She’d needed those charges to stick. It was more than a matter of gratifying her ego or proving that her investigative skills were top-notch. DiGorgio’s name was a chill skittering down her spine.
“I know exactly where you’re going with this, Lottie, and I wish you wouldn’t. Nate’s a good man and he loves you. I pray to Mary that your marriage is a blessed one.”
“But you don’t want to be a part of the wedding.”
Joey rested her hands against the mannequin’s pectorals, leaning on it for support. “I can’t.”
“You won’t,” Charlotte corrected. Her voice was free of accusation, gentle with compassion. “There’s a difference, Jo.”
“That’s fair. I won’t do it. I won’t embarrass you with a cane that’ll ruin the outfit.”
“You look badass with the cane.”
“Looking badass all the time gets tiring. Besides, I have a limp and…and…”
“And what?”
“And I’ll have no date. Men don’t want me because of this cane and because of this limp. When anyone looks past the damage and sees me, I tell myself ‘Oh, Josephine, you’d better not be choosy. Hang on tight ’cause another man might not come around.’ This is my world, Lottie. Welcome.” Frustrated, Joey pushed against the dummy, landed her uppercut crisply against its jaw. Then came another punch paired with an angry, guttural scream. “Son of a bitch,” she sobbed, staggering back a few steps until she wound up square on her ass on the gymnasium floor. “Son of a bitch!”
“Is she going to be okay?” Joey heard someone ask as she drew up her healthy leg and hugged her knee. Through a tangle of light brown strands she saw a gym employee hovering, his laminated ID badge swinging from a lanyard.
“She will. Thanks for checking up,” Charlotte answered, kneeling down. “Okay, Jo, what time do you clock in today?”
“Nine sharp.” Don’t ask why—just send her on her way. “Why?”
“That gives us plenty of time. Get up, hit the shower and do something with you hair. Meet me in the lobby in thirty.”
“The question bears repeating. Why?”
“I’m scheduling you for a sit-down with Willa Smart.”
“Willa Smart is…?”
“The founder and CEO of the hottest dating company in the West. Wait, have you never heard of Dating Done Smart? It’s headquartered here in Las Vegas.”
Joey released her knee and slapped her hands on the floor, blinking tears from her eyelashes. “No friggin’ way. You’re booking me an appointment with a matchmaker?”
“Willa and Ma float in the same social ponds. Her daughter and my sister are friends. Best friends, actually. Are you following along?”
“Not really, but go on.”
“Anyway,” Charlotte continued, straightening then holding out her hands to help Joey up, “Willa’s company is award-winning. It uses this highly intelligent computerized matching system. It’s all very scientific with complicated algorithms, but the approach is said to be individualized and personal. And it’s confidential. No one will know unless you want them to.”
“If it’s so top-notch, why didn’t matchmaking mama extraordinaire Tem send you and your sisters to Miz Willa?”
“None of us would allow it. She’s convinced we’re screwing inappropriate men just to grate her nerves. But once she found out about the engagement and I finally let Nate put a ring on my finger, she eased up on the bitching and moaning. I can be thankful for that, right?”
“I’d call that a victory.” And she praised the saints that Anita Esposito de la Peña had become a non-interfering, laissez-faire parent once the family had made it through Joey’s Quinceañera. “So. Know anyone who’s used Dating Done Smart?”
“Uh-uh. At least, not personally. Word is the success rate’s phenomenal. Heralded in business and lifestyle magazines. Featured in psychology journals. All that good stuff. It was mentioned during the Emmy Awards. The host made a crack about soliciting professional help to get some actress a Prince Charming.”
“I’m not in the market for a Prince Charming, remember? I’m not chasing happily-ever-after. All I want is intelligent conversation and some sweaty sex. Not saying the intelligent conversation should necessarily occur during the sweaty sex.”
“Let’s try not to lead with that. But your choice.” Charlotte tugged Joey upright then handed her the walking stick. “No one’s saying this has to end in an ‘I do’ of your own. Take the compatibility test and see if it matches you to any decent talent. If things go south and you’d rather not be maid of honor, then I’ll respect that and won’t ask you to reconsider. Will you give it a try?”
