“But we haven’t been here a fortnight yet,” he objected.
“What does it matter? We’re both sick of London; let us go home and start our life. We’re going to lead it for the rest of our lives, so we’d better begin it quickly. Honeymoons are stupid things.”
“Well, I don’t mind. By Jove, fancy if we’d gone to Italy for six weeks.”
“Oh, I didn’t know what a honeymoon was like. I think I imagined something quite different.”
“You see I was right, wasn’t I?”
“Of course you were right,” she answered, flinging her arms round his neck. “You’re always right, my darling. Ah, you can’t think how I love you.”
8
The Kentish coast is bleak and grey between Leanham and Blackstable; through the long winter months the winds of the North Sea sweep down upon it, bowing the trees before them, and from the murky waters perpetually arise the clouds, and roll up in heavy banks. It is a country that offers those who live there what they give: sometimes the sombre colours and the silent sea express only restfulness and peace, sometimes the chill breezes send the blood racing through the veins, and red cheeks and swinging stride tell the joy of life; but also the solitude can answer the deepest melancholy, or the cheerless sky a misery that is more terrible than death. One’s mood seems always reproduced in the surrounding scenes, and in them may be found, as it were, a synthesis of one’s emotions. Bertha stood upon the high road that ran past Court Leys, and from the height looked down upon the lands that were hers. Close at hand the only habitations were a pair of humble cottages, from which time and rough weather had almost effaced the obtrusiveness of human handiwork. They stood away from the road, among fruit trees, a part of nature, and not a blot upon it, as Court Leys had never ceased to be. All around were fields, great stretches of ploughed earth and meadows of coarse herbage. The trees were few, and stood out here and there in the distance, bent before the wind. Beyond was Blackstable, straggling grey houses with a border of new villas built for the Londoners who came in summer; it was a fishing town, and the sea was dotted with smacks.
Bertha looked at the scene with sensations that she had never known. The heavy clouds hung above her, shutting out the whole world, and she felt an invisible barrier between herself and all other things. This was the land of her birth, out of which she, and her fathers before her, had arisen. They had had their day, and one by one returned whence they came and become again united with the earth. She had withdrawn from the pomps and vanities of life to live as her ancestors had lived, ploughing the land, sowing and reaping; but her children, the sons of the future, would belong to a new stock, stronger and fairer than the old. The Leys had gone down into the darkness of death, and her children would bear another name. All these things she gathered out of the brown fields and the grey sea mist. She was a little tired, and the physical sensation caused a mental fatigue, so that she felt in herself suddenly the weariness of a family that had lived too long; she knew she was right to choose new blood to mix with the old blood of the Leys. It needed the freshness and youth, the massive strength of her husband, to bring life to the decayed race. Her thoughts wandered to her father, the dilettante who wandered in Italy in search of beautiful things and emotions that his native country could not give him; to Miss Ley, whose attitude towards life was a shrug of the shoulders and a well-bred smile of contempt. Was not she, the last of them, wise? Feeling herself too weak to stand alone, she had taken a mate whose will and vitality would be a pillar of strength to her frailty; her husband had still in his sinews the might of his mother, the Earth, a barbaric power that knew not the subtleties of weakness; he was the conqueror and she was his handmaiden.
But an umbrella was being waved at Mrs Craddock from the bottom of the hill, and she smiled, recognizing the masculine walk of Miss Glover. Even from a distance the maiden’s determination was apparent; she approached, her face redder even than usual after the climb, encased in a braided jacket that fitted her as severely as sardines are fitted in their tin.
“I was coming to see you, Bertha,” she cried. “I heard you were back.”
“We’ve been home several days, getting to rights.”
Miss Glover shook Bertha’s hand with vigour, and together they walked back to the house, along the avenue bordered with leafless trees.
“Now, do tell me all about your honeymoon; I’m so anxious to hear everything.”
But Bertha was not communicative, she had an instinctive dislike to telling her private affairs, and never had any overpowering desire for sympathy.
