by L. J. Smith
“Ephraim isn’t Seaver—he won’t hurt you. We need someone who can perform magic on our side. Otherwise, Samuel will have the advantage over us,” I said. I stood up and paced back and forth, willing my mind to come up with a smart trap that would ensnare Samuel and free my brother. But I still felt weak and shaky and utterly unable to concentrate. The rat blood had only taken the edge off my hunger.
“I think you should drink real blood,” Cora said quietly. “Like your brother. Like Samuel. It would make you strong enough to fight him, right? It would make the fight even, like you said.” Her eyes glittered like diamonds in the darkness.
“I can’t!” I exploded, unleashing all the tension I’d held during the day as my voice echoed off the walls of the tunnel, sending rodents skittering to unknown hiding spots. “I can’t control myself. When Damon feeds, he’s smarter and faster. When I feed, all I want is more blood. I can’t think logically or rationally. All I can think of is the next kill. I’m a beast on blood, Cora.”
Cora opened her mouth as if to say something, then thought better of it. “All right. But Stefan,” she said, grabbing my wrist with a surprisingly strong grip, “this is a war, and I won’t have you lose on principle.”
“What do you mean?” I yanked my wrist away as I continued to pace up and down the tunnel. A few nights before, I would’ve heard the far-off moans and heartbeats of other tunnel dwellers. Tonight, there were none, and I was glad they’d moved on. After a day like the one I’d had, the sound of blood rushing against veins would be far too tempting. “It’s more than principle—it’s survival. I don’t drink human blood.”
“I know you don’t. All I meant was that I’d do whatever it took to stop Samuel from taking more innocent lives. And I hope you’d do the same. Maybe drinking human blood would be different for you now. Maybe you could try.”
“I can’t,” I said sharply. “You don’t know what blood does to me. And I don’t want you to find out.”
Cora looked at me indignantly, but I didn’t want to push the subject any further. “We should get some sleep,” I said. I settled on the hard ground on the opposite side of the tunnel. I heard her shaky breathing, but I couldn’t tell if she was shivering or crying. I didn’t ask.
I closed my eyes and pressed my hand to my forehead, a move that did nothing to ease the relentless pounding in my skull. Cora’s suggestion echoed in my mind: Drink human blood.
Could I? I hadn’t in twenty years, not since I was in New Orleans, where I’d sometimes drank the blood of four, five, ten humans a day with little thought to the consequences. I often dreamt of it, the moment when I was bent over a victim, smelling the rushing liquid iron, knowing it was about to run down my throat. Sometimes the liquid was bitter, like strong, black coffee. Sometimes it was sweet, with traces of honey and oranges. It used to be a private, perverse game of mine: to guess the taste before the blood touched my tongue. But no matter what the flavor, the result was the same: With human blood in me, I was stronger, faster.
Ruthless.
And in a way, Cora was right. In the short term, blood could be the fuel to power me in our fight against Samuel. But in the long run, it would destroy me.
I reached across the darkness and allowed my hand to graze Cora’s slim fingers. She gently squeezed my hand, and together, somehow, the two of us fell asleep.
EXCERPT FROM VAMPIRE DIARIES: THE HUNTERS VOL. 1: PHANTOM
1
Glena Gilbert stepped onto a smooth expanse of grass, the spongy blades collapsing beneath her feet. Clusters of scarlet roses and violet delphiniums pushed up from the ground, while a giant canopy hung above her, twinkling with glowing lanterns. On the terrace in front of her stood two curving white marble fountains that shot sprays of water high into the air. Everything was beautiful, elegant, and somehow familiar.
This is Bloddeuwedd’s palace, a voice in her head said. But when she had been here last, the field had been crowded with laughing, dancing partygoers. They were gone now, although signs of their presence remained: empty glasses littered the tables set around the edges of the lawn; a silken shawl was tossed over a chair; a lone high-heeled shoe perched on the edge of a fountain.
