by Zane Grey
CHAPTER SIX
At the touch of Weyman’s lips to her hair Josephine lay very still, and Philip wondered if she had felt that swift, stolen caress. Almost he hoped that she had. The silken tress where for an instant his lips had rested seemed to him now like some precious communion cup in whose sacredness he had pledged himself. Yet had he believed that she was conscious of his act he would have begged her forgiveness. He waited, breathing softly, putting greater sweep into his paddle to keep Jean well behind them.
Slowly the tremulous unrest of Josephine’s shoulders ceased. She raised her head and looked at him, her lovely face damp with tears, her eyes shimmering like velvety pools through their mist. She did not speak. She was woman now—all woman. Her strength, the bearing which had made him think of her as a queen, the fighting tension which she had been under, were gone. Until she looked at him through her tears her presence had been like that of some wonderful and unreal creature who held the control to his every act in the cup of her hands. He thought no longer of himself now. He knew that to him she had relinquished the mysterious fight under which she had been struggling. In her eyes he read her surrender. From this hour the fight was his. She told him, without speaking. And the glory of it all thrilled him with a sacred happiness so that he wanted to drop his paddle, draw her close into his arms, and tell her that there was no power in the world that could harm her now. But instead of this he laughed low and joyously full into her eyes, and her lips smiled gently back at him. And so they understood without words.
Behind them, Jean had been coming up swiftly, and now they heard him break for an instant into the chorus of one of the wild half-breed songs, and Philip listened to the words of the chant which is as old in the Northland as the ancient brass cannon and the crumbling fortress rocks at York Factory:
“O, ze beeg black bear, he go to court,
He go to court a mate;
He court to ze Sout’,
He court to ze Nort’,
He court to ze shores of ze Indian Lake.”
And then, in the moment’s silence that followed, Philip threw back his head, and in a voice almost as wild and untrained as Jean Croisset’s, he shouted back:
“Oh! the fur fleets sing on Temiskaming,
As the ashen paddles bend,
And the crews carouse at Rupert’s House,
At the sullen winter’s end.
But my days are done where the lean wolves run,
And I ripple no more the path
Where the gray geese race ’cross the red moon’s face
From the white wind’s Arctic wrath.”
The suspense was broken. The two men’s voices, rising in their crude strength, sending forth into the still wilderness both triumph and defiance, brought the quick flush of living back into Josephine’s face. She guessed why Jean had started his chant—to give her courage. She knew why Philip had responded. And now Jean swept up beside them, a smile on his thin, dark face.
“The Good Virgin preserve us, M’sieur, but our voices are like those of two beasts,” he cried.
“Great, true, fighting beasts,” whispered Josephine under her breath. “How I would hate almost—”
She had suddenly flushed to the roots of her hair.
“What?” asked Philip.
“To hear men sing like women,” she finished.
As swiftly as he had come up Jean and his canoe had sped on ahead of them.
“You should have heard us sing that up in our snow hut, when for five months the sun never sent a streak above the horizon,” said Philip. “At the end—in the fourth month—it was more like the wailing of madmen. MacTavish died then: a young half Scot, of the Royal Mounted. After that Radisson and I were alone, and sometimes we used to see how loud we could shout it, and always, when we came to those two last lines—”
She interrupted him:
“Where the gray geese race ’cross the red moon’s face
From the white wind’s Arctic wrath.”
“Your memory is splendid!” he cried admiringly.
“Yes, always when we came to the end of those lines, the white foxes would answer us from out on the barrens, and we would wait for the sneaking yelping of them before we went on. They haunted us like little demons, those foxes, and never once could we catch a glimpse of them during the long night. They helped to drive MacTavish mad. He died begging us to keep them away from him. One day I was wakened by Radisson crying like a baby, and when I sat up in my ice bunk he caught me by the shoulders and told me that he had seen something that looked like the glow of a fire thousands and thousands of miles away. It was the sun, and it came just in time.”
“And this other man you speak of, Radisson?” she asked.
“He died two hundred miles back,” replied Philip quietly. “But that is unpleasant to speak of. Look ahead. Isn’t that ridge of the forest glorious in the sunlight?”
She did not take her eyes from his face.
“Do you know, I think there is something wonderful about you,” she said, so gently and frankly that the blood rushed to his cheeks. “Some day I want to learn those words that helped to keep you alive up there. I want to know all of the story, because I think I can understand. There was more to it—something after the foxes yelped back at you?”
“This,” he said, and ahead of them Jean Croisset rested on his paddle to listen to Philip’s voice:
“My seams gape wide, and I’m tossed aside
To rot on a lonely shore,
While the leaves and mould like a shroud enfold,
For the last of my trails are o’er;
But I float in dreams on Northland streams
That never again I’ll see,
As I lie on the marge of the old Portage,
With grief for company.”
“A canoe!” breathed the girl, looking back over the sunlit lake.
“Yes, a canoe, cast aside, forgotten, as sometimes men and women are forgotten when down and out.”
“Men and women who live in dreams,” she added. “And with such dreams there must always be grief.”
