by Eikeltje
in a small ribbon comb overlooking the northbound three-deck Artery 5 Freeway.
It is not expensive, nor is it particularly attractive. In two years, his
residency advocate tells him, he may be allowed into some higher lottery,
perhaps even a Bainbridge sharehold.
Private touches flicker around him as he sits at his desk, like pet birds
begging. Some he flagged a week ago for immediate attention. He shoos them
off' with a wave, then pokes at the fresh touches and they line up, the first
expanding like an origami puzzle. This is from Dana Carrilund, the head of
Workers Inc Northwest. He wonders who gave her his sig. Despite this being
his free period, he opens this immediately.
Carrilund's voice is warm and profbssional. "Mr. Burke, pardon my using
your personal sig. I'm in a real bind. I'm told we have about seven of our clients
taking special therapy with you. They're doing well, I hear. I may have additional
clients for you--all of them fallbacks. Please let me know if we can
fit this into your schedule. Also, I'd like to speak to you in person and in
private."
It's outside his usual domain; Martin specializes in core therapy ftilures,
people for whom initial and even secondary therapy does not work. Fallbacks
have been successfully therapied but experience recurrence of thymic or even
pathic imbalances.
Why would the head of Workers Inc Northwest place such a touch? Martin
frowns; he presumed Workers Inc Northwest sent their cases to Sound Therapy,
the largest analysis-therapy corporation in the Corridor. He's flattered to receive
such high-level attention, but can't think of a reason why.
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cases are of interest. Let me know what you need and I'll work up a schedule
and proposal. I hope we can meet soon."
This is a shameless hedge against any downstream lags in business, something
Martin is always sensitive about. He does not need any more patients.
Still, he has never quite lost his fear of unemployment; a contract with Workers
Inc could smooth over any future rough times.
The next message is from his daughter, their daily morning exchange. Stephanie
still lives in La Jolla with her mother. They link once a week and he
manages trips south every other month, but as he watches the image of this
lovely three-year-old, a somewhat plumper version of Carol, who seems in their
genetic dance to have grabbed only Martin's eyebrows and ears, this image in
its sharp perfection kissing air where his nose might be and holding up a
succession of red and blue paper crafkworks, eager for his approval, only makes
him lonelier. Another inexplicable faultline.
He tacks to his reply a bedtime story he recorded last night, adds loving
comments on the skill of her craftworks, shoots the reply to reach her pad by
midmorning break in the live public schoolroom. Carol will never allow home
instruction. Nothing New Federalist about Carol.
The essential touches processed, he pulls his chair up to his desk and says,
"INDA, are you there?"
The INDA responds immediately. A lovely liquid voice neither male nor
female seems to fill the room. "Yes, sir."
"Any results from yesterday?"
"I've analyzed the journal entries you suggested. Your fee for arbeiter access to the journals is now at the limit, Dr. Burke."
Martin will have to upgrade his credit with the dealer today.
"That's fine, INDA. Tell me what you've found."
"I have seven references to Country of the Mind investigations, all of them
in cases predating last year's law." The United States Congress, acting in conjunction
with Europe and Asia, has passed laws banning two-way psychiatric
investigation through the hippocampal juncture, which Martin pioneered. Appeals
to the Supreme Court and World Psychiatric Organization have been
quietly buried; nobody is currently interested in stirring up this hornet's nest.
Emanuel Goldsmith might have been the final poison pill.
"No defiance or physician protests?"
"A search through available records indicates the procedure has not been
openly performed in four years by anybody, in any part of the world."
"I mean, has anyone published contrary opinions?"
"Liberal Digest's Multiway has posted twelve contrary opinions in the past
year, but that makes it a very minor issue. By comparison, they posted four
thousand and twenty-one contrary opinions on the Freedom to Choose Individual
Therapy decision 'is a vis the requirements of remp agencies and em
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York and Virginia, bastions of New Federalism, had clearly been intended to
put roadblocks in the way of therapy's juggernaut domination of society, but
the Supreme Court had voided the rulings, based on contract law, coming
down in favor of temp agencies and employers. Liberal Digest had, for once,
agreed with the New Federalists that therapy should not be forced on temp
agency clients, under threat of unemployment.
These were strange times.
"Any conclusions?"
"We do not foresee any interest in Country of the Mind investigations, as
a social issue, for many years." "We" among INDAs is purely a placekeeper
for "this machine," and does not imply any self-awareness.