“Oh, I don’t think there’s much to tell,” she answered, when they were in the drawing-room and she was pouring out tea for her guest. “I suppose all honeymoons are more or less alike.”
“You funny girl,” said Miss Glover. “Didn’t you enjoy it?”
“Yes,” said Bertha, with a smile that was almost ecstatic; then after a little pause: “We had a very good time; we went to all the theatres.”
Miss Glover felt that marriage had caused a difference in Bertha, and it made her nervous to realize the change. She looked uneasily at the married woman and occasionally blushed.
“And are you really happy?” she blurted out suddenly.
Bertha smiled, and, reddening, looked more charming than ever.
“Yes, I think I’m perfectly happy.”
“Aren’t you sure?” asked Miss Glover, who cultivated precision and strongly disapproved of persons who did not know their own minds.
Bertha looked at her for a moment, as if considering the question.
“You know,” she answered at last, “happiness is never quite what one expected it to be. I hardly hoped for so much; but I didn’t imagine it quite as it is.”
“Ah, well, I think it’s better not to go into these things,” replied Miss Glover, a little severely, thinking the suggestion of self-analysis scarcely suitable in a young married woman. “We ought to take things as they are and be thankful.”
“Ought we?” said Bertha lightly. “I never do. I’m never satisfied with what I have.”
They heard the opening of the front door, and Bertha jumped up.
“There’s Edward! I must go and see him. You don’t mind, do you?”
She almost skipped out of the room; marriage, curiously enough, had dissipated the gravity of manner that had made people find so little girlishness in her. She seemed younger, lighter of heart.
“What a funny creature she is!” thought Miss Glover. “When she was a girl she had all the ways of a married woman, and now that she’s married she might be a schoolgirl.”
The parson’s sister was not certain whether the irresponsibility of Bertha was fit to her responsible position, whether her unusual bursts of laughter were proper to a mystic state demanding gravity.
“I hope she’ll turn out all right,” she sighed.
But Bertha impulsively rushed up to her husband and kissed him. She helped him off with his coat.
“I’m so glad to see you again,” she cried, laughing a little at her own eagerness, for it was only after luncheon that he had left her.
“Is anyone here?” he asked, noticing Miss Glover’s umbrella.
He returned his wife’s embrace somewhat mechanically.
“Come and see,” said his wife, taking his arm and dragging him along. “You must be dying for tea, you poor thing.”
“Miss Glover!” he said, shaking the lady’s hand as energetically as she shook his. “How good of you to come and see us. I am glad to see you! You see, we came home sooner than we expected; there’s no place like the country, is there?”
“You’re right there, Mr Craddock; I can’t bear London.”
“Oh, you don’t know it,” said Bertha. “For you it’s Aerated Bread Shops, Exeter Hall and Church Congresses.”
“Bertha!” cried Edward in a tone of surprise; he could not understand frivolity with Miss Glover.
That good creature was far too kind-hearted to take offence at any
remark of Bertha’s, and smiled grimly; she could smile in no other way.
“Tell me what you did in London; I can’t get anything out of Bertha.”
Craddock, on the other hand, was communicative; nothing pleased him more than to give people information, and he was always ready to share his knowledge with the world at large. He never picked up a fact without rushing to tell it to somebody else. Some persons when they know a thing immediately lose interest in it and it bores them to discuss it. Craddock was not of these. Nor could repetition exhaust his eagerness to enlighten his fellows; he would tell a hundred people the news of the day, and be as fresh as ever when it came to the hundred and first. Such a characteristic is undoubtedly a gift, useful in the highest degree to schoolmasters and politicians, but slightly tedious to their hearers. Craddock favoured his guest with a detailed account of all their adventures in London, the plays they had seen, their plots and the actors who played in them. He gave the complete list of the museums and churches and public buildings they had visited. Bertha looked at him the while, smiling happily at his enthusiasm; she cared little what he spoke of, the mere sound of his voice was music to her ears, and she would have listened delightedly while he read aloud from end to end Whitaker’s Almanack;25 that was a thing, by the way, that he was quite capable of doing. Edward corresponded far more with Miss Glover’s conception of the newly-married man than did Bertha with that of the newly-married woman.