Something else was odd, too. Before, the scene had been lit by the hellish red light that illuminated everything in the Dark Dimension, turning blues to purples, whites to pinks, and pinks to the velvety color of blood. Now a clear light shone over everything, and a full white moon sailed calmly overhead.
A whisper of movement came from behind her, and Elena realized with a start that she wasn’t alone after all. A dark figure was suddenly there, approaching her.
Damon.
Of course it was Damon, Elena thought with a smile. If anyone was going to appear unexpectedly before her here, at what felt like the end of the world—or at least the hour after a good party had ended—it would be Damon. God, he was so beautiful. Black on black: soft black hair, eyes black as midnight, black jeans, and a smooth leather jacket.
As their eyes met, she was so glad to see him that she could hardly breathe. She threw herself into his embrace, clasping him around the neck, feeling the lithe, hard muscles in his arms and chest.
“Damon,” she said, her voice trembling for some reason. Her body was trembling, too, and Damon stroked her arms and shoulders, calming her.
“What is it, princess? Don’t tell me you’re afraid.” He smirked lazily at her, his hands strong and steady.
“I am afraid,” she answered.
“But what are you afraid of?”
That left her puzzled for a moment. Then, slowly, putting her cheek against his, she said, “I’m afraid that this is just a dream.”
“I’ll tell you a secret, princess,” he said into her ear. “You and I are the only real things here. It’s everything else that’s the dream.”
“Just you and me?” Elena echoed, an uneasy thought nagging at her, as though she were forgetting something— or someone. A fleck of ash landed on her dress, and she absently brushed it away.
“It’s just the two of us, Elena,” Damon said sharply. “You’re mine. I’m yours. We’ve loved each other since the beginning of time.”
Of course. That must be why she was trembling—it was joy. He was hers. She was his. They belonged together.
She whispered one word: “Yes.”
Then he kissed her.
His lips were soft as silk, and when the kiss deepened, she tilted her head back, exposing her throat, anticipating the double wasp sting he’d delivered so many times.
When it didn’t come, she opened her eyes questioningly. The moon was as bright as ever, and the scent of roses hung heavy in the air. But Damon’s chiseled features were pale under his dark hair, and more ash had landed on the shoulders of his jacket. All at once, the little doubts that had been niggling at her came together.
Oh, no. Oh, no.
“Damon.” She gasped, looking into his eyes despairingly as tears filled her own. “You can’t be here, Damon. You’re … dead.”
“For more than five hundred years, princess.” Damon flashed his blinding smile at her. More ash was falling around them, like a fine gray rain, the same gray ash Damon’s body was buried beneath, worlds and dimensions away.
“Damon, you’re … dead now. Not undead, but … gone.”
“No, Elena…” He began to flicker and fade, like a dying lightbulb.
“Yes. Yes! I held you as you died…” Elena was sobbing helplessly. She couldn’t feel Damon’s arms at all now. He was disappearing into shimmering light.
“Listen to me, Elena…”
She was holding moonlight. Anguish caught at her heart.
“All you need to do is call for me,” Damon’s voice said. “All you need…”
His voice faded into the sound of wind rustling through the trees.
Elena’s eyes snapped open. Through a fog she registered that she was in a room filled with sunlight, and a huge crow was perched on the sill of an open window. The bird til
ted its head to one side and gave a croak, watching her with bright eyes.
A cold chill ran down her spine. “Damon?” she whispered.
But the crow just spread its wings and flew away.
2
Dear Diary,
I AM HOME! I can hardly dare to believe it, but here I am.
I woke with the strangest feeling. I didn’t know where I was and just lay here smelling the clean cotton-and-fabric-softener scent of the sheets, trying to figure out why everything looked so familiar.
I wasn’t in Lady Ulma’s mansion. There, I had slept nestled in the smoothest satin and softest velvet, and the air had smelled of incense. And I wasn’t at the boardinghouse: Mrs. Flowers washes the bedding there in some weird-smelling herbal mixture that Bonnie says is for protection and good dreams.
