He threw apart his rug and emerged from its cocoon, not as a butterfly but as a moth in the dark salt air.
“I can’t talk about it,” he said. “I can’t.”
“We don’t need words,” she acquiesced. “I know what you are thinking.”
“what am I thinking?” he demanded.
“Of me … and of all the lovely times that lie ahead of us.”
“Adeline,” he said, almost roughly, “you can have no idea what is in my mind.”
She reached out and caught his hand and laid her cheek on it. “Darling Mait,” she whispered against it.
A figure detached itself from the darkness and came to them. It was Maurice and he said in an icy voice, — “I’m going to turn in. You had better too, Adeline.”
She felt angry. Why should Mooey come barging in like that? She felt like telling him to run off to bed if he wanted to, but to leave her and the man she loved alone. But the habit of obedience was still on her. She wished Maitland would say that they two loved each other. She would stand up there beside him and look Maurice in the eyes — tell him she would stay on deck all night if she wished.
The deck steward had folded and stacked away all the chairs but theirs. He lingered ostentatiously in the near distance. Now he came closer and picked up the rug Fitzturgis had dropped and began to fold it even as he asked, — “Finished with this, sir?”
Maurice, with an air of cold proprietorship, unwrapped Adeline and tossed her rug on the chair’s end.
“Goodnight, Fitzturgis,” he said, though he had been calling him “Mait” for three days.
Adeline stood irresolute, not knowing what to do. Fitzturgis went to the rail and looked down on the seething milk-white foam. The deck steward was briskly dragging away the chairs, as though his life depended on getting them stacked within the minute.
Adeline went to Fitzturgis’ side. “Goodnight,” she said. “See you in the morning, Mait.” He turned to her.
His answer was inaudible, though his lips moved. The look in his eyes was an embrace. With a happy step she went down the deck with Maurice, through the heavy door and along the narrow passage to her cabin.
There, with her hand on the door, she turned and faced him.
“whatever is the matter with you?” she asked. “why did you come glowering at me the way you did?”
“Glowering!” he repeated, angrily. “Glowering!”
“Yes. You came down the deck like a thundercloud.”
“what were you doing?” he demanded.
“Well, what was I doing?”
“Snuggling up to that fellow!”
“why not — if I want to?”
“Adeline — what’s come over you?”
“You sound like an outraged parent.”
Maurice went pale. Then he asked quietly, — “Do you imagine you love this Fitzturgis?”
“I don’t imagine it. I know it.”
With a sob in his throat he broke out, — “You know how much I’ve cared for you, Adeline.”
“That isn’t what I call love.”
“Not on your part, perhaps,” he retorted hotly. “On mine it is.”
She gave a little laugh. “Oh, Mooey, you don’t know what love is. You’re just a boy.”
As though he had been struck he drew back. He wheeled and left her, almost running into the stewardess carrying a tray. “Sorry,” he muttered, and hurried on to the cabin he shared with Finch.
Finch was propped up in bed reading a crime novel. His mousy-fair hair hung untidy over his forehead.
“Got all your packing done?” he asked.
“Yes.”
“Did you find Adeline?”
“Yes.”
“what’s the matter?” Finch put down his book and stared at Maurice.
“I found her with Fitzturgis. His arms were about her and she was snuggling up to him. She tells me she loves him.”
No one was more satisfactory than Finch for the receiving of shocking news. Shock struck him through and through.
“My God!” he said loudly. “Her father will blame me for this!”
“We both were supposed to look after her but she’s been too much for us.”
“what did he say?”
“He didn’t say anything.”
“where is she?”
“In her cabin.”
Finch looked at his watch. “It’s too late for me to go to her.” Relief came to his distraught expression. “Well, we shall land in the morning and that will put an end to it. She may never see him again.”
Maurice said grimly:
“Fitzturgis lives less than fifty miles from Glengorman.”
“Probably it’s just a shipboard affair,” Finch said hopefully.
