by Zane Grey
It took but an instant to wrench the bridle from its fastening and mount her horse; then she rode forward through the city at a pace that only millionaires and automobiles are allowed to take. She met and passed her first automobile without a quiver. Her eyes were dilated, her lips set; angry, frightened tears were streaming down her cheeks, and she urged her poor horse forward until a policeman here and there thought it his duty to make a feeble effort to detain her. But nothing impeded her way. She fled through a maze of wagons, carriages, automobiles, and trolley-cars, until she passed the whirl of the great city, and at last was free again and out in the open country.
She came toward evening to a little cottage on the edge of a pretty suburb. The cottage was covered with roses, and the front yard was full of great old-fashioned flowers. On the porch sat a plain little old lady in a rocking-chair, knitting. There was a little gate with a path leading up to the door, and at the side another open gate with a road leading around to the back of the cottage.
Elizabeth saw, and murmuring, “O ‘our Father,’ please hide me!” she dashed into the driveway, and tore up to the side of the piazza at a full gallop. She jumped from the horse; and, leaving him standing panting with his nose to the fence, and a tempting strip of clover in front of him where he could graze when he should get his breath, she ran up the steps, and flung herself in a miserable little heap at the feet of the astonished old lady.
“O, please, please, won’t you let me stay here a few minutes, and tell me what to do? I am so tired, and I have had such a dreadful, awful time!”
“Why, dearie me!” said the old lady. “Of course I will. Poor child; sit right down in this rocking-chair, and have a good cry. I’ll get you a glass of water and something to eat, and then you shall tell me all about it.”
She brought the water, and a tray with nice broad slices of brown bread and butter, a generous piece of apple pie, some cheese, and a glass pitcher of creamy milk.
Elizabeth drank the water, but before she could eat she told the terrible tale of her last adventure. It seemed awful for her to believe, and she felt she must have help somewhere. She had heard there were bad people in the world. In fact, she had seen men who were bad, and once a woman had passed their ranch whose character was said to be questionable. She wore a hard face, and could drink and swear like the men. But that sin should be in this form, with pretty girls and pleasant, wheedling women for agents, she had never dreamed; and this in the great, civilized East! Almost better would it have been to remain in the desert alone, and risk the pursuit of that awful man, than to come all this way to find the world gone wrong.
The old lady was horrified, too. She had heard more than the girl of licensed evil; but she had read it in the paper as she had read about the evils of the slave-traffic in Africa, and it had never really seemed true to her. Now she lifted up her hands in horror, and looked at the beautiful girl before her with something akin to awe that she had been in one of those dens of iniquity and escaped. Over and over she made the girl tell what was said, and how it looked, and how she pointed her pistol, and how she got out; and then she exclaimed in wonder, and called her escape a miracle.
They were both weary from excitement when the tale was told. Elizabeth ate her lunch; then the old lady showed her where to put the horse, and made her go to bed. It was only a wee little room with a cot-bed white as snow where she put her; but the roses peeped in at the window, and the box covered with an old white curtain contained a large pitcher of fresh water and a bowl and soap and towels. The old lady brought her a clean white nightgown, coarse and mended in many places, but smelling of rose leaves; and in the morning she tapped at the door quite early before the girl was up, and came in with an armful of clothes.
“I had some boarders last summer,” she explained, “and, when they went away, they left these things and said I might put them into the home-mission box. But I was sick when they sent it off this winter; and, if you ain’t a home mission, then I never saw one. You put ’em on. I guess they’ll fit. They may be a mite large, but she was about your size. I guess your clothes are about wore out; so you jest leave ’em here fer the next one, and use these. There’s a couple of extra shirt-waists you can put in a bundle for a change. I guess folks won’t dare fool with you if you have some clean, nice clothes on.”
Elizabeth looked at her gratefully, and wrote her down in the list of saints with the woman who read the fourteenth chapter of John. The old lady had neglected to mention that from her own meagre wardrobe she had supplied some under-garments, which were not included in those the boarders had left.
