He played, at the last, a composition of his own, in which two voices appeared to follow each other in questioning and again questioning, but receiving no answer, sometimes seeming to have no relation to one another. There were few full harmonies, but always the lonely and passionate repetition of the question.
“What is it?” asked Eden, rather irritably, when Finch’s hands lay quiet on the keyboard.
Sarah answered for him—“It’s his own. He calls it ‘Body and Soul.’”
“‘Body and Soul,’” repeated Eden, and added, with a touch of malice—“He seems to have trouble in keeping them together.”
XII
THE CONCERT—AND AFTER
FINCH’S concert was a success. Not the triumph that, in moments of exhilaration, he had sometimes pictured it. But still an undoubted success. His audience seemed rather cold, he thought, but it became more responsive as the programme proceeded, and he was elated when his own compositions were well received. The soprano who had joined with him was an accomplished singer, though personally he hated her voice.
He felt that he might have played with less sense of strain had the family not come to hear him. His first impulse had been to beg them to let him succeed or fail without their possessive eyes on him, but, when he saw what preparations his aunt and uncles were making, what importance the entire clan placed on their support of him, he hid his misgivings and nerved himself to withstand the electric force of their united presence. “But, for heaven’s sake, don’t clap!” he had exclaimed. “If you do, I’ll know it, and it will throw me off.”
But not to clap was impossible to them. In truth, the increased responsiveness of the audience was in part due to their passionate applause. They were proud of him and they did not care who knew it. Whether Finch achieved a strong crescendo that made the drums of their ears vibrate or produced no more than a tentative trickle of sound, they gave him their undivided support. When Finch was recalled and bowed with outward composure he threw a glance of indignant appeal toward his family which was perceived only by Piers, and answered by an enigmatic grin.
In the Interval the soprano, who had just had a success in “Orpheus with his Lute,” observed to Finch:
“It’s strange how always there is one person in an audience who understands me. Who, as it were, sings with me, gives magnetism out to me. I know I’m funny that way, but if there is a single person of that sort in the audience, I am able to locate them.”
“What if he is at the back of the gallery?” asked Finch genially.
“It would be just the same. But he is usually in one of the front rows. Tonight it is a man with a handsome fair face. He is sitting between an old lady and a girl in green. There is a red-haired man at the end of the seat.”
Piers! Finch was delighted. Here was a joke for the family!
The three elders, Renny, Alayne, Piers, Pheasant, and Mooey sat together. It was Ernest’s first dissipation since his illness, and his eager nature, not yet subjugated by age, drank in all of brightness and colour that the evening offered. It was Mooey’s first night out. When Pheasant had suggested taking the little boy, it had seemed a ridiculous proposal. But she had insisted, urging that she wanted him to be able to say, in later years, that he had heard his famous uncle’s first concert in his own country. Then, too, the ticket would cost them nothing, so Mooey might as well have the benefit of it, if benefit there was. And she had had her way and Mooey had behaved with the nonchalance of the habitual concert-goer. His clothes had been a problem until Augusta had produced a dark-blue velvet suit that had been Wakefield’s at the same age.
Wakefield himself sat with the Vaughans and Clara and Pauline Lebraux, on the other side of the hall. Eden and Sarah had seats in the top gallery where, as Eden said, they would hear comments from those who knew something about music.
A result of the concert was that Finch was able to make engagements to play in several of the American and Canadian cities. An agent was arranging a tour for him during the winter.
Renny carried off the newspapers which he found next day in the sitting room to his office in the stables, and there sat poring over them with knitted brow. On the whole, he thought the notices of the concert were very good, though a strange jumble of adjectives was used to describe the boy’s playing. Well, the hall had been three-quarters filled, and the takings respectable, and that was a good thing.
He lighted his pipe and leant back puffing at it. His mind revolved round his affairs, with Maurice’s subdividing of the property adjoining Jalna, as its pivot. That was what he could not forget, and that was what he seemingly could not prevent. For the thousandth time he pictured the appearance of the fields when jerry-built bungalows dotted them, when clotheslines hung from fence to fence, and mongrels and screaming children ran through his own woods, tearing up the flowers, tearing the beautiful bark from the birch trees, throwing stones at the birds. It gave him a gloomy pleasure to imagine the worst. If only Maurice had not had the land divided into small lots there would have been hope of a tolerable neighbour, but he had been set in his own way as offering him the best chance of a large profit.
He could scarcely be angry with Maurice. He was having a rough time of it. With the help of a boy he was doing the work of the place, coming in at dark, tired out, and depressed with the sense of approaching failure. All that kept up his spirits was the hope of selling his lots.
Well, if things kept on as they were, on a steady decline, it would not be long before he was in the same pass as Maurice, selling off Jalna in paltry lots until the house would stand like a leaky old battleship surrounded by the small craft of a summer resort… At the thought a voice from the house seemed to cry out to him to save it from such ignominy. Without knowing what he did he sprang from his chair, strode to the windows and looked with passionate and possessive pride at the red brick walls, hung with a rich tapestry of autumn-tinted Virginia creeper, at the chimneys from which woodsmoke from his own logs curled.
