by Zane Grey
“Boys, come round,” called Ladd, in his low voice. “An’ you, Mercedes. An’ call the Yaqui.”
Ladd lay in the shade of the brush shelter that had been erected. His head was raised slightly on a pillow. There seemed little of him but long lean lines, and if it had not been for his keen, thoughtful, kindly eyes, his face would have resembled a death mask of a man starved.
“Shore I want to know what day is it an’ what month?” asked Ladd.
Nobody could answer him. The question seemed a surprise to Gale, and evidently was so to the others.
“Look at that cactus,” went on Ladd.
Near the wall of lava a stunted saguaro lifted its head. A few shriveled blossoms that had once been white hung along the fluted column.
“I reckon according to that giant cactus it’s somewheres along the end of March,” said Jim Lash, soberly.
“Shore it’s April. Look where the sun is. An’ can’t you feel it’s gettin’ hot?”
“Supposin’ it is April?” queried Lash slowly.
“Well, what I’m drivin’ at is it’s about time you all was hittin’ the trail back to Forlorn River, before the waterholes dry out.”
“Laddy, I reckon we’ll start soon as you’re able to be put on a hoss.”
“Shore that’ll be too late.”
A silence ensued, in which those who heard Ladd gazed fixedly at him and then at one another. Lash uneasily shifted the position of his lame leg, and Gale saw him moisten his lips with his tongue.
“Charlie Ladd, I ain’t reckonin’ you mean we’re to ride off an’ leave you here?”
“What else is there to do? The hot weather’s close. Pretty soon most of the waterholes will be dry. You can’t travel then.… I’m on my back here, an’ God only knows when I could be packed out. Not for weeks, mebbe. I’ll never be any good again, even if I was to get out alive.… You see, shore this sort of case comes round sometimes in the desert. It’s common enough. I’ve heard of several cases where men had to go an’ leave a feller behind. It’s reasonable. If you’re fightin’ the desert you can’t afford to be sentimental… Now, as I said, I’m all in. So what’s the sense of you waitin’ here, when it means the old desert story? By goin’ now mebbe you’ll get home. If you wait on a chance of takin’ me, you’ll be too late. Pretty soon this lava’ll be one roastin’ hell. Shore now, boys, you’ll see this the right way? Jim, old pard?”
“No, Laddy, an’ I can’t figger how you could ever ask me.”
“Shore then leave me here with Yaqui an’ a couple of the hosses. We can eat sheep meat. An’ if the water holds out—”
“No!” interrupted Lash, violently.
Ladd’s eyes sought Gale’s face.
“Son, you ain’t bull-headed like Jim. You’ll see the sense of it. There’s Nell a-waitin’ back at Forlorn River. Think what it means to her! She’s a damn fine girl, Dick, an’ what right have you to break her heart for an old worn-out cowpuncher? Think how she’s watchin’ for you with that sweet face all sad an’ troubled, an’ her eyes turnin’ black. You’ll go, son, won’t you?”
Dick shook his head.
The ranger turned his gaze upon Thorne, and now the keen, glistening light in his gray eyes had blurred.
“Thorne, it’s different with you. Jim’s a fool, an’ young Gale has been punctured by choya thorns. He’s got the desert poison in his blood. But you now—you’ve no call to stick—you can find that trail out. It’s easy to follow, made by so many shod hosses. Take your wife an’ go.… Shore you’ll go, Thorne?”
Deliberately and without an instant’s hesitation the cavalryman replied “No.”
Ladd then directed his appeal to Mercedes. His face was now convulsed, and his voice, though it had sunk to a whisper, was clear, and beautiful with some rich quality that Gale had never heard in it.
“Mercedes, you’re a woman. You’re the woman we fought for. An’ some of us are shore goin’ to die for you. Don’t make it all for nothin’. Let us feel we saved the woman. Shore you can make Thorne go. He’ll have to go if you say. They’ll all have to go. Think of the years of love an’ happiness in store for you. A week or so an’ it’ll be too late. Can you stand for me seein’ you?… Let me tell you, Mercedes, when the summer heat hits the lava we’ll all wither an’ curl up like shavin’s near a fire. A wind of hell will blow up this slope. Look at them mesquites. See the twist in them. That’s the torture of heat an’ thirst. Do you want me or all us men seein’ you like that?… Mercedes, don’t make it all for nothin’. Say you’ll persuade Thorne, if not the others.”