Bathed and clothed in clean, sweet garments, with a white shirt-waist and a dark-blue serge skirt and coat, Elizabeth looked a different girl. She surveyed herself in the little glass over the box-washstand and wondered. All at once vanity was born within her, and an ambition to be always thus clothed, with a horrible remembrance of the woman of the day before, who had promised to show her how to earn some pretty clothes. It flashed across her mind that pretty clothes might be a snare. Perhaps they had been to those girls she had seen in that house.
With much good advice and kindly blessings from the old lady, Elizabeth fared forth upon her journey once more, sadly wise in the wisdom of the world, and less sweetly credulous than she had been, but better fitted to fight her way.
The story of her journey from Chicago to Philadelphia would fill a volume if it were written, but it might pall upon the reader from the very variety of its experiences. It was made slowly and painfully, with many haltings and much lessening of the scanty store of money that had seemed so much when she received it in the wilderness. The horse went lame, and had to be watched over and petted, and finally, by the advice of a kindly farmer, taken to a veterinary surgeon, who doctored him for a week before he finally said it was safe to let him hobble on again. After that the girl was more careful of the horse. If he should die, what would she do?
One dismal morning, late in November, Elizabeth, wearing the old overcoat to keep her from freezing, rode into Philadelphia.
Armed with instructions from the old lady in Chicago, she rode boldly up to a policeman, and showed him the address of the grandmother to whom she had decided to go first, her mother’s mother. He sent her on in the right direction, and in due time with the help of other policemen she reached the right number on Flora Street.
It was a narrow street, banked on either side by small, narrow brick houses of the older type. Here and there gleamed out a scrap of a white marble door-step, but most of the houses were approached by steps of dull stone or of painted wood. There was a dejected and dreary air about the place. The street was swarming with children in various stages of the soiled condition.
Elizabeth timidly knocked at the door after being assured by the interested urchins who surrounded her that Mrs. Brady really lived there, and had not moved away or anything. It did not seem wonderful to the girl, who had lived her life thus far in a mountain shack, to find her grandmother still in the place from which she had written fifteen years before. She did not yet know what a floating population most cities contain.
Mrs. Brady was washing when the knock sounded through the house. She was a broad woman, with a face on which the cares and sorrows of the years had left a not too heavy impress. She still enjoyed life, oven though a good part of it was spent at the wash-tub, washing other people’s fine clothes. She had some fine ones of her own up-stairs in her clothes-press; and, when she went out, it was in shiny satin, with a bonnet bobbing with jet and a red rose, though of late years, strictly speaking, the bonnet had become a hat again, and Mrs. Brady was in style with the other old ladies.
The perspiration was in little beads on her forehead and trickling down the creases in her well-cushioned neck toward her ample bosom. Her gray hair was neatly combed, and her calico wrapper was open at the throat even on this cold day. She wiped on her apron the soap-suds from her
plump arms steaming pink from the hot suds, and went to the door.
She looked with disfavor upon the peculiar person on the door-step attired in a man’s overcoat. She was prepared to refuse the demands of the Salvation Army for a nickel for Christmas dinners; or to silence the banana-man, or the fish-man, or the man with shoe-strings and pins and pencils for sale; or to send the photograph-agent on his way; yes, even the man who sold albums for post-cards. She had no time to bother with anybody this morning.
But the young person in the rusty overcoat, with the dark-blue serge Eton jacket under it, which might have come from Wanamaker’s two years ago, who yet wore a leather belt with gleaming pistols under the Eton jacket, was a new species. Mrs. Brady was taken off her guard; else Elizabeth might have found entrance to her grandmother’s home as difficult as she had found entrance to the finishing school of Madame Janeway.
“Are you Mrs. Brady?” asked the girl. She was searching the forbidding face before her for some sign of likeness to her mother, but found none. The cares of Elizabeth Brady’s daughter had outweighed those of the mother, or else they sat upon a nature more sensitive.
