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by Jenna Moreci


  doingthisformonthsandnoone’snoticed.”EveturnedtoSancho.“Youneed

  tolookforotherarticleslikethatone.”

  “Ialreadydid,andcameupwithnothing.”Heminimizedtheprojectionand

  slippedhisscratchpadbackintohispocket.“Garymust’vebeentheironlyslip-

  up.”

  “Thenwherearealltheotherbodies?”Jasonasked.

  Nooneanswered.Theentireyardwassuddenlysilentasidefromthefaint whisperofthewind.

  Eve’smusclestightened,andshespuntowardhercomrades.“Look,

  whateverbondswehaveoutsidethisgroup,they’regone.”Sheglancedateach

  of the boys one by one and hoped they couldn’t sense her fear. “No one at Billingtoncanbetrusted,nomatterhowlongwe’veknownthem.”

  Sanchonodded,thehoodofhissweatshirtbobbingatophishead.Jason

  stared back at her; he was worried for her, she could tell, and she forced a smiletoalleviatehisfears.Percyremainedstill,hiseyesdistantasifdeepin thought.Finallyhesaunteredtohisgunkitandgrabbedtwofirearmsand

  stacksofammunition.

  “Agiftforyou,”hesaid,tossingbothEveandJasonaweapon.“Neverknow

  whenanInterloperwillpopup.”

  Evelookeddownatthepiecerestinginherhands.“Thanks,Percy,butyou

  don’thavetodothis.”

  “Actually,IthinkIdo.Don’twantyoutwotodie,afterall,”heteased.“ButI

  haveoneruleforthebothofyou:don’tkillanyone.Atleast,anyonewhoisn’t

  an alien. If it’s an alien, go to town on his ass.” He tilted his head toward his humblemansion.“Look,thecleaningcrewwillbeheresoon,andthelesseyes

  onus,thebetter.Justmakesureyoutakecareofyourguns.Don’tleave’em

  lyingaround.”

  “Speakingofguns,canIhaveone?”

  “No,Sancho.”

  “Whynot?”

  “Why?”Percyscoffed.“BecauseIwouldn’ttrustyouwithabutterknife,let aloneafirearm,that’swhy.”

  SanchoscurriedbehindPercyastheymadetheirwaytothecar,bickeringand

  shovingoneanotherallthewhile.Evewatchedastheydisappearedinthe

  distance,herheartheavyandherthoughtsconsumedwithbattlestocome.She

  feltahandpressagainstthesmallofherback;Jasonstoodbesideher,hiseyes

  reflectingthelightofthesettingsun.

  “Beenaninterestingweekend,huh?”

  “It’sbeenaninterestingsemester,”shemuttered,forcinganotherinsincere

  smirk.“Butnothingthe ChimeraBitchcan’thandle,right?”

  Jasondidn’trespond;insteadhestaredbackather,hiseyesscanningherface,

  herhair,hershoulders.Forthefirsttimeinweeks,Evehadn’ttheslightestclue whathewasthinking.

  “Weshouldpractice,youknow.”Sheglanceddownathergun.“Shooting,

  fighting,evenmelting.Weneedtobepreparedforanything.”

  Hehesitatedforamoment.“Areyoufreetonight?”

  “Youdon’tmessaround,doyou?”sheteased.“Youmustreallybenervous.”

  “Actually,IwashopingIcouldtakeyouonadate.”

  Evestopped,herbodysuddenlyhot,herbootslikeblocksofleadweighing

  herdown.“Adate?”

  “Yeah.Youseemsurprised.”

  “No,Imean,it’sjust,”Evestuttered,theheatrisingfromherchesttoherneck andface,“adate?”

  “Yeah,adate.”Heanxiouslyranhisfingersthroughhishair.“Areyou

  free?”

  “Yes,”sheanswered,alittletooenthusiastically.“I’mfree.”

  Afaintcryranginthedistance—itwasPercy,shoutingobscenitiesashe

  impatiently urged the two of them to get moving. As they began their trek acrosstheyard,JasonlookedbackatEveandsmiled.

  “Well,notanymore,”hechuckled.“Nowyouhaveplanswithme.”

  ***

  Evestoodintheelevator,hereyespointedattheceiling.Theonlysoundshe

  couldhearwasthesoftbeepthatmarkedeachpassingfloor.Thirteen.

  Fourteen.Fifteen.Thedoorsopened,andwithwhatfeltlikethefirstbreathshe

  had taken in hours, she entered the hallway of the top floor of Rutherford Tower.

