by Lauren Wood
“You’re mistaken Matt. That’s not what I’m doing at all. I know that I could have it if I wanted it.”
We both knew that it was true, but Matt didn’t want to talk about it. He wanted what I did. His eyes were spamming out the same message, so I wasn’t sure what was going to come of it. I tried to figure it out, but I just didn’t know.
Matt moved towards me, blocking my body from moving away from him. I was pressed against the counter without anywhere to go. He was so close to me, his lips inches from mine and my heart was going at a rapid rate. I wanted him to kiss me so badly that when he didn’t right away, I turned towards him and moved closer.
Our lips never touched because the baby started to cry, and Matt let out an aggravated breath.
“Why don’t you finish here, and I will feed him. It’s about time, huh?”
Matt agreed, but I was barely able to think straight. This was a lot harder than I thought it would be and I was thankful for the distraction. It was clear that one was needed before I did something that I knew I was going to regret later. Being with Matt too soon may very well lead to a disaster, so I was still holding out if I could. I didn’t want to be with him if he was married, whether Nadia was here or not. Right now, he belonged to someone else and I was going to have to keep that fact in mind, so I didn’t slip up.
Coming back into the kitchen, I was dressed, and I was sad to see that Matt had put his shirt back on. He was always quite a sight and I didn’t mind seeing it almost ever. There was something about him that turned me on and this was one of those times that it was working for me.
I’d decided on some skimpy shorts with no panties, so he could see the bottom of my ass cheeks and a top that was a bit bigger than it needed to be on top. It would let my tits jiggle around with a bra on. I don’t know why, but I was bound and determined to tease him and mess with his head as much as he was messing with my head. I don’t know if he meant to or not, but it didn’t matter. Either way, I wanted some revenge or something, just not really one hundred percent sure what.
The moment that Matt saw what I was wearing was priceless. His eyes were on the hard nipples that poked out from the slightly wet shirt. I let my hair drip onto my shirt a little bit to make it easier to see through. I was on a mission and I could tell that I was already getting somewhere.
“Is it ready?”
“Huh, what ready?”
“The food. You made dinner, remember?”
“I can’t remember anything now. What’s my name again?”
I smacked his shoulder and told him to stop playing. The fun part was that I could tell that he wasn’t. His eyes were on me and it turned me on to no end. There was something in the darkness of his depths that I liked to see very much. I wanted him to really see me and I could tell that he was seeing me all right.
“Matt don’t be silly. I’m starving. Can we eat?”
He agreed, but still didn’t make a move. I walked around him and went to the table, grabbing the pot and putting it on the table.
Matt sat down as well, but he was quiet for a time and I just let him be. It was nice to see him so bothered and my little plan was working, though I hadn’t really thought about what it was going to be like to have his eyes on me like they were. He was sitting across from me and my tits were on full display. The man hadn’t made a move to do anything and even when I ladled it out into the bowls, I got nothing back. He wasn’t going to be a good conversationalist tonight it would seem.
“Are you okay?”
“I can’t do this anymore.”
“What?”
I had a smile on my face, but I didn’t like where this was going.
“This, you like that and me not being able to touch you. I can’t keep doing this. You’re driving me insane Anna. I just want you to know that.”
There, was that so hard?
Matt
She was just looking at me with this smile on her face that I didn’t quite understand. There was so much about this that I didn’t get, and I needed to know what to do. Anna was looking at me with those bedroom eyes of hers, but I’d mistaken that look several times before. She wanted it, but Anna still wasn’t giving into those desires, so I was stuck in the middle, waiting and wondering what it all meant. I don’t know how much longer I was going to be able to do this.
“Well are you going to say something?”
Anna hadn’t said a word since I put it all out there and it was hard to not have any response. Even if it was to tell me that I was wrong, something was better than that grin she had on her face.
“It’s good to know that you’re bothered Matt.”
I blew out a breath and stared her down. She giggled, unfazed and asked me to pass the salt. I did so and let our hands brush together. I knew her weaknesses and I was going to push the issue for once. I’d been good, but no more. It was becoming apparent that she wasn’t being good. She was trying to mess with my head and Anna was doing a damn good job of it.
The stew needed some sour cream and I brought it around to her, putting my arms on either side of her chair so that I was surrounding her. I wanted Anna to be reminded what it was like to be in my arms. I was sure that she would soon see that fighting this was only a waste of time. There was nothing that was going to stop what was already in motion. She was just being stubborn.
“Would you like anything else?”
I whispered it in her ear, my lips just a tiny fraction of an inch away from her lobe. I felt her shiver and I smiled to myself as I asked her again because she hadn’t answered me.
“No, that’s good Matt, thanks.”
I cursed her self will. She obviously had more than I did and that wouldn’t bother me, except that I wished she was as needful as I was. It would make things a hell of a lot easier if that were the case.
