He looked at me for a heartbeat or two, then gave the barest of nods. “Okay.”
“Great,” I said. I’d abandoned my purse at the hospital, but I had the key to the front door in my coat pocket along with ID. What else did a girl need?
“You have a key to the front door?” Richard asked.
“Drop it, Richard,” I said.
“You’re right. You’re right, and I’m wrong. I haven’t been paying attention to business for two months. Sylvie told me that. I didn’t listen. Maybe if I had, she…Maybe if I’d been listening, she wouldn’t have gotten hurt.”
“Jesus, Richard, don’t pull another guilt trip on me. You could be Attila the Hun, and the council would still have come. No show of strength would have kept them out.”
“What would have?” he asked.
I shook my head. “They are the council, Richard. The stuff of nightmares. Nightmares don’t care how strong you are.”
“What do they care about?” he asked.
I shoved the key into the lock. “Scaring you.” The big double doors pushed inward. I drew the Browning out of my pocket.
“We aren’t supposed to kill anybody,” Richard said.
“I remember,” I said, but I kept the gun out. I couldn’t kill anybody, but Jean-Claude hadn’t said I couldn’t maim someone. It might not be as satisfying, but when you need to back up your threat, someone writhing on the floor in pain is almost as good as a body. Sometimes it’s better.
29
I STOOD WITH my back to the closed door, the others fanned out around me. Soft filtered light came down from the high, high windows. The midway looked dark and tired in the morning sunlight. The Ferris wheel towered over the haunted house and mirror maze and the game booths. It was a complete traveling carnival that didn’t travel. It smelled like it was supposed to: cotton candy, corn dogs, funnel cakes.
Two men stepped out of the huge circus tent that took up one entire corner. They walked towards us side by side. The taller man was about six foot, square-shouldered, with hair that was somewhere between blond and brown. The hair was straight, thick, and just long enough to trail the edge of his shirt collar. White dress shirt tucked into white jeans, complete with white belt. He wore white loafers, no socks. He looked like he should have been walking along a beach in a credit-card commercial, except for his eyes. Even from a distance there was something odd about his eyes. They were orangeish. People didn’t have eyes that color.
The second man was about five foot seven, with dark gold hair cut very short. A brownish mustache graced his upper lip and curved back to meet brownish sideburns. Nobody had worn a mustache like that since the 1800s. His white pants were tight and slid into polished black boots. A white vest and a white shirt peeked out from beneath a red jacket. He looked like he should have been riding to the hounds, chasing small furred animals.
His eyes were a nice normal brown. But the first man’s eyes just got stranger the closer he came to us. His eyes were yellow—not amber, not brown—yellow with orange spikes radiating from the pupil like a pinwheel of color. They were not human eyes, no way, nohow.
If it hadn’t been for the eyes, I wouldn’t have recognized him as a lycanthrope, but the eyes gave it away. I’d seen pictures of tigers with eyes like that.
They stopped a little distance from us. Richard moved up beside me, Zane and Jamil at our backs. We all stood looking at each other. If I hadn’t known better, I’d have said that the two men looked uncomfortable or embarrassed.
The smaller man said, “I am Captain Thomas Carswell. You must be Richard Zeeman.” His voice was British and upper-crust, but not too upper-crust.
Richard took a step forward. “I’m Richard Zeeman. This is Anita Blake. Jamil, and Zane.”
“I am Gideon,” the man with the eyes said. His voice was almost painfully low, as if even in human speech he growled. The sound was so low that it made my spine thrum.
“Where are Vivian and Gregory?” I said.
Captain Thomas Carswell blinked and looked at me. He didn’t look happy about the interruption. “Nearby.”
“First,” said Gideon, “we need your gun, Miss Blake.”
I shook my head. “I don’t think so.”
They exchanged glances. “We cannot allow you to go forward with a gun in your hand, Miss Blake,” Carswell said.
“Every time someone wants to take my gun, it means either they don’t trust me or they’re planning to do something I don’t like.”
“Please,” Gideon said in his gravelly voice. “Surely you must understand our reluctance. You do have a certain reputation.”
“Anita?” Richard said, half-question, half-something else.
I clicked the safety on the gun and held it out to Gideon. I had two more guns and two knives left. They could have the Browning.
Gideon took the gun from me and stepped back to stand beside Carswell. “Thank you, Miss Blake.”
I nodded. “You’re welcome.”
“Shall we go?” Carswell said. He offered me his arm as if he were escorting me to dinner.
I stared at him, then back at Richard. I raised my eyebrows, trying to ask what he thought without asking.
He gave a half-shrug.
I slid my left arm through Carswell’s arm. “You’re being very civilized about this,” I said.
“There is no reason to lose all good manners just because things have become…somewhat extreme.”
I let him lead me towards the tent. Gideon fell into step with Richard. They were almost the same height, and the roil of energy that came off them made the hair on my neck stand up. They were trying each other’s power, tasting each other without doing anything at all but lowering their hard-won control. Jamil and Zane brought up the rear like good soldiers.
We were almost at the tent when Carswell stopped, hand tightening on my arm. I slid my right hand behind my back, under the coat, touching the machine gun.
