Table of Contents
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen
Chapter Sixteen
Chapter Seventeen
Chapter Eighteen
Chapter Nineteen
Chapter Twenty
Chapter Twenty One
Chapter Twenty Two
Chapter Twenty Three
Chapter Twenty Four
Chapter Twenty Five
Chapter Twenty Six
Contrasting Lives
Leah Dempster
Copyright (C) 2015 Leah Dempster Layout Copyright (C) 2015 by Creativia Published 2015 by Creativia eBook design by Creativia (www.creativia.org) Cover art by Hellvis
This book is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents are the product of the author's imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual events, locales, or persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental.
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Chapter One
Sliding the key card into the slot, Matt pushed open the door and stepped into the hotel room. After the July heat outside, the air-conditioning, which steadily pumped cool air into the plush room, was a welcome respite. He stood uncertainly in the doorway for a couple of seconds, then let go of the handle and listened to the door shut with a quiet whoosh. What the hell was he doing? The cold sweat breaking across his forehead had nothing to do with the heat outside, and everything to do with the reason he was standing in a goddamn hotel room at three o'clock in the afternoon.
He was a cop, for Christ's sake. This was a mistake, an error in judgment, which he knew he'd be sorry for later. Tapping the keycard against his fingernail, he debated for a minute, trying to decide whether to stay, or if he would turn around, return to the lobby, and check back out immediately.
The problem was, he had been so desperately lonely, a situation which hadn't improved for eighteen long months. He needed someone, desperately wanted a woman to speak to, to hold. If only for a little while, he wanted to think someone cared about him. Sure he had plenty of people who did care about him – but not the way he needed right now. The ache was constant, building up in his ribs until he thought his chest would explode.
This was all Paul's fault. It was his suggestion, over a couple of beers last Friday night, which led to Matt standing here now. Paul Meccelli was an outstanding partner, a good man and a loyal friend. He'd been hammering Matt for months now to start dating again; insisting Matt needed to get back on the bike. When Matt had protested, Paul had needled endlessly until Matt had blown his cool, telling Paul he had no fucking idea how to date a woman. It had been too long, he was too old, and he wasn't comfortable with the idea in the first place. Hence Paul's suggestion that he knew someone who could help Matt out. Matt had initially rejected the suggestion outright, especially once Paul spelled out exactly what his plan involved.
But he needed a woman. Badly. At first, it hadn't been difficult to deal with, he'd been so swamped with grief, and such an abject sense of loss, the idea of sex was completely alien to him. Now though, as the months had passed and his sexual desire began to return, he often found himself with an erection capable of slamming nails into a wall and he couldn't bring himself to ease the problem himself. Why he couldn't, he didn't know. He wasn't a shrink, and he certainly didn't intend on visiting one. All he knew was that he needed the softness of a woman, the comfort a woman could give him, and nothing else was going to ease the perpetual ache.
“Last chance, Matty. Stay or go,” Matt muttered the question to himself, glancing around the room in search of an answer which wasn't readily available. It was a nice room, the hotel was downtown and distanced from the precinct where he worked – the last thing he needed was someone seeing him walk in here and guessing what he was doing.
Shit. Could he actually go through with this?
Remembering Paul's advice, he decided to stay, at least long enough to meet the woman. He could always back out. Ignoring the voice in his head, the one intent on telling him he was a coward, Matt strode across the room, and crouched to study the small safe sitting on the floor of the wardrobe. He drew his wallet from his back pocket and placed it in the safe, along with his badge, and his car keys. Despite Paul's assertion that this woman was okay, Matt wasn't taking any chances on her cleaning him out. Years of work on the police force had made him naturally cautious with strangers.
The bathroom was sterile-looking, pure white and sparkling clean. Matt splashed water over his face, staring at his reflection before he wiped the moisture from his skin. The person looking back at him didn't look too damn bad, considering what he'd been through in the past eighteen months. A few more lines around his eyes. His dark hair was beginning to show a few grays at his temples. He thought he was still looking okay for a guy in his early forties, and for the thousandth time he questioned the decision he'd made. What if he didn't find her attractive? Shit – what if he couldn't get it up, after all this? The thought was enough to have him breaking out in a cold sweat all over again, and he washed his face for a second time.
A soft knock at the room door startled him, and he clenched the bench top for a few seconds, breathing deeply. With one last glance at his reflection, he heaved a steadying breath and walked to the door, feeling like a condemned man on his way to the gallows.
When he wrenched the door open, it became apparent that arousal wasn't going to be an issue. His penis had a mind of its own, taking seconds to become rock hard as he stared wordlessly at the woman standing in the doorway.
She wasn't tall by any standards, even wearing elegant heels; she couldn't be much over five feet five. Immaculately dressed in a sexy little black number, her legs defied her short stature, by giving the impression of being much longer, perfectly shaped, and he was itching to run his fingers down the sleek black stockings she wore. The dress accentuated her full breasts, narrow waist, and curvaceous hips.
Matt forced his gaze up to her face, catching a little smile on her lips and realized he'd been studying her for a lot longer than he should have.
