by Marco Pallis
Center: Marpa the Translator, father of the Kagyü school.
Clockwise from top: Vajradhara Buddha with two Indian gurus, Gampopa, Mahakala (the Protector), Karmapa, Vajra Yogini (female divinity), and Milarepa.
DRAWN BY SHERAB PALDEN BERU.
BORN IN TIBET
by
CHÖGYAM TRUNGPA
The eleventh TRUNGPA TULKU
as told to
ESMÉ CRAMER ROBERTS
With Forewords by
THE SAKYONG MIPHAM RINPOCHE
and
MARCO PALLIS
Fourth Edition
SHAMBHALA
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2010
To my Mother and motherland
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Epilogue © 1977 by Chögyam Trungpa
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Trungpa, Chögyam, 1939–
Born in Tibet.
Reprint. Originally published: Boulder, Colo.: Shambhala, 1977, c1966.
Includes index.
1. Trungpa, Chogyam, 1939–. 2. Lamas—China—Tibet—Biography. I. Roberts, Esmé Cramer. II. Title.
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CONTENTS
FOREWORD TO THE 1995 EDITION
FOREWORD TO THE 1977 EDITION
ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
How to Pronounce Tibetan Names and Words
1. Found and Enthroned
2. The Founding of Surmang
3. Dütsi Tel and Namgyal Tse
4. My Childhood at Dütsi Tel
5. In the Steps of the Tenth Trungpa
6. I Go to My Guru
7. Death, Duties and a Vision
8. A Many-Sided Training
9. The Dalai Lama’s Visit
10. Khampas in Revolt
11. Lonely Vocation
12. Into Hiding
13. Must We Escape?
14. It Must Be India
15. Refugees on the Move
16. Traveling the Hard Way
17. Days of Crisis
18. Touch and Go!
19. Across the Himalaya
Song of the Wanderer in Powo Valley
Epilogue to the 1977 Edition
Epilogue to the 1971 Edition
APPENDIX 1 The Administration of the Kagyü Monasteries of East Tibet
APPENDIX 2 The Doctrine of Tulkus
GLOSSARY
INDEX
Foreword to the 1995 Edition
WHEN I THINK back upon my father’s life, it amazes me how much he accomplished in such a short time. He was only forty-eight years old when he passed away, but within that time, the experiences he had and the people he encountered were as varied and rich as if he had lived for hundreds of years.
Often people would ask him how he was able to adapt to so many diverse cultures, and how he was able to deal with the tremendous hardships of his life. Always his answer would be that it was due to the rigorous traditional training and education that he received in Tibet while he was young. It might appear to the reader that the Tibet of Chögyam Trungpa’s youth was medieval; it seems so distant from today’s modern world, and so harsh. Ironically, however, it was that very training, with its simplicity and realness, that gave him the foundation that enabled him to relate with this modern world.
My father had two distinct roles in his life, corresponding with the periods of his life spent in the East and the West. During the first part of his life, since he was recognized as the incarnation of a famous teacher, people had high expectations of him. Many of the lamas and monks at the monastery were quite concerned that he be able to fit into his traditional role and continue the work of his predecessor. He very much had to fulfill the ambitions of the monastic community, as well as those of the laypeople of his religion.
Once he left Tibet, his role was quite different—almost totally the opposite. In the West, very few people knew much about Buddhism as a whole, and they knew even less about the role of a lama, a spiritual teacher. People had little basis for any kind of expectations. In many ways, this was incredibly liberating for Chögyam Trungpa, and in fact it enabled him to become one of the most prominent Buddhist teachers of his time. His unique gift was that he was able to synthesize the ancient wisdom of Buddhism and transmit it to the West in a clear and concise way that was both meaningful and refreshing—so much so that a new generation of Western practitioners was born.
Born in Tibet is a unique book, one that I personally have always loved to read. It is not just a historical document, a book about Tibetan culture, but it reveals many subtleties of what that life was actually like. It shows the spiritual development of teacher and disciple, and it illustrates the humanness that everyone possesses, regardless of culture, and the politics that come about from that.
Even though my father was not particularly a nostalgic person, he had tremendous pride in his Tibetan heritage, which he transmitted to me in various ways. Occasionally in the middle of the night, we would prepare bandit soup together. This was one of his favorite Tibetan delicacies, which was simply raw meat with hot water poured over it.
Knowing the tremendous hardships and challenges that confronted Chögyam Trungpa, and how he was able to overcome them through his courage, humor, and his faith in the spiritual disciplines of Tibet, I have always found this book inspiring. I hope that you too may be inspired by his example, and that this book will continue to benefit numberless beings.
