by J Cartwright
“Why can you never just keep your stupid ideas to yourself?” Chris demanded as he closed the door behind us.
I turned to face him, shocked by the wrath on his face.
“Calm down Chris,” I said casually. “She’ll be fine.”
I wasn’t so sure that was true, but I needed to believe it. The idea that I’d completely ruined what we had with Emma was eating me up.
“Did she look fine to you?” Chris growled. “Did that seem like something Emma would normally do if she was fine?”
“Well, I guess not, but…”
“Exactly! You guess! Just like you guessed that she was into us both, that she wanted this stupid messed up thing we both want.”
That got me going. He wasn’t wrong, but I knew what I wanted and I could tell that he wanted it as much as I did.
“Messed up? So you’re saying what we want is messed up?”
He stopped for just a second before answering. “I don’t mean it like that,” he said. “I mean the three of us. Come on, you know it won’t work.”
Marching up to him, I stopped just inches away.
“Why? Because you’re too scared to admit what you’re feeling? Maybe Emma’s the same!”
He shook his head, staring at me through narrowed eyes.
“I’m not scared to admit what I want, I just think before I act.”
“That’s your problem Chris. You think it through until you’re too scared to act.”
Now he was really angry. I could tell by the way his forehead creased, his fists balled at his sides.
He took a step closer and for a second I was worried that I’d overdone it, that he was going to hit me, but when he did finally move it was his lips that landed.
Suddenly he was all over me, those strong arms wrapping around me, pulling me in against him. The argument died with that embrace, the pair of us stumbling together, crashing through his apartment as we fought for control.
Neither of us could come up for air, completely lost as the tension finally gave way, and in its place was something truly breath taking.
Before I knew it, our clothes were torn away, his hard and muscular body pressing against mine. I gasped as he pulled me down onto his bed, his strong arms moving around me as he spooned me from behind.
I could feel his hard excitement pressing against me as he kissed the back of my neck, and then we were making love.
I’d never done anything like it, and that sweet embrace was lost to the raw and primal need we both felt . The sheer heat of it all overwhelmed us as an ocean of pure bliss rose up around us.
Groaning, I writhed in his arms, our bodies hot and sweaty as he made love to me from behind. My best friend was now my lover, and the way he drove deeper into me left me breathless.
The pain I’d expected to feel subsided as the pleasure rose up, every inch of me tight with the need to release. The way he kissed me was so tender compared to the relentless pounding of his hips, the feeling of his excitement huge inside me.
His hand reached around me as I wriggled my hips, taking my length in his grip, stroking me as I roared with pleasure.
“I’m going to come,” I groaned, surprised by how much I was enjoying it.
He stopped for just a moment and then we were moving, his hulking form pressing me down against the sheets. Suddenly Chris was above me, pressing between my legs as he leaned over me and kissed me hard on the mouth.
I lay on my back, helpless in his arms, and I knew this was exactly where I wanted to be.
Wrapping my legs around his waist, I moved my hips, meeting his movements as we rocked together.
Our eyes met as I gave way to my climax, my load shooting between us as my body shook. Breathlessly, I clawed at his back, my eyesight swimming as he roared above me, surging, huge and hard as he came inside me.
The sticky warmth felt incredible, flooding into me, his seed filling me up for the first time. I wanted more, craving it, needing it, and then it was over.
We collapsed down together in a heap, hot and sweaty as our arms moved, noses nudging lightly as we kissed.
His lips were rough, but the kiss we shared was so tender and soft that it made me wish we’d done this sooner. Chris was what I wanted, but there was something more, someone else I needed with us.
“Wow,” I purred, stroking my fingers through his hair. “How was that for a kiss?”
“Not bad,” he answered, making me laugh as I lay with him.
We didn’t say anything else, lost in the moment, finally giving in to what we wanted.It was confusing and made no sense, taking me by complete surprise, but I knew deep down this was where I wanted to be.
Chris had always been perfect for me, and now we had finally accepted that, there was no way I was going to walk away from this.
Chapter 18
Chris
I lay beside my best friend and business partner, trying to get to grips with what had just happened. I’d been so angry with him, ready to completely lose my cool, and then I’d kissed him.
As soon as our lips came together I knew there was no way I could stop what was happening. Even if I’d wanted to, the heat between us was all consuming, drawing me on.
When he’d told Emma what he had, I’d almost freaked out, but instead I’d tried to keep my cool. I half expected him to laugh it off, but he’d continued with the truth, telling her what we both wanted and then she’d freaked out.
Emma was amazing, but clearly she wasn’t down for what we wanted. Her eyes had gone wide and the look on her face made me ache all over. How on earth we were meant to face her at work was beyond me, but that was something we would need to figure out eventually.
“So I guess this is happening then,” Taylor said after a long pause.
I rolled onto my side and looked at him, still sticky with sweat.