  Sheventuredthroughthecorridor,herkneesstiff,herfingersfidgetingather

  sidesuntilshefinallyshovedthemintothepocketsofherjeans.Shecursed

  toherself,irritatedbyherownanxiety.ItwasjustJason.Shehadspentnearly

  everydaywithhimforoveramonthalready,andtherewasnoreasontotreat

  this meeting any differently. He liked her. Hell, they had already kissed—and God,wasitagoodkiss.Actually,ifshewasgoingtobehonestwithherself,

  theytechnically madeout, but never mind the specifics. He liked her, and she likedhim,andthustherewasnoneedtobenervous.Butnomatterhowmany

  times those words repeated in her mind, she was still terrified. Whether she wantedtoadmititornot,thismeeting wasdifferentthanalloftheirprevious meetings,becausethisonewasadate.

  Areal,honest-to-God date.

  Sheknockedatthedoorofroom1502andthenrammedherrestlesshands

  backintoherpockets.Itwasn’ttoolate;shecouldstillmakearunforit.She

  wascertainlyfastenoughtogetawaywithoutbeingseen.Butshewantedtobe

  there—shetrulydid.Shehadjusthopedthatatsomepointbetweenthe

  primping in her dorm room and her arrival at the fifteenth floor, her nerves wouldhavefinallysettled.Unfortunately,thathadn’thappened.

  Jasonopenedthedoor,hissmilechildlikeandinnocent.Perhapshewas

  nervous,too.

  Heusheredherintotheroom.“Comeinside,haveaseat.”

  Evetookalookaroundatthefamiliar,lavishdorm.“Ihavetoadmit,Iwasa

  littleconfusedwhenyoutoldmetomeetyouatPercy’sroom,”shesaid.

  “Ifigured,butIhadgoodreason.Yousee,Percyhasakitchen.”

  Jasonmadehiswaytowardthekitchennook,whichwasclutteredwithpans,

  dishes,andvariousotherutensils.Eve’seyesmovedfromJasontothedining

  table,whichwasperfectlysetwithchinafortwo.

  “You’recookingforme?”

  “Ithoughtitmightbealittlemorepersonalthantakingyoutosome

  restaurant.” He looked up from the sink as he washed his hands. “Besides, I figuredyoucouldusesomeprivacy—abreakfrompeoplestaringatyou.At

  us.”

  Evewalkedpastthecounter,herfingerstrailingalongthemarbleasshe

  studiedthevastarrayoffood.“Wow,”shesmiled,finallytakingaseatonone

  ofthebarstools.“Thisis…wow.”

  “Doublewows,huh?That’sagoodthing,right?”

  She felt her nerves settle just a touch. “It’s a really good thing,” she said, watching Jason fiddle with ingredients like a true chef, or at least like she assumedatruechefmight.“So,youactuallyknow howtocook?”

  Jasonlaughed.“Don’tsoundsoshocked.”

  “Hey,I’mnotjudging.Icanworkamicrowavelikeafiend,butthat’sasfar asmykitchenknowledgetakesme.”

  Jasonpaused.“What’samicrowave?”

  “It’sretro.Nevermind.”

  Evelookedaroundtheroomoncemore,spottingPercy’sbedroomdoorin

  thedistance,securelyshut,andmostlikelylockedanddouble-bolted.“Percy’s

  okaywi
thusseizinghisdormlikethis?”

  “He’sagoodfriend.He’sspendingtheeveninginmyroomwithSancho.”

  Jasonchuckled.“They’reprobablyalreadyarguingaboutsomethingstupidby

  now.”

  Evestudiedthespreadinfrontofher:chickenbreasts,cheese,spices,garlic,

  butter,andflourwerepartitionedintoseparatebowlsandpansalongthe

  counter.“So…whatareweeatingtonight?”

  Jasonraisedhiseyebrowsconfidently.“Chickenmarsalaoverangelhair pastawithsautéedmushroomsandgarlicparmesanbread.”

  “Damn…Wheredidyoulearntocooklikethis?”

  Jasonlookeddownathiscuttingboard,focusingonthesmallclovesof

  garlicashechoppedthemintotinypieces.“Growingup,Ihadananny.”

  “TheoneyousharedwithPercy?”

  “Right,”heanswered.“HernamewasEsmeralda—wecalledherEssie.My

  parentswereneveraround,soshewastheclosestthingIhadtoamom.Most

  days it was just me and her for hours and hours, and she would always cook these big, elaborate dinners for the two of us.” He smiled slightly as he reminisced.“I’dsitandwatchher—Ihadnothingbettertodo—andfinallyone

  dayshetoldmetomakemyselfuseful.”Hestoppedtobrushthegarlicflecks

  intoabowlandlookedupatEve.“Icookedwithhereverydayafterthat.Itwas

  kindofourthing,Iguess.”

