by K. T Fisher
Rockstar's Angel
by K.T. Fisher
Rockstar's Angel
(Book 3 in the Decoy Series)
Copyright @2014 Kellie Fisher
Cover art @2014 CT COVER CREATIONS
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This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places and incidents are either the product of the author's imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to any actual persons living or dead, businesses and events or locales are entirely coincidental.
Contents
Prologue
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter Fifteen
Chapter 16
Chapter Seventeen
Chapter Eighteen
Chapter Nineteen
Chapter Twenty
Chapter Twenty-One
Chapter Twenty-Two
Chapter Twenty-Three
Epilogue
Prologue
Tanya
As soon as Kendal took me backstage at her boyfriends bands show and I met the gorgeous drummer Leo, I knew I was in for trouble. I knew that of the four men in the dressing room, Leo was the drummer. The other guys were toned and lean, but Leo had an upper body that had me melting on the inside. His leather trousers and black tight shirt moulded over every delicious muscle on his arms and chest. He had dirty dark blonde hair that looked an organized mess, but was sexy as hell, and the brightest blue eyes that made him look young and playful.
Rather than nodding his head to say hello when he saw me, Leo came straight up, swallowing me in a tight embrace. "Welcome to the group angel."
I frowned against his hard chest. "Angel?"
He pulled me back so he could look me right in the eye. "Yeah, a beautiful girl like you with hair so blonde, you look like an angel."
He walked away, oblivious to the fact he'd paid me the best compliment I'd ever had from a guy. He left me standing at the backstage door, gawping at his back whilst he made his way to the stage. Kendal suddenly stood in my line of view, arms folded, shaking her head. "Be careful."
I shook my head, getting rid of the naked fantasy I was currently imagining. "Huh?"
Kendal laughed at me. "I love the guy like he's my brother, but he's a player Tan. Just be careful"
Kendal didn't understand. It was too late; I was already lusting after the playboy drummer. Watching him on stage pounding those drums only made my desire for him grow. I was definitely in trouble.
Five months later, I was still often fantasizing in secret about Leo pinning me down, embracing me with those powerful arms, and kissing me passionately. I couldn't let anyone know how unhealthy my obsession for him had become. I would watch while he banged away at his drums, before running into the filthy little arms of his groupies. I hated those girls, but when they held all of Leo's attention as he walked off with them, I wanted to be one of them. I wanted Leo to look at me in the same way. He flirted with me most of the time, but so did the other guys, apart from Jax of course. If I didn't love Kendal so much I would be all up in Jax's shit. The man I was crazy in lust with was presently walking towards the backstage area with a dark haired beauty who was way too skinny and barely dressed. I was sick of watching this shit. I walked up to a good looking guy, needing to get my mind off Leo and what he'd be getting up to with the skank, and gave him all of my attention. I didn't used to put out with guys I meet in a club but it's funny that just lately I've started doing that. Whenever I see Leo disappear with a skank I have a sudden desire to jump the first good looking guy I see.
A couple more months pass by with yet more fantasizing about Leo and I. Tonight Kendal has planned a night out for us all. She loves it when we're all together. It's no easy task for her seeing as our guys hate Jax's guys. We went to a great club and I dressed in one of my favourite short, sexy and sparkly dresses. I was in a great mood and didn't want to get myself in a bad one by watching Leo pay attention to a girl who wasn't me. The solution was to get drunk and start dancing with a very sexy man, who had tattoos and a great face. Not as good looking as Leo, but still, he'd do. I was having a great time until someone stepped in.
Leo
I couldn't just stand here watching Tanya dance with some wannabe; she's worth so much more than that. She deserved better than me, but that didn't mean I wasn't going to stop this situation from happening. Everyone else was way too wasted to notice me stalk over in Tanya's direction. Fucking hell, she looked hot tonight. Most of the time, I drown myself in worthless groupies to avoid approaching Tanya and fucking everything up. She's Kendal's best friend and if I hurt Tanya, then I'd be hurting Kendal too. Not that I want to hurt Tanya, she deserves the best and that sure as fuck isn't me. Tonight I just can't help myself, so I interrupt. "You mind if I dance with my girl?"
Calling Tanya my girl felt so much better than it should have. I want her to be my girl, lay her down in my bed and claim her as she screams my name. I don't want to ruin what we have, and I tend to fuck up a lot of things. The man she's dancing with immediately stops, stepping away from Tanya. It feels better than it should no longer seeing his filthy hands on her body. Fucking little pussy walks away without saying a word. I look back down at Tanya and see she has her nose wrinkled, watching the man she was dancing with talking to another girl. Her voice is slightly slurred when she talks. "I'm so glad I didn't end up sleeping with that."
I stand where the pussy was standing before, reaching to hold onto her waist. "And why's that angel?"
"Weak men are a turn off." I hold myself back, to prevent myself from bursting out laughing. Tanya is adorable and I'm also fucking glad she didn't sleep with the douche bag. The thought of her perfect creamy legs wrapped around his body had me raging with so much anger it scared me. Tanya is dangerous.