“He is a nice fellow,” she said to her brother afterwards when they were eating their supper of cold mutton, solemnly seated at either end of a long table.
“Yes,” answered the vicar, in his tired, patient voice. “I think he’ll turn out a good husband.”
Mr Glover was patience itself, which a little irritated Miss Ley, who liked a man of spirit, and of that Mr Glover had never had a grain. He was resigned to everything: he was resigned to his food being badly cooked, to the perversity of human nature, to the existence of dissenters (almost), to his infinitesimal salary; he was resignation driven to death. Miss Ley said he was like those Spanish donkeys whom one sees plodding along in a long string, listlessly bearing over-heavy loads, patient, patient, patient. But not so patient as Mr Glover, the donkey sometimes kicked: the Vicar of Leanham never!
“I do hope it will turn out well, Charles,” said Miss Glover.
“I hope it will,” he answered; then, after a pause: “Did you ask them if they were coming to church tomorrow?”
Helping himself to mashed potatoes, he noticed long-sufferingly that they were burnt again; the potatoes were always burnt; but he made no comment.
“Oh, I quite forgot to, but I think they’re sure to. Edward Craddock was always a regular attendant.”
Mr Glover made no reply, and they kept silence for the rest of the meal. Immediately afterwards the parson went into his study to finish his sermon, and Miss Glover took out of her basket her brother’s woollen socks and began to darn them. She worked for more than an hour, thinking meanwhile of the Craddocks; she liked Edward better and better each time she saw him, and she felt he was a man who could be trusted. She upbraided herself a little for her disapproval of the marriage; her action was unchristian, and she asked herself whether it was not her duty to apologize to Bertha or Craddock; the thought of doing something humiliating to her own self-respect attracted her wonderfully. But Bertha was different from other girls; Miss Glover, thinking of her, grew confused.
But a tick of the clock to announce an hour to strike made her look up. She saw it wanted but five minutes to ten.
“I had no idea it was so late.”
She got up and tidily put away her work, then taking from the top of the harmonium the Bible and the big prayer-book that were upon it, placed them at the end of the table. She drew a chair for her brother and sat patiently to await his coming. As the clock struck she heard the study door open. The vicar walked in. Without a word he went to the books and, sitting down, found his place in the Bible.
“Are you ready,” she asked.
He looked up one moment: “Yes.”
Miss Glover leant forward and rang the bell. The servant appeared with a basket of eggs, which she placed on the table. Mr Glover looked at her till she was settled on her chair and began the lesson. Afterwards the servant lit two candles and bade them good night. Miss Glover counted the eggs.
“How many are there today?” asked the parson.
“Seven,” she answered, dating them one by one, and entering the number in a book kept for the purpose.
“Are you ready?” asked Mr Glover.
“Yes, Charles,” she said, taking up one of the candles.
He put out the lamp and with the other candle followed her upstairs. She stopped outside her door and bade him good night, he kissed her coldly on the forehead and they went into their respective rooms.
* * *
There is always a certain flurry in a country-house on Sunday morning. There is in the air a feeling peculiar to the day, a state of alertness and expectation; even when they are repeated for years, week by week, the preparations for church cannot be taken coolly. The odour of clean linen is unmistakable, everyone is highly starched and somewhat ill at ease; there is a hunt for prayer-books and hymn-books; the ladies of the party are never ready in time and sally out at last buttoning their gloves; the men stamp and fume and take out their watches. Edward, of course, wore a tailcoat and a top-hat, which is quite the proper costume for the squire to go to church in, and no one gave more thought to the proprieties than Edward; he held himself very upright, cultivating the slightly self-conscious gravity thought fit for the occasion.