THE SAKYONG MIPHAM RINPOCHE
November 25, 1994
Karmê Chöling
Foreword to the 1977 Edition
STORIES OF ESCAPE have always enlisted the sympathy of normal human beings; no generous heart but will beat faster as the fugitives from civil or religious persecution approach the critical moment that will, for them, spell captivity or death, or else the freedom they are seeking. The present age has been more than usually prodigal in such happenings, if only for the reason that in this twentieth century of ours, for all the talk about “human rights,” the area of oppression, whether as a result of foreign domination or native tyranny, has extended beyond all that has ever been recorded in the past. One of the side effects of modern technology has been to place in the hands of those who control the machinery of government a range of coercive apparatus undreamed of by any ancient despotism. It is not only such obvious means of intimidation as machine guns or concentration camps that count; such a petty product of the printing press as an identity card, by making it easy for the authorities to keep constant watch on everybody’s movements, represents in the long run a still more effective curb on liberty. In Tibet, for instance, the introduction of such a system by the Chinese Communists, following the abortive rising of 1959, and its application to food rationing has been one of the principal means of keeping the whole population in subjection and compelling them to do the work decreed by their foreign overlords. Formerly Tibet was a country where, though simple living was the rule, serious shortage of necessities had been unknown: Thus, one of the most contented portions of the
world has been reduced to misery, with many of its people, like the author of the present book, choosing exile rather than remain in their own homes under conditions where no man, and especially no young person, is any longer allowed to call his mind his own.
Hostile propaganda, playing on slogan-ridden prejudice, has made much of the fact that a large proportion of the peasantry, in the old Tibet, stood in the relation of feudal allegiance to the great land-owning families or also to monasteries endowed with landed estates; it has been less generally known that many other peasants were small holders, owning their own farms, to whom must be added the nomads of the northern prairies, whose lives knew scarcely any restrictions other than those imposed by a hard climate and by the periodic need to seek fresh pasturage for their yaks and sheep. In fact all three systems, feudal tenure, individual peasant proprietorship and nomadism have always existed side by side in the Tibetan lands; of the former all one need say is that it naturally would depend, for its effective working, on the regular presence of the landowner and his family among their own people; in any such case, absenteeism is bound to sap the essential human relationship, bringing other troubles in its train. In central Tibet a tendency on the part of too many of the secular owners to stop in Lhasa, with occasional outings down to India, had latterly become apparent and this was to be accounted a danger sign; further east, in the country of Kham to which the author belongs, unimpaired patriarchal institutions prevailed as of old and no one wished things otherwise. Of the country as a whole it can be said that, generally speaking, the traditional arrangements worked in such a way that basic material needs were adequately met, life was full of interest at every social level, while the Buddhist ideal absorbed everyone’s intellectual and moral aspirations at all possible degrees, from that of popular piety to spirituality of unfathomable depth and purity. By and large, Tibetan society was a unanimous society in which, however, great freedom of viewpoint prevailed and also a strong feeling for personal freedom which, however, did not conflict with, but was complementary to, a no less innate feeling for order.
At the same time, it must not be supposed that the Tibetans had developed—or had any occasion to develop—an ideology of liberty of the type familiar in the West: A Tibetan experiences freedom (like any other desirable state, moreover) “concretely,” that is to say through his being rather than through its conceptual image in his thinking mind. The presence or absence of interference in his life tells him how far he is or is not a free man and he feels little need to call in abstract criteria for the sake of defining his own condition. By nature and habit he is “down to earth,” hence also his preference for an almost material phraseology when trying to express the most subtle metaphysical and spiritual truths; that is why our word philosophy is but rarely appropriate in a Tibetan context. Whatever a Tibetan undertakes, he will do it wholeheartedly and when the wish to do that thing leaves him he will banish it just as completely from his thoughts. The same holds good for the religious life; by comparison with many of us, an average Tibetan finds contemplative concentration, with its parallel exclusion of irrelevant thinking, easy: The reader need not be surprised, when he comes to the description of the author’s early training under various teachers, at the unswerving singlemindedness shown by one so young. In Tibet this is a normal attitude for one of his kind.
Another characteristic common to Tibetans of all types, not unconnected with the ones already mentioned, is their love of trekking and camping. Every Tibetan seems to have a nomadic streak in him and is never happier than when moving, on ponyback or, if he is a poor man, on foot through an unpeopled countryside in close communion with untamed nature; rapid travel would be no travel, as far as this quality of experience is concerned. Here again, one sees how a certain kind of life helps to foster the habit of inward recollection as well as that sense of kinship with animals, birds, and trees which is so deeply rooted in the Tibetan soul.
Tibetans on the whole are strangers to the kind of sophistry that in one breath will argue in favor of human brotherhood and of the irresponsible exploitation of all man’s fellow beings in order to serve that interest reduced to its most shortsightedly material aspect. As Buddhists they know that all are in the same boat, tossed together on the ocean of birth and death and subject to a selfsame fatality. Therefore, for those who understand this truth, compassion is indivisible; failure in one respect will, unfailingly, instill poison into everything else. This is not some abstruse idea reserved for monks or lamas; people of the humblest degree are aware of it, though the saints exemplify it more brightly. It is one of the great joys of being in Tibet to witness the results of this human attitude in the lack of fear displayed by bird and beast in all parts of the country. Admittedly most Tibetans, though averse to hunting or fishing, are meat eaters and could hardly be otherwise in a land of such prolonged winters where in any case the range of available foodstuffs is very limited. Nevertheless this fact is accounted a cause for regret; no one tries to prove that it is completely innocent and devoid of spiritually negative results. It is a common practice for people to abstain from the fruit of slaughter on certain days, as a kind of token of intent; while anyone who succeeds in keeping off meat altogether, as in the case of certain lamas and ascetics, will invariably earn praise for doing so.