For all the effect his appeal had to move her Mercedes might have possessed a heart as hard and fixed as the surrounding lava.
“Never!”
White-faced, with great black eyes flashing, the Spanish girl spoke the word that bound her and her companions in the desert.
The subject was never mentioned again. Gale thought that he read a sinister purpose in Ladd’s mind. To his astonishment, Lash came to him with the same fancy. After that they made certain there never was a gun within reach of Ladd’s clutching, clawlike hands.
Gradually a somber spell lifted from the ranger’s mind. When he was entirely free of it he began to gather strength daily. Then it was as if he had never known patience—he who had shown so well how to wait. He was in a frenzy to get well. He appetite could not be satisfied.
The sun climbed higher, whiter, hotter. At midday a wind from gulfward roared up the arroyo, and now only palos verdes and the few saguaros were green. Every day the water in the lava hole sank an inch.
The Yaqui alone spent the waiting time in activity. He made trips up on the lava slope, and each time he returned with guns or boots or sombreros, or something belonging to the bandits that had fallen. He never fetched in a saddle or bridle, and from that the rangers concluded Rojas’s horses had long before taken their back trail. What speculation, what consternation those saddled horses would cause if they returned to Forlorn River!
As Ladd improved there was one story he had to hear every day. It was the one relating to what he had missed—the sight of Rojas pursued and plunged to his doom. The thing had a morbid fascination for the sick ranger. He reveled in it. He tortured Mercedes. His gentleness and consideration, heretofore so marked, were in abeyance to some sinister, ghastly joy. But to humor him Mercedes racked her soul with the sensations she had suffered when Rojas hounded her out on the ledge; when she shot him; when she sprang to throw herself over the precipice; when she fought him; when with half-blinded eyes she looked up to see the merciless Yaqui reaching for the bandit. Ladd fed his cruel longing with Thorne’s poignant recollections, with the keen, clear, never-to-be-forgotten shocks to Gale’s eye and ear. Jim Lash, for one at least, never tired of telling how he had seen and heard the tragedy, and every time in the telling it gathered some more tragic and gruesome detail. Jim believed in satiating the ranger. Then in the twilight, when the campfire burned, Ladd would try to get the Yaqui to tell his side of the story. But this the Indian would never do. There was only the expression of his fathomless eyes and the set passion of his massive face.
Those waiting days grew into weeks. Ladd gained very slowly. Nevertheless, at last he could walk about, and soon he averred that, strapped to a horse, he could last out the trip to Forlorn River.
There was rejoicing in camp, and plans were eagerly suggested. The Yaqui happened to be absent. When he returned the rangers told him they were now ready to undertake the journey back across lava and cactus.
Yaqui shook his head. They declared again their intention.
“No!” replied the Indian, and his deep, sonorous voice rolled out upon the quiet of the arroyo. He spoke briefly then. They had waited too long. The smaller waterholes back in the trail were dry. The hot summer was upon them. There could be only death waiting down in
the burning valley. Here was water and grass and wood and shade from the sun’s rays, and sheep to be killed on the peaks. The water would hold unless the season was that dreaded ano seco of the Mexicans.
“Wait for rain,” concluded Yaqui, and now as never before he spoke as one with authority. “If no rain—” Silently he lifted his hand.
CHAPTER XVI
MOUNTAIN SHEEP
What Gale might have thought an appalling situation, if considered from a safe and comfortable home away from the desert, became, now that he was shut in by the red-ribbed lava walls and great dry wastes, a matter calmly accepted as inevitable. So he imagined it was accepted by the others. Not even Mercedes uttered a regret. No word was spoken of home. If there was thought of loved one, it was locked deep in their minds. In Mercedes there was no change in womanly quality, perhaps because all she had to love was there in the desert with her.