“Adeline isn’t like that. If you’d seen her face you’d realize she is earnest. You know, Finch” (of late Maurice had dropped the “Uncle”) “you know, I’ve always thought a great deal of Adeline. I’ve made plans. All the family has liked the idea. This is pretty hard on me.”
“I know it is, Mooey, and I’m terribly sorry.”
Maurice took off his jacket and hung it up so that he might turn his back to Finch.
Finch went on in a high complaining voice, — “This affair is just plain ridiculous. The girl can’t be in love with him. She just imagines she is.”
“I tell you she’s in earnest. I’ve never known anyone who knows their own mind better than Adeline. Besides — he’s a very attractive fellow.”
“He’s years older than she is.”
“That’s one thing that attracts her. She looks on me as a boy — and despises me for it.”
“Nonsense. It simply is that the affair has the glamour of shipboard. She’ll soon forget it.”
“I wish I thought so.”
“Has Fitzturgis talked of himself to you, Mooey? Is he well off?”
“He’s talked of his Army life. Not much about his private doings. I gather that he’s not very well off.”
“This is the last time I shall ever undertake to look after her.… Lord, what will Renny say!”
“He ought to understand her — she’s enough like him.” The lights turned out, they lay in silence with the moonlight coming in at the portholes, and the ship gently rising and falling on the dark waves. Each lay occupied with his own thoughts — Maurice jealous and hurt — Finch recalling the coming of his love for Sarah and wishing he might protect Adeline from that emotion.
XII
BACK AT VAUGHNLANDS
Raikes stood at the end of the kitchen table, his knuckles resting on it, a melancholy droop to his mouth. Facing him were Eugene Clapperton, his wife, and his sister-in-law, their three pairs of eyes fixed on the plaster that was crossed over the bridge of Raikes’ nose. He was saying:
“I know I done wrong to take out the Cadillac but this was the way of it; I’d gone to the club on me bicycle as usual, and when I was nearly home I remembered I’d left me wallet in the room where I’d been playin’ Bingo. I thought how much quicker I could fetch it if I took the car, but I’d been told not to, so I rode all the way back at top speed and it’s lucky I was to find the wallet in a dark corner, safe and sound. I was on the way back home when a truck come of a sudden out o’ the dark and knocked me clean into a ditch. The driver gave me no heed at all, but went on his way, leavin’ me for dead. That’s the way me nose was broke.”
“Oh,” gasped Gem Clapperton, “the brute!”
Raikes turned his eyes gently on her. “He was that,” he agreed.
“Was your bicycle smashed?” asked Althea.
“No, miss. It’s a quare thing but the bicycle was not hurt. Just the bridge of me nose broke.”
“what next?” demanded Eugene Clapperton, his eyes boring into Raikes.
“Well, sir, I didn’t feel able for the bicycle ride to the doctor’s, the way I was bleeding. Me head was hurt and me back.”
“You should have called me.”
“Ah, I didn’t like to
wake you out of a sleep and me the sight I was. So” — Raikes’ long hack curved in apology — “I took the Cadillac and drove to the doctor and he fixed me up. Then, coming back, as I told you, a thruck ran into the car and smashed her. I had a word with the driver and he was drunk if ever a man was.”
“I’ll get my hat,” said Clapperton, “and have a look at the car.”
He left the kitchen. The two young women stood gazing at Raikes. He raised his bloodshot eyes to Gem’s face and his expression became even more melancholy. She turned to her sister.
“Are you going to telephone the grocer or shall I?” she asked.
Althea gave her an angry look. She drew herself together as though for an outburst, but instead muttered:
“I’ll telephone.” She almost ran from the room.
Gem moved a step nearer to Raikes. “Don’t feel too badly,” she said, in a sweet comforting voice, — “accidents will happen. The papers are full of them.”
“They are indeed,” returned Raikes, almost resigned. The shadow of a forlorn smile flickered across his lips. He put up his hand and gently felt the plaster on his nose.