  Evegrinned,enchantedbyhisstory.“DoyoustilltalktoEssie?”

  “No.Ihaven’tseenherinyears.”

  “Oh.”Eve’sfacedropped.“Whathappened?”

  Jasonmovedtothestove,lightingtheburnersandseeminglykeepinghis

  gazeasfarfromheraspossible.“Myparentsfiredher.”

  “Why?”

  Jasonhesitated.“Don’tknow.Theywouldn’ttellme.”

  Evecouldn’tfindthewordstosay,andsoshesatinsilence,herheadlowas

  ifshewereinsomewayguiltyforhavingaskedinthefirstplace.

  Jasoncontinued,forcingahalfsmile.“Nowcookingkindofmakesmefeel

  like,Idon’tknow…likeI’mhome.Putsmeatease,Iguess.”

  Shestudiedhimashechoppedandsautéed,hishandsquickandartfully

  precise.Shenoticedthathernervousenergyhadfinallysubsided;infact,she

  wascompletelycalm.Itbaffledher,howinthemidstofsuchchaosand

  uncertaintyshehadmanagedtofindanunfamiliarcomfort—asenseofpeace

  —withJason.

  “So,”shechirped,“areyougoingtoletmehelp,orwhat?”

  “Oh,no,that’snothowthisarrangementworks.”

  “What?”Evesprangtohisside,squeezingherwayintothesmallkitchen

  nook.“Itoldyouallaboutmymicrowaveskills.Wereyounotimpressed?”

  “Youknow,Istilldon’tknowwhatthatmicro-thingis.”

  “That’snotthepoint.Thepointis,I’mhelping.”

  Helaughed.“I’mtreating you.Sitdownandrelax.”

  “Jason,ifyoudon’ttellmewhattodo,I’mjustgoingtowingit.”

  Hesighed.“Fine.Youcanboilthepasta.”

  Withasmuggrin,Evefilledthelargepotwithwaterandplaceditatopthe

  burner.Jasoncontinuedwithhisdutieswhilekeepingoneeyeonher.He

  watchedherjustasshehadbeenwatchinghim,gazingatherbrownhair,her

  slenderhands,hersimpleclothes.Hetookadeepbreathandsmiled.

  “Thankyou.”

  Evechuckled.“Youplannedeverything.TheleastIcandoishelpyouboil

  somedamnnoodles.”

  “No,Imeantforshowingupinthefirstplace.”

  Evewrinkledhernose.“Whatareyoutalkingabout?”

  “Iknowyoudon’ttrustpeople.”Heleanedagainstthecounter,grippingthe

  marble edge. “It’s written all over your face. Sometimes, when we talk, I can literallyseeyoubattlingyourself,debatingwhetherornottoletmein.”

  Hercheeksflushed.“God,”shemumbled.“Didn’trealizeitwassoobvious.”

  “We’vespentalotoftimetogether.IthinkIknowyouprettywellbynow.”

  Eveexhaled.Shedidn’twanttolookathim—shewantedtostareatthefloor,

  for all eternity if she could get away with it—but she forced herself to face him,hereyescommunicatingalevelofvulnerabilitythatshewashardly

  comfortablewith.

  “It’snoteasyforme—allofthis,”shebegan.“Truthfully,Icanhardly

  remember what it feels like to be… somebody, to someone else. I’ve always beenalone.I’m goodatbeingalone.But…Ifeellikeyou’redifferent.AndI’m trying.”

  Jasonleanedintowardher.“I’venevermetanyonelikeyou,Eve.Youneed

  to know that.” He ran his fingers over the palm of her hand as he spoke. “I don’tknowwhatchanged—whatmadeyoudecidetogivemeachance—but

  I’mgladyoudid.”

  Ahissingnoisesoundedbehindthetwo.Evejumpedabruptly,knocking

  overabowlofflourandsendingacloudofwhitebillowingupfromthe counter.Shesighed;herpothadboiledover,spillingbubblingwateracrossthe

  stove.

  Jasonhoveredclosetoherear.“Moodkiller,”hewhispered.

  Eveshothimaphonyglare.Withouthesitation,shegrabbedahandfulof

  flourandsmackeditacrosshischest,leavingamessyhandprintonhist-shirt.

  Jasonlookeddownatthemessonhischest.“Wow,”helaughed,“really

  mature.”