Nope. Nope, nope, nope, nope. But she heard herself say, “Sí, okay.”
*
“That was invasive.”
Willa Smart’s office wasn’t quiet. It was alive with an orchestral melody twirling out of the room and the bleed-through of footsteps and good-morning greetings from the other side of the frosted glass doors.
Latching on to the comment, Willa sat on a white leather chair instead of releasing Joey into the wild of singles roaming the egg-frying-hot Vegas streets.
“Invasive?” The woman’s finely arched brows rose and fell over eyes as dark as the Texas soil Joey missed from her childhood. “How so?”
“Completing that questionnaire was reminiscent of the LSATs.”
“You took the LSATs?”
“Yeah.” She’d passed, even by her severe expectations. And straightaway she’d put the exam—and Papá’s wishes for her future—on the back burner. “I’m just saying, the screening process is heavy. The last time I was probed so closely, my feet were in stirrups and a speculum was involved.”
Willa’s expression froze. Gray, kinky hair twisted high exposed a curiously lovely face. Freckle-dotted, fawn-colored skin. Asymmetrical cheeks. A mouth that drooped slightly on the right. “A specu— Ah, never mind. We prefer to think of our screening process as thorough, but you’ve found it intrusive.”
“Well, yes, I guess.”
“Was it overly time-consuming?”
“Just too…in-depth.” In-depth, exactly. The questions held up far too many mirrors, shone light on things Joey preferred to stay in the dark. “I’m surprised no one’s popped in to ask me for a pee sample.”
“Your humor protects you, doesn’t it?”
Her guard slipped, and the honesty was as welcoming as the touch of a cool cloth on fevered skin. “I’d like it to.”
“Oh? Why?”
“If I answer that question, what will the next one be?”
“Why do you need protection?”
Joey was here as a client, not a patient. She answered Willa’s scrutiny with, “Ohhh, no, you don’t, Miz Willa.”
“First, I quite like that—Miz Willa. Second, what is it that you’re taking offense to now?”
“Charlotte didn’t talk me into a therapy session. I’m here to meet somebody. An okay guy who can get me through my friend’s wedding, help me bust a few Os along the way and back off when it’s time.”
“So you’ve assigned an expiration date to a relationship that hasn’t yet formed.”
Again with the psychological detour. Was this Willa Smart the matchmaker, or Willa Smart the shrink?
The decor said she’d entered a trap of the latter. Aside from being overrun with flowers, it contradicted Joey’s imaginings. Behind Willa’s desk was a wall of frames that showed off credentials: doctoral degrees, therapist licenses, Association for Psychological Science awards. An ultra-comfy sofa cluttered with a pile of random throw pillows prevented the space from being labeled sterile. In place of candlelight and sultry R&B music were sunshine and opera. Where she thought she might find snapshots of smiling, happily matched couples were strange photographs of barren landscapes.
Instead of shag carpeting, Joey found hardwood beneath her patent leather Christian Louboutin beauties as she paced the width of Willa’s desk. “Stop, all right? I’m not dumb.”
/> “Agreed,” Willa said emphatically, consulting her tablet. “You’re a crack shot. You’ve incapacitated attackers twice your size without the benefit of a weapon. You can solve a Rubik’s cube with your breath held.”
“I’m sorry, I thought my questionnaire answers were privileged info.”
“And they are. You shared these facts on your welcome survey.”
“Oh.” A shrug. “About the Rubik’s cube. That’s more of a party trick. Gets a few laughs. My personal best is under three minutes, but I’m not trying to break world records.”
“It still speaks to remarkable cleverness. Also damn impressive bravado.”
“Point is?”
“Those answers were in response to ‘What do you value most about yourself?’”
“Okay, so? I answered on a whim. Didn’t realize I’d be judged on it.”
“I’m not judging—”
Joey cut her off. “You are. Looking at me now and skimming a welcome survey, you think you have a handle on me. You see somebody dysfunctional, somebody unmatchable.”
“Those are neither my words nor my thoughts, Josephine. Take a seat, please.”
