by Chloe Carley
They had several extra horses with them, but he couldn’t make out how many riders in total there were. They were angry. Red got a bad feeling as the men stayed on their horses and began to gallop in a circle around his friends.
Two of the men withdrew ropes from their saddlebags and, before he knew it, they were tossing them over one of the large cottonwood trees growing straight and tall by the water’s edge. Two other horsemen caught the ropes and tied the free ends around the horns on their saddles. Red knew what was happening, but he could do nothing to stop it from unfolding.
They lifted Hobbs and Lou back onto their horses, pulled bandanas over their faces and then, as Red watched in horror, nooses were slipped over their heads and tightened around their necks.
Red wanted to scream out for the mob to wait, but that would only draw attention to his location, and he knew he wouldn’t stand a chance out here in the open of avoiding them for long.
The hanging only lasted a few minutes, and then the apparent leader of the mob raised his gun and fired three shots into the air. Others slapped Hobbs and Lou’s horses on their rumps, sending them off in a panic, while Hobbs and Lou were left swinging by their necks. Their legs kicked and the sounds of the mob’s satisfied laughter filled the air.
Red waited for the mob to disperse so that he could race off the mesa and cut down his friends. The chances that they would still be alive were slim, but he would do what he could for them. Only, the mob didn’t leave. They stayed and watched his friends struggle to breathe until they gave the last kicks of their legs and remained still.
That was when Red spied the horse tied off a short distance away. Finn’s body lay draped over the saddle and tied in place with ropes under the belly of the horse. They’d collected his friend’s body, and that could only mean the reward for their capture had been changed to read “Dead or Alive.” Those words were chilling to outlaws: The chances that justice would be meted out disappeared in the face of instant justice.
Minutes went by before someone indicated it was time to get the men down. They draped the lifeless bodies over the backs of their own horses and then used the ropes, still around their necks, to secure them in place. When the mob left to return to town, they had all three of his friends’ bodies in tow.
Red finally gave in and cried like a baby. He cried for the loss of his friends and he cried for himself. Three years ago, he’d left to make something of himself, separate from his father and brother, and look where it had gotten him. Nowhere.
He was a wanted man this far south and he was now horseless and alone. He allowed himself a small moment of weakness, but as the sun began to set, he realized he couldn’t stay here without becoming prey for the wolves he could hear in the distance. The mob also knew there had been four men and would most likely return to look for him come morning.
He sat and watched as the sun began to set and the sky turned from blue to pink and orange.
The call of an eagle overhead drew his attention, and he watched as the majestic bird swooped down and snatched dinner from the desert landscape. If something didn’t change, Red would be just like that jack rabbit. He wiped his tears with dirty hands, no doubt leaving stains on his cheeks, but he wasn’t concerned.
Without his friends, he was alone again, and there would never be a better time to correct the path he was following.
With a scratchy throat and a heart filled with fear that lightning was about to strike him, he raised his eyes to the heavens and whispered, “God, are you still there? I know I don’t deserve what I’m about to ask, but if you wouldn’t mind … I want to go home. I’m tired of living like an outlaw. I want to go back home and somehow, I don’t know how, atone for all of the horrible things I’ve done.
“God, I know Finn, Lou, and Hobbs probably don’t deserve it either, but do you have some extra mercy you could show them? They were good men at heart; they just couldn’t see another way to survive. I’m not justifying their actions, or my own, I’m just telling you like it is. Have mercy on their souls tonight.”
He sat there until the sun set behind the mountains and the moon had risen behind him. His shoulder was still throbbing, but it had finally stopped bleeding unless he tried to move it too much. When a wolf’s howl echoed just a short distance away, he knew he’d waited long enough.
Red picked himself up, dusted his trousers off and slapped the dust from his hat on his thigh. It was time he took his life back. And that meant he needed to head home.
Back to the New Mexico Territory where he’d been born and raised and where—maybe—they might find it in their hearts to forgive him and take him back in. His time as an outlaw had come to an end. At too great a cost.
Chapter 1
August, 1859…
“Hey, boss man, there’s a rider coming this way,” Carl called out to Shawn Lawson. Carl was one of the ranch hands on the Lazy L ranch and, given its relative isolation, any visitors were vetted carefully. The Lazy L was ten miles from Rio Arriba, a small town located in New Mexico Territory. The town only held a few hundred people, with all of the outlying farms and ranches combined, but it was seeing remarkable growth with the pending arrival of the railroad.
Railroad men had been in the area surveying for several months, and everyone was excited to see the town grow as more people traveled West. Shawn and his father were some of the few who dreaded the progress that was being made by the town. Already there’d been problems with the stagecoaches being robbed as they travelled back and forth between here and Colorado.