He was absolutely gorgeous, his athletic body naked, on view for me to admire. My eyes roamed all over him, from his strong chest, down to his throbbing length that was still slick with his excitement.
“I guess so,” I chuckled. “I don’t just do that with anyone you know.”
He nodded and laughed, leaning in to kiss me again. As soon as his lips touched mine I found myself never wanting to pull away. Kissing Taylor was incredible, and it was all I wanted to do for the rest of my life.
“Good, because you’re mine now,” he purred, stirring my excitement again.
“Yeah? Well I had a pretty damned good time making you mine,” I groaned, pulling him in close.
His tongue danced with mine, our lips wet as we made out. The heat of his naked chest made my heart race, his hard length pressing against my own, the friction driving me wild.
When we finally pulled apart again I was all worked up and ready to go again, but somehow I controlled my urges, staring at my best friend.
“Is this really happening?” I asked.
He nodded and grinned, smiling broadly.
“Yeah it is. I’ve never done anything like that before.”
“Shit, sorry about that. I didn’t hurt you did I?”
I could still remember my first time with another guy, and it definitely wasn’t something I looked back on with fond memories. It had been good to start, but it was over in seconds, and the guy had been pretty rough.
“It felt weird at first, but I was so turned on I barely noticed any of the discomfort, and by the time I did, I felt like I was just gonna come so hard.”
“Good, glad you enjoyed it,” I growled, leaning in again. “There’s plenty more where that came from.
He laughed and kissed me, reaching down to touch my length, stroking it slowly.
“This feels so good,” he purred. “Just a shame I scared Emma off.”
As soon as he said that we both fell silent, freezing in place. The excitement fell away, leaving us there together with the impending sense of doom that crushed us.
“Shit, this is going to get really messy tomorrow isn’t it?” Taylor asked, finall
y accepting just how bad things were going to be.
I nodded, not really wanting to think about it, but I knew we needed to plan.
“Hopefully we can move on from this, but after how badly she took it I’m not so sure about that,” I said. “We need to think about what we do next. If she wants to formally do anything about it, this could really screw everything up.”
Taylors face went white, the reality striking home.
“Damnit, why did I have to be such an idiot?”
“You always are,” I laughed, feeling a little less panicked than I should. “But it worked with me, so I guess I can’t blame you for trying.”
He nodded once and sighed, looking me straight in the eye.
“So what do we do about it?”
Shrugging my shoulders, I sat up, trying to think about what we could do next.
There was nothing we could do right then apart from talk about our options. The last thing we needed was for Emma to really make a fuss, but I wasn’t even worrying about the impact on our business.
Even though this could destroy us, all I cared about was what she thought about us.
“I don’t want to lose her,” I said finally. “That needs to be our focus. I know she could sink us, and really do some damage, but losing her just isn’t an option.”
“You really think she might stick around after what we said?”
Again I shrugged. The three of us were a team, and I wanted to think that somehow we could move past this.
“I hope so,” I said slowly. “I guess we will find out tomorrow.”
Everything was changing, some for the better, and some for the worst. I wanted to hope that Emma wouldn’t run away, that she’d be able to move past this, but I wasn’t so sure.
“Should we try and contact her now? Smooth things over?”
I shook my head. “No, if we do then she will probably freak out even more. We just need to give her some time, and hopefully then things will be a little easier.”
Taylor sighed and rolled onto his back, his strong arms flexing. As I stared at him I forgot about all of my worries, lost in how gorgeous he looked.
He really was the most handsome man I’d ever been with, and as I stared at him I found myself lost in the absolute need to explore every last inch of his gorgeous body.
“Well, I can think of a few ways to take our minds off that right now,” I purred, leaning over him.
Taylors eyes went wide as my lips pressed against his skin, my tongue licking him up and down. His voice rushed out as I worked my way down toward his excitement, and then he was groaning loudly as I took him into my mouth.
He had so much to give, and I had so much I needed to explore right then. With my troubles forgotten, I took his mind off the issue, making him scream with pleasure he never knew was possible.
Chapter 19
Emma
Storming out on them seemed like a bad idea, but with the way my head had been spinning I knew there was no way I could face them.
I wanted them both so badly, but until that bombshell it had felt like a fantasy and nothing more. There was no way anything could actually happen between us, but now the truth was out there.
Suddenly I needed to make a choice, accept what I wanted, or turn them down, and I just wasn’t ready to decide. My head was screaming at me to do one thing, but my heart was begging me to give in to what I was feeling.
Those desires flared to new heights, eating me up, and if I’d stuck around to talk about it, then I knew things would very quickly spiral out of control. Even now, thinking about them both telling me how much they liked me, made me want to call them.
It was insane, stupid, ridiculous, but I wanted it. I wanted them.
I was tired of being sensible and always doing the smart thing. For once in my life I wanted to do a bad thing, something I would enjoy, even if it would only lead somewhere messy.
Get ahold of yourself! They’re your managers and nothing can happen!