“I have to go to work—” she jerked up her wrist for a glance at her watch. 8:06 “—within the hour.”
“Then I’ll be brief.” Willa gestured to the sofa, and when Joey sank onto the cushions and pillows she scooted her chair away from the desk and moved it directly in front of her skittish client.
“Why ditch the desk?” Joey asked.
“The desk gives the impression that I hold a position of power over whomever’s on the other side. I hold no power over you, Josephine. You’re free to leave at any time, but I hope you’ll allow me to say my piece.”
Joey rested the cane across her lap then absentmindedly laid a throw pillow on top of it. “Go ahead.”
“Is that a habit, concealing your stick?”
“Willa, I underwent psychiatric evals after the shooting. I’m sure you’re aware that’s standard protocol for folks in law enforcement. I don’t need a touch-up.”
The woman conceded with a nod. “The Blues are my friends and since you’re rather important to them, I feel it’s my duty to impart some wisdom here. It’s highly unlikely that you’re unmatchable. But you’re searching for something even you aren’t sure you really want, as though some part of your past is unresolved.”
“Trust me, short-term is what I want. I’m independent—set in my ways, as Papá would call it. I have a house, a demanding job with long hours.”
“What about relationships?”
“Commitment’s too restrictive for me. I have a pretty good thing going. Completely free to share my body.”
“And your heart?”
“That’s not up for grabs anymore. I don’t feel safe anymore.”
Willa watched her steadily, and as the years began to roll back to a night in a parking garage—violence that hadn’t taken Joey’s life but had killed some part of her all the same—the room started to close in.
Get out. Now. Blurting some excuse, she jostled the pillows aside and got to her feet. “Going forward, Willa, streamline this for me, okay? No itty-bitty steps, no internet courtship. Just get me in contact with the guy and I’ll face-to-face him.”
“Are you certain you’d feel safe?”
Not entirely. But she had to take control of some aspect of her life. If not this, then what? If not now, then when?
“Just set it up, Miz Willa. I can handle my life from here.”
*
“Well, this is anticlimactic.” As challenging as it was to continue up the steps to the Clark County Library—instead of surrendering to her gut’s plea to bail on the stranger Dating Done Smart had dredged up for her—Joey couldn’t keep the complaint sealed between her glossy Naughty Nude lips. Leaving now was an option, but one she wouldn’t take. Since she hadn’t parked the Camaro on Flamingo Road, she was far from escape and closer to the fate she’d agreed to days ago when notification came that she apparently wasn’t undateable. Plus, risk-lust compelled her to at least get a look at him. She owed herself that.
But as far as blind dates went, this one was already off to a lackluster start. The man had suggested a library, of all venues. Not that she didn’t appreciate such a place—because, hello, a building full of books!—or that she wanted a cliché meal-and-a-movie kind of afternoon. It felt too intimate…and strangely familiar, which was entirely illogical.
She’d attempted a blind date only once before, at age twelve. Considering how hellishly that experience had played out, it was sort of astonishing that she rallied enough courage to try it again now. So careless she’d been to sneak off her family’s ranch and take a bus from El Paso to Corpus Christi to sing with a local country-star wannabe her friend Honey Sutherland had met while on a 4H Club field trip. So silly she’d been to have stars in her eyes and grown-up dreams of French kisses and music-making with some guy she didn’t know, all because Honey had said he was awfully cute and drove a truck and smelled like Starburst candy. So lucky she’d been to find her parents waiting to intercept her at a depot. They’d busted up her plans and probably saved her ass.
There was no one to intercept her this time. But she was no longer careless or silly. Any naïveté or innocence she’d once had was gone. She didn’t sing anymore, had forgotten the smell of Starburst and had been French-kissed in places that would disgust her twelve-year-old self.
“Say something, miss?”
Midway up the steps leading to the library’s entrance, Joey paused and glanced at the hunched-shouldered man sitting with his corduroy-clad legs sprawled wide and his face cracking under a layer of sunburnt skin. “Thinking out loud. Didn’t mean to disturb you.”