“There is something heavy on your back, Miss Blake. Something that is not a purse.” His grip on my left arm grew tighter, not hurting, but I knew he wouldn’t let go, not without a fight.
I swung the machine gun around on its strap with my right hand and put the barrel into his chest, not shoving, just there, like his hand on my other arm.
“Everybody be calm,” I said.
The other men were suddenly very, very still. “We are going to give you your people, Miss Blake,” Gideon growled. “There is no need for this.”
“Thomas here asked what I had on my back. I’m showing him.”
“You do not know me well enough to call me by my Christian name, Miss Blake,” Carswell said.
I blinked at him. There was no fear in him. He was human—one pull on the trigger and he was gone—but there was no fear. I stared into his brown eyes and saw only…sadness. A tired sorrow as if he’d almost welcome it.
I shook my head. “Sorry, Captain Carswell.”
“We cannot possibly let you go inside the tent with this weapon.” His voice was very calm, matter of fact.
“Be reasonable, Anita,” Richard said. “If things were reversed, you’d want them without weapons.”
The trouble was I had to take off the coat to take off the machine gun. If I took off the coat, they’d see the knives. I didn’t want to lose the knives. Of course, I’d still have the Firestar.
I let the machine gun slide back out of sight. “I’ll have to remove my coat.”
Carswell released my arm cautiously and stepped back, still close enough to grab me. I stared at his careful clothing. The jacket was too tailored for a shoulder holster, the pants had no pockets, but he could have had something at the small of his back.
“I’ll remove my coat if you remove yours,” I said.
“I have no weapons, Miss Blake.”
“Remove your coat and I’ll believe you.”
He sighed and slid out of the red jacket, then turned in a full circle, arms spread to his sides. “As you see, no weapons.” To be real
ly sure I’d need to pat him down, but I didn’t want him returning the favor, so I let it go.
I slipped out of the coat and watched his eyes widen at the wrist sheaths. “Miss Blake, I am impressed and disappointed.”
I let the coat fall to the floor and slipped the strap over my head. I hated giving up the machine gun, but…I did understand. They’d been doing awful things to Gregory and Vivian. I wouldn’t necessarily trust me with a gun if I were in their place. I took the clip out of the gun and handed the weapon to Carswell.
His eyes widened a little. “Fearful that I will turn on you and your friends?”
I shrugged. “Can’t blame a girl for being cautious.”
He smiled, and it almost reached his eyes. “No, I suppose I cannot.”
I slid one of the knives out of its sheath and handed it to him hilt-first.
He waved it away. “You may keep your knives, Miss Blake. They will only be protection if someone gets very close, very personal. I think a lady should be allowed to defend her honor.”
Damn, he was being nice, gentlemanly. If I kept the second handgun and he found out later, he might not be so nice. “Damn,” I said.
Carswell frowned.
“I have one more gun.”
“It must be very well concealed, Miss Blake.”
I sighed again. “Inconveniently so, yes. Do you want it or not?”
He glanced back at Gideon, who nodded. “Yes, please, Miss Blake.”
“Everybody turn their backs.”
Amused or bemused looks all around.
“I have to raise the dress and flash the room to get the gun. I don’t want anyone peeking.” All right, it was stupid and juvenile, but I still couldn’t just raise the dress in front of five men. My daddy brought me up better than that.
Carswell turned without being asked a second time. I got some very amused looks, but everyone turned, except for Gideon. “I would be a poor bodyguard if I allowed you to shoot us in the back while we were defending your modesty.” He had a point.
“All right, I’ll turn my back.” Which I did, fishing the gun out for the last time. The bellyband was a good idea, but the Firestar was going in the other coat pocket when I got it back. I was tired of messing with it.
I handed the gun to Gideon. He took it, still looking amused. “Is that everything except for the knives?”
“Yes,” I said.
“Your word of honor?”
I nodded. “My word.”
He nodded, too, as if that was enough. I knew already that Carswell was someone’s human servant. He was the genuine article, a British soldier of Queen Victoria’s army. But until that moment I hadn’t known that Gideon was as old. Lycanthropes don’t age that slowly. He was getting help from somewhere or he was more than just a shapeshifter.
“Lycanthrope,” I said, “but what else are you?”
He smiled then, flashing small fangs top and bottom. The only other lycanthrope I’d seen with fangs like that had been Gabriel. You get things like that if you spend too much time in animal form.
“Guess,” he said in a whisper so low and rumbling it made me shiver.
Carswell said, “May we turn around, Miss Blake?”
“Sure,” I said.
He slid his jacket back on, smoothing it in place, and offered me his arm once more. “Shall we, Miss Blake?”
“Anita, my name’s Anita.”
He smiled. “Then you may call me Thomas.” He said it as if he didn’t let a lot of people call him by his first name.
It made me smile. “Thank you, Thomas.”
He tucked my arm more securely in the crook of his own. “I do wish…Anita, that our meeting could be under better circumstances.”
I met his sad eyes and said, “What’s happening to my people while you delay me here with your polite smiles?”
He sighed. “I am hoping he will be finished before we walk in upon them.” A look almost like pain crossed his face. “It is not a sight fit for a lady.”