  BeforeEvecouldreact,heflungafistfulofflouratherneck,thewhiteflecks

  spilling down the front of her shirt. She gasped, her mouth hanging open in shock.

  “In my hair? Really?” She plunged her hands into the bowl and cupped two handfulsofflour,smearingoneoneachofJason’scheeks.Helaughedaloud,

  reciprocatingwithacloudofflouraimeddirectlyatherface.

  Thewarhadbegun.Floursprayedthroughthekitchen,spatteringacross

  themboth,leavingthemwhiteanddusty.Theirlaughterturnedintoanuproar,

  bothofthemcoughingoverthepowderthatnowcoveredthespacelikea

  blanketoffog.JustasEvetriedtoslapJasonwithyetanotherfistfulofflour, he grabbed her wrist and held it tightly, stifling her attack. The two stood together,theirlaughtersimmeringuntiltheywereoutofbreath.Theywerea

  mess,aswastheentirekitchen,andastheyfinishedassessingthedamagethey

  haddone,theireyesfinallymet.

  JasontuggedatEve’sarm,pullingherupagainsthisbody.Herbreath

  caught,andheleanedincloser,lingeringforjustasecondbeforekissingher, thetouchofhislipsawakeningeverynerveinsideofher.Hewrappedhisarms

  aroundherwaistandsqueezedhertightly,sparkingcompetingfeelingsofboth

  weakness and security within her, and she ran her hands from his chest up to thenapeofhisneck,combingherfingersthroughhishair.Sheallowedherself

  toletgo,tofeelweightlessinhisarmsastheykissedagain,hishandsonthe

  smallofherbackandhisheartbeatingagainstherchest.Herlipshoveredon

  hisforamomentbeforeshekissedhimoncemore,soengrossedinthe

  experience that she almost didn’t hear the sound of the door opening behind her.

  Jason’slipsabruptlytoreawayfromhersasheshotanangryglareatthedoor.

  “Dammit,Percy,haveyouheardofknocking—”

  Hestoppedsuddenly,hiseyeswideandhisbodyf
rozen.“Oh,God.”

  Eveturned;amanandwomanstoodatthefrontdoor,botheasilyintheirmid-

  fiftiesandsuperblydressed.Theyseemedvaguelyfamiliar—perhapsshe

  hadmetthembefore,thoughshecouldn’tquiteremember.

  Thewomanscornfullypursedherlipsandcrossedherarms.“Sorry,we

  didn’trealizeyouwere…busy.”

  JasonkepthisarmaroundEveandbroughtherclosetohisside.“What…

  why…”hestuttered.“How’dyouevenknowwheretofindme?”

  Thewomantuggedathercashmereglovesandfoldedthemintoherpurse.

  “Well, we went to your room first, looking for you, of course. Instead we foundthatlittleFilipinoboyandPercy.Percysaidyouwereherewithadate.”

  “Andthatdidn’tgiveyoutheideathatIwas busy?”

  “Yes,well,”hereyesmovedtoEve,shootingajudgmentalscowlinher

  direction,“nothingimportant,Iassume.”

  Everecognizedthecouplethen—itcameinaninstant,sendingahorrible

  tremordownherspine.Shequicklywipedtheflourfromhercheeks,suddenly

  very aware of her messy appearance, and felt herself blush beneath the white powder.

  Jason’ssterndemeanordidn’tfalter.“Whatareyou doinghere?”

  “Whatkindofquestionisthat?”themanchimedin,flashingasparkling

  whitesmile.“Doweneedareasontoseeyou?”

  JasonlookeddownatEve,hisstarebothcrossandapologetic.Withaloud

  sigh,heutteredthewordsshewashopinghewouldn’tsay.

  “Eve,”hemumbled,“meetmyparents.”

  CHAPTER10:ONEOFUS

  Eveawokethenextmorningwithasickeningfeelinginthepitofher

  stomach.ShethoughtofherdatewithJasonanditsabruptending—thanks,of

  course,tohisparents’interruption—andwishedthatthewholethinghadbeen

  anembarrassingnightmare.Shecringedassherecalledthelooksofpure,

  unadulteratedcriticismontheirfaces.Thememorywasalmostunbearable,and

  assherushedtogetreadyforclass,sheprayedforapotentdistraction.

  EvetrudgedthroughRutherfordHall,hermindstillrackedwithanxiety.She

  glancedatherfellowRutherfordiansastheyscurriedby;theystaredatherand whispered, but that was to be expected. And then she saw it: a crisp, white envelope resting in the palm of one of her towermates’ hands. Make that two envelopes,asyetanotherstudentbuzzedpastwiththestationerytuckedinhis

 

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