Shawn put down the pitchfork he was holding and then pushed the brim of his hat back, squinting at the blazing sun overhead. He pulled off his gloves and tucked them into his back pockets. “I’ll go out and see who it is.”
Shawn was taller than most men, measuring 6’5” in his stocking feet, with shoulders and muscles created by hard work from sunup to sundown. His hair was a dark brown and he resettled his hat in place as he slowly walked from the barn.
“Should I go get your pa? Or Jace?” Carl asked. Jace was the ranch foreman and Carl’s uncle.
“No need.” Shawn set off to meet the newcomer before he could enter the yard. He jumped into the saddle of his work horse, Dancer, and turned him to intercept the newcomer. “Easy boy.” He smoothed a hand down the dark brown neck of the stallion. Dancer was the first foal that had been sired from his father’s stallion, Charmer. They were fanciful names for hard-working horses, but no one had asked Shawn’s opinion.
Everyone who knew anything about the Lazy L ranch also knew that Pearl Lawson named all of the foals. She had since she and her husband had taken over the ranch from his father, and no one had dared to challenge her on any name she’d chosen.
“Whoa, boy!” Shawn yanked on Dancer’s reins as the horse whinnied and tried to bolt forward. The rider was getting closer, but Shawn recognized neither him nor his horse. In this part of the territory that could be very good, or very bad. Shawn’s hand slid automatically to the butt of his rifle.
“Stop right there,” he called out, surprised when the rider complied. “Identify yourself.”
The other rider tipped his hat back and eyed him across the open ground. “You don’t recognize me?”
Shawn lifted his head up, trying to place where he’d heard that voice before. He wracked his brain, but he couldn’t come up with anything. “Sorry. Where are you coming from?”
“Texas.”
“That’s quite a ride from here,” Shawn commented, watching as the rider stopped his horse twenty feet away. He still couldn’t make out the other man’s features, not until he lifted his head and pushed his cowboy hat back on his forehead. The man was sporting a full beard, but there was something familiar about his eyes …
“Friend, do I know you?” Shawn inquired.
“I sure hope you still remember me, Shawn.” The rider ended his words with a broad smile.
Shawn’s eyes went wide and his brows drew together. “Gideon? Is that you?”
/> “One and the same.” Gideon urged his horse forward, not stopping until he was directly in front of Dancer. “How have you been? How’s Pa?”
“Why are you here?” Shawn asked in response. Gideon flinched at how coldly his brother had asked that question, but he didn’t comment on it.
Gideon arched a brow and paused. Finally, after several long moments, he nodded once and commented, “Guess I can understand why you would ask that. I’m home. To stay.”
“You’ve been gone three years,” Shawn reminded him.
“I’m aware.” Gideon looked toward the buildings and then asked, “Where’s Pa?”
“Riding fence and checking the herd in the south pasture.” Shawn’s voice still hadn’t lost its coolness.
Gideon nodded once. “And Ma?”
“She’s in the house. She cried for weeks when you left.” Shawn didn’t even try to hide the anger in his voice. Gideon had left without any warning. He’d simply announced one morning at the breakfast table that he needed to see what was out there to see and make a life for himself away from the ranch.
At the time, Gideon knew everyone had thought he simply meant to travel for a few weeks, but when those weeks had turned into months, Gideon was sure his mother had taken his leaving the hardest. Seeing Shawn again brought back all of the old memories and reasons why he’d left three years earlier.
He’d just turned twenty-five and been jilted by Mary Sue Patterson. She’d gone to Missouri to visit family and instead of coming home and marrying Gideon, her fiancé, she’d sent a letter on the stagecoach telling him that she’d met a banker from back East, and they had fallen in love.
Gideon had been flummoxed; he’d thought she was in love with him. He’d gone quiet for several weeks after her letter arrived, and as it grew nearer to the date he and Mary Sue were supposed to have been married, he grew more unsettled and short-tempered with everyone. He’d left Rio Arriba the day before he should have been exchanging his vows with the woman of his dreams.
Now, he knew that if Shawn were judging him by his looks, he would be able to surmise that the last three years hadn’t been easy ones. Gideon glanced down and tried to imagine what his brother was seeing.
His clothes were well-worn, his boots scuffed, and he was much thinner than Shawn remembered. He’d stopped shaving several years back, finding the full red beard gave him some measure of anonymity, but could also be easily identifiable.
“You been in Texas all this time?” Shawn asked.