There was a moment of the old pain in her face, a little catch in her breath, and then she turned and looked at the forest ridge to which he had called her attention.
“We go deep into that forest,” she said. “We enter a creek just beyond where Jean is waiting for us, and Adare House is a hundred miles to the south and east.” She faced him with a quick smile. “My name is Adare,” she explained, “Josephine Adare.”
“Is—or was?” he asked.
“Is,” she said; then, seeing the correcting challenge in his eyes she added quickly: “But only to you. To all others I am Madame Paul Darcambal.”
“Paul?”
“Pardon me, I mean Philip.”
They were close to shore, and fearing that Jean might become suspicious of his tardiness, Philip bent to his paddle and was soon in the half-breed’s wake. Where he had thought there was only the thick forest he saw a narrow opening toward which Jean was speeding in his canoe. Five minutes later they passed under a thick mass of overhanging spruce boughs into a narrow stream so still and black in the deep shadows of the forest that it looked like oil. There was something a little awesome in the suddenness and completeness with which they were swallowed up. Over their heads the spruce and cedar tops met and shut out the sunlight. On both sides of them the forest was thick and black. The trail of the stream itself was like a tunnel, silent, dark, mysterious. The paddles dipped noiselessly, and the two canoes travelled side by side.
“There are few who know of this break into the forest,” said Jean in a low voice. “Listen, M’sieur!”
From out of the gloom ahead of them there came a faint, oily splashing.
“Otter,” whispered Jean.
“The stream is like this for many miles, and it is full of life that you can never see because of the darkness.”
Something in the stillness and the gloom held them silent. The canoes slipped along like shadows, and sometimes they bent their heads to escape the low-hanging boughs. Josephine’s face shone whitely in the dusk. She was alert and listening. When she spoke it was in a voice strangely subdued.
“I love this stream,” she whispered. “It is full of life. On all sides of us, in the forest, there is life. The Indians do not come here, because they have a superstitious dread of this eternal gloom and quiet. They call it the Spirit Stream. Even Jean is a little oppressed by it. See how closely he keeps to us. I love it, because I love everything that is wild. Listen! Did you hear that?”
“Mooswa,” spoke Jean out of the gloom close to them.
“Yes, a moose,” she said. “Here is where I saw my first moose, so many years ago that it is time for me to forget,” she laughed softly. “I think I had just passed my fourth birthday.”
“You were four on the day we started, ma Josephine,” came Jean’s voice as his canoe shot slowly ahead where the stream narrowed; and then his voice came back more faintly: “that was sixteen years ago to-day.”
A shot breaking the dead stillness of the sunless world about him could not have sent the blood rushing through Philip’s veins more swiftly than Jean’s last words. For a moment he stopped his paddling and leaned forward so that he could look close into Josephine’s face.
“This is your birthday?”
“Yes. You ate my birthday cake.”
She heard the strange, happy catch in his breath as he straightened back and resumed his work. Mile after mile they wound their way through the mysterious, subterranean-like stream, speaking seldom, and listening intently for the breaks in the deathlike stillness that spoke of life. Now and then they caught the ghostly flutter of owls in the gloom, like floating spirits; back in the forest saplings snapped and brush crashed underfoot as caribou or moose caught the man-scent; they heard once the panting, sniffing inquiry of a bear close at hand, and Philip reached forward for his rifle. For an instant Josephine’s hand fluttered to his own, and held it back, and the dark glow of her eyes said: “Don’t kill.” Here there were no big-eyed moose-birds, none of the mellow throat sounds of the brush sparrow, no harsh janglings of the gaudily coloured jays. In the timber fell the soft footpads of creatures with claw and fang, marauders and outlaws of darkness. Light, sunshine, everything that loved the openness of day were beyond. For more than an hour they had driven their canoes steadily on, when, as suddenly as they had entered it, they slipped out from the cavernous gloom into the sunlight again.
Josephine drew a deep breath as the sunlight flooded her face and hair.
“I have my own name for that place,” she said. “I call it the Valley of Silent Things. It is a great swamp, and they say that the moss grows in it so deep that caribou and deer walk over it without breaking through.”
The stream was swelling out into a narrow, finger-like lake that stretched for a mile or more ahead of them, and she turned to nod her head at the spruce and cedar shores with their colourings of red and gold, where birch, and poplar, and ash splashed vividly against the darker background.
“From now on it is all like that,” she said. “Lake after lake, most of them as narrow as this, clear to the doors of Adare House. It is a wonderful lake country, and one may easily lose one’s self—hundreds of lakes, I guess, running through the forests like Venetian canals.”
“I would not be surprised if you told me you had been in Venice,” he replied. “To-day is your birthday—your twentieth. Have you lived all those years here?”
He repressed his desire to question her, because he knew that she understood that to be a part of his promise to her. In what he now asked her he could not believe that he was treading upon prohibited ground, and in the face of their apparent innocence he was dismayed at the effect his words had upon her. It seemed to him that her eyes flinched when he spoke, as if he had struck at her. There passed over her face the look which he had come to dread: a swift, tense betrayal of the grief which he knew was eating at her soul, and which she was fighting so courageously to hide from him. It had come and gone in a flash, but the pain of it was left with him. She smiled at him a bit tremulously.