A quiver passed over his face and it was with an effort that he turned it into a humorous grimace. His pipe had gone out. He relighted it and stood puffing steadily, for it was drawing badly, and he received from this simple act and the benign bulk of the house surrounded by trees a sense of direct comfort. Things would get better. They would get better. It could not go on like this. He pushed his hands into his pockets and his fingers closed on a penknife given him by his father when he was a boy.
There was a tap on the door. It opened at almost the same moment and Piers came in. He extracted a large, perfectly shaped Macintosh Red from his pocket and laid it on Renny’s desk. He said:
“There should be no complaint against the apples this year. Just look at that fellow! And there’s not such a crop as to glut the market.”
They stood, in the stark bareness of the room, whose only distinguishing feature was the array of photographs and coloured lithographs of horses on the walls, staring at the apple whose glowing colour, satin skin, and spicy perfume made it the perfect symbol for the temptation of Eve.
“The Northern Spies and greenings and russets and pippins,” went on Piers, “are just as good. I should have a first-rate profit from them if they’re handled properly. The shortage of packers is the trouble just now.”
“What about selling the orchards as they stand?
Piers pushed out his lips. “No. I can do better with them if I handle them myself. I guess I’ll have to engage a packer.”
Renny looked at him speculatively.
“I don’t suppose,” he said slowly, “that you would tolerate the thought of engaging Eden. All of us know something about packing apples.”
A suffused look clouded Piers’s full eyes. “What do you take me for?” he growled. “Now I’ll tell you what. I’d rather let all the apples rot on the trees… I’d rather cut the trees down with my own hands…”
“Keep your shirt on! I’m not going to ask you to do it. I only thought that he might work in one orchard while you were in anot
her…”
Piers spoke more quietly but with an intensity that was sufficient emphasis. “Jalna is not large enough for that swine and me.”
“Well, well,” Renny spoke as though to a rearing horse, “I suppose I shouldn’t have suggested it. But he wants work so badly and out-of-door work is what he should have.”
“Let him help Maurice then! Maurice is wearing himself out. I saw him this morning and he’s hobbling about with lumbago. He tells me that Eden is sitting on the verandah writing poetry, or reading up for his lectures.”
“Eden is not fit to do ordinary farm work.”
“He is looking a damned sight more fit than Maurice. And Maurice was never brought up to work. He’s always led an easy life.”
“He has no weakness such as Eden has.”
“What about his hand? He showed me this morning how the wrist is swollen. The leather bandage he wears has got too tight. He says that there are dozens of things Eden could do—if he would. He could look after the stock mornings and evenings, for instance. The boy doesn’t do it properly. He stuffs the beasts on hay till their bellies are fit to burst. And the horses are lying down resting when Maurice wants them for work. He won’t ask Eden to help—not if he drops down himself. For my part,” an almost hearty ring came into Piers’s voice, “I think it’s up to you to tell Eden what a sponge he is.”
Renny picked up the apple, sniffed it, and laid it down again.
He said—“I’ll go over and have a talk with him.”
“Well, if you do, don’t let him persuade you that he isn’t strong enough to work. Maurice says he eats twice what he does.”
“God!” exclaimed Renny. “He grudges him what he eats, eh?” He spoke with bitter chagrin and turned about in the narrow room with the restive movements of a wild animal made captive. He said:
“I won’t stand this! I’ll insist on paying Maurice for his board.”
Piers, in his turn, spoke soothingly. “No, no, don’t do that! Maurice would be frightfully cut up. All you have to do is to make Eden see things as they are. I suppose he goes about with his head in the clouds.”
“Maurice made a mistake,” said Renny, “in trying to work his farmlands himself. He had a good tenant in Kyle.”
“If you call a tenant good who can’t pay his rent. You don’t want that sort yourself.”
“Where has Kyle gone?”
“Into the city. Got a job in a warehouse.”
“Poor devil!”
Renny sat down in front of his desk. He touched his newspapers with the stem of his pipe. “Finch didn’t do so badly, eh? They’ve given him good notices.”
“He’s all right. Got a good head on his shoulders, too. You’ll see, he’ll marry Sarah.”
A quick step sounded on the floor of the passage. Without a warning knock the door was thrown open and Wakefield appeared in an old jersey and baggy trousers, as was his habit on Saturday mornings. He wore an expression of being worked up to the point of making a breathtaking statement, and, when he saw that Piers was in the office, he exhaled, in a gasp of disappointment.
His brothers regarded him with amused smiles.
“You seem pressed for time,” said Piers.
“Perhaps he’s come to apply for a job,” Renny said, grinning.
Wakefield gave an excited laugh.
“That’s just what I have come for!” he exclaimed.
His elders looked at him tolerantly. What foolery had the youngster in his mind?
“That is exactly what I have come for,” he repeated.
“I may as well say it in front of you—since you’re here, Piers. Though I had intended talking it over quietly with Renny first.” He took out a ball of a handkerchief and wiped his forehead.
“Sorry to be in the way,” said Piers.
“No, no. It’s all right. It concerns you. So you had better be here.”
“What have you been up to?” asked Renny with a frown.