Gale had often pondered over this singular change in character. He had trained himself, in order to fight a paralyzing something in the desert’s influence, to oppose with memory and thought an insidious primitive retrogression to what was scarcely consciousness at all, merely a savage’s instinct of sight and sound. He felt the need now of redoubled effort. For there was a sheer happiness in drifting. Not only was it easy to forget, it was hard to remember. His idea was that a man laboring under a great wrong, a great crime, a great passion might find the lonely desert a fitting place for either remembrance or oblivion, according to the nature of his soul. But an ordinary, healthy, reasonably happy mortal who loved the open with its blaze of sun and sweep of wind would have a task to keep from going backward to the natural man as he was before civilization.
By tacit agreement Ladd again became the leader of the party. Ladd was a man who would have taken all the responsibility whether or not it was given him. In moments of hazard, of uncertainty, Lash and Gale, even Belding, unconsciously looked to the ranger. He had that kind of power.
The first thing Ladd asked was to have the store of food that remained spread out upon a tarpaulin. Assuredly, it was a slender enough supply. The ranger stood for long moments gazing down at it. He was groping among past experiences, calling back from his years of life on range and desert that which might be valuable for the present issue. It was impossible to read the gravity of Ladd’s face, for he still looked like a dead man, but the slow shake of his head told Gale much. There was a grain of hope, however, in the significance with which he touched the bags of salt and said, “Shore it was sense packin’ all that salt!”
Then he turned to face his comrades.
“That’s little grub for six starvin’ people corralled in the desert. But the grub end ain’t worryin’ me. Yaqui can get sheep up the slopes. Water! That’s the beginnin’ and middle an’ end of our case.”
“Laddy, I reckon the waterhole here never goes dry,” replied Jim.
“Ask the Indian.”
Upon being questioned, Yaqui repeated what he had said about the dreaded ano seco of the Mexicans. In a dry year this waterhole failed.
“Dick, take a rope an’ see how much water’s in the hole.”
Gale could not find bottom with a thirty foot lasso. The water was as cool, clear, sweet as if it had been kept in a shaded iron receptacle.
Ladd welcomed this information with surprise and gladness.
“Let’s see. Last year was shore pretty dry. Mebbe this summer won’t be. Mebbe our wonderful good luck’ll hold. Ask Yaqui if he thinks it’ll rain.”
Mercedes questioned the Indian.
“He says no man can tell surely. But he thinks the rain will come,” she replied.
“Shore it’ll rain, you can gamble on that now,” continued Ladd. “If there’s only grass for the hosses! We can’t get out of here without hosses. Dick, take the Indian an’ scout down the arroyo. Today I seen the hosses were gettin’ fat. Gettin’ fat in this desert! But mebbe they’ve about grazed up all the grass. Go an’ see, Dick. An’ may you come back with more good news!”
Gale, upon the few occasions when he had wandered down the arroyo, had never gone far. The Yaqui said there was grass for the horses, and until now no one had given the question more consideration. Gale found that the arroyo widened as it opened. Near the head, where it was narrow, the grass lined the course of the dry stream bed. But farther down this stream bed spread out. There was every indication that at flood seasons the water covered the floor of the arroyo. The farther Gale went the thicker and larger grew the gnarled mesquites and palo verdes, the more cactus and greasewood there were, and other desert growths. Patches of gray grass grew everywhere. Gale began to wonder where the horses were. Finally the trees and brush thinned out, and a mile-wide gray plain stretched down to reddish sand dunes. Over to one side were the white horses, and even as Gale saw them both Blanco Diablo and Sol lifted their heads and, with white manes tossing in the wind, whistled clarion calls. Here was grass enough for many horses; the arroyo was indeed an oasis.
Ladd and the others were awaiting Gale’s report, and they received it with calmness, yet with a joy no less evident because it was restrained. Gale, in his keen observation at the moment, found that he and his comrades turned with glad eyes to the woman of the party.
“Señor Laddy, you think—you believe—we shall—” she faltered, and her voice failed. It was the woman in her, weakening in the light of real hope, of the happiness now possible beyond that desert barrier.