And suddenly, I knew. I was home. The Guardians did it! They brought me home.
Everything and nothing has changed. It’s the same room I slept in from when I was a tiny baby: my polished cherry-wood dresser and rocking chair; the little stuffed black-and-white dog Matt won at the winter carnival our junior year perched on a shelf; my rolltop desk with its cubbyholes; the ornate antique mirror above my dresser; and the Monet and Klimt posters from the museum exhibits Aunt Judith took me to in Washington, DC. Even my comb and brush are lined up neatly side by side on my dresser. It’s all as it should be.
I got out of bed and used a silver letter opener from the desk to pry up the secret board in my closet floor, my old hiding place, and I found this diary, just where I hid it so many months ago. The last entry is the one I wrote before Founder’s Day back in November, before I … died. Before I left home and never came back. Until now.
In that entry I detailed our plan to steal back my other diary, the one Caroline took from me, the one that she was planning to read aloud at the Founder’s Day pageant, knowing it would ruin my life. The very next day, I drowned in Wickery Creek and rose again as a vampire. And then I died again and returned as a human, and traveled to the Dark Dimension, and had a thousand adventures. And my old diary has been sitting right here where I left it under the closet floor, just waiting for me.
The other Elena, the one that the Guardians planted in everyone’s memories, was here all these months, going to school and living a normal life. That Elena didn’t write here. I’m relieved, really. How creepy would it be to see diary entries in my handwriting and not remember any of the things they recounted? Although that might have been helpful. I have no idea what everyone else in Fell’s Church thinks has been happening in the months since Founder’s Day.
The whole town of Fell’s Church has been given a fresh start. The kitsune destroyed this town out of sheer malicious mischief. Pitting children against their parents, making people destroy themselves and everyone they loved.
But now none of it ever happened.
If the Guardians made good on their word, everyone else who died is now alive again: poor Vickie Bennett and Sue Carson, murdered by Katherine and Klaus and Tyler Smallwood back in the winter; disagreeable Mr. Tanner; those innocents that the kitsune killed or caused to be killed. Me. All back again, all starting over.
And, except for me and my closest friends— Meredith, Bonnie, Matt, my darling Stefan, and Mrs. Flowers—no one else knows that life hasn’t gone on as usual ever since Founder’s Day.
We’ve all been given another chance. We did it. We saved everyone.
Everyone except Damon. He saved us, in the end, but we couldn’t save him. No matter how hard we tried or how desperately we pleaded, there was no way for the Guardians to bring him back. And vampires don’t reincarnate. They don’t go to Heaven, or Hell, or any kind of afterlife. They just … disappear.
Elena stopped writing for a moment and took a deep breath. Her eyes filled with tears, but she bent over the diary again. She had to tell the whole truth if there was going to be any point to keeping a diary at all.
Damon died in my arms. It was agonizing to watch him slip away from me. But I’ll never let Stefan know how I truly felt about his brother. It would be cruel—and what good would it do now?
I still can’t believe he’s gone. There was no one as alive as Damon—no one who loved life more than he did. Now he’ll never know—
At that moment the door of Elena’s bedroom suddenly flew open, and Elena, her heart in her throat, slammed the diary shut. But the intruder was only her younger sister, Margaret, dressed in pink flower-printed pajamas, her corn-silk hair standing straight up in the middle like a thrush’s feathers. The five-year-old didn’t decelerate until she was almost on top of Elena—and then she launched herself at her through the air.
She landed squarely on her older sister, knocking the breath out of her. Margaret’s cheeks were wet, her eyes shining, and her little hands clutched at Elena.
Elena found herself holding on just as tightly, feeling the weight of her sister, inhaling the sweet scent of baby shampoo and Play-Doh.
“I missed you!” Margaret said, her voice on the verge of sobbing. “Elena! I missed you so much!”
“What?” Despite her effort to make her voice light, Elena could hear it shaking. She realized with a jolt that she hadn’t seen Margaret—really seen her—for more than eight months. But Margaret couldn’t know that. “You missed me so much since bedtime that you had to come running to find me?”