“I am,” said Mrs. Brady, imposingly.
“Grandmother, I am the baby you talked about in that letter,” she announced, handing Mrs. Brady the letter she had written nearly eighteen years before.
The woman took the envelope gingerly in the wet thumb and finger that still grasped a bit of the gingham apron. She held it at arm’s length, and squinted up her eyes, trying to read it without her glasses. It was some new kind of beggar, of course. She hated to touch these dirty envelopes, and this one looked old and worn. She stepped back to the parlor table where her glasses were lying, and, adjusting them, began to read the letter.
“For the land sakes! Where’d you find this?” she said, looking up suspiciously. “It’s against the law to open letters that ain’t your own. Didn’t me daughter ever get it? I wrote it to her meself. How come you by it?”
“Mother read it to me long ago when I was little,” answered the girl, the slow hope fading from her lips as she spoke. Was every one, was even her grandmother, going to be cold and harsh with her? “Our Father, hide me!” her heart murmured, because it had become a habit; and her listening thought caught the answer, “Let not your heart be troubled.”
“Well, who are you?” said the uncordial grandmother, still puzzled. “You ain’t Bessie, me Bessie. Fer one thing, you’re ’bout as young as she was when she went off ’n’ got married, against me ’dvice, to that drunken, lazy dude.” Her brow was lowering, and she proceeded to finish her letter.
“I am Elizabeth,” said the girl with a trembling voice, “the baby you talked about in that letter. But please don’t call father that. He wasn’t ever bad to us. He was always good to mother, even when he was drunk. If you talk like that about him, I shall have to go away.”
“Fer the land sakes! You don’t say,” said Mrs. Brady, sitting down hard in astonishment on the biscuit upholstery of her best parlor chair. “Now you ain’t Bessie’s child! Well, I am clear beat. And growed up so big! You look strong, but you’re kind of thin. What makes your skin so black? Your ma never was dark, ner your pa, neither.”
“I’ve been riding a long way in the wind and sun and rain.”
“Fer the land sakes!” as she looked through the window to the street. “Not on a horse?”
“Yes.”
“H’m! What was your ma thinkin’ about to let you do that?”
“My mother is dead. There was no one left to care what I did. I had to come. There were dreadful people out there, and I was afraid.”
“Fer the land sakes!” That seemed the only remark that the capable Mrs. Brady could make. She looked at her new granddaughter in bewilderment, as if a strange sort of creature had suddenly laid claim to relationship.
“Well, I’m right glad to see you,” she said stiffly, wiping her hand again on her apron and putting it out formally for a greeting.
Elizabeth accepted her reception gravely, and sat down. She sat down suddenly, as if her strength had given way and a great strain was at an end. As she sat down, she drooped her head back against the wall; and a gray look spread about her lips.
“You’re tired,” said the grandmother, energetically. “Come far this morning?”
“No,” said Elizabeth, weakly, “not many miles; but I hadn’t any more bread. I used it all up yesterday, and there wasn’t much money left. I thought I could wait till I got here, but I guess I’m hungry.”
“Fer the land sakes!” ejaculated Mrs. Brady as she hustled out to the kitchen, and clattered the frying-pan onto the stove, shoving the boiler hastily aside. She came in presently with a steaming cup of tea, and made the girl drink it hot and strong. Then she established her in the big rocking-chair in the kitchen with a plate of appetizing things to eat, and went on with her washing, punctuating every rub with a question.
Elizabeth felt better after her meal, and offered to help, but the grandmother would not hear to her lifting a finger.
“You must rest first,” she said. “It beats me how you ever got here. I’d sooner crawl on me hands and knees than ride a great, scary horse.”
Elizabeth sprang to her feet.
“The horse!” she said. “Poor fellow! He needs something to eat worse than I did. He hasn’t had a bite of grass all this morning. There was nothing but hard roads and pavements. The grass is all brown, anyway, now. I found some cornstalks by the road, and once a man dropped a big bundle of hay out of his load. If it hadn’t been for Robin, I’d never have got here; and here I’ve sat enjoying my breakfast, and Robin out there hungry!”
