by Virna DePaul
For whatever reason, behind this countertop, I feel safe. I know I shouldn’t, but I do. Still, the things he’s saying unnerve me to the point that I begin to question if it’s too dangerous to have him around—question if I’m wrong about him. Everything he’s thought about, I’ve thought too. But it was different when it was a fantasy that had never been spoken aloud.
He keeps talking, and it’s as if his smooth voice is touching me all over. The way I long for him to touch me with his hands and body.
“What would you say if you knew the incident on the courtyard happened because the guy was talking shit about you? Talking about you even worse than Kurt had. Talking about what he wanted to do to you, all the while knowing you were mine to dream about? You still think you’d want to work with me here?”
My eyes round and my mouth trembles and when I simply continue to stare at him, he grins, but there’s a dark undercurrent in the trace of his smile. “Yeah, I didn’t think so. So thanks, but I don’t need you putting in a good word for me.”
Then he turns to leave, walks to the door, and pushes one firm hand against it.
His actions jolt me out of my paralysis. My mind is pounded by thoughts and questions and fears and images of all he wants to do to me. By warnings to let him go. But the thing that stands out most is the knowledge that if he leaves now, I might not ever see him again.
“Wait,” I yell and rip an application out from under the register. “You forgot your application.” I round the counter, chin tilted high, and hold it out to him.
His eyes do acrobats, screaming Did you not listen to a word I just said?
There’s a tense silence between us as I wait for him to grab the application, and after a few heart-splitting seconds, he does.
“Challenge accepted,” he says with an amused smirk, and then he’s out the door.
I take a long breath of relief as he rounds the corner. When he’s out of sight, I stumble back to the counter and lean against it for support.
I’m shaking.
I can still smell him.
Still hear his voice as he quoted Dylan Thomas to me.
What the fuck is wrong with me? I think.
But then I return to the poetry section. I find another book with the poem.
My tears are like the quiet drift of petals from some magic rose. And all my grief flows from the rift of unremembered skies and snows…
It’s only after I’ve bought the book and head home to my daughter that I remember what he said.
“You say you have great instincts, but you had an abuser for a boyfriend.”
Had.
Like he’d known I’d broken up with my abuser of a boyfriend since leaving the prison.
But how in the world could he have known that?
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Books by Virna
His Royal Hotness (A Royally Hot Romance)
HARD AS NAILS
Book 1: Hard Time (Street)
Book 2: Hard Case (Slate)
Book 3: Hard Core (Axel)
Book 4: Hard Place (Jericho)
Book 5: Hard Act (Davis)
BAD BOY DOCTORS
Book 1: Bad Boy, MD (Ryan)
KISS TALENT AGENCY
Book 1: Lip Action (Simon)
Book 2: Locking Lips (Caleb)
Book 3: Lip Service (Hunter)
THE BEDDING THE BACHELORS SERIES
Book 1: Bedding The Wrong Brother (Rhys)
Book 2: Bedding The Bad Boy (Max)
Book 3: Bedding The Billionaire (Jamie)
Book 4: Bedding The Best Friend (Ryan)
Book 5: Bedding The Biker Next Door (Cole)
Book 6: Bedding The Bodyguard (Luke)
Book 7: Bedding The Best Man (Gabe)
Book 8: Bedding The Boss (Eric)
Book 9: Bedding The Baby Daddy (Dante)
HOME TO GREEN VALLEY SERIES
Book 1: What Love Can Do (Quinn)
Book 2: The Way Love Goes (Conor)
Book 3: I’m Gonna Love You (Brady)
Book 4: Best Of My Love (Riley)
GOING DEEP SERIES
Book 1: Down Deep (Heath)
Book 2: Royally Deep (Kyle)
Book 3: Deep Inside (Alec)
ROCK CANDY SERIES
Book 1: Rock Sexy
Book 2: Rock Strong
Book 3: Rock Dirty
Book 4: Rock Sweet
Book 5: Rock Wild
Book 6: Rock Free
PARA-OPS PARANORMAL ROMANTIC SUSPENSE SERIES
Book 1: Knox: Chosen by Blood
Book 2: Wraith: Chosen by Fate
Book 3: Dex: Chosen by Sin
About the Author
Virna DePaul is a New York Times and USA Today bestselling author of steamy, suspenseful fiction. Whether it’s vampires, a Para-Ops team, hot cops or swoon-worthy identical twin brothers, her stories center around complex individuals willing to overcome incredible odds for love. Bedding The Wrong Brother, which begins the Bedding The Bachelors Series, is a #1 Bestselling Contemporary Romance and a USA Today Bestseller.
Virna loves to hear from readers at www.virnadepaul.com.
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