by Zane Grey
Between the woods there were stretches of open country, velvet smooth, with the trees slipped down to where the rivers ran. The grass was as green as sprouting grain, and a sweet smell of wet earth and seedling growths came from it. Cloud shadows trailed across it, blue blotches moving languidly. It was the young earth in its blushing promise, fragrant, rain-washed, budding, with the sound of running water in the grass and bird voices dropping from the sky.
With their lighter wagons they passed the ox trains plowing stolidly through the mud, barefoot children running at the wheel, and women knitting on the front seat. The driver’s whip lash curled in the air, and his nasal “Gee haw” swung the yoked beasts slowly to one side. Then came detachments of Santa Fé traders, dark men in striped serapes with silver trimmings round their high-peaked hats. Behind them stretched the long line of wagons, the ponderous freighters of the Santa Fé Trail, rolling into Independence from the Spanish towns that lay beyond the burning deserts of the Cimarron. They filed by in slow procession, a vision of faded colors and swarthy faces, jingle of spur and mule bell mingling with salutations in sonorous Spanish.
As the day grew warmer, the doctor complained of the heat and went back to the wagon. David and the young girl rode on together through the green thickness of the wood. They had talked a little while the doctor was there, and now, left to themselves, they suddenly began to talk a good deal. In fact, Miss Gillespie revealed herself as a somewhat garrulous and quite friendly person. David felt his awed admiration settling into a much more comfortable feeling, still wholly admiring but relieved of the cramping consciousness that he had entertained an angel unawares. She was so natural and girlish that he began to cherish hopes of addressing her as “Miss Susan,” even let vaulting ambition carry him to the point where he could think of some day calling himself her friend.
She was communicative, and he was still too dazzled by her to realize that she was not above asking questions. In the course of a half hour she knew all about him, and he, without the courage to be thus flatteringly curious, knew the main points of her own history. Her father had been a practicing physician in Rochester for the past fifteen years. Before that he had lived in New York, where she had been born twenty years ago. Her mother had been a Canadian, a French woman from the Province of Quebec, whom her father had met there one summer when he had gone to fish in Lake St. John. Her mother had been very beautiful—David nodded at that, he had already decided it—and had always spoken English with an accent. She, the daughter, when she was little, spoke French before she did English; in fact, did not Mr. Crystal notice there was still something a little queer about her r’s?
Mr. Crystal had noticed it, noticed it to the extent of thinking it very pretty. The young lady dismissed the compliment as one who does not hear, and went on with her narrative:
“After my mother’s death my father left New York. He couldn’t bear to live there any more. He’d been so happy. So he moved away, though he had a fine practice.”
The listener gave forth a murmur of sympathetic understanding. Devotion to a beautiful woman was matter of immediate appeal to him. His respect for the doctor rose in proportion, especially when the devotion was weighed in the balance against a fine practice. Looking at the girl’s profile with prim black curls against the cheek, he saw the French-Canadian mother, and said not gallantly, but rather timidly:
“And you’re like your mother, I suppose? You’re dark like a French woman.”
She answered this with a brusque denial. Extracting compliments from the talk of a shy young Westerner was evidently not her strong point.
“Oh, no! not at all. My mother was pale and tall, with very large black eyes. I am short and dark and my eyes are only just big enough to see out of. She was delicate and I am very strong. My father says I’ve never been sick since I got my first teeth.”
She looked at him and laughed, and he realized it was the first time he had seen her do it. It brightened her face delightfully, making the eyes she had spoken of so disparagingly narrow into dancing slits. When she laughed men who had not lost the nicety of their standards by a sojourn on the frontier would have called her a pretty girl.
“My mother was of the French noblesse,” she said, a dark eye upon him to see how he would take this dignified piece of information. “She was a descendant of the Baron de Poutrincourt, who founded Port Royal.”
David was as impressed as anyone could have desired. He did not know what the French noblesse was, but by its sound he judged it to be some high and honorable estate. He was equally ignorant of the identity of the Baron de Poutrincourt, but the name alone was impressive, especially as Miss Gillespie pronounced it.
“That’s fine, isn’t it?” he said, as being the only comment he could think of which at once showed admiration and concealed ignorance.
The young woman seemed to find it adequate and went on with her family history. Five years ago in Washington her father had seen his old friend, Marcus Whitman, and since then had been restless with the longing to move West. His health demanded the change. His labors as a physician had exhausted him. His daughter spoke feelingly of the impossibility of restraining his charitable zeal. He attended the poor for nothing. He rose at any hour and went forth in any weather in response to the call of suffering.
“That’s what he says a doctor’s duties are,” she said. “It isn’t a profession to make money with, it’s a profession for helping people and curing them. You yourself don’t count, it’s only what you do that does. Why, my father had a very large practice, but he made only just enough to keep us.”
Of all she had said this seemed to the listener the best worth hearing. The doctor now mounted to the top of the highest pedestal David’s admiration could supply. Here was one of the compensations with which life keeps the balances even. Joe had died and left him friendless, and while the ache was still sharp, this stranger and his daughter had come to soothe his pain, perhaps, in the course of time, to conjure it quite away.