Eugene Clapperton returned and the two men went out through the back door to the garage, where stood the Cadillac with its side stove in.
Eugene Clapperton stood staring at it in shock, then he exclaimed — “Good God, is that my Cadillac!”
“It is indeed, sir,” returned Raikes heavily.
“It’s a wonder you were able to get home in it.”
“It is that. But I don’t think the engine is too badly damaged.”
“when will my other car be repaired?”
“Well, ye see, sir, they’re having trouble in getting the parts.”
Clapperton turned away in disgust. “Well,” he said grimly, “I shall have to leg it wherever I go for some time.”
What bad luck was his, he thought. His animals ailing or dying … his cars smashed … his marriage … well, he’d put the disappointment over his marriage out of his mind … he wouldn’t let it get him down … he wouldn’t let any of his worries get him down … happiness and balanced living could only be achieved by an effort … keep the balance within, and the outer adjustments will inevitably take place. He would not let himself be angry with anyone — least of all with Raikes, the only decent man he had ever had. He took a good walk through the moist spring day and felt the better for it.
He ended by stopping at the door of the Fox Farm. He felt it his duty to do what he could to get Humphrey Bell out of the rut he was in. But Bell had seen him coming and he knocked in vain. The cat knew that the door should be opened and meowed again and again. Eugene Clapperton could hear her and he called out in a childlike way, — “Puss — Puss, let me in!”
Evidently the cat liked him, for it rubbed itself against the door, but Humphrey Bell remained flattened against the wall in a corner. Clapperton gnawed his lip in annoyance. He hated to be frustrated in his plans for good. Now he took out a pocket notebook and resting it against the wall he wrote, — “Enter the new day courageous and unafraid. Relax and get rid of the tension that is tightening your nerves and ruining your health.” He did not sign it. The young man would know. He tore out the leaf and slipped it under the door. His heart felt lighter.
When the cat saw the paper appear beneath the door she curved a graceful paw and played with it. There Bell found her and the message.
“Relax!” he cried. “Relax! How the hell can I relax with that old fool eternally after me!” He took the poker in his hand and beat on a log of pine in the woodbox, as though for once he had Eugene Clapperton at his mercy. The cat sharpened her claws on his best chair.
At Vaughanlands Althea followed Gem into her bedroom. Speaking as though after running she said:
“Gem, I don’t like the way you look at that man.”
Gem was making her husband’s bed, drawing the bottom sheet tight. “what man?” she asked, tapping the sheet with her rapid fingers, “This man?”
“You know what man I mean,” gasped Althea. “I mean Raikes.”
Gem laughed. “Ho, him! what don’t you like about the way I look at him?”
“Well — I can tell you it’s almost tender.”
“He’d hurt himself. I’d be sorry for Eugene if he broke his nose, shouldn’t I?”
“They shouldn’t be mentioned in the same breath — not by you.”
“why?”
“Eugene is your husband. After all, look what he’s done for you.”
Gem put her hands on her hips and stared at her sister across the bed. “I’ve repaid him,” she said boldly. “I’ve repaid him twice over. Don’t worry about him.”
“You haven’t made him happy. He’s not as happy as he was when we first met him.”
“It’s all the worry he’s had in this place.”
“That’s not so and you know it.”
“what has come over you, Althea?”
“I have a sense of justice, that’s all.”
Gem continued with the bed-making and Althea bent to help her.
“Just compare the two men,” said Gem. “If a woman’s human she’ll notice the difference.”
Althea gently put the pillow in place. “The head that lies on this belongs to a good man,” she said. “He may be boring —”
“You’re telling me!” laughed Gem.
“How common you’re becoming!”
“Yes. Stronger and stronger, and commoner and commoner. More like Raikes and his sort.”
“I tell you, he’s absolutely worthless!” cried Althea. “I’ve been sure of that for some time.”
“You said to me not long ago you’d like to paint his portrait.”
