all with you.’ Grasping the ladder, he said to me, ‘Ask what you need. You may not have long.’
I knelt on the floor, rolling away the skull of King Edgar or some other king.
‘Master Benlow…’
He grinned up at me. I think it was a grin. There was blood between his sharp little teeth. I think he must have been tearing at his wrists with them before he lost the will and the very breath to do it.
‘They’ve finished me,’ he whispered. ‘Is that not so?’
‘The doctor’s coming.’
‘Wrap me in fleece, my lord. Put me in my grave… wrapped in good fleece, so my bones…’
‘May lie like Arthur’s bones?’
There was no time no waste. Not a minute. I waited, holding his eyes, which were become still and watchful.
‘What do you know?’
‘I know what you buried at Butleigh.’
He opened his mouth wide, as if he might take in more air, then shut it, and his words came feebly.
‘Not worth a piece of fleece, am I?’
‘A better fleece than Arthur’s.’
‘Offered them a fleece. A good fleece. One of mine.’
‘They didn’t want a good fleece, though, did they?’ I said softly. ‘It was supposed to look twenty years old.’
He tried to sniff, his eyes wide with distress.
‘Dis…gusting old thing. Left for me.’
‘Where?’
‘Abbey grounds, behind… behind the abbot’s kitchen. Disgusting old thing. I was ashamed…’
‘They brought you the box, first? When was this?’
‘Yesterday? Day before? Day before that? What’s today?’
‘Monday.’
‘A week ago? Who knows? Time passes quick when you’re dying.’
‘Who brought the fleece, Master Benlow?’
‘Dunno. Just lying there. They told me to collect it.’
‘Who?’
‘Tell me some secrets.’
‘You know all my secrets.’
I could imagine the fleece being brought from some farm where wool-sorters’ disease had been found amongst the sheep. Brought from there at night. On the end of a very long pitchfork.
Till she shall kiss the bones of the King of all Britons…
‘Whose bones?’ I whispered. ‘Whose bones did you put into the fleece. Whose bones did you bury at Butleigh?’
Thought I knew. Just couldn’t recall the name.
Benlow made no reply. I asked him again, close enough now to see the lumps on his neck, one of them an inch across, the black at its centre like a hole.
‘A big man,’ I said. ‘The biggest man in the graveyard.’
‘Arthur,’ Benlow croaked. ‘A hundred saints in the wall, and all they ever want is Arthur.’
He tried to take a breath, and it wouldn’t come, a terrible panic flaring his eyes before he subsided against a wall of crumbling death.
‘Help me, Benlow. Do some good.’
‘What’s good?’ His eyelids fluttered like moths. ‘What’s evil? What’s in between? They all lie. Even God lies.’
‘And no God?’
‘Uh?’
‘You said… When I was here before, you said even no God was a lie. Who were you talking about? Perchance Dr Borrow?’
Thinking now of what Mistress Cadwaladr had said. Thinking of my own feelings on leaving Borrow’s surgery the first time, when my thoughts had not been swamped by Leland’s dreams.
‘He filled me with an awe, my lord. I was drawn to him.’
‘Followed him?’
‘Like the Messiah.’
‘You said you followed people all the time.’
‘Folk goes to unexpected… places.’
‘Like? Where does Dr Borrow go?’
‘Church, once, at night when it was quiet. The doctor went to the Church of St Benignus, and he lit a candle, and I—’
Benlow reached out and gripped my arms, fighting for his breath.
‘What else did you see?’
‘Heard. He cried out. He was alone in the darkness at the altar, and he cried out, like Christ on on the cross. Angry.’
‘Father, why have you forsaken me?’
‘Uh?’
‘What Christ said on the cross.’
‘I… don’t know.’
‘Where else does he go? Where else did you follow Dr Borrow?’
‘Walking to the sea, once, but I… got tired. Too far. Came back. And he’d go at night to the Meadwell.’
‘When?’
Feet on the ladder.
‘When, Benlow?’
‘Two times, three times…’ His eyes grew sly. ‘I’m tired of doing good. This en’t good, my lord. ’Tis all a lie.’
‘Gone,’ Monger said, stepping down. ‘He’s gone.’
His face was aglow with sweat, eyes wide and bright with a bewilderment I’d never seen in him.
‘Matthew… he’s not there. Must be out on his rounds, can’t find him. We have no doctor.’
Benlow moved. A noise from his throat like the t
hinnest, distant bird-song.
‘As you thought?’ Monger said, and I nodded.
‘You go and do whatever you must do,’ he said. ‘I’ll clean him up, make him comfortable. Can’t see a man die like this.’
‘Better in your hands.’ I stood up carefully, head bent under the ceiling. ‘Better a doctor of horses, than… Joe, he must be stopped.’
Benlow’s mouth was agape, like one of his skulls, a thin finger crooked, beckoning me.
‘Dudley,’ I said. ‘We have to bring him back. And the bones. Bury the bones again. Somewhere no-one ever digs.’
‘Then somebody has to ride like hell,’ Monger said. ‘Tell Cowdray. If he sends all his boys out… With a cart, they can’t travel too hard.’
‘And will have to stop somewhere tonight.’
‘Pray God.’
Benlow was trying to raise himself up, and Monger went to him. Benlow kept on looking for me, looking at where I’d been a moment ago, his eyes unseeing.
‘They didn’t…’ His throat creaking, no laughter left in him. ‘They didn’t… call him Big Jamey Hawkes for nothing, my lord.’
We watched the riders leave, Cowdray and I. The sky was like lead, the daylight dying without having had much of a life.
Three of them were gone after Dudley: the stable boy, the kitchen boy and another who may have been Cowdray’s son. One had taken my horse. Each of them carrying my own copies of a brief letter for Dudley, scribed, in the absence of a fitting seal, with the symbol of the eyes I’d once made for the Queen as my signature, for a jest. Each letter inked and sand-dried and bound, conveying the message that if Dudley did not return at once, with the box of bones unopened, his only reward would be death. The worst of deaths. Hard to think how best to convey this. The grave of love, I’d written finally. Underlining it twice.
‘Whatever you were thinking to charge,’ I said now to Cowdray, ‘you should double it.’
He was silent for a moment, and then he shook his head.
‘I’ll take nothing for this.’
He didn’t know. Couldn’t know. But he was a good man.
I nodded in the direction of the tor, tried to speak evenly.
‘Where will Nel pass the night?’