She held her hand out and he took it, enjoying the soft silkiness of her skin. “Matt? I'm Sienna.”
“Sienna, hello. Come in.” He stood back and she entered the room, giving him the perfect opportunity to discover the rear view was just as goddamn sexy as the front. It didn't seem possible, but he hardened further as he watched the gentle sway of her hips when she walked.
Pushing the door shut, he followed her into the room, and stood awkwardly by the TV. Shit, he'd never been awkward in his life. What was he supposed to do now? Was there a protocol for this sort of thing? He'd never been with a hooker in his entire life – while he'd met plenty, and arrested more than he cared to remember, he'd never actually met up with one for sex. Until now.
Sienna placed her purse on the table and turned to face him. “It's a pleasure to meet you, Matt.”
“You don't look like a hooker.” The words fell out of his mouth before he'd put his brain into gear, and the shadow which crossed her pretty features didn't escape his attention.
“I'm an escort, Matt. And funnily enough, you look exactly like a
cop.” She arched an eyebrow. “Is this a bust?”
“What? No, not at all.” He wanted to reassure her, found he didn't want her to leave. He didn't want to mess this up, even though he still wasn't certain he could go through with having sex with her. “Do you honestly think Paul would have given me your number, if this was a shakedown?”
Sienna considered for a few seconds before she responded. “I guess not. He's a good man.”
“Yeah,” Matt admitted gruffly. “He is.”
“Your partner?” she guessed.
“Yeah. Eight years now.” She was a pretty little thing – strawberries and cream complexion, rosebud lips, bright blue eyes that were filled with an inquisitive look as she watched him quietly. Pretty didn't do her justice, Matt amended as he returned her gaze – she wasn't only pretty. She was beautiful. The blood coursing through his groin pulsed painfully as he considered what he'd like those lips to do, imagined pushing himself deep inside her mouth.
There was an extended silence as they watched one another cautiously and Matt cursed his lack of knowledge. What was he supposed to do? What did he say next? The last time he'd dated was over fifteen years ago, and this wasn't a date, he reminded himself firmly. This was a business arrangement, a fuck he was paying for, the woman standing before him was a prostitute who sold her body for a living.
“Would you like me to strip? Or would you prefer I undress you first?” Sienna asked politely.
Matt sighed heavily, raking his fingers through his hair. He didn't like either option. “Can we have a drink first? Talk a little?” He cringed inwardly, knowing he sounded like a damn fool.
Sienna studied him for a long moment, before she nodded. “Sure.” She drew a chair out from the small table and sat down, crossing her legs delicately.
Matt studied the contents of the bar fridge. “Beer? Wine? There's a chardonnay and a merlot in here.”
“Ah, actually, I'd prefer a soft drink, please. Lemonade.”
Matt extracted a soda from the fridge and poured some into a glass, before handing it to her. He selected a Corona for himself and took a slug from the bottle before he sat down. He had the opportunity to be with a beautiful woman, and he was sitting here nursing a beer. What the hell was he doing?
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The awkward silence stretched out through a full minute, and then two. Sienna discreetly studied the man sitting opposite her at the table. He was tall, broad shouldered, muscular. Solidly built, he looked a little ridiculous perched on the insubstantial chair and she imagined he would appear more comfortable in a big leather recliner. The dark grey suit hid what she imagined was a well-toned body, although at the rate he was moving, she doubted she would get to study it in detail before the afternoon was over. Most of her appointments didn't waste any time, getting down to business immediately. She had a couple of clients who were into talking and she was fine with that, but this guy – he looked as if he might jump out of his own skin. His nervousness was at odds with the strength and power of his physique, the hardness of his square jaw. She could see the muscle in his jaw was ticking as he nursed the Corona and looked anywhere in the room but at her.
Sienna sensed that beneath the tough exterior, he was struggling with the current situation. Paul had telephoned her after the appointment had been made, warning her Matt was going to be nervous. Clearly, it had been an understatement; the man wasn't just nervous, he was positively anxiety stricken. Remembering Paul's words and his promise of a bonus if she would help his friend, Sienna spoke “Matt, I don't know how things work in your part of the world, but I've generally found talking requires the use of words,” Sienna picked up her glass and sipped the lemonade, a twinkle playing in her blue eyes.
Matt took another slug of his beer, chewing his lip thoughtfully. “Shit, I'm sorry. I've never done this before and I'm thinking it was a mistake.” He stood up, sighing heavily. “I'm sorry to waste your time.”
The guy was going to bail. This was a first for Sienna and she smiled, sympathetic to his obvious discomfort. She didn't know a thing about him, yet she was already sorry for him, wanted to make him feel better. Standing up, Sienna stepped across to stand in front of Matt, who was staring at the floor and avoiding her eyes.
“Matt, you've already paid for my time,” Sienna reached up and began to loosen his tie, “it's fine if you don't want sex, it's fine if you don't want to do anything at all. It's your dime.” She offered him a tiny smile. “At the very least, let me try and relax you a little bit, okay?”
“How are you gonna do that?” Matt asked gruffly.