It is hard to believe that if such an atittude were more general the prospects of peace on Earth would not be that much brighter. If one wishes to pull up the taproot of war one has to seek it at a level far deeper than that of social or political events. Every Tibetan faithful to his tradition knows this plainly; it is only when he adopts the ways of our civilization that he will begin to forget this truth, together with many other things.
It may perhaps now help the reader to be told something about the historical background of the present story, with particular emphasis on such events as affected conditions in eastern Tibet during the period just prior to the time when the author’s personal narrative starts.
After the Chinese Revolution of 1912, when the Manchu dynasty fell, the suzerainty the Emperor had exercised in this country (since 1720) was repudiated by the Tibetans; Chinese influence in Tibet had in any case been dwindling all through the nineteenth century. Not long before the fall of the Manchus, their last viceroy in the westerly Chinese province of Szechuan, Chao Erfeng, a hard and ambitious man, made an attempt (the first of its kind) to bring Tibet under direct Chinese administration; his troops occupied Lhasa in 1910. When the empire collapsed, however, giving way to a republic, the Tibetans rose and drove out the Chinese garrisons from the two central provinces of Ü and Tsang; Tibetan national independence in its latest phase dates from that time. Moreover, a further extension of the territory governed from Lhasa took place in 1918, when Tibetan forces succeeded in occupying the western part of Kham which thenceforth remained as a province of Tibet with its administrative center at Chamdo, a place often referred to in the pages to follow.
The new Sino-Tibetan boundary consequently ran through the middle of the Khampa country, with people of Tibetan race, that is to say, dwelling on both sides of it; but paradoxically it was those districts that remained nominally under China that enjoyed the most untrammelled independence in practice. Occasional interference from neighboring Chinese “warlords” apart, the local principalities, akin to small Alpine cantons, which provided the typical form of organization for a valley, or complex of valleys, in this region were left so free to manage their own affairs that people there must have been practially unconscious of, and equally indifferent to, the fact that, in the atlases of the world, their lands were colored yellow as forming part of greater China. Under these conditions, which went back a long time, the Khampas had developed a peculiar sense of local independence which needs to be understood if one is to grasp the significance of many of the events mentioned in this book.
By comparison with the districts still attached to China, the part of Kham governed by Lhasa-appointed officials felt, if anything, less free; which does not mean, howe
ver, that the Khampas were lacking in loyalty to the Dalai Lama, as spiritual sovereign of all the Tibetan peoples: They were second to none in this respect. Only they did not see why an unbounded devotion to his sacred person need imply any willingness to surrender jealously treasured liberties at the bidding of others acting in his name. In their own country the Khampas much preferred the authority of their own chieftains (“kings” as the author describes them), personally known to everyone; laws or levies imposed from a distant center was not a thing of which they could recognize the necessity, for their own valleys had always run their own affairs quite successfully on the basis of a self-contained economy and from their point of view nothing was to be gained, and much lost, by exchanging the old, homely arrangements for control by the nominees of a capital that lay in another province far to the west. Besides, some of the governors sent to Chamdo made matters worse by extorting from the local inhabitants more perquisites than what long-established custom would sanction. When the Chinese invaded Tibet in October 1950 they were at first able to exploit these discontents in their own favor by saying they would put an end to the exactions of the Tibetan officials. It was not till afterward that the clansmen of those parts realized, too late, that the change from capricious harassment to a meticulously calculated squeezing had not worked out to their advantage. It is hardly surprising that when eventually popular exasperation at Communist interference broke out in armed revolt it was the Khampas who bore the brunt of the patriotic movement and provided its most daring leaders.
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It is hoped that enough has now been said by way of setting the stage for the Lama Trungpa’s reminiscences: Those are given with typically Tibetan matter-of-factness; he neither tries to feed the reader with opinions nor does he, for the sake of logical coherence, introduce information gathered after the event; the inevitable gaps in one man’s experience are left, just as they were, unfilled. All the author does is to relate whatever he himself saw, heard, and said; as each day brought its fresh needs and opportunities, he describes how he tried to act, adding nothing and omitting nothing—the lama obviously has a most retentive memory for detail. Surely this way of presenting facts makes the documentary value of such a chronicle all the greater, illustrating, as it does, all the hesitations and uncertainties of a situation no one was prepared for, the doubts, the changes of plan, the conflicts of advice, out of which gradually grows the firm resolve, carrying out of which forms the second and most dramatic part of the book.