"It's dead, then."
"Of no currency," the INDA amends.
Martin taps his desk. He has moved completely away from the discovery
which launched his fame and caused his downfall. He believes strongly that
Country of the Mind investigations could be incredibly powerful and useful,
but society has rejected them for the time being--and for the foreseeable
future.
"I suppose that's best," he says, but without conviction.
His office pad chimes. It's early.
"Yes, Arnold?"
"Sir, there's a gentleman here. No appointment. New. He's very insistent--
says he'll make it worth your while."
"What's his problem?"
"He won't say, sir. He won't accept Kim's evaluation and he looks very
edgy."
Kim joins in, out of the intruder's hearing: "Sir, his name is Terence Crest.
The Terence Crest. We've run a check. He is who he says he is."
It's Martin's day to be approached by influential people. Crest is a billionaire,
known for his conservatism and quest for privacy as much as his financial
dealings--mostly in Rim entertainment. Martin taps his finger on the desk
several times, then says, "Show him in." The day's touches, drifting at apparent
arm's length over the office pad, vanish.
Martin greets Mr. Crest at the door and escorts him to a chair. Crest is in
his mid-forties, of medium height, with a thin bland face and large unfocused
eyes. He is dressed in dark gray with thin black stripes, and beneath his long
coat, his shirt is living sun-yellow, body-cleansing and health-monitoring fabric.
His right hand carries three large rings, signs of affiliations in high comb
society. Martin cannot read the ring patterns, but he suspects strong New
Federalist leanings.
The way Crest holds his head, the way the light hits his skin, Martin has a
difficult time making out his expression. He has the spooky sensation of the
/> man's face losing detail with every glance.
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this, but I've been told I can rely on you." His voice is clear and crisp. Crest
is accustomed to being listened to attentively. He looks dreamily at the ceiling
and remains standing. Martin asks him to sit.
Crest peers down at the chair, as if waiting for it to move, then sits. "I'm
still mulling over what you posted in People's Therapy Multiway last week.
Allostatic load and all. That the pressures of everyday life can bend us like
overstressed metal bars."
Martin nods. "An explanation of a general idea for a general readership.
Why does it concern you?"
"I can't afford the disgrace."
"What disgrace?"
"I think I'm exceeding my load limits." A thin sour chuckle. "I'm about
to break."
"Suffering from stress is no disgrace, Mr. Crest. We all face it at some time
or another in our lives."
"Well, I'm still wrestling with the idea of my physicality. I was raised
Baptist. And for some of my . . . connections,friends, well, that sort of weakness
doesn't sit well."
"A not uncommon prejudice, but nothing more than that--prejudice."
"It's hard for me--for them--to accept that illness, in the mind, can result
from something other than.., you know. A defect in the soul."
"That's the way it truly is, Mr. Crest. Nothing to do with inborn character
defects. We're all fragile."
"Dr. Burke, I can't be fragile." Even through the vagueness, Crest's face
hardens. "My people won't let me. My wife is as high natural as they come,
and everyone in her family. I feel like they're expecting me to fall, you know,
from their grace. Any minute." He smacks his hands together lightly. "I suppose
that's a kind of stress, too."
"Sounds like it could be," Martin says.
"If I had to be therapied... I would lose a lot, Martin."
"Happens to the best of us."
"You keep saying that," Crest says. "It's just not true. It doesn't happen to
the best of us. The best of us cope. The best of us have better chemistry,
stronger neurons, a better molecular balance, just an all-around better constitution..,
we're made of finer alloy. The others.., they fail because they're
flawed."
Instinctively, Martin does not like this man--he feels uncomfortable in his
presence. But many strong-willed patients in deep pain come across this way.
Crest slaps his hand on the chair arm. "I am haunted, Dr. Burke. There are
days when I know I'm going to crumble. Some of the corporations I work
with, making very large deals--they require an inspection every month, can
you believe it?"
Martin smiles. "It's not called for, that's for sure."
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letting a deal fall through. A brain race." Crest smiles back at Martin. The
smile seems to fall in shadow, though the room is brightly lit. "Very American.
Reliability above creativity."
"Intelligence and creativity often accompany more fragile constitutions,"
Martin says. The lecture is familiar, meant to reassure. "There's every evidence
some people are more sensitive and alert, more attuned to reality, and this puts
a greater load on their systems. Still, these people make themselves very useful
in our society. We couldn't get along without them--"
Crest shakes his head vigorously. "Genius is next to madness, is that what
you're saying, Doctor?"
