by Kate Mosse
‘Who looked after you? Your mother?’
‘No, she died when I was born. I never knew her. There was a nurse, I think. Someone kind.’
‘What about this Cassie? Was she there?’
‘This was someone older,’ she said. ‘I don’t remember being scared. Detached, if anything. I have a sense of kindness and care, but I can’t remember.’
‘What about your father?’
‘He was there, but not there, if you see what I mean.’ She took a deep breath. ‘In time, I recovered. A year, perhaps, and I was back on my feet. Physically, there was nothing at all the matter with me, but I’d lost my memory. Everything from the first twelve years of my life had gone, wiped clean. No memory of people or places, the child I’d been. Nothing. The only person I remembered from before was Gifford.’
‘And Cassie?’
‘No, not even her. It’s only recently that I have started to remember her. It’s as if my mind is full of ghosts. People I know. They are there inside me, yet I can’t see them or remember them.’
‘What does your father say?’
‘He refuses to speak of it. Apart from telling me about the accident itself. My questions distress him. He never got over losing the museum, everything he had worked so hard to achieve, though he claimed he’d sold it because he was unable to bear the constant reminder of how close he’d come to losing me.’
‘Which you now know to be false?’
Connie nodded. ‘As I got older, I realised there was much about my father’s account – the authorised version, as I came to think of it – that didn’t make sense. It was both plausible, and yet somehow a bit pat.’
She sighed. ‘When I was eighteen, and without telling Gifford, I went back to Lyminster – where the museum had been – to see if I could jolt my memory.’
Harry leaned forward. ‘And?’
‘Our old house and attached building were gone, burnt down in a fire.’
‘Deliberate?’
‘I don’t know. I could find nobody who remembered us, the little girl and her father who’d lived there. Then, two years ago, I discovered my father had been declared bankrupt in March 1902 – a few weeks before the accident. At that point, realising that the explanation Gifford had given for the sale of the museum was untrue – or at least, only partially true – I started to question how much else of what he’d told me was false, and . . . and why even now he will still not talk about the past.’
Harry lifted his hand and rested it gently against her cheek. Connie felt, for the slightest fraction of a second, that her heart had stopped.
‘Isn’t there anyone you can ask? About Cassie, I mean?’
‘Who could I ask? No one knows us from back then.’
At least, that was what she had believed. Given what Pennicott had claimed, Connie realised it might not be true.
‘And you don’t remember anything before the accident, nothing at all?’ Harry asked.
‘For years, nothing. Just impressions, the memory of emotions, I suppose, more than events or people. I suffered – I still do occasionally – from petit mal, where I lose track of my surroundings for a moment. The strangest thing is that as these episodes have become less frequent, I’ve started to remember things more clearly. Things I’ve not thought of before, snapshots of my life. Only glimpses, not the whole picture.’
‘Well, that’s a good thing, isn’t it?’
Connie thought of the dread that flooded through her with each recent recollection. The twist in the pit of her stomach, the fear that there was some black secret hidden within her clouded memories.
‘I’m not sure.’ She met his gaze. ‘I think something else happened back then – not only my accident, but something more. The consequences of which are coming back to haunt us now.’
‘Us?’
‘My father and I, Cassie – wherever she now is – and . . .’
Connie stopped. The conversation had finally come around, of its own volition, to the subject she had been avoiding. She could no longer put off telling him about Sergeant Pennicott’s questions.
‘And you, Harry.’
‘Me?’
Connie nodded. ‘You and your father. That’s why Sergeant Pennicott was here.’
Chapter 30
Harry listened in silence as Connie told him about the man Davey had seen watching the house, about the peculiar note Mrs Christie had given her; how she believed Vera had been murdered and how she had recognised the coat, first from the woman she’d noticed outside Blackthorn House, then a week later in the graveyard of Fishbourne church on the Eve of St Mark.
‘I knew I shouldn’t have left you here alone,’ Harry said, furious with himself.
