"If I'm the kind of person you have to fix..." She breathed in deep through her nose. "Do you really think you want to be with someone needy like me? In the long run?"
That was what she thought?
"Honey..." He really needed to touch her. She was still so wound up, her shoulders hunched, her stance tense.
He took his hands out of his pockets and held them out, palms upraised.
She hesitated. He waited.
And then she unwound her arms from around her middle and tentatively placed her palms in his.
"I'm not some perfect person," he started. "Sometimes I need help, too. We all do. After my parents died, I fell into a black hole. I couldn't eat. Couldn't sleep. It took Mallory and a therapist to pull me out of that gully of grief. I still get stuck in the mud of it sometimes. Like yesterday."
He squeezed her hands gently. "If I've got money in the bank, and I can help you, then I want to. That's what—" He re-adjusted mid-sentence. "That's what friends do." He'd almost said, that's what people who love each other do.
She frowned down at their linked hands. "So you give me money and I give you emotional support," she asked skeptically.
He shook her hands. "I would have given up anything—any amount of cash, my own life—to have my parents back. They were amazing—the love they shared was so strong... That's what I think you and I can have."
After too many seconds, she looked up at him with uncertainty, hope. And then she closed her eyes. She pulled her hands away and retreated. All the way into the living room, leaving him standing alone in the kitchen.
Delaney stood in front of the Christmas tree, arms again around her middle, hands clasping her elbows.
She felt as if she would fly apart at any moment.
What Cash was offering... She wanted it. So badly.
To lean on him. Let him bear some of her burdens. Not even the money, though that was nice. The man, standing beside her. Holding her hand when she had a tough meeting with one of Evan's doctors.
She'd been alone since Jonah's death. Even before that, she hadn't felt she could trust him with her most tender feelings, her fears.
What Cash was asking her to share was maybe the scariest thing she'd ever done.
She didn't know if she could.
She didn't have to turn around to know the moment he walked into the room behind her. Would she always carry this awareness of him?
He came closer, stood behind her. Not touching.
He cleared his throat. "Do you want me to leave?"
She squeezed her eyes closed against the colorful glow of the tree lights.
"Do you remember when you were a kid?" she whispered in answer. "It was so easy to believe that Christmas could bring miracles. Real ones."
He was so close she could feel the warmth from his big body. Still, he didn't touch her.
She opened her eyes, and the colorful lights blurred through the tears that gathered in her eyes. "Last year, Evan had just been diagnosed. All I wanted for Christmas was for my boy to live."
Cash was quiet. Listening.
"I don't know if I can believe in Christmas miracles anymore," she admitted in a whisper.
"Do you want to?"
She turned and found him there. It was easy to burrow into his arms, easier than she'd thought it would be. She pressed her face into his shoulder. Nodded.
She wanted to believe. "I'm scared," she whispered into his shirt.
He held her tightly, one big hand cupping the back of her head. "Then I'll believe enough for the both of us. For now."
He held her until her quaking stopped. Until her breathing evened out and the tears that had threatened passed.
He kissed her temple. "We had a good day, didn't we?" His words were murmured into her hair.
"Yes, but—"
He waited for her to finish.
"But Christmas is an anomaly,” she said. “Tomorrow, I'll go back to work. Things will go back to normal."
And she was afraid he wouldn't like her normal.
"We'll make it work," he said. "I'm not going back to Austin for a job. Not yet." He kissed her ear this time. "I can cart Evan to some of his appointments. Pick him up from school. Make dinner. Keep hounding you to let me pay some of his medical bills."
She squeezed her eyes closed against another onset of tears.
"Why?" she choked out.
"Because you're it for me."
He gently nudged her chin up with one hand. She opened her eyes, and a tear fell, dripping down her cheek. He caught it with his thumb.
"You don't even know me," she whispered.
"I know enough. My dad believed in love at first sight, because he'd experienced it. Now I have, too."
Love.
He'd said the word. The one that seemed impossible. It wasn't possible, was it?
His hand slid to cup her jaw. "Is there any chance Evan is going to wake up and interrupt us again?"
His intent was clear. He was going to kiss her. She wanted him to.
"There's always a chance." It was the reality of life with a child.
One corner of his lip quirked. "I'll risk it."
This time when his lips brushed hers, all thought fled. Everything except the heat of his mouth, the taste of him, the feel of his hand at her waist.
She didn't want to be anywhere else.
She was going to take the risk, too.
When he'd made her appropriately breathless, he moved back to brush a kiss on her cheek. "I'm falling in love with you," he whispered.
Her soul took flight, and powerful emotion spiraled through her. So sweet that she had to close her eyes against it.
He kissed her jaw. "I'll keep saying it until you believe, too."
"Okay," she agreed in a whisper.
And it was enough, because he kissed her again.
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