by Zane Grey
The singing ceased and the man at the big desk said, “Let us have the verses.”
“‘The eternal God is thy refuge, and underneath are the everlasting arms,’” said a careworn woman in the front seat.
“‘He shall cover thee with his feathers, and under his wings shalt thou trust,’” said a young man next.
“‘In the time of trouble he shall hide me in his pavilion; in the secret of his tabernacle shall he hide me,’” read the girl who had handed the book. The slip of paper she had written it on fluttered to the floor at the feet of the stranger, and the stranger stooped and picked it up, offering it back; but the other girl shook her head, and the stranger kept it, looking wonderingly at the words, trying to puzzle out a meaning.
There were other verses repeated, but just then a sound smote upon the girl’s ear which deadened all others. In spite of herself she began to tremble. Even her lips seemed to her to move with the weakness of her fear. She looked up, and the man was just coming toward the door; but her eyes grew dizzy, and a faintness seemed to come over her.
Up the trail on horseback, with shouts and ribald songs, rode four rough men, too drunk to know where they were going. The little schoolhouse seemed to attract their attention as they passed, and just for deviltry they shouted out a volley of oaths and vile talk to the worshippers within. One in particular, the leader, looked straight into the face of the young man as he returned from fastening the horses and was about to enter the schoolhouse, and pretended to point his pistol at him, discharging it immediately into the air. This was the signal for some wild firing as the men rode on past the schoolhouse, leaving a train of curses behind them to haunt the air and struggle with the “Glory Song” in the memories of those who heard.
The girl looked out from her seat beside the window, and saw the evil face of the man from whom she had fled. She thought for a terrible minute, which seemed ages long to her, that she was cornered now. She began to look about on the people there helplessly, and wonder whether they would save her, would help her, in her time of need. Would they be able to fight and prevail against those four terrible men mad with liquor?
Suppose he said she was his—his wife, perhaps, or sister, who had run away. What could they do? Would they believe her? Would the man who had saved her life a few minutes ago believe her? Would anybody help her?
The party passed, and the man came in and sat down beside her quietly enough; but without a word or a look he knew at once who the man was he had just seen. His soul trembled for the girl, and his anger rose hot. He felt that a man like that ought to be wiped off the face of the earth in some way, or placed in solitary confinement the rest of his life.
He looked down at the girl, trembling, brave, white, beside him; and he felt like gathering her in his arms and hiding her himself, such a frail, brave, courageous little soul she seemed. But the calm nerve with which she had shot the serpent was gone now. He saw she was trembling and ready to cry. Then he smiled upon her, a smile the like of which he had never given to human being before; at least, not since he was a tiny baby and smiled confidingly into his mother’s face. Something in that smile was like sunshine to a nervous chill.
The girl felt the comfort of it, though she still trembled. Down her eyes drooped to the paper in her shaking hands. Then gradually, letter by letter, word by word, the verse spoke to her. Not all the meaning she gathered, for “pavilion” and “tabernacle” were unknown words to her, but the hiding she could understand. She had been hidden in her time of trouble. Some one had done it. “He”—the word would fit the man by her side, for he had helped to hide her, and to save her more than once; but just now there came a dim perception that it was some other He, some One greater who had worked this miracle and saved her once more to go on perhaps to better things.
There were many things said in that meeting, good and wise and true. They might have been helpful to the girl if she had understood, but her thoughts had much to do. One grain of truth she had gathered for her future use. There was a “hiding” somewhere in this world, and she had had it in a time of trouble. One moment more out upon the open, and the terrible man might have seen her.
There came a time of prayer in which all heads were bowed, and a voice here and there murmured a few soft little words which she did not comprehend; but at the close they all joined in “the prayer”; and, when she heard the words, “Our Father,” she closed her eyes, which had been curiously open and watching, and joined her voice softly with the rest. Somehow it seemed to connect her safety with “our Father,” and she felt a stronger faith than ever in her prayer.
The young man listened intently to all he heard. There was something strangely impressive to him in this simple worship out in what to him was a vast wilderness. He felt more of the true spirit of worship than he had ever felt at home sitting in the handsomely upholstered pew beside his mother and sister while the choir-boys chanted the processional and the light filtered through costly windows of many colors over the large and cultivated congregation. There was something about the words of these people that went straight to the heart more than all the intonings of the cultured voices he had ever heard. Truly they meant what they said, and God had been a reality to them in many a time of trouble. That seemed to be the theme of the afternoon, the saving power of the eternal God, made perfect through the need and the trust of His people. He was reminded more than once of the incident of the morning and the miraculous saving of his own and his companion’s life.
When the meeting was over, the people gathered in groups and talked with one another. The girl who had handed the book came over and spoke to the strangers, putting out her hand pleasantly. She was the missionary’s daughter.