‘I gave you no choice,’ she said, smiling.
‘No, I suppose you didn’t. I thought I’d done something to offend you, to be sent packing so suddenly.’
‘Not at all.’
‘It’s odd, though,’ Harry said after a moment. ‘The old man went out that night. He came back after midnight, soaking wet. Went straight to his study.’
Connie frowned. ‘How can you be so sure it was that night?’
‘April the twenty-fourth is my birthday, so I’d been expecting him home for dinner to mark the occasion. He’s big on that kind of thing.’
‘Is he a large man? Broad-shouldered?’
‘Not particularly, why?’
‘There were several gentlemen there that night. They stood out, among the local people from the village.’
‘Were there women too?’
‘A few.’
Harry thought. ‘Do you think the woman you saw watching the house was Vera?’
‘I did at first, but no. I think they are two different people. The first woman was tall and slender, elegant. The coat was a perfect fit. Vera was shorter and stockier. Also, as the bells finished tolling, a flock of songbirds came flying out of the church and—’
‘Vera was known for feeding the birds – it was the one thing people knew about her – so it would make sense she had been involved in setting that up.’
Connie looked surprised. ‘How do you know that?’
‘Crowther told me,’ he said. ‘I ran into him earlier in the village. Why did you go to the churchyard that night? I hadn’t imagined you to be a superstitious person.’
‘I’m not,’ she said. She met Harry’s gaze. ‘I was there because I’d followed my father from the Bull’s Head. He is inclined, from time to time, to drink more than is good for him. On those occasions, it’s unwise for him to make his way home, unattended, across the marshes. As you can imagine.’
‘I can indeed,’ Harry said formally, and she was grateful he made no other comment.
‘You didn’t recognise any of the gentlemen there?’
‘No. But I think someone must have invited them to be there. I can’t see how they might have stumbled on such a local tradition by chance. They were so out of place.’
‘Invited by whom?’
Connie shook her head. ‘I don’t know.’
‘Or why?’
‘For the past week, I’ve tried and failed to come up with any plausible explanation,’ she said.
‘What does your father say about it?’
Connie took a deep breath, deciding to make a clean breast of it. ‘The truth is that, having been in a rather terrible condition this past week, my father went out sometime during the course of the afternoon yesterday. I don’t know when and I don’t know where he is. I’m sorry I didn’t tell you.’
‘No apology is necessary,’ he said quickly. ‘You had no reason to trust me. Forgive me for asking, but is this something that happens often?’
Connie chose her words carefully. ‘It’s not unusual, in certain situations, for him to take himself off – though this is longer than usual. When Sergeant Pennicott came this afternoon . . .’ She stopped, to gather her thoughts. ‘I assumed he had come to take a statement from me about Vera Barker. In fact, it transpired he knew nothing
about the fact that her body had been found.’
Harry frowned. ‘Then why was he here?’
‘He had come to speak to my father. He wanted to know if he was acquainted with a Dr John Woolston.’
Harry’s face expressed open bewilderment. ‘My father? But why?’
‘Pennicott claims that your father and mine have a prior acquaintance.’
‘What?’
‘I know. I was able to say, with complete candour, that Gifford had never once mentioned your father’s name.’
‘I can confirm the same.’
‘He mentioned another man too. A Frederick Brook.’
Harry slumped back. ‘What the devil . . .’
Connie’s eyes widened. ‘You know him?’
‘Worse than that, I work for him. My father fixed it up. A favour from an old friend, as he put it, though it’s more like a life sentence. Shipping china from one end of the country to another.’ He stopped, his eyes glinting. ‘Brook is a very substantial man . . .’
‘Like the gentleman in the graveyard,’ Connie said, finishing his thought for him.
‘I still don’t understand why Pennicott was here,’ Harry said eventually. ‘Even if the old man does know your father, what of it? There’s no crime in that.’
Connie took his hand.