“Mercedes, no white man can tell what’ll come to pass out here,” said Ladd, earnestly. “Shore I have hopes now I never dreamed of. I was pretty near a dead man. The Indian saved me. Queer notions have come into my head about Yaqui. I don’t understand them. He seems when you look at him only a squalid, sullen, vengeful savage. But Lord! that’s far from the truth. Mebbe Yaqui’s different from most Indians. He looks the same, though. Mebbe the trouble is we white folks never knew the Indian. Anyway, Beldin’ had it right. Yaqui’s our godsend. Now as to the future, I’d like to know mebbe as well as you if we’re ever to get home. Only bein’ what I am, I say, Quien sabe? But somethin’ tells me Yaqui knows. Ask him, Mercedes. Make him tell. We’ll all be the better for knowin’. We’d be stronger for havin’ more’n our faith in him. He’s silent Indian, but make him tell.”
Mercedes called to Yaqui. At her bidding there was always a suggestion of hurry, which otherwise was never manifest in his actions. She put a hand on his bared muscular arm and began to speak in Spanish. Her voice was low, swift, full of deep emotion, sweet as the sound of a bell. It thrilled Gale, though he understood scarcely a word she said. He did not need translation to know that here spoke the longing of a woman for life, love, home, the heritage of a woman’s heart.
Gale doubted his own divining impression. It was that the Yaqui understood this woman’s longing. In Gale’s sight the Indian’s stoicism, his inscrutability, the lavalike hardness of his face, although they did not change, seemed to give forth light, gentleness, loyalty. For an instant Gale seemed to have a vision; but it did not last, and he failed to hold some beautiful illusive thing.
“Si!” rolled out the Indian’s reply, full of power and depth.
Mercedes drew a long breath, and her hand sought Thorne’s.
“He says yes,” she whispered. “He answers he’ll save us; he’ll take us all back—he knows!”
The Indian turned away to his tasks, and the silence that held the little group was finally broken by Ladd.
“Shore I said so. Now all we’ve got to do is use sense. Friends, I’m the commissary department of this outfit, an’ what I say goes. You all won’t eat except when I tell you. Mebbe it’ll not be so hard to keep our health. Starved beggars don’t get sick. But there’s the heat comin’, an’ we can all go loco, you know. To pass the time! Lord, that’s our problem. Now if you all only had a hankerin’ for checkers. Shore I’ll make a board an’ make yo
u play. Thorne, you’re the luckiest. You’ve got your girl, an’ this can be a honeymoon. Now with a few tools an’ little material see what a grand house you can build for your wife. Dick, you’re lucky, too. You like to hunt, an’ up there you’ll find the finest bighorn huntin’ in the West. Take Yaqui and the .405. We need the meat, but while you’re gettin’ it have your sport. The same chance will never come again. I wish we all was able to go. But crippled men can’t climb the lava. Shore you’ll see some country from the peaks. There’s no wilder place on earth, except the poles. An’ when you’re older, you an’ Nell, with a couple of fine boys, think what it’ll be to tell them about bein’ lost in the lava, an’ huntin’ sheep with a Yaqui. Shore I’ve hit it. You can take yours out in huntin’ an’ thinkin’. Now if I had a girl like Nell I’d never go crazy. That’s your game, Dick. Hunt, an’ think of Nell, an’ how you’ll tell those fine boys about it all, an’ about the old cowman you knowed, Laddy, who’ll by then be long past the divide. Rustle now, son. Get some enthusiasm. For shore you’ll need it for yourself an’ us.”
Gale climbed the lava slope, away round to the right of the arroyo, along an old trail that Yaqui said the Papagos had made before his own people had hunted there. Part way it led through spiked, crested, upheaved lava that would have been almost impassable even without its silver coating of choya cactus. There were benches and ledges and ridges bare and glistening in the sun. From the crests of these Yaqui’s searching falcon gaze roved near and far for signs of sheep, and Gale used his glass on the reaches of lava that slanted steeply upward to the corrugated peaks, and down over endless heave and roll and red-waved slopes. The heat smoked up from the lava, and this, with the red color and the shiny choyas, gave the impression of a world of smoldering fire.
Farther along the slope Yaqui halted and crawled behind projections to a point commanding a view over an extraordinary section of country. The peaks were off to the left. In the foreground were gullies, ridges, and canyons, arroyos, all glistening with choyas and some other and more numerous white bushes, and here and there towered a green cactus. This region was only a splintered and more devastated part of the volcanic slope, but it was miles in extent. Yaqui peeped over the top of a blunt block of lava and searched the sharp-billowed wilderness. Suddenly he grasped Gale and pointed across a deep wide gully.