Margaret drew slightly away from Elena and stared at her. Margaret’s five-year-old clear blue eyes had a look in them, an intensely knowing look, that sent a shiver down Elena’s spine.
But Margaret didn’t say a word. She simply tightened her grip on Elena, curling up and letting her head rest on Elena’s shoulder. “I had a bad dream. I dreamed you left me. You went away.” The last word was a quiet wail.
“Oh, Margaret,” Elena said, hugging her sister’s warm solidity, “it was only a dream. I’m not going anywhere.” She closed her eyes and held on to Margaret, praying her sister had truly only had a nightmare, and that she hadn’t slipped through the cracks of the Guardians’ spell.
“All right, cookie, time to get a move on,” said Elena after a few moments, gently tickling Margaret’s side. “Are we going to have a fabulous breakfast together? Shall I make you pancakes?”
Margaret sat up then and gazed at Elena with wide blue eyes. “Uncle Robert’s making waffles,” she said. “He always makes waffles on Sunday mornings. Remember?”
Uncle Robert. Right. He and Aunt Judith had gotten married after Elena had died. “Sure, he does, bunny,” she said lightly. “I just forgot it was Sunday for a minute.”
Now that Margaret had mentioned it, she could hear someone down in the kitchen. And smell something delicious cooking. She sniffed. “Is that bacon?”
Margaret nodded. “Race you to the kitchen!”
Elena laughed and stretched. “Give me a minute to wake all the way up. I’ll meet you down there.” I’ll get to talk to Aunt Judith again, she realized with a sudden burst of joy.
Margaret bounced out of bed. At the door, she paused and looked back at her sister. “You really are coming down, right?” she asked hesitantly.
“I really am,” Elena said, and Margaret smiled and headed down the hall.
Watching her, Elena was struck once more by what an amazing second chance—third chance, really—she’d been given. For a moment Elena just soaked in the essence of her dear, darling home, a place she’d never thought she’d live in again. She could hear Margaret’s light voice chattering away happily downstairs, the deeper rumble of Robert answering her. She was so lucky, despite everything, to be back home at last. What could be more wonderful?
Her eyes filled with tears and she closed them tightly. What a stupid thing to think. What could be more wonderful? If the crow on her windowsill had been Damon, if she’d known that he was out there somewhere, ready to flash his lazy smile or even purposely aggravate her, now that would have been more wonderful.
Elena opened her eyes and blinked hard several times, willing the
tears away. She couldn’t fall apart. Not now. Not when she was about to see her family again. Now she would smile and laugh and hug her family. Later she would collapse, indulging the sharp ache inside her, and let herself sob. After all, she had all the time in the world to mourn Damon, because losing him would never, ever stop hurting.
ABOUT THE AUTHOR
L. J. SMITH has written a number of bestselling books and series for young adults, including The Vampire Diaries (now a hit TV show), The Secret Circle, The Forbidden Game, Night World, and the #1 New York Times bestselling Dark Visions. She is happiest sitting by a crackling fire in a cabin in Point Reyes, California, or walking the beaches that surround the area. She loves to hear from readers ([email protected]) and hopes they will visit her updated website, www.ljanesmith.net.
KEVIN WILLIAMSON is the show runner and executive producer of The Vampire Diaries. His credits include the critically acclaimed television series Dawson’s Creek and the blockbuster horror franchise Scream.
JULIE PLEC is the co–show runner and executive producer of The Vampire Diaries. She was most recently a writer-producer of the fan-favorite television series Kyle XY.
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The Vampire Diaries novels
VOL. I: THE AWAKENING
VOL. II: THE STRUGGLE
VOL. III: THE FURY
VOL. IV: DARK REUNION
THE RETURN VOL. 1: NIGHTFALL
THE RETURN VOL. 2: SHADOW SOULS
THE RETURN VOL. 3: MIDNIGHT