Wakefield thrust his hands into the pockets of his trousers. He said defiantly:
“Nothing… But I want to go to work!”
“What do you mean, go to work?” demanded Renny.
“I want to leave school and work with you fellows at Jalna.”
They stared at him disbelievingly.
“I’m in dead earnest, I tell you! I was never so much in earnest in my life before. I want a job. I will work for either or both of you, and you’ll see that I can do as good a day’s work as any man.”
As any man! They looked at his slender neck and wrists, the delicate modelling of his face, and grinned.
Renny said—“I can’t let you leave school, Wake. In the first place, you must have an education. In the second, you’re not strong enough. You might strain your heart.”
Wakefield answered passionately:
“As for education—I say to hell with it! Can you tell me what good your education has done you? Can either of you remember the things you swotted over for exams?”
“Of course we can,” answered Renny.
“Then why are you always stuck when I ask you to help me out?”
“When I said we remembered things, I didn’t mean it in an exact sense. I meant that study broadens the mind and teaches you to think.”
“Come now, Renny, be honest! Has your education helped you in the stables?” He turned to Piers. “Would a University education have helped you on the farm?”
“Not a bit.”
“Then look at Finch! What would have become of his music if he had been studying for exams?”
Renny answered—“You have no special talent like Finch. But you’re clever, and I’ve always promised myself that I’d put you through ‘Varsity. By that time things will be better.”
Wakefield fixed his brilliant eyes on Renny’s face. He said:
“Once you asked me, Renny, whether I wanted to be like Eden and Finch—go in for art, and all that—or be an outdoor man like you and Piers. Now I can answer you. I want to be like you and Piers. I want to work for you. And if you won’t let me—if you force me to go to school—I’ll run away and find work somewhere else!”
“Look here,” said Renny quietly, “stick it out till next spring, when you’ll matriculate. Then I’ll see what can be done.”
“But I don’t want to matriculate! I don’t want to be wasting my life. I have—things I want to do.”
Piers said to Renny—“It would cut down your expenses considerably.”
“Of course it would!” cried Wakefield. “I’m a frightful expense. I feel mean every time I ask for half a dollar—”
“Oh, come, come, come!” interrupted Renny, flushing red.
Wakefield answered—“It’s not your fault that I feel that way, Renny. You’re too generous, that’s your only fault! But I know how tight money is. I can see that on every hand. All I ask is for you to let me be a man and to cease being a burden on you.”
Cease being a burden on him? Renny gave an abrupt laugh and threw his arm about the boy’s shoulders. “You’re a little fool,” he said.
“At the same time,” said Piers, “there’s a good deal of sense in what he says. Now this is my suggestion. Let him cut out school for a year. Let him work, seeing that he wants to. He can do a bit of reading at home. He’ll gain a lot of physical strength—perhaps be stronger for the rest of his life because of it. Then, if he’s tired of work and wants to go to his books, he can.”
Renny was weakening. Wakefield saw it and his face lighted.
“I think that’s a very good suggestion,” he said. “Just give me a year—on trial! If I don’t do a man’s work you can fire me, and I’ll go back to school.”
“The question is,” said Renny, looking at Piers, “will you overwork him?”
“No. I know what he’s capable of. And I’ll pay him what he’s worth to me. You can do the same when he works for you.”
“Why, yes,” exclaimed Wake excitedly. “You can let one of your men go! We could get along quite well.”<
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“His strength is as the strength of ten because his heart is pure,” said Renny, and he smiled grimly to cover his tenderness.
He and Wakefield were alone now. He had sat down at his desk and he looked up rather shyly at the boy.
“Is it Pauline?” he asked in a low voice.
“Yes—it’s Pauline.”
“I thought so.” He picked up a pen, dipped it in the ink and made a pretence of jotting down some memoranda. He was thinking: “What ought I to do? With a word I might break up all this and send him back to school. But how can I bring myself to do it? To tell him that she loves me… it would be enough to make him hate me… the man he has looked on as a father… and old enough to be her father…”
Wakefield stood by the door looking down on Renny’s bent head. Renny appeared to him invulnerable, cast in an invincible mould. Nevertheless, tender-hearted toward him. He said, with a tremor in his voice:
“I ought to be frank with you, Renny. If I’m not, you’ll not realise how desperately in earnest I am… She has not said she loves me, and I don’t feel that I have any right to press her to say so. But, in these last weeks she has changed. There’s a seriousness about her, and she has the gentlest way of looking at me. She likes to be with me, and she’s even said that she’s happier alone with me than at any other time. That’s something to go on, eh?”
“A good deal, I should say.”
“Renny, do you think that that mother of hers is kind to her?”
Renny raised his head with a jerk. “I think she’s tremendously kind.”
“Well, I am glad of that because sometimes I’ve doubted it. Pauline speaks of her in an odd sort of way, as if her mother had hurt her. Then again she’ll say—‘Oh, Mummy is so good to me!’ As though she forced herself to acknowledge it.”
“You may take it from me that Mummy is good to her.”
There was a short silence in which the stamping of hooves and the jangle of harness could be heard, then Renny said:
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