“We shall be late, Bertha,” he said. “It will look so bad—the first time we come to church since our marriage, too.”
“My dear,” said Bertha, “you may be quite certain that even if Mr Glover is so indiscreet as to start, for the congregation the ceremony will not really begin till we appear.”
They drove up in an old-fashioned brougham26 used only for going to church and to dinner-parties and the word was immediately passed by the loungers at the porch to the devout within; there was a rustle of attention as Mr and Mrs Craddock walked up the aisle to the front pew that was theirs by right.
“He looks at home, don’t he?” murmured the natives, for the behaviour of Edward interested them more than that of his wife, who was sufficiently above them to be almost a stranger.
Bertha sailed up with a royal unconsciousness of the eyes upon her; she was pleased with her personal appearance and intensely proud of her good-looking husband. Mrs Branderton, the mother of Craddock’s best man, fixed her eye-glass upon her and stared as is the custom of great ladies. Mrs Branderton was a woman who cultivated the mode in the depths of the country, a little, giggling, grey-haired creature, who talked stupidly in a high, cracked voice and had her too juvenile bonnets straight from Paris. She was a gentlewoman, and this, of course, is a very fine thing to be; she was proud of it (in a quite gentlewomanly way), and in the habit of saying that gentlefolk were gentlefolk, which, if you come to think of it, is a profound remark.
“I mean to go and speak to the Craddocks afterwards,” she whispered to her son. “It will have a good effect on the Leanham people; I wonder if poor Bertha feels it yet.”
Mrs Branderton had a self-importance that was almost sublime; it never occurred to her that there might be persons sufficiently ill-conditioned as to resent her patronage. She showered advice upon all and sundry, besides soups and jellies upon the poor, to whom when they were ill she even sent her cook to read the Bible. She would have gone herself, only she strongly disapproved of familiarity with the lower classes; it made them independent and often rude. Mrs Branderton knew without possibility of question that she and her equals were made of different clay from common people; but, being a gentlewoman did not throw this fact in their faces, unless, of course, they gave themselves airs, when she thought a straight talking to did them good. Without any striking advantages of birth, money or intell
igence, Mrs Branderton never doubted her right to direct the affairs and fashions, even the modes of thought of her neighbours, and by sheer force of self-esteem had caused them to submit for thirty years to her tyranny, hating her and yet looking upon her invitations to a bad dinner as something quite desirable.
Mrs Branderton had debated with herself how she should treat the Craddocks.
“I wonder if it’s my duty to cut them,” she said. “Edward Craddock is not the sort of man a Miss Ley ought to marry. But there are so few gentlefolk in the neighbourhood, and of course people do make marriages which they wouldn’t have dreamt of twenty years ago. Even the very best society is mixed nowadays. Perhaps I’d better err on the side of mercy.”
Mrs Branderton was a little pleased to think that the Leys required her support, as was proved by the request of her son’s services at the wedding.
“The fact is, gentlefolk are gentlefolk, and they must stand by one another in these days of pork-butchers and furniture people.”
After the service, when the parishioners were standing about the churchyard, Mrs Branderton sailed up to the Craddocks, followed by Arthur, and in her high, cracked voice began to talk to Edward. She kept an eye on the Leanham people to see that her action was being duly noticed, and spoke to Craddock in the manner a gentlewoman should adopt with a man who, though possibly a gentleman, was not county. He was pleased and flattered.
9
Some days later, after the due preliminaries which Mrs Branderton would on no account have neglected, the Craddocks received an invitation to dinner. Bertha read and silently passed it to her husband.
“I wonder who she’ll ask to meet us,” he said.
“D’you want to go?” asked Bertha.
“Why, don’t you? We’ve got no engagement, have we?”
“Have you ever dined there before?”
“No. I’ve been to tennis-parties and that sort of thing, but I’ve hardly set foot inside their house.”
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