Sitting back across from her, I could see that Anna was paying a lot more attention to the plate that was in front of her. I wanted to see if she would be willing to at least try something with me, but she wouldn’t even meet my gaze. It was hard to figure out where she was mentally when I couldn’t see her eyes.
“Anna?”
“Yeah?”
She was looking towards Mathew sleeping in the swing.
“Don’t you think we should talk about this?”
“What?”
“The fact that we are both horny and you’re refusing to give in. It would make everything so much easier.”
“Huh?”
I chuckled. At least I’d finally gotten her attention.
“What did you say?”
“Let’s fuck Anna. This is crazy. I’m dying over here, and I know that you’re just as wet as you were the first time I touched you. Who are you trying to convince here?”
She didn’t have an answer, but I could see that I was on the right track. Maybe the direct approach was the way to do this.
“I’m not dying and I’m not wet.”
I was about to call her bluff on that and I got up. She put her hand up to ward me off and laughed. “Okay, maybe I’m one of those things, but this is how it has to be until you’re divorced.”
I growled at her and she looked away nervous. I was ready to take her into my arms and not let her go until I’d kissed some sense into her. That had to be what she needed. I didn’t know if it was true or not, but I knew that I was going to have to up my game or lose again. I didn’t want to go to the spare bedroom and sleep alone when the woman of my dreams was the next room over. That was its own form of torture in my opinion.
“Does it really have to be this way? We are wasting time Anna. Don’t you think that we’ve wasted enough time waiting for each other?”
She didn’t want to answer me, and I had a feeling that it was because she knew what I said was true. It was hard to think of how things could be different when the truth of the matter was that this was who I’d always wanted to be with. Anna had always been my wife in my eyes and it didn’t matter to me what a piece of paper said. For some re
ason, I thought that it would be different once we were back together, but it just seemed like once more thing that was keeping us apart.
“It’s not that long and we will be okay. I think you’re making a big deal out of it for no good reason at all. There is going to be plenty of time for that later. Can’t you see how it’s a big deal for me? You’re married Matt.”
“Well it’s not like we were ever really married. She played me, you know it, so let’s call it what it is. I was duped and now she has left me with her kid. This isn’t a normal marriage and you know it.”
“I know.”
She didn’t say anything else, but at least it felt like Anna was listening now. Maybe she had some regrets about how far we’d went as well. I know that I was waiting for it to be time to be together. I was dying for it and I wasn’t sure how this was going to work out, but I knew that we’d be together. Maybe she was right. It wasn’t going to be that much longer. We’d both waited far longer. I’d waited a lot longer than this before.
“Fine Anna, you can have your way, but you know my way would be more fun.”
I went to bed thinking that I’d lost again. She had the nerves and will of steel. It was something that I personally did not have in the least bit. I was ready to explode, and I found myself touching my cock, just trying to tone it down so that I could sleep. It was painful to be as hard as I was, for as long as I’d been hard. Blue balls was what happened a month before. I don’t know what to call this. This was hell.
I was finally going to nod off to sleep when I heard the door to my room open. At first, I thought it might be Anna with Mathew, but then I remembered he was in here with me and sound asleep. He slept like a rock, so I had no problem asking her what she was doing in here.
“I just wanted to say hi.”
She was not here to talk. Her eyes were glued to the front of me and she had a devilish look on her face. No, Anna was here for something else and I really hoped that I didn’t read her the wrong way this time.
“Hi.”
“Hi. I’m cold Matt. Can I warm up in here with you?”
The question was so innocent, but I had a very good feeling that it wasn’t meant to be taken that way. I liked to believe that she had finally came to her senses, but truth was that it didn’t even matter why she was standing in front of me, only that she was, and I needed her badly. I wasn’t going to screw it up by over thinking.
Instead I pulled the sheet back next to me and silently invited her in. She was hesitant at first and I had a feeling if she could read my mind now, she would have put more thought into it. I was already rock hard, and I never slept in any clothes.
Her eyes found where my desire was because it was hard to ignore tenting the sheet like it was and she got in quick so that she didn’t have to look at it long. She was still wearing what she’d put on after her shower, but I was hoping to get it off her soon enough.
“Will you hold me Matt?”
Her question sounded so innocent, but I could see that there was something more to it. She knew what state I was in and what would happen if I held her. I really hoped that this time I wasn’t reading it wrong. There’s only so much a man can take.
Anna
His arm went around me and pulled me into him like I weighed nothing. Matt was still so strong, and I loved to watch him lift weights. I liked it even more when I was pressed against him and his need was so apparent against my backside. It pushed against me and I was shivering, but it had nothing to do with the cold that supposedly had brought me in here. He was what brought me here like a moth to flame and just like the bug, I was unable to stop myself, knowing that it wasn’t going to be a good idea. It was the beginning of the end. I just knew it.
“Is that better?”
I told him that I was warming up, but I didn’t want him to let me go, so I faked a shiver to make it seem like I was still in need of his services. I was always in need of him, that was the problem.
“Why don’t you take your clothes off.”
“Really?”
That was a quick jump.