“Aw, ha! You didn’t.” He jerked a skinny thumb, the nail ringed in filthy debris, toward the building behind him. “The folks coming out of there, with their damn phones and music whatchamacallits—they disturb me.”
As he rifled through a knapsack and yanked out a hardcover and a bag of potato chips, she began to move past him.
“Can I ask you a rude question?” the man called out. Again she paused. “See, people get a look at me, expect that I’ve got no use for manners and all that. Or they suppose I want money from ’em.”
“I don’t think you want money. If you did you would’ve asked already.”
His grin revealed a set of stained teeth, but it was sincere and perhaps the most pleasant sight she’d find on this overcast day. “The cane…”
As if she hadn’t heard variations of this before. What’s a good-looking thing like you doing with a cane? What’s wrong with you? What turned you into a cripple?
They were words, only words, yet hauntingly painful.
“What’s that made out of,” he asked, “marble?”
Joey smiled, nodding. Of the four she owned, the dove-white swirl one was the least offensive to her navy pinup dress. The 1940s-era-inspired dress, with its crisp collar, short sleeves and full skirt, might’ve been modest if not for the plunging neckline. “Yes, it’s marble. That wasn’t a rude question, but I’ve got one of my own. What are you reading?”
“Have a look for yourself.”
Peeking at her watch, discreetly assessing her surroundings and memorizing his physical details, she settled on the step beside him. The air was barely a whisper, and a stale, musty odor stung her nostrils. She reached for the book. “A biography on Copernicus. How are you finding it?”
“Pompous. I’d’ve made a bigger dent in it if it’d been written in plain English.” A moment of hesitation preceded, “My God, there’s nothing more fascinating than a pretty lady reading.”
She smirked, thumbing the pages. “So is this a hobby, hanging out in front of libraries and stirring up conversations with pretty ladies?”
“Nope, miss, can’t say it is. Most days I don’t say much. Las Vegas is a busy place, and time’s so precious that nobody seems to want to share it with folks who can’t do nothing
for ’em.”
And how true that was, she thought, closing the book. She was here only because she thought a professional Cupid had unearthed someone who would scratch an itch so deep and intangible even she couldn’t pinpoint it.
“Miss? What’s ailing you?”
Scoffing, she handed him the biography. “That famously infamous question. I was shot some years ago, had a couple of surgeries and now I have a permanent walking buddy.”
“Bottom of my heart, I’m sorry to know that,” he said, wrinkling his brow over jaundiced eyes. “I was meaning to ask what’s got you wound tighter than a two-dollar watch, but I guess that’s as good an answer as any.”
“Oh. Guess it is.” She for sure wasn’t going to ramble on about a blind date to a man who might not have a fresh change of clothes or a real bed. “Give me a potato chip, por favor? I’ll pay you for it.”
He frowned, confused, but opened the bag and shook out a few into a grimy hand. The unsanitary transaction made the food inedible, but she fished cash from her crossbody pocketbook and took the chips, anyway.
When he noticed Benjamin Franklin’s face on the bill, he gasped. “Oh—no, miss—”
“Keep it,” she insisted, getting up. “Take care.”
“You, too, my friend.”
The library appeared busier than she’d seen it on a Saturday afternoon. Joey entered the building, and gratefulness for the air-conditioning outweighed the strands of angst that were as sticky as the loose curls clinging to the nape of her neck. Born in Mexico and bred in Texas, she was accustomed to warmer temps, but this summer’s humidity seemed to amplify everything—the sizzle of the sun, the heat in the atmosphere, her anxiety.
Without a makeup arsenal, her best attempt at freshening up was to wash her hands and adjust the silver heirloom combs that held her hair from her face.
A frowning face. She worked her jaw to wiggle loose some of the tension, tried on a smile but it felt too artificial. Giving up, she backed away from the restroom mirror and made her way to the lobby art gallery.
Patrons and staff zigzagged across the floor, crowded the lobby. By force of habit Joey logged the faces, stored every unique feature in her memory bank. None of them triggered suspicion, but a dull sense of apprehension built as she neared her destination—as though the spirit of someone as intimate as a lover and as dangerous as an enemy had draped an arm over her shoulders.
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