Tanya
Holy shit! Leo is standing right in front of me, his large hands on my hips. I can understand why that weak excuse for a man walked away without saying a single word. Who wouldn't feel intimidated at the sight of Leo when he cut in?
I didn't miss the fact that he called me his girl! I had to stop myself from doing the happy girl dance in front of him and embarrassing myself.
"You wanna dance sweetheart?" I silently nod my head. I can't speak. Leo wouldn't want to hear me scream "Of fucking course I want to dance. I've been waiting forever to dance with you. Hold me tight, never let go." I think I'd freak him out a little if I shouted that at him, no matter how badly I want to.
For the rest of the night I dance in Leo's arms, my body hyper-aware of where his hands are. I could feel his hardness against my backside as I danced against him, knowing I was affecting him. I couldn't tell you how happy that made me. Leo grabbed my waist tightly, turning me around to face him, before I could think his mouth was on mine. I quickly accepted and melted into him. Boy could he kiss! I was quivering with need from his kiss, and when he growled against my lips; I nearly combusted right there and then.
We managed to sneak away to the tiny little apartment he shared with the band. We walked through the door, tangled in each other, practically eating each other's faces. I couldn't believe I was finally here. The dancing back at the club, along with months of sexual build up had been building to this moment, my filthy fantasies were finally
going to become a reality.
Leo shut the door, pushing me against the wall of the small hallway, kissing me with more passion than I could have imagined. I couldn't believe this was finally happening.
Leo
I don't know what it is about Tanya but she gets to me like no other girl ever has. When she'd started grinding her sexy little ass on the guy she was dancing with, I put all rational thinking behind me, I had to have her tonight. Enough of fucking waiting!
I grab Tanya's legs and she wraps them around me as I walk into my room. I kick the door shut behind me without leaving her soft lips. Gently laying her down on my bed, I begin to slowly undress her; which won't take long as all she has on is that little dress. I'm pleased to discover she's only wearing a tiny thong under it. No bra.
Fucking yes!
Tanya's body is truly amazing; I need to feel every single part of her body. I've been dying to touch her little curves since the day I first met her. I slowly pull down the thin straps that make up her thong, planting soft kisses on her legs as I go. When that's removed I can't stop, I kiss every inch of her skin. I don't know what I'm doing; I’ve never wanted to treat a girl like this before. I want to treasure every part of her, her long shaped legs, her flawless stomach. I pay special attention to her perky breasts, receiving moans of pleasure from Tanya as I lick around her hardened nipples. I trail my tongue down her body. When I get in between her legs she's already dripping wet with desire. I bring her to orgasm with my tongue twice because I fucking love the sweet taste of her, then I let myself slide inside her. "Fuuuuck!" I moan as her walls tighten around me. Accepting me. "Fucking hell baby, you feel amazing."
I grind in and out of her, clenching my jaw tightly, she feels unbelievable. Tanya is so fucking tight I'm sure I'm going to explode any second. I'm trying my best to not let this end too quickly, but fuck, she feels amazing. I don't want to let her out of this room. I can keep her to myself, I don't want any other man to find this heaven I've just discovered. "Oh god Leo!"
If Tanya doesn't stop moaning like that I'm scared I'll finish quicker than I want to. For months, all I've been thinking about is how good it would be to be inside her sweet body; I want to savour the experience. The whole time Tanya is clawing at me, screaming my name. My balls want to explode violently inside her. I want to make her climax at least one more time before I have mine. When I finally empty myself inside her, I've given her four orgasms. I'm not a vain man but I'd say that was a fan-fucking-tastic night.
I look down at Tanya as she sleeps beside me. She truly does look like an angel. I know for sure that last night will not be my last time with Tanya; I want her all over again already.
Tanya
I wake up half lying across Leo's hard, naked chest, I have a second of blankness before I remember the events of last night.
Fucking hell, Leo is a sex god! I've been with a few men in my twenty years, but none of them made me feel like Leo did last night. Holy crap, He's in a league of his own. Only a few men have managed to bring me to orgasm before they finished, but Leo did. He out did himself! Not only did he make me come before he did, but he gave me four, yes you heard me, four orgasms! No wonder I fell into a soundless sleep in his arms. I practically passed out from pleasure.
I peel myself away from Leo as unsure feelings swirl around me. Leo and I are friends; we share mutual friends, spending a lot of time together because of them, but what will happen now?
Do we tell our friends?
I can't see us doing that, so that leaves us saying nothing and keeping quiet.
Will it be back to normal for me and Leo, or will it be painful and awkward?