“It’s supposed to help you warm up faster, skin to skin. I’m pretty sure I’ve heard that before and it isn’t something that I just made up because it would really help me out in this situation.”
I had to admit that I liked the idea of it and I sat up a little bit, putting my back to him so he couldn’t see me as I took my top off. My shorts were taken off when I laid back down and I pulled them over my hips. I was literally shaking now because I was so nervous, and I couldn’t understand why. This wasn’t our first rodeo.
My tit was no longer covered when I pulled the panties off and laid back again. Matt’s eyes zeroed in on it and I watched his mouth come closer as he sucked the dark red nipple into his mouth. It was already so hard, like it was reaching up to him for attention. I’d never been so horny in all my life.
I lifted, arching my back to put my delicate skin in his mouth. He’d always had a way with it and his lips suckled the nipple in and then I felt his tongue swirling around on the tip. It was magical and hard to stop the sounds of need coming out of me. I needed him so damn badly that there was nothing I could do now. It took one kiss and it didn’t even have to be on my lips. There was no more time to pretend that I was here for any other reason than this.
Matt grabbed my breast with his free hand, squeezing it and pulling it up so that his mouth had better access and could take more of me in between his lips. I cried out as his other hand found the space between my legs that was uncovered. He’d been right of course, I was wet as hell.
“You’re not going to back out of this again, are you?”
There was no way that I was going to be able to do that and I shook my head that I wasn’t. He had me right where he wanted me, and it was right where I wanted to be.
“The Matt I used to know wouldn’t have ever let me say no this long.”
“You’re a complicated woman now Anna.”
He surged inside of me with one of his thick digits and I gasped at the entry. It had really been far too long because I felt like I was already teetering on the edge of an orgasm. It was the last thing that I wanted to admit and the last thing that I wanted him to know. I couldn’t seem that desperate for his touch. I didn’t want to come all over him so quickly.
Pushing his hand away, it didn’t budge as I pushed harder and he only added another finger inside of me.
“Why are you so bound and determined to fight it Anna? Doesn’t it feel good?”
He started to slowly finger fuck me, and he asked me again if it felt good. I finally got an answer out, but it was in a broken voice and I knew that I wasn’t going to be able to keep going the way I was. I was so close to losing it that I knew it wouldn’t be long before I was giving him what he wanted. He’d always said that his pleasure was wrapped up in mine.
My body tightened up as he picked up the pace and his teeth nipped at my other nipple, bringing it to life as well. I moaned and whimpered and knew that I was going to have to come. I was poised to, everything was winding up like a spring, ready to be released and then he stopped.
I whimpered, and he grinned down at me. “You’re not ready to come already, are you?”
I growled at him and pushed him away. I tried anyways. Just like his arm from before, Matt wasn’t going to let me push him around. He was on a mission and it wasn’t one that I truly wanted to distract him from. It was a hard thing to do when the two of us were so in tuned with each other.
“I need to come Matt. It’s been so long. Since that night…”
“Really?”
I agreed and felt a little embarrassed to admit it. It meant that I was telling him that I’d never gotten over him, even when I’d known that he was getting married to his pregnant fiancée and that there was no chance, I hadn’t been able to move on. Now that fact was haunting me as I was close to begging for more. I needed this more than he realized or even I had realized until this moment.
�
�Yes, now fuck me with something because I don’t want to wait anymore.”
He was on his side and he slid down further so that he was positioned right where I needed him. I could feel the cockhead slipping back and forth on my hole and it made me tense up. I was so damn ready for it. Too much so if I was honest with myself. When he finally slid in, my eyes closed, and I bit my bottom lip.
By the time he was halfway inside of me, I was coming. It hadn’t taken long at all and when he told me to start rubbing on my clit, I couldn’t help but do as he suggest. It was what I wanted to do anyways.
The extra touch just sent me into overdrive and he held me still as he pushed all the rest of the way in. I called out several times, my legs wrapped around him somehow where I couldn’t get free of him and he just smiled back at me.
My eyes were open, and I finally had a smile on my face. I’d needed that so badly.
“Okay, I’m good. Thanks Matt.”
He pulled out and I thought for a second that he thought I was serious. I whimpered to him and he smiled back at me. “Don’t make threats Anna. You might get what you want.”
Matt slammed back in and I gripped him as my eyes closed back up. If he was going to make it hard on me, I didn’t think that he would mind a little extra pressure on my end. It seemed only fair from where I was sitting.
He cursed me, and it just made me squeeze him a little harder. Matt was getting frustrated by the way that I was pulling him in and milking his cock. I knew that he wouldn’t be able to last that long and I pulled his hand back to my tit. I wanted to feel his fingers roll over them and the more that he slammed in slowly, the more I needed him deeper. Lifting my leg up, I was able to get a little more into myself with each push forward, but it still wasn’t enough, not when I knew the potential that was possible if he got on top of me properly. I wanted him to fuck me like he had in the past and this wasn’t doing it.