“Yes, as a gypsy-looking fellow, picturesque but no good to anyone. The kind silly women fall for.”
Gem’s face flamed. “Next thing,” she said, “you’ll be warning Eugene.”
“Never. You may do what you like.”
“Thank you.”
Althea went up to her room. Gem finished her work and then sought Raikes. He had just returned after taking the damaged car to the nearest town for repairs.
“You are back quickly,” she said.
“I had a lift right to the gate. ’Twas Colonel Whiteoak took me into his car.”
“I’m glad. You must feel tired.”
“I do that. But it’s no matter. I’m going to mow the lawn now. It’ll be grown hay if I don’t get at it soon.” He moved toward the shed where the mower was kept. It was as though he wanted to hear no more of car smashes or bone-breakings. He took the handle of the mowing machine and trundled it to the lawn. He bent to adjust the knives, then went up and down the length of the lawn in long swinging strides, grass blades flying from the wheels in a tender green shower. Gem stood in the shelter of a lilac tree, heavy with bloom; the sunlight falling through its leaves dappled the skin of her face and neck, her white bare arms. She reached up and drew one of the heavy white blooms down to her. A scented shower of drops, stored from an early morning rain, fell over her. She felt it as a kind of blessing and smiled up into it.
Some weeks passed and the smaller of the two cars was back in the garage again. The plaster was gone from Raikes’ nose and he looked himself. Eugene Clapperton was cheerful once more. He would not allow himself to be long otherwise, indeed considered he had much to be cheerful about. He had rented the arable land of his property to a farmer. He kept a cow, fifty laying hens, and a few pigs which Raikes looked after. Three new bungalows were in process of building. The sound of that sawing and hammering, so distasteful to Renny Whiteoak, had a cheery ring to him in the summer air. The small property he had bought from the farmer, Black, he was holding till he had a suitable offer from a factory builder. He realized that these projects were going to spoil the already damaged seclusion of those parts but he did not care. He had made up his mind to move to California where the salubrious climate, the interesting variety of places, people, and religions would, he thought, suit
him well. He thought rather in the fashion of a travel booklet and his imaginings were like its bright-coloured illustrations. But he would like to have Raikes with him wherever he went. The sooner he made this certain the better. He found the Irishman cutting asparagus in the garden. Kneeling he held a bundle of the fine robust stalks in his hand. He wore a thoughtful, even meditative look, as though living were for him a serious affair.
Eugene Clapperton strode across the asparagus bed to him, taking care not to step on the tender green tips that thrust up through the earth. Without preface he said:
“Tom, if I moved to a better climate, say to California, would you come with me?”
Still kneeling Raikes gave his polite little bow. “Indeed, sir,” he said, in a voice that comforted, “I hope to work for you many more years. I’ll go with you anywhere.”
XIII
ARRIVAL
All passengers who were disembarking in Ireland were up early in the morning. It was fresh and fair and so chill that Adeline shivered in her light coat. As usual everyone had been roused far earlier than was necessary. They stood about in determinedly cheerful groups or sat resignedly in the lounge, waiting for the summons to show their passports. Fitzturgis joined the three Whiteoaks, casting a swift look at each in turn. Maurice tried to look friendly, to conceal his shock, his chagrin of the night before. Finch’s eyes, with their accusing glance, contradicted his cheerful “Good morning.” He fervently wished they had never become acquainted with Fitzturgis, though up to this time he had liked him very much. But Adeline had been given into his charge and what would he say to Renny if his daughter became entangled in some silly love affair? He thought of himself at her age and of his lovelorn thoughts of a girl whom he used often to see but never met and never did meet. He realized that Adeline was different.
Fitzturgis met their looks coolly. Then he let his eves rest for an instant on Adeline. He knew that both men were watching him and he gave her a tranquil smile. The lighting of her face and the happy sparkle in her eyes were proof enough of her feeling for him. She was too unskilled in deception, too ardent in nature to attempt concealment.
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