“No.” Gideon didn’t want to relate more at the moment. He wanted to take his father’s temperature first and make sure he still had a place here to call home. He glanced over Shawn’s shoulder and then took a deep breath of fresh air mixed with the tang of fresh manure and sweaty horse. “I’m gonna ride out and find Pa, and then I’ll come back and let Ma see me. I need a bath in the river and a change of clothes first.”
Shawn met his eyes and seemed to consider things for a moment before he nodded once. “I’ll keep quiet about your arrival until you get back.”
“I appreciate it, Shawn.” Gideon started to turn his horse to go around Shawn when he couldn’t resist asking, “Anything else I should know about?”
Shawn eyed him. “Jace got hitched two years ago to Lily Hutchens.”
“Little Lily Hutchens?” Gideon asked.
“You’ve been gone a long time. People grew up while you were away.”.
Gideon caught the innuendo in his brother’s words. “I’ll have to remember that. So, Jace still living on the ranch?”
“We built a small cabin for Lily and him on the other side of the pond. They’re expecting their first child before Christmas.”
“And you?” Gideon inquired.
“The ranch is my life right now.” Shawn tried to keep the censure out of his voice, but it was clear to Gideon that his brother was harboring some anger. Directed at him. Gideon should have been here these last three years, making the ranch his life as well. Instead, he’d taken off to nurse his broken heart, and everything had fallen on Shawn’s shoulders. He needed to own the anger his brother was feeling and maybe, with enough time, he’d find a way to make it up to him.
“And Sara Jane? Is she married too?”
“No, our baby sister is too strong-willed to let any man be around her for long. She’s had several suitors come calling, but so far, she seems to find fault with all of them. She says if a man can’t outride and outshoot her, she’s not going to waste her time letting him try to convince her he’s the man for her.”
Gideon smiled. “That sounds like Sara Jane. She wearing skirts yet?” Sara Jane was a tomboy through and through. She’d snatched a pair of his britches when she’d turned ten and never looked back. She was a dynamic combination of young woman and spitfire.
Sara Jane could outride and outshoot most men, and she had no qualms about proving it either. His parents had tried to rein in their daughter, but that was like trying to unspin a tornado. Pointless and impossible.
Shawn smiled for the first time at the mention of their sister. “Only when Ma forces her to. Pa finally forbade her to go into town if she wasn’t dressed appropriately. It seems the ladies’ auxiliary at the church made a comment that only loose women wore men’s trousers.”
“Ouch!” Gideon could only imagine his sister’s response to that statement.
Shawn chuckled. “That’s not quite what Sara Jane had to say, but close. That’s when Pa forbade her to go back into town if she wasn’t dressed like a young lady. That didn’t seem to bother her none as she never wants to go to town.”
“Seems it all worked out in Sara Jane’s favor.”
“Yep.” Shawn grew quiet, and his smile faded. Gideon realized it was time he found his father.
He touched the brim of his hat with a forefinger. “I guess I’ll see you later then.”
“Yeah. Later,” Shawn turned Dancer back toward the corrals and barn.
Carl was there waiting for him when he slid off Dancer’s back. “Who is that?”
“Gideon.”
Carl’s eyebrows went up in shock. “Your brother, Gideon?”
“One and the same.” Shawn took Dancer’s reins and started leading him toward his assigned stall. Carl followed.
“What’s he doing back here? I thought he left for good.”
“He says he’s come home.”
Carl looked at to where Gideon had ridden off and shook his head. “Do you think he really intends to stay this time?”
Shawn didn’t answer, but his head was full of questions.
Gideon is home, and it sounded like he means to stay here for good. Well, it’s about time. I wonder what he was really up to for the last three years. Looks like it took a toll.
Shawn finished grooming Dancer, stalked to the back of the barn and looked out over the land to where Gideon was now looking for their father. Massive scarlet mountains rose in the distance, and the blue sky overhead was brimming with large, fluffy, white clouds. It wouldn’t rain today, but soon it would start and there would be plenty of extra work to do as the streams and gullies flooded.
Ma will get it out of him.
Shawn smiled as he turned and headed for the ranch house. The thought of the interrogation his brother was going to receive when their ma got ahold of him almost had Shawn laughing. She’d cried and prayed over him and she would be wanting to exact a little repayment. Gideon might wish he’d stayed away after that.
Chapter 2
Gideon rode away from the yard and headed for the pasture his father was reportedly in. It had been good to see Shawn, but not quite the emotional reunion he’d hoped for. IThat didn’t really worry Gideon much. Shawn had always had a quick temper, and time and maturity would fix that soon enough.