God I hope it's not going to be awkward between us. Not only am I not sure how I feel about Leo, but he's a great friend and I don't want to lose that. I do know one thing for certain though; after last night I'm scared my lustful feelings for this man could be turning into something more. That scares the ever living shit out of me. I'm totally and utterly fucked. Leo doesn't strike me as a commitment type of guy; he won't want to be in an honest relationship with me. He loves his freedom and his groupies too much. This can only lead to one thing, me being hurt. Kendal was right, I should have been more careful around Leo. I shouldn't have crossed the line. The line that was huge with big flashing lights, screaming DON'T SLEEP WITH LEO! But I ignored the flashing, screaming warning and danced with him. I definitely shouldn't have come back to his place.
I slowly sit up, wincing at the soreness between my legs. I'm not going to be forgetting Leo was there anytime soon, not that I could forget a night like that! I quietly get dressed as Leo sleeps, I manage to do it without waking him, but as I'm about to open his bedroom door and run out of here I hear him call my name. I turn slowly, he's looking at me in sleepy confusion.God he looks adorable, how can a big, rough looking man be so adorable? But Leo does, he's leaning up on his elbows, the sheet has fallen from his chest and I can see every delicious line of muscle. "Where you going babe?"
His voice is husky from sleep and sounds sexy as hell; I try to tear my eyes away from the bulging muscles on his naked chest. It's no use; I can't look away from a sight like that. I wouldn't be a man loving woman if I did. I swallow hard, gathering the strength to not charge at him like a crazy woman and say what I need to. "I'm going home."
Leo looks at the time and frowns. "Already?"
"Yeah, I need to get back. Look, I don't think we should tell anyone about this. I don't want anything to change between us." The last thing I need is Kendal on my back for ignoring her warning, but what I'm most scared of is Leo changing towards me. I don't want him to treat me like one of his groupies. Leo doesn't give groupies a second glance after he has had his fill of them, I don't want that to happen to me.
Leo's frown deepens and he nods. "Fine."
"OK." I leave feeling like shit. Leo didn't look pleased when I left, I hope he understood what I was trying to say. I couldn't stick around and ask. I needed to leave before anyone saw me.
***
Another couple of months pass by and I'm pleased to say that not much has changed in mine and Leo's friendship. He still flirts openly with me and there's no awkwardness. I thought he'd hate me after the way I left his place, I'm so glad he doesn't. The only thing that has changed are the sneaky little gropes and touches Leo manages to get in when no one is looking, and the few nights we have been able to spend together. It makes me feel better that Leo doesn't treat me like one of his groupies, he actually comes back to me. I know I shouldn't be going back to him, I know I'm securing my own heartbreak, but how can I turn him down?
I don't think that's a possibility for me. I'm pleased to report that each night spent with Leo is as crazily passionate as the first time. The hurtful part being that Leo still acts like the playboy he is. We may have spent some explosive nights together, but he still goes straight back to the skanky groupies when he gets off stage or even when we're out with our friends. I shouldn't let it get to me, but I can't help it. My feelings are growing for him the more nights we spend together. I get so angry at him when I watch him with other girls. How can he treat me like this and why am I fucking letting him? He's treating me like one of his fucking skanks, not disrespecting me in leaving me and not turning back, but it hurts just as badly when I have to watch him giving another girl the attention I want. When he walks over to me and whispers into my ear, I forget my anger and spend yet another night with him. I truly am in too deeply where Leo is concerned.
One night I go to one of Decoy's local gigs with Kendal. I love watching them play, but I hate seeing the pathetic groupies. They literally beg the guys to fuck them. Jax gets the worst of it, and I don't know how Kendal copes with it. I hate having to watch girls swarm around Leo, but he's not mine, giving me no right to be jealous. But I am. I watch Leo as sweat drips off him, pounding on the drums. His shirt clings to him, and I feel every hit of the drum as he strikes his hand down hard. I'm staring at him as he looks straight up at me and winks. I can m
ake out his tongue as he runs it along his bottom lip; it lights a fire inside of me. I know exactly what wonderful things that tongue of his can do. It was quick, but I saw it and Leo knows it. The screaming from the groupies brings me back into focus and I see Leo wink at a girl at the front of the stage, which pisses me off. Well if Leo can do it, why can't I?
Leo
That was one awesome gig and the crowd was going wild. We're getting closer to making it, I can feel it.
I walk out from backstage, having changed out of my sweaty clothes; the first thing I see is a wannabe Goth dancing with Tanya. I want to be the one she dances with, I want to be touching that sweet little body of hers, not that fucker. Instead of stopping whatever is going to happen, I decide to go to the bar and try and ignore the way Tanya's body is calling me. She's not my girl so why should I give a fuck what she does?
An hour later, when everyone else is too busy to notice, I walk over to them in the corner. The Goth has his hands all over Tanya, kissing her soft mouth. I immediately see red. When I reach them I don't even think about what I'm doing. I yank him away from her, ignoring Tanya's gasp of surprise. The Goth glares at me until he realizes who I am. "Hey, cool set man." I ignore him and look to Tanya, fucking hell she's gorgeous. In this light her hair looks white; my angel. Tanya's eyes are wide as she looks from the Goth then back to me. "Shit, this chick is your pussy tonight? I didn't know, sorry man."