‘Harry, there are two things that came out in the course of my awful interview with Pennicott. I should have told you sooner, I admit, I just didn’t know the best way to do so.’
She felt him squeeze her fingers tightly.
‘First . . .’ She hesitated. ‘The gossip in the village – and I’m sure it is only gossip – is that it was your father who signed Vera’s death certificate.’
‘But that’s absurd,’ Harry flushed. ‘If what you say about the ligature around the woman’s neck is right, he’d never miss something like that.’
‘That’s what I thought too. The second thing is that Pennicott claims someone – a Mr Pearce – has reported your father missing. Or rather, as Pennicott put it, that there were concerns for his absence. That’s why he had come to speak to Gifford.’
‘Pearce! He’s my father’s clerk, though what the hell gave him the right to go to the police, I can’t imagine,’ Harry said angrily.
Connie turned cold. ‘Are you telling me it’s true? Your father is also missing?’
He raised his eyes, and this time she saw such despair in them, such confusion, that it was as much as she could do not to take him in her arms.
He nodded. ‘It’s true. No one’s seen him since yesterday lunchtime. That’s why I was in Fishbourne yesterday in the first place.’
‘Tell me,’ she said, their roles now quite reversed.
Chapter 31
Main Road
Fishbourne
Charles Crowther stood in the narrow hall of Mrs Christie’s small cottage beside the laundry on the main road.
‘It’s lucky you came when you did, sir,’ she was saying. ‘Five minutes and I’d have been gone.’
‘I was concerned about you, Mrs Christie. You looked distressed when I saw you talking to Miss Gifford outside the post office. Since I happened to be in Salthill Road, I thought I would check that nothing was the matter.’
‘It’s very decent of you to come in person, sir.’
‘Nonsense.’ Crowther waved his hand. ‘I don’t keep a large staff at Slay Lodge in any case. A couple of manservants, a gardener, a cook. It didn’t seem appropriate to send any of them.’
‘There’s not many gentlemen as would be so thoughtful, Mr Crowther. In my time, I’ve worked in a number of houses – large and small – and you learn to appreciate things. Maybe it’s different abroad, I dare say.’
Crowther frowned. ‘Abroad?’
Mrs Christie flushed. ‘Sorry, sir. I’d heard you were out in Africa.’
‘Ah. Well, yes, I was. Transvaal, though it’s a long time ago now.’ He smiled. ‘I wonder who told you that, Mrs Christie?’
‘I don’t rightly think I can remember,’ she said. ‘It was all round the village when you took the Lodge, sir. It had stood empty for such a long time. Always prone to flooding, you see.’
‘How long have you lived in Fishbourne, Mrs Christie?’
‘Only since my husband died, sir. Two years now.’
‘And before that?’
‘I was married before. Mr Wickens – he’s Mary’s father – died young. Then I met Mr Christie and he took us both on, me and Mary. I was in service to make ends meet, though I never lived in. Always a daily, could come and go. A few places around Boxgrove and upalong. Then Mr Christie inherited a little money from his aunt and I didn’t have to work any more. We settled in Lavant. Very happy there.’
‘I’m glad to hear it.’
Mrs Christie’s face clouded. ‘So you don’t think I should worry?’
‘It sounds as if you did all the right things already. You talked to Miss Gifford and told her about the note.’
‘I didn’t know who else to ask. It’s not been easy since Mr Christie passed away.’
Crowther smiled. ‘I’m more than happy to be a listening ear.’
‘But you don’t think I should take it further?’
‘I wouldn’t, if I were you. There’s no call to distress Miss Gifford. She had an unpleasant shock yesterday – as indeed, of course, did your Mary.’
‘But if something happens to Miss Gifford and I . . .’
He smiled kindly. ‘Nothing will happen to Miss Gifford.’
‘Begging your pardon, Mr Crowther, but how can you be sure? Who’s to say where the note came from? It’s a threat, that’s what it is.’
‘Remind me what it said,’ he asked.