“What is this? School?” asked the stranger eagerly.
“Yes, this is the schoolhouse,” said the missionary’s daughter; “but this meeting is Christian Endeavor. Do you live near here? Can’t you come every time?”
“No. I live a long way off,” said the girl sadly. “That is, I did. I don’t live anywhere now. I’m going away.”
“I wish you lived here. Then you could come to our meeting. Did you have a Christian Endeavor where you lived?”
“No. I never saw one before. It’s nice. I like it.”
Another girl came up now, and put out her hand in greeting. “You must come again,” she said politely.
“I don’t know,” said the visitor. “I sha’n’t be coming back soon.”
“Are you going far?”
“As far as I can. I’m going East.”
“O,” said the inquisitor; and then, seeing the missionary’s daughter was talking to some one else, she whispered, nodding toward the man, “Is he your husband?”
The girl looked startled, while a slow color mounted into her cheeks.
“No,” said she gravely, thoughtfully. “But—he saved my life a little while ago.”
“Oh!” said the other, awestruck. “My! And ain’t he handsome? How did he do it?”
But the girl could not talk about it. She shuddered.
“It was a dreadful snake,” she said, “and I was—I didn’t see it. It was awful! I can’t tell you about it.”
“My!” said the girl. “How terrible!”
The people were passing out now. The man was talking with the missionary, asking the road to somewhere. The girl suddenly realized that this hour of preciousness was over, and life was to be faced again. Those men, those terrible men! She had recognized the others as having been among her brother’s funeral train. Where were they, and why had they gone that way? Were they on her track? Had they any clue to her whereabouts? Would they turn back pretty soon, and catch her when the people were gone home?
It appeared that the nearest town was Malta, sixteen miles away, down in the direction where the party of men had passed. There were only four houses near the schoolhou
se, and they were scattered in different directions along the stream in the valley. The two stood still near the door after the congregation had scattered. The girl suddenly shivered. As she looked down the road, she seemed again to see the coarse face of the man she feared, and to hear his loud laughter and oaths. What if he should come back again? “I cannot go that way!” she said, pointing down the trail toward Malta. “I would rather die with wild beasts.”
“No!” said the man with decision. “On no account can we go that way. Was that the man you ran away from?”
“Yes.” She looked up at him, her eyes filled with wonder over the way in which he had coupled his lot with hers.
“Poor little girl!” he said with deep feeling. “You would be better off with the beasts. Come, let us hurry away from here!”
They turned sharply away from the trail, and followed down behind a family who were almost out of sight around the hill. There would be a chance of getting some provisions, the man thought. The girl thought of nothing except to get away. They rode hard, and soon came within hailing-distance of the people ahead of them, and asked a few questions.
No, there were no houses to the north until you were over the Canadian line, and the trail was hard to follow. Few people went that way. Most went down to Malta. Why didn’t they go to Malta? There was a road there, and stores. It was by all means the best way. Yes, there was another house about twenty miles away on this trail. It was a large ranch, and was near to another town that had a railroad. The people seldom came this way, as there were other places more accessible to them. The trail was little used, and might be hard to find in some places; but, if they kept the Cottonwood Creek in sight, and followed on to the end of the valley, and then crossed the bench to the right, they would be in sight of it, and couldn’t miss it. It was a good twenty miles beyond their house; but, if the travellers didn’t miss the way, they might reach it before dark. Yes, the people could supply a few provisions at their house if the strangers didn’t mind taking what was at hand.
The man in the wagon tried his best to find out where the two were going and what they were going for; but the man from the East baffled his curiosity in a most dexterous manner, so that, when the two rode away from the two-roomed log house where the kind-hearted people lived, they left no clue to their identity or mission beyond the fact that they were going quite a journey, and had got a little off their trail and run out of provisions.
They felt comparatively safe from pursuit for a few hours at least, for the men could scarcely return and trace them very soon. They had not stopped to eat anything; but all the milk they could drink had been given to them, and its refreshing strength was racing through their veins. They started upon their long ride with the pleasure of their companionship strong upon them.
“What was it all about?” asked the girl as they settled into a steady gait after a long gallop across a smooth level place.
He looked at her questioningly.
“The school. What did it mean? She said it was a Christian Endeavor. What is that?”
“Why, some sort of a religious meeting, or something of that kind, I suppose,” he answered lamely. “Did you enjoy it?”
“Yes,” she answered solemnly, “I liked it. I never went to such a thing before. The girl said they had one everywhere all over the world. What do you think she meant?”
“Why, I don’t know, I’m sure, unless it’s some kind of a society. But it looked to me like a prayer meeting. I’ve heard about prayer meetings, but I never went to one, though I never supposed they were so interesting. That was a remarkable story that old man told of how he was taken care of that night among the Indians. He evidently believes that prayer helps people.”