Telling myself that wasn’t helping. The more I thought about them, the more I wanted to give in.
They were my managers, and the idea of them bossing me about in the bedroom was overwhelming. Thinking about them sharing me, giving me new orders I’d never thought I would receive from them, well, it was getting me a little excited.
My sex life with Brad had been more than a little mundane. If I came when we made love it was a miracle, our sessions short and sweet. The idea of having two gorgeous men doting on me, using my body for their enjoyment, was making me tingle all over.
More than anything I wanted just one hot night with them, but I needed to resist.
“Hey Emma, you home?” Karla called out.
I looked up from where I was perched on my bed and let out a low groan. Thankfully she was back to help take my mind off my cravings, but there was no way she was going to let me get away with not filling her in on what was bothering me.
“In here,” I called back.
Just a few short moments later Karla was bursting into my room, staring at me expectantly.
“So, how was your day?” She asked.
I barely knew what to say, not knowing where to begin.
“Uh, it was fine,” I said.
She raised an eyebrow and giggled, walking over to sit beside me on the bed.
“That bah huh?”
Nodding, I grinned at her. “You can say that again.”
“Do tell,” she purred, her voice oozing mischief.
I couldn’t help but laugh, feeling a little better now I had someone to talk to. Fixing my eyes on Karla, I filled her in on everything that had happened, walking her through my day and how weird the guys had been, and how we’d gone out for drinks after work.
When I got to the part where they’d confessed what they were feeling for me, her eyes went wide. She didn’t say a word, letting me finish, but when I was done she just grinned at me.
“You ran away?” She gasped. “Seriously, I’m impressed!”
“Impressed? Why?”
Karla shrugged, her cheeks going red. “Because I’m not sure I’d have been able to walk away if two guys like that told me they wanted me. Seriously, how hot is that?”
It was hot, but I still couldn’t quite figure it out. The revelation was so huge, and everything about it made no sense.
“I know, but it’s just so messed up right?”
“Maybe, but who cares?”
“Karla! I didn’t think you’d be so accepting of it.”
Again she shrugged, blushing a deeper shade of red.
“Oh come on, it’s just a bit of fun right? They like you, you like them, and they like each other. I don’t think I can think of anything as hot as that. You’re all adults so what’s there to be afraid of?”
There were hundreds of things to be afraid of!
“For starters I work with them,” I groaned. “Then there’s the fact that they are into each other.”
“Does that bother you or something?”
I thought about the question and I knew that it didn’t. The exact opposite was true. Thinking of them together, hot and sweaty as they explored each other, made me tremble with excitement. It was what I wanted to see, them making love before they turned their attention on me.
Until they’d confessed that they were into each other I’d never given it much thought, but now the idea was tearing me apart.
“Not at all,” I admitted. “Them being together makes so much sense, it’s one of the things I love most about them. They’re just so good together.”
“So, what’s the problem?”
“Being with two guys! Isn’t it weird?”
“It’s only weird if you let it be.”
She’s meant to be talking me out of this! Why does Karla have to be the voice of reason?
“Look, Emma, it is weird, I get it, but like I said, you’re all adults. You’ve just come out of the dullest relationship I’ve ever known, so you deserve a little hot fun.”
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p; The image of them both flashed in my mind again, their warm smiles and gleaming eyes all for me. Those hot bodies lurking beneath their suits were mine if I wanted them, hard muscle and strong arms…
“Damn, I do want it so badly, but I can’t. It will make things weird between the three of us.”
“Or it will make things even more exciting.”
Her eyes were fixed on mine, her lips curling up to form the most mischievous smile I’d ever seen on her.
“You just want me to do it so you can hear all the gory details,” I laughed.
“Well yeah! If you don’t, then I’m gonna call up and see if anyone will do.”
Shoving Karla playfully sent us both tumbling into fits of giggles. It was all too much, the enormity of it crashing down, but I didn’t care.
Maybe she was right. All this time I’d been doing the sensible thing, and I had said I wanted to do something reckless and fun. What better way was there to do that than explore this with the guys?
“OK, you’re a very bad influence on me,” I groaned.
“You’re gonna do it?”
Grinning, I nodded, grabbing for my phone before I could back down. It was now or never, and the overwhelming desire to take things further was eating me up.
Chapter 20
Emma
All night I’d been unable to stop thinking about the guys. I’d called Chris up and asked if we could meet in the morning before work, and since making that call they were all I could think about.
I’d been half tempted to ask to meet them straight away, but I knew I needed to calm down a little. There’d been a reason I’d walked away in the first place, and that was to put a little bit of space between us so I could get my head together.
Unfortunately for me, Karla hadn’t exactly helped matters. She’d thrown fuel onto the fire and encouraged me, and now I’d given in entirely to the fantasy.
We stayed up late, talking and laughing about it, thinking about how absurd it was. As we talked, we descended into our filth, both of us talking excitedly about how hot it would be, what it would be like to be with two guys at the same time.