‘“Do not be afraid. I am watching you.” That’s all.’
‘That doesn’t sound like a threat to me. If anything, the opposite. A Bible quotation, even?’ He paused. ‘There was no signature on the note, initials? No indication where it had come from?’
‘Nothing.’
‘And left on the mat at Blackthorn House on Wednesday morning?’
‘The back-door mat, so Mary says.’
‘As I said, I’m sure it’s nothing more than some kind of unpleasant prank.’
‘Nasty sort of a prank.’
‘I regret to say Blackthorn House attracts more than its fair share of such things, does it not?’
‘That’s true enough, sir. Mary says she’s more than once had to chase boys from the village off. Throwing stones and what have you.’
‘They are scared of what they don’t understand. Ignorant souls respond in the only way they know how.’
She frowned. ‘The thing is, I saw the handwriting and it brought a lot of nasty things back, sir. Things I thought were over and done with.’
Crowther was still smiling, but his eyes sharpened. ‘What sort of things, Mrs Christie?’
Immediately, she clammed up. ‘I couldn’t possibly say.’
‘It will remain between ourselves, if it would help to talk about it further.’
She shook her head. ‘I’ve never been a one for gossip, Mr Crowther.’
‘Very well.’
‘I’ve held my tongue for ten years, sir. I’m not going to let him down now.’
‘Him, Mrs Christie?’
She blushed brick red. ‘No one. In any case,’ she went on quickly, ‘now I’ve had time to think, I realise I must have been mistaken. One person’s handwriting’s much like the next. This business with Vera Barker has got me all somehow.’
Crowther thought. ‘Did you tell Miss Gifford why you were so shaken?’
She looked scandalised. ‘No, sir, I wouldn’t want to upset her. She’s so much better now and I wouldn’t want to stir things up. In any case, the rain came on ever so heavy just then – you remember, Mr Crowther, you were caught in it too. That’s why she invited me to Blackthorn House.’ She looked anxious again. ‘But you don’t think I should keep the appointment? I don’t want Miss Gifford thinking badl
y of me.’
‘It seems to me, Mrs Christie, that talking about it more might achieve the opposite to your intention. She’s a rather troubled young woman.’
‘I wouldn’t say she was troubled, as such.’
‘I’m sorry, I heard that she was sometimes ill.’
‘When she was younger. That’s all in the past now.’
Mr Crowther stared. ‘Well, that is good, good. Even so, let me put it another way. I’m sure it would be better not to add to her difficulties.’
‘How do you mean, sir?’
‘If you go to talk to her, especially in this dreadful weather, don’t you think it suggests you do think there is some cause for concern?’
Mrs Christie frowned, then nodded. ‘I see that it might.’
Crowther peered through the small cottage window. ‘And the weather is deteriorating as we speak.’
‘But I don’t like the idea of her waiting and me not arriving, not without any explanation.’
Crowther nodded. ‘I tell you what, since I’m going back that way – almost halfway there, in fact – why don’t I go and see Miss Gifford and give your apologies?’
Mrs Christie’s face flooded with relief. ‘Would you?’
‘It would be my pleasure to help. You stay dry. Keep an eye on those charming little girls of yours. You can always go to Blackthorn House tomorrow, if the weather lifts.’
‘So you will explain, Mr Crowther? That on reflection, there didn’t seem the need?’
‘Leave it to me, Mrs Christie.’
‘It’s funny though, isn’t it, that she can’t remember a thing about when she was little?’
‘Nothing?’
‘Not a thing.’ Mrs Christie shook her head. ‘A wonderful thing how the mind protects itself.’
The Bull’s Head
Main Road
Fishbourne
Crowther strode back to the Bull’s Head.
‘Any messages for me, Pine?’ he asked.
The barman jumped. ‘You startled me, Mr Crowther.’
‘Sorry, Pine. Any word?’
‘No,’ he said, sliding a glass of whisky across the bar. ‘Very quiet.’