“Don’t you?” she asked quickly.
“O, certainly!” he said, “but there was something so genuine about the way the old man told it that it made you feel it in a new way.”
“It is all new to me,” said the girl. “But mother used to go to Sunday school and church and prayer meeting. She’s often told me about it. She used to sing sometimes. One song was ‘Rock of Ages.’ Did you ever hear that?
“‘Rock of Ages, cleft for me
Let me hide myself in Thee.’”
She said it slowly and in a singsong voice, as if she were measuring the words off to imaginary notes. “I thought about that the night I started. I wished I knew where that rock was. Is there a rock anywhere that they call the Rock of Ages?”
The young man was visibly embarrassed. He wanted to laugh, but he would not hurt her in that way again. He was not accustomed to talking religion; yet here by this strange girl’s side it seemed perfectly natural that he, who knew so very little experimentally himself about it, should be trying to explain the Rock of Ages to a soul in need. All at once it flashed upon him that it was for just such souls in need as this one that the Rock of Ages came into the world.
“I’ve heard the song. Yes, I think they sing it in all churches. It’s quite common. No, there isn’t any place called Rock of Ages. It refers—that is, I believe—why, you see the thing is figurative—that is, a kind of picture of things. It refers to the Deity.”
“O! Who is that?” asked the girt.
“Why—God.” He tried to say it as if he had been telling her it was Mr. Smith or Mr. Jones, but somehow the sound of the word on his lips thus shocked him. He did not know how to go on. “It just means God will take care of people.”
“O!” she said, and this time a light of understanding broke over her face. “But,” she added, “I wish I knew what it meant, the meeting, and why they did it. There must be some reason. They wouldn’t do it for nothing. And how do they know it’s all so? Where did they find it out?”
The man felt he was beyond his depth; so he sought to change the subject. “I wish you would tell me about yourself,” he said gently. “I should like to understand you better. We have travelled together for a good many hours now, and we ought to know more about each other.”
“What do you want to know?” She asked it gravely. “There isn’t much to tell but what I’ve told you. I’ve lived on a mountain all my life, and helped mother. The rest all died. The baby first, and my two brothers, and father, and mother, and then John. I said the prayer for John, and ran away.”
“Yes, but I want to know about your life. You know I live in the East where everything is different. It’s all new to me out here. I want to know, for instance, how you came to talk so well. You don’t talk like a girl that never went to school. You speak as if you had read and studied. You make so few mistakes in your English. You speak quite correctly. That is not usual, I believe, when people have lived all their lives away from school, you know. You don’t talk like the girls I have met since I came out here.”
“Father always made me speak right. He kept at every one of us children when we said a word wrong, and made us say it over again. It made him angry to hear words said wrong. He made mother cry once when she said ‘done’ when she ought to have said ‘did.’ Father went to school once, but mother only went a little while. Father knew a great deal, and when he was sober he used to teach us things once in a while. He taught me to read. I can read anything I ever saw.”
“Did you have many books and magazines?” he asked innocently.
“We had three books!” she answered proudly, as if that were a great many. “One was a grammar. Father bought it for mother before they were married, and she always kept it wrapped up in paper carefully. She used to get it out for me to read in sometimes; but she was very careful with it, and when she died I put it in her hands. I thought she would like to have it close to her, because it always seemed so much to her. You see father bought it. Then there was an almanac, and a book about stones and earth. A man who was hunting for gold left that. He stopped over night at our house, and asked for some, thing to eat. He hadn’t any money to pay for it;
so he left that book with us, and said when he found the gold he would come and buy it back again. But he never came back.”
“Is that all that you have ever read?” he asked compassionately.
“O, no! We got papers sometimes. Father would come home with a whole paper wrapped around some bundle. Once there was a beautiful story about a girl; but the paper was torn in the middle, and I never knew how it came out.”
There was great wistfulness in her voice. It seemed to be one of the regrets of her girlhood that she did not know how that other girl in the story fared. All at once she turned to him.
“Now tell me about your life,” she said. “I’m sure you have a great deal to tell.”
His face darkened in a way that made her sorry.
“O, well,” said he as if it mattered very little about his life, “I had a nice home—have yet, for the matter of that. Father died when I was little, and mother let me do just about as I pleased. I went to school because the other fellows did, and because that was the thing to do. After I grew up I liked it. That is, I liked some studies; so I went to a university.”
“What is that?”
“O, just a higher school where you learn grown-up things. Then I travelled. When I came home, I went into society a good deal. But”—and his face darkened again—“I got tired of it all, and thought I would come out here for a while and hunt, and I got lost, and I found you!” He smiled into her face. “Now you know the rest.”