“Fer the land sakes!” said the grandmother, taking her arms out of the suds and looked troubled. “Poor fellow! What would he like? I haven’t got any hay, but there’s some mashed potatoes left, and what is there? Why, there’s some excelsior the lamp-shade come packed in. You don’t suppose he’d think it was hay, do you? No, I guess it wouldn’t taste very good.”
“Where can I put him, grandmother?”
“Fer the land sakes! I don’t know,” said the grandmother, looking around the room in alarm. “We haven’t any place fer horses. Perhaps you might get him into the back yard fer a while till we think what to do. There’s a stable, but they charge high to board horses. Lizzie knows one of the fellers that works there. Mebbe he’ll tell us what to do. Anyway, you lead him round to the alleyway, and we’ll see if we can’t get him in the little ash-gate. You don’t suppose he’d try to get in the house, do you? I shouldn’t like him to come in the kitchen when I was getting supper.”
“O no!” said Elizabeth. “He’s very good. Where is the back yard?”
This arrangement was finally made, and the two women stood in the kitchen door, watching Robin drink a bucketful of water and eat heartily of the various viands that Mrs. Brady set forth for him, with the exception of the excelsior, which he snuffed at in disgust.
“Now, ain’t he smart?” said Mrs. Brady, watching fearfully from the door-step, where she might retreat if the animal showed any tendency to step nearer to the kitchen. “But don’t you think he’s cold? Wouldn’t he like a—a—shawl or something?”
The girl drew the old coat from her shoulders, and threw it over him, her grandmother watching her fearless handling of the horse with pride and awe.
“We’re used to sharing this together,” said the girl simply.
“Nan sews in an up-town dressmaker’s place,” explained Mrs. Brady by and by, when the wash was hung out in fearsome proximity to the weary horse’s heels, and the two had returned to the warm kitchen to clean up and get supper. “Nan’s your ma’s sister, you know, older’n her by two year; and Lizzie, that’s her girl, she’s about ’s old ’s you. She’s got a good place in the ten-cent store. Nan’s husband died four years ago, and her and m
e’ve been livin’ together ever since. It’ll be nice fer you and Lizzie to be together. She’ll make it lively fer you right away. Prob’ly she can get you a place at the same store. She’ll be here at half past six to-night. This is her week to get out early.”
The aunt came in first. She was a tall, thin woman with faded brown hair and a faint resemblance to Elizabeth’s mother. Her shoulders stooped slightly, and her voice was nasal. Her mouth looked as if it was used to holding pins in one corner and gossiping out of the other. She was one of the kind who always get into a rocking-chair to sew if they can, and rock as they sew. Nevertheless, she was skilful in her way, and commanded good wages. She welcomed the new niece reluctantly, more excited over her remarkable appearance among her relatives after so long a silence than pleased, Elizabeth felt. But after she had satisfied her curiosity she was kind, beginning to talk about Lizzie, and mentally compared this thin, brown girl with rough hair and dowdy clothes to her own stylish daughter. Then Lizzie burst in. They could hear her calling to a young man who had walked home with her, even before she entered the house.
“It’s just fierce out, ma!” she exclaimed. “Grandma, ain’t supper ready yet? I never was so hungry in all my life. I could eat a house afire.”
She stopped short at sight of Elizabeth. She had been chewing gum—Lizzie was always chewing gum—but her jaws ceased action in sheer astonishment.
“This is your cousin Bessie, come all the way from Montana on horseback, Lizzie. She’s your aunt Bessie’s child. Her folks is dead now, and she’s come to live with us. You must see ef you can’t get her a place in the ten-cent store ’long with you,” said the grandmother.
Lizzie came airily forward, and grasped her cousin’s hand in mid-air, giving it a lateral shake that bewildered Elizabeth.