"Genius is a particular state of mind.., a type of mind, only distantly
comparable to the types I'm talking about."
"Like a genie in the head? Just rub it the right way and out it comes?
Well, I'm no genius," Crest chuckles tensely, "and I haven't been accused of
being very sensitive... So why do I worry? I mean, the type of decisions I'm
called upon to make demand tough thinking, maybe even a lack of human
sensitivity... And above all else, stability. I have to stand up to tough conditions
for long periods of time."
"Well, your name is well known, Mr. Crest."
Crest raises a finger and jabs at the ceiling. "One little slip... Down from
high natural to, say, a simple untherapied." Crest shudders. "One little inappropriate
thought, and my wife takes her connections with her--right out of
the house. I honestly think I'm going to obsess myself into just what I fear,
over this.
"Dr. Burke, this conversation has to be absolutely secure. Confidential. I
am willing to pay a hundred thousand dollars for you to secretly take care of
me if I should fall."
Martin hates turning down patients; he also hates being treated like a man
who can be bought. Not that he's unassailable--to his intense personal shame,
he's been bought before. It's a theme in his life. He knows what the consequences
can be.
Crest sighs. "This is torture for you, isn't it, Doctor?"
"How?"
"Having a high natural come in here and run off about chances of failing.
I mean, you're not a high natural, are you?"
"No."
"Untherapied? Just a natural?"
"No."
"Therapied, and for some time, right?"
"Right."
"So you must be... I mean, it must be like having a rich man come in and
worry about losing his money, and you haven't got any."
Martin squints at Crest and says, "You're offering four times my highest
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that there's too much emphasis on high natural ratings. It isn't that big a deal.
It's another human measurement, a quantification some folks are willing to
use to separate us from each other."
"I'm not a have-not, Dr. Burke. I'm used to having."
"I wouldn't put so much store in having this particular thing, this high-natural
rating, if I were you. You'd be surprised at the power and influence of
some who don't."
"Sure," Crest says, agitated. "Like you. Nobody rates you but your medical
board. Doctors have always protected their own."
Martin clamps his teeth together tightly beore answering. "IF we used the
criteria your fellow businessmen seem to find attractive, we'd lose most of our
best, our most sensitive doctors."
"There's that word again," Crest says, sniffing and drawing in his jaw.
"Sensitive. I'm not an artist, I'm not a therapist, I'm a decision maker. I have
to make a dozen important decisions a day, every day. I have to be keen, like
a knife edge. Not sensitive."
"The sharper the edge, the more liable it is to be blunted if it's misused,"
Martin observes.
"I have my standards," Crest says. "I'm sorry if nobody else is strong enough
to accept them."
"Mr. Crest, I have my standards as well. If this is going to have any positive
outcome, we should start all over again. You've interrupted my day without
an appointment, you've impugned my professional ethics by flinging money
at me...
Crest sits very still. The light around his face is not natural, not the lighting
of the room. He might be made of wax.
"I know you don't like me, and that's fine, I'm used to that, but I have my
own sense of honor, Dr. Burke. I've gotten myself into something. I know
what's right an
d what isn't and I've violated that code. It began as greed.
Greed for life, I suppose, for fighting off the real devils, for keeping all I've
made. But it's beyond that now." Crest stares at him.
Martin cannot penetrate the vagueness of the man's face. He has never seen
anything like it. "If you can come back later today, I can run my own evaluation,
with my own equipment."
"Now," Crest says. "I need it now."
Martin is willing to believe that Crest is close to a thymic imbalance, maybe
even a pathic collapse, but the situation is fraught with legal difficulties.
"I can't treat you on an emergency basis, Mr. Crest."
"These men and women I'm involved with . . . they kill people who talk to
outsiders."
That does it, Martin thinks. "I can recommend a clinic not two blocks from
here, but sir, with your resources, you can--"
"I can't use my own medicals or therapists. They're not secure. I agreed to
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have them feed my stats and vitals into.., the center. They would know. I'm
close to the edge, Doctor. Two bal,#rea' thosa,a'."
Martin swallows. "I can't treat patients close to severe collapse. That requires
an initial evaluation by a federally licensed primary therapist."
Crest smiles again, or perhaps he is not smiling at all.
He leans forward and places his arms on Martin's desk. "I could tell you,
and then tell them. They would have to kill you. Or discredit you."