“I'm a woman of many talents, Matt.” He was so tall, she had to reach on tiptoes to slip his jacket from his shoulders, and Sienna ran her fingers over his tense shoulders as she removed the jacket and draped it carefully across the back of the chair. “Why don't you lie on the bed, and I'll give you a massage?”
“A massage?”
Good grief, he sounded so suspicious. Typical cop; he probably viewed everyone with distrust, expecting every person he met to have some ulterior motive. “Yes, Matt. A massage.” Sienna drew Matt's tie from around his neck and dropped it onto the table, then slowly started to unbutton his white shirt. “I won't even ask you to get undressed, just slip this shirt off, and lie down on the bed.”
“Are you always this pushy?” He grumbled, but Sienna was pleased when he let her lead him towards the bed.
“Always.” Sienna pulled the covers back on the bed and stood back, watching as Matt dropped onto the mattress. Lying back against the pillows, he was stiff and unwieldy, his tall frame vibrating with tension. With a brief glance, she confirmed there was also a whole lot of tension happening in his groin, if the tenting in his grey trousers was any indication.
Slipping off her heels, Sienna clambered up onto the bed and smiled. “Front or back?”
“Excuse me?” He immediately sounded wary again and Sienna almost rolled her eyes.
“Would you like me to massage your front,” she trailed her fingers across his abdomen, watching the muscles tense, “or your back?”
“Shit, I don't know.”
Sienna sighed heavily. “Front, I think. It's already available.” Raising the hem of her skirt a little, Sienna slipped her leg over Matt's torso, settling down against his body and began massaging his shoulders.
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She was going to make him come. She wouldn't even have to touch him, and he was going to explode. She was leaning forward, her warm thighs wrapped around his torso, massaging his shoulders with a touch so delicate, his muscles were practically singing in rejoice. As she moved back and forth across his shoulders, he could feel her groin pressing against his stomach, the warmth burning a hole in his gut.
“You're very tense,” Sienna remarked, as she worked his shoulders. “If I'd known I'd be doing this, I would have brought along some massage oil.”
“It feels great,” he admitted gruffly, closing his eyes. As Sienna moved, her breasts lifted and pressed against the bodice of her dress and Matt was fighting the urge to reach out and run his fingers across her skin. Which he could do if he wanted to, because he was paying for this, he reminded himself ruefully.
“Lift your arm, please.” Sienna touched his arm and Matt did as she requested, allowing her access to his upper arm. Sienna began to massage his bicep carefully and he kept his eyes shut, hyperaware of the subtle aroma of jasmine that wafted towards his nose.
“You obviously work too hard, if your body gets so tense.”
“I'm a detective. It can be a stressful job,” Matt muttered.
“Paul says you both work long hours.”
Matt opened one eye, studying her distrustfully. “How well do you know Paul?” The idea of Paul having sex with this woman was insane; Paul had been happily married for over five years. He couldn't believe his partner was cheating on Mandy, but this woman seemed to know a lot about Paul.
“If you mean have I slept with him, the
answer is no. He's a friend.”
“How'd you two meet?” His curiosity was piqued, he found himself wanting to know more about the sexy little nymph draped across his torso.
Was it his imagination, or did a shadow cross those stunning blue eyes when she answered? “He helped me get out of a bad situation.”
“What sort of situation?”
Sienna shrugged, her attention focused on a tight knot in his shoulder. “I make it a rule not to talk about my personal life with clients, Matt.”
“How many clients do you have?” Matt opened both eyes, watched her silently as she moved from his right arm to his left. She was good, her magic fingers were easing the strain from his body and he was feeling more relaxed than he had since he arrived. Other than his erection, which was straining against the zipper of his pants in its desperation to escape. He was gonna end up with a permanent imprint from the zipper, if he got any more turned on.
“Some. Mainly regulars.”
“You do this as a full time job?” He didn't know why, but the desire to know more about her was a burning flame, which wasn't easily quenched.
“I think that's another personal question, Matt.”
She wriggled further down on his torso until she was resting directly over his groin and Matt closed his eyes and battled to control himself. Holy mother of god, he was going to come in his pants right here, right now, if he didn't practice some serious self-control.
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Working the muscles in Matt's chest, Sienna focused on keeping her distance from this man. He was attractive – extremely attractive – and she was drawn to him, which went against every rule she lived by. Clients were clients, period. Don't form an attachment; don't think of them as anything but a meal ticket. Let them do what they want to do, lay back with your legs spread and think about something else.
His nipples were hard buds against his magnificently toned chest and Sienna licked her lips, resisting the urge to lean over and taste them. Jesus, what was wrong with her today? Beneath her lashes, Sienna studied his face and liked what she saw. His eyes were lovely, whisky brown in color and framed by long dark lashes. He was carrying a few lines around his eyes, and his chestnut brown hair was wavy, tinged with a little grey that didn't detract from his charm. He obviously looked after his body, Paul had told her Matt was in his early forties, but he had the body of a thirty year old. Finely honed muscle rippled beneath olive skin, and his impressive six-pack was to die for. He was built exactly the way Sienna loved – well muscled, but not overly so. Just perfect masculinity in its most beautiful form.
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