I tried to pull my arm free, and he gripped it more tightly. His eyes weren’t sad anymore. They were full of something I couldn’t read. “Know that this is not my choice.”
“Let go of me, Thomas.”
He let me draw my arm free of him. I was suddenly afraid of what was inside the tent. I’d never spoken with Vivian, and Gregory was a perverted piece of shit, but I suddenly didn’t want to see what had happened to them.
Gideon said, “Thomas, should she…?”
“Let her,” he said. “She has only the knives.”
I didn’t exactly run, but I was close when I reached the closed flap of the tent. I heard Richard say, “Anita…”
I felt him coming up behind me, but I didn’t wait. I flung the flap aside and stepped inside. The tent had just one ring, the center ring. Gregory lay in a naked heap in the center of that ring, hands bound behind his back with thick grey tape. His body was a mass of bruises and cuts. I could see bone glistening in his legs, jagged and wet where they’d broken his legs. Compound fractures are very nasty things. That was why he couldn’t walk out on his own power. They’d broken his legs.
There was a small sound that drew me down the aisle to the railing around the ring. Vivian and Fernando were in the ring, too. I’d missed them because they were too close to the side of the railing, hidden from view.
Vivian raised her face up from the ground, tape across her mouth, one eye bloody and swollen shut. Fernando shoved her face back to the ground, showing her hands bound with tape. Showing what he was doing to her. He drew himself out of her, wet and finished at last. He patted her bare butt, giving her a small slap. “That was nice.”
I was already walking towards them across the sand of the ring. Which means I’d gotten over the railing in spike heels and a floor-length skirt. I didn’t remember doing it.
Fernando stood, fastening his pants, smiling at me. “If you hadn’t bargained for her freedom, I’d have never been allowed to touch her. My father doesn’t share.”
I kept walking. I had one of the knives out, held to the side of the dress. I wasn’t sure if he’d noticed, or if I cared. I held my empty left hand out to him. “You’re a big man when the lady’s tied and gagged. How are you when the lady’s armed?”
He smiled, and it was mocking. He touched Vivian with his foot, casually, like you’d poke a dog. “She’s beautiful but a little too submissive for my tastes. I like them with a little more fight to them like your wolf-bitch.” He finished fastening his pants, running his hands up his chest as if remembering. “C’t’une bonne bourre.”
I knew enough French to know that he’d said Sylvie was a good lay. I balanced the knife. It wasn’t made for throwing, but in a pinch it’d do.
There was the faintest shadow in his eyes, as if for the first time he realized that there was no one here to save him; then something leaped over the railings. A blur of speed and motion that hit Fernando hard enough to roll him across the ground. When they came up, Richard was on top of him.
I yelled, “Don’t kill him, Richard! Don’t kill him!” I ran for them, but Jamil got there first. Jamil knelt by Richard, grabbing his arm, saying something to him. Richard grabbed Jamil by the throat and flung him across the ring. I ran to Jamil, kneeling beside him, but it was too late. His throat was crushed. His eyes were wide, frightened; he tried to breathe but it wasn’t working. His legs spasmed, spine bowing, as he fought to breath. He grabbed my hand, his eyes screaming at me. There was nothing I could do. Either he’d heal it or he’d die.
I screamed, “Shit, Richard, help him!”
Richard plunged his hand into Fernando’s stomach. He didn’t have claws yet. It was only human fingers digging in the flesh, searching for the heart. He was strong enough that he’d dig it out unless we stopped him.
I stood and Jamil’s hand slid out of mine. He let me go, but his eyes would haunt me. I ran for Richard, screaming his name: “Richard!”
He looked at me with amber wolf eyes in his hu
man face. He reached towards me with one bloody hand, and the mental shields that kept us safe from one another crashed.
My vision went black, and when I could see again, I was kneeling in the ring. I could feel my body but I could also feel Richard’s fingers pushing their way through thick flesh. The blood was warm but there wasn’t enough of it. He wanted to use teeth to open the belly and was fighting the urge.
Thomas knelt beside me. “Use your marks to calm him before he kills Fernando.”
I shook my head. My fingers were tearing through flesh. I had to press my hands against my eyes to remember what body I was in. I found my voice and that helped separate us. Helped me know who I was, what I was. “Shit, I don’t know how.”
“Then take his rage, his beast.” Thomas touched my hands, gripping them tight, not to hurt but to help me anchor myself in this body. I gripped his hands and stared into his face like a drowning woman.
“I don’t know how, Thomas.”
He made an exasperated sound. “Gideon will have to intervene until you can calm him.” It was almost a question.
I nodded. Sure, I’d been about to kill Fernando myself, but I knew that if we killed him, we would never see another dawn. Padma would kill us. Kill us all.
I kept looking at Thomas’s face, but I felt Gideon grab Richard. Felt him pull him off Fernando. Richard twisted and hit Gideon, knocking him to the ground, then leaped on him. They rolled over and over on the ground, each trying to get on top. The only thing that kept it from being a killing fight was that both held onto their human forms and still tried to fight like they had claws. But Richard’s beast was growing inside him. If he shifted, short of killing him we’d never keep him from killing someone else.
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