Early in the preceding winter the doctor had been forced to decide on the step he had been long contemplating. An attack of congestion of the lungs developed consumption in his weakened constitution. A warm climate and an open-air life were prescribed. And how better combine them than by emigrating to California?
“And so,” said the doctor’s daughter, “father made up his mind to go and sold out his practice. People thought he was crazy to start on such a trip when he was sick, but he knows more than they do. Besides, it’s not going to be such hard work for him. Daddy John, the old man who drives the mules, knows all about this Western country. He was here a long time ago when Indiana and Illinois were wild and full of Indians. He got wounded out here fighting and thought he was going to die, and came back to New York. My father found him there, poor and lonely and sick, and took care of him and cured him. He’s been with us ever since, more than twenty years, and he manages everything and takes care of everything. He and father’ll tell you I rule them, but that’s just teasing. It’s really Daddy John who rules.”
The mules were just behind them, and she looked back at the old man and called in her clear voice:
“I’m talking about you, Daddy John. I’m telling all about your wickedness.”
Daddy John’s answer came back, slow and amused:
“Wait till I get the young feller alone and I’ll do some talking.”
Laughing, she settled herself in her saddle and dropped her voice for David’s ear:
“I think Daddy John was quite pleased we missed the New York train. It was a big company, and he couldn’t have managed everything the way he can now. But we’ll soon catch it up and then”—she lifted her eyebrows and smiled with charming malice at the thought of Daddy John’s coming subjugation. “We ought to overtake it in three or four weeks they said in Independence.”
Her companion made no answer. The cheerful con
versation had suddenly taken a depressing turn. Under the spell of Miss Gillespie’s loquacity and black eyes he had quite forgotten that he was only a temporary escort, to be superseded by an entire ox train, of which even now they were in pursuit. David was a dreamer, and while the young woman talked, he had seen them both in diminishing perspective, passing sociably across the plains, over the mountains, into the desert, to where California edged with a prismatic gleam the verge of the world. They were to go riding, and talking on, their acquaintance ripening gradually and delightfully, while the enormous panorama of the continent unrolled behind them. And it might end in three or four weeks! The Emigrant Trail looked overwhelmingly long when he could only see himself and Leff riding over it, and California lost its color and grew as gray as a line of sea fog.
That evening’s camp was pitched in a clearing near the road. The woods pressed about them, whispering and curious, thrown out and then blotted as the fires leaped or died. It was the first night’s bivouac, and much noise and bustle went to its accomplishment. The young men covertly watched the Gillespie Camp. How would this ornamental party cope with such unfamiliar labors? With its combination of a feminine element which must be helpless by virtue of a rare and dainty fineness and a masculine element which could hardly be otherwise because of ill health, it would seem that all the work must devolve upon the old man.
Nothing, however, was further from the fact. The Gillespies rose to the occasion with the same dauntless buoyancy that they had shown in ever attempting the undertaking, and then blithely defying public opinion with a servant and a cow. The sense of their unfitness which had made the young men uneasy now gave way to secret wonder as the doctor pitched the tent like a backwoodsman, and his daughter showed a skilled acquaintance with campers’ biscuit making.
She did it so well, so without hurry and with knowledge, that it was worth while watching her, if David’s own cooking could have spared him. He did find time once to offer her assistance and that she refused, politely but curtly. With sleeves rolled to the elbow, her hat off, showing a roll of hair on the crown of her head separated by a neat parting from the curls that hung against her cheeks, she was absorbed in the business in hand. Evidently she was one of those persons to whom the matter of the moment is the only matter. When her biscuits were done, puffy and brown, she volunteered a preoccupied explanation:
“I’ve been learning to do this all winter, and I’m going to do it right.”
And even then it was less an excuse for her abruptness than the announcement of a compact with herself, steadfast, almost grim.
After supper they sat by the fire, silent with fatigue, the scent of the men’s tobacco on the air, the girl, with her hands clasping her knees, looking into the flames. In the shadows behind the old servant moved about. They could hear him crooning to the mules, and then catch a glimpse of his gnomelike figure bearing blankets from the wagon to the tent. There came a point where his labors seemed ended, but his activity had merely changed its direction. He came forward and said to the girl,
“Missy, your bed’s ready. You’d better be going.”
She gave a groan and a movement of protest under which was the hopeless acquiescence of the conquered:
“Not yet, Daddy John. I’m so comfortable sitting here.”
“There’s two thousand miles before you. Mustn’t get tired this early. Come now, get up.”
His manner held less of urgence than of quiet command. He was not dictatorial, but he was determined. The girl looked at him, sighed, rose to her knees, and then made a last appeal to her father:
“Father, do take my part. Daddy John’s too interfering for words!”
But her father would only laugh at her discomfiture.
“All right,” she said as she bent down to kiss him. “It’ll be your turn in just about five minutes.”
It was an accurate prophecy. The tent flaps had hardly closed on her when Daddy John attacked his employer.
“Goin’ now?” he said, sternly.
The doctor knew his fate, and like his daughter offered a spiritless and intimidated resistance.