“I understand why you ask that,” she said, “and it is no more than fair that I should tell you. Of course you are wondering a great deal about me. You have just asked yourself how I could ever hear of such a place as Venice away up here among the Indians. Why, do you know”—she leaned forward, as if to whisper a secret, her blue eyes shilling with a sudden laughter—“I’ve even read the ‘Lives’ of Plutarch, and I’m waiting patiently for the English to bang a few of those terrible Lucretia Borgias who call themselves militant suffragettes!”
“I—I—beg your pardon,” he stammered helplessly.
She no longer betrayed the hurt of his question, and so sweet was the laughter of her eyes and lips that he laughed back at her, in spite of his embarrassment. Then, all at once, she became serious.
“I am terribly unfair to you,” she apologized gently; and then, looking across the water, she added: “Yes, I’ve lived almost all of those twenty years up here—among the forests. They sent me to the Mission school at Fort Churchill, over on Hudson’s Bay, for three years; and after that, until I was seventeen, I had a little white-haired English governess at Adare House. If she had lived—” Her hands clenched the sides of the canoe, and she looked straight away from Philip. She seemed to force the words that came from her lips then: “When I was eighteen I went to Montreal—and lived there a year, That is all—that one year—away from—my forests—”
He almost failed to hear the last words, and he made no effort to reply. He kept his canoe nearer to Jean’s, so that frequently they were running side by side. In the quick fall of the early northern night the sun was becoming more and more of a red haze in the sky as it sank farther toward the western forests. Josephine had changed her position, so that she now sat facing the bow of the canoe. She leaned a little forward, her elbows resting in her lap, her chin tilted in the cup of her hands, looking steadily ahead, and for a long time no sound but the steady dip, dip, dip of the two paddles broke the stillness of their progress. Scarcely once did Philip take his eyes from her. Every turn, every passing of shadow and light, each breath of wind that set stirring the shimmering tresses of her hair, made her more beautiful to him. From red gold to the rich and lustrous brown of the ripened wintel berries he marked the marvellous changing of her hair with the setting of the sun. A quick chill was growing in the air now and after a little he crept forward and slipped a light blanket about the slender shoulders. Even then Josephine did not speak, but looked up at him, and smiled her thanks. In his eyes, his touch, even his subdued breath, were the whispers of his adoration.
Movement roused Jean from his Indian-like silence. As Philip moved back, he called:
“It is four o’clock, M’sieur. We will have darkness in an hour. There is a place to camp and tepee poles ready cut on the point ahead of us.”
Fifteen minutes later Philip ran his canoe ashore close to Jean Croisset’s on a beach of white sand. He could not help seeing that, from the moment she had answered his question out on the lake, a change had come over Josephine. For a short time that afternoon she had risen from out of the thing that oppressed her, and once or twice there had been almost happiness in her smile and laughter. Now she seemed to have sunk again under its smothering grip. It was as if the chill and dismal gloom of approaching night had robbed her cheeks of colour, and had given a tired droop to her shoulders as she sat silently, and waited for them to make her tent comfortable. When it was up, and the blankets spread, she went in and left them alone, and the last glimpse that he had of her face left with Philip a cameo-like impression of hopelessne
ss that made him want to call out her name, yet held him speechless. He looked closely at Jean as they put up their own tent, and for the first time he saw that the mask had fallen from the half-breed’s face, and that it was filled with that same mysterious hopelessness and despair. Almost roughly he caught him by the shoulder.
“See here, Jean Croisset,” he cried impatiently, “you’re a man. What are you afraid of?”
“God,” replied Jean so quietly that Philip dropped his hand from his shoulder in astonishment. “Nothing else in the world am I afraid of, M’sieur!”
“Then why—why in the name of that God do you look like this?” demanded Philip. “You saw her go into the tent. She is disheartened, hopeless because of something that I can’t guess at, cold and shivering and white because of a fear of something. She is a woman. You are a man. Are you afraid?”
“No, not afraid, M’sieur. It is her grief that hurts me, not fear. If it would help her I would let you take this knife at my side and cut me into pieces so small that the birds could carry them away. I know what you mean. You think I am not a fighter. Our Lady in Heaven, if fighting could only save her!”
“And it cannot?”
“No, M’sieur. Nothing can save her. You can help, but you cannot save her. I believe that nothing like this terrible thing that has come to her has happened before since the world began. It is a mistake that it has come once. The Great God would not let it happen twice.”
He spoke calmly. Philip could find no words with which to reply. His hand slipped from Jean’s arm to his hand, and their fingers gripped. Thus for a space they stood. Philip broke the silence.
“I love her, Jean,” he spoke softly.
“Every one loves her, M’sieur. All our forest people call her ‘L’Ange.’”
“And still you say there is no hope?”