“Just let me finish this pipe,” he pleaded.
Daddy John was inexorable:
“It’s no way to get cured settin’ round the fire puffin’ on a pipe.”
“Ten minutes longer?”
“We’ll roll out to-morrer at seven.”
“Daddy John, go to bed!”
“I got to see you both tucked in for the night before I do. Can’t trust either of you.”
The doctor, beaten, knocked the ashes out of his pipe and rose with resignation.
“This is the family skeleton,” he said to the young men who watched the performance with curiosity. “We’re ground under the heel of Daddy John.”
Then he thrust his hand through the old servant’s arm and they walked toward the wagon, their heads together, laughing like a pair of boys.
A few minutes later the camp had sunk to silence. The doctor was stowed away in the wagon and Miss Gillespie had drawn the tent flaps round the mystery of her retirement. David and Leff, too tired to pitch theirs, were dropping to sleep by the fire, when the girl’s voice, low, but penetrating, roused them.
“Daddy John,” it hissed in the tone children employ in their games of hide-and-seek, “Daddy John, are you awake?”
The old man, who had been stretched before the fire, rose to a sitting posture, wakeful and alert.
“Yes, Missy, what’s the matter? Can’t you sleep?”
“It’s not that, but it’s so hard to fix anything. There’s no light.”
Here it became evident to the watchers that Miss Gillespie’s head was thrust out through the tent opening, the canvas held together below her chin. Against the pale background, it was like the vision of a decapitated head hung on a white wall.
“What is it you want to fix?” queried the old man.
“My hair,” she hissed back. “I want to put it up in papers, and I can’t see.”
Then the secret of Daddy John’s power was revealed. He who had so remorselessly driven her to bed now showed no surprise or disapprobation at her frivolity. It was as if her wish to beautify herself received his recognition as an accepted vagary of human nature.
“Just wait a minute,” he said, scrambling out of his blanket, “and I’ll get you a light.”
The young men could not but look on all agape with curiosity to see what the resourceful old man intended getting. Could the elaborately complete Gillespie outfit include candles? Daddy John soon ended their uncertainty. He drew from the fire a thick brand, brilliantly aflame, and carried it to the tent. Miss Gillespie’s immovable head eyed it with some uneasiness.
“I’ve nothing to put it in,” she objected, “and I can’t hold it while I’m doing up my hair.”
“I will,” said the old man. “Get in the tent now and get your papers ready.”
The head withdrew, its retirement to be immediately followed by her voice slightly muffled by the intervening canvas:
“Now I’m ready.”
Daddy John cautiously parted the opening, inserted the torch, and stood outside, the canvas flaps carefully closed round his hand. With the intrusion of the flaming brand the tent suddenly became a rosy transparency. The young’ girl’s figure moved in the midst of the glow, a shape of nebulous darkness, its outlines lost in the mist of enfolding draperies.
Leff, softly lifting himself on his elbows, gazed fascinated upon this discreet vision. Then looking at David he saw that he had turned over and was lying with his face on his arms. Leff leaned from the blankets and kicked him, a gentle but meaning kick on the leg.
To his surprise David lifted a wakeful face, the brow furrowed with an angry frown.
“Can’t you go to sleep,” he muttered crossly. “Let that girl c
url her hair, and go to sleep like a man.”
He dropped his face once more on his arms. Leff felt unjustly snubbed, but that did not prevent him from watching the faintly defined aura of shadow which he knew to be the dark young woman he was too shy to look at when he met her face to face. He continued watching till the brand died down to a spark and Daddy John withdrew it and went back to his fire.
CHAPTER IV
In their division of labor David and Leff had decided that one was to drive the wagon in the morning, the other in the afternoon. This morning it was David’s turn, and as he “rolled out” at the head of the column he wondered if Leff would now ride beside Miss Gillespie and lend attentive ear to her family chronicles. But Leff was evidently not for dallying by the side of beauty. He galloped off alone, vanishing through the thin mists that hung like a fairy’s draperies among the trees. The Gillespies rode at the end of the train. Even if he could not see them David felt their nearness, and it added to the contentment that always came upon him from a fair prospect lying under a smiling sky. At harmony with the moment and the larger life outside it, he leaned back against the canvas hood and let a dreamy gaze roam over the serene and opulent landscape.
Nature had always soothed and uplifted him, been like an opiate to anger or pain. As a boy his troubles had lost their sting in the consoling largeness of the open, under the shade of trees, within sight of the bowing wheat fields with the wind making patterns on the seeded grain. Now his thoughts, drifting aimless as thistle fluff, went back to those childish days of country freedom, when he had spent his vacations at his uncle’s farm. He used to go with his widowed mother, a forlorn, soured woman who rarely smiled. He remembered his irritated wonder as she sat complaining in the ox cart, while he sent his eager glance ahead over the sprouting acres to where the log farmhouse—the haven of fulfilled dreams—stretched in its squat ugliness. He could feel again the inward lift, the flying out of his spirit in a rush of welcoming ecstasy, as he saw the woods hanging misty on the horizon and the clay bluffs, below which the slow, quiet river uncoiled